I think dickies are becoming overrated. It is practically everywhere already -.-

Got a new skin fer words-kill here. It's similar to my words-heal but different in a way. Okay I bet you guys get it lahh, Go check out the other to understand what the balls Im saying. Haaha. Okay gtg, will be back later, but at words-heal (:

I figured, after almost a year working with kids, it is so difficult to let go of them. I am extremely enjoying and loving my job although at times the pay sucks, but these kids, my kids are the ones who made me stay. I love you all.

Will be updating more of it at my other blog.

Today, is exactly a solid month away to my Maths Paper 1. Yet I still dont feel the sense of urgency and nothing is done. This sucks.

Updated words-heal alr (:

Okay I miss blogging here, completely cos Ive been blogging bits and pieces in here and at words-heal.

Life's been pretty gobsmacked. Everytime I walk to class, I see people, people from different walks of life. Andddd I wonder again, how time flies fast cos it seems so yesterday I end my O levels. Talking about O levels. Ive a feeling Im going to screw it cos I havent start a proper revision. I know I know I should stop complaining and start responding, but hey, easier said than done.

Apart from awesome school, I have my kids to brighten up my life. I miss the past. The old friends, the old school, the old experiences and yadayadayada. But well, in life we gotta learn to accept changes besides, everyone has to undergo that.

Daddy yankee said to me again, something very very sweet again which he had sasid back then*melts* He said,"Dik, you kalau ditakdirkan meninggal dunia, you mesti masok syurga because u anak yang baik."

Masya'allah, I was so touched I wanted to shed tears, tears of joy. Oh wait, that statement, translating it into English means that if I were to be destined to pass away, I'll go to heaven cos I am a good daughter.

I think nothing is the happiest thing, except to have an awesome family by your side and forever there for you. Alhamdulillah, I can get along very well with daddy yankee, these days, it is not easy to see that between dad and daughters, so I gotta treasure it, treasure him.

I'll update words-heal sooon

G103 today is easyyyyyy, well at least for me *quirk eyebrows*

Geylang with Nasiha tmr. Crave fer dendeng but Im on vegetherapy so tooo bad (:

Update at words-heal later (:

It's late and at the rate Ive been sleeping every day will add more eye bags instead of letting it go away. I hafta change my sleeping pattern alr, pronto. Turning in soon! Gotta wake up in 3hours time! (:

Words-heal.

Thank God I got a B this time from Joyce. Got back from jogging. Now I feel extra fresh but stinky *roll eyes*

Anw, Ive been thinking and yeahhh, I think I wanna try to go on juicing, after my vegetherapy, prolly next month or the next.

Tmr is another Sunday, altho it is a Monday. Wooohooooo! W45J people would know *quirk eyebrows*

Recent and daily basis updates will be at words-heal.blogspot. Im so tired of repeating this over and over again. Haaha!

I just finish watching Harold & Kumar and I swear it is awesome! But not the type of show fer kids under 18 yeahhh (: Haaha!

I figured, I wanna learn Mandarin by the age of 23 and to go bungee jumping (:

Next Thursday : Date with Nasiha Babbbby, Geylang! -.-

Im busy watching Harold and Kumar, totally hilarious, will update later. Ohhh, will be updating at words-heal to be specific (:

My last sem cliques, W14M, decided to skip school today and they asked me along. haha. Quite a number of them decided to skip school and head to anywhere.

Today's problem suck balls. Okay no, it is the faci who makes today or infact my every beautiful Fridays like jackass.

For the first time of my schooling in RP, like fer 5months, today is my first time that I arrived LATE to school. Yes, I reached 9:15am. Urgh! Now my grade will be minus-ed by 0.5 *roll eyes*

Well, actually, I woke up early, just like any other day, but I was searching high and low of what to wear, not wanting to wear the same thing over and over again. Then I was tired so I decided to take a nap, yahhh a nap ahhh. I woke up from that nap at 8:45am. I was screwed. So I quickly cabbed down to sch. But before that I actually had second thoughts of going school so I kinda dilly delly. haaha!

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Okay wait, omgggggg! Yes I was 15minutes late but, my fun faci, Hans didnt mark me as late. Omgggggg. Thanks! Now, I hafta make sure I wont be late to schoool again Zana. Yes, I better not!

I wanna go Korea tmr! To find Choi Si Won, Yunho, Jae Joong, Brian, Hwan hee and more!

Friday used to be the fun day and my favourite day but ever since I get Joyce for A102, my Fridays in sch has been pretty mundane -.-

I think I should drop this prejudice feeling and I 'll try to adjust to you, to your way of facilitating the class. Yeah yeah whatever *roll eyes*

Recent and daily basis updates on words-heal. Oh btw, this words-heal, you can find in my escapes section.

You suddently gave me the news, I cant take it. Whatever so, Im not stopping, worst to worst I'll transfer and will take the rap on my own. You somehow dont see the importance of me being a maths completer.

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Sch on Friday is such a 12r43276472tfgdshfkjbabgj! I complaint to Mervyn just now and he was saying how this kind of things would take time and yadayadayada, yes Mervyn I get you. But I dont care I still want you back as my Faci pleaseeeeeeee.

Omg! I cant believe I got my FIRST C for this sem! I NEVER got any C bfore in the previous sem, you totally changed my history grades you high expectations BOB!

I demand for a CHANGE in faci!

Check words-heal fer recent and daily basis updates.

I miss blogging here. Ive updated words-heal so do check it out.

I can never get enough of LL, Xman, Heroine, Super Junior, DBSK, Fly to the Sky and etc! Andddd fer that, I have been youtube-ing frequently.

Later!

http://words-heal.blogspot.com - My current blog that Eddie wants me to have.

I wont be abandoning this blog cos Im so attached to it, but I'll update the other blog more often. So if u guys want to see any recent updates, you are more than welcome to visit the other blog of mine. Nevertheless, I'll still keep the ball rolling in this blog! (:

These are the only two dishes I had fer today. Dad made fer me salad, I love you Dad.

Today is the 6th day Im on Vegetherapy. Went to work and saw my kids. I love u all. Got my pay! Double Happiness!

Anyway, Eddie smsed me when I was at work. He told me to change my url from words-kill to words-heal. Okay, he told me to blog that I have learnt that words can kill and also heal people. He told me to tell everyone that I want to learn how to use words to heal people. He also told me, from now on to blog at my words-heal and post some of my good post from here to there. With that, I am re-born. I feel reluctant to do so because it has been a year and some months since I blog here, and I feel so attached to it.

Or maybe, I'll blog at both site? Hehe. Not easy lor cos I have my own private blog and the last time I blog-ed there was like months ago lor. Nevertheless, I'll make sure I do it. Hmmmm, I know what! I'll make words-heal my priority and words-kill, as a brief update. How about that? So yes, okay Ive decided to stick with words-kill and still blog but words-heal will be my main priority (:

Eddie, my Iris Analsyt also my Coach (:
People!!!

Eddie wants me to declare to everyone. He wants me to announce to everyone in this world about what Im going through. I hafta blog about all my feelings and things I am eating and doing everyday in this journey of becoming healthier, physically and internally. He also wants me to include all of his advice he gives me and also the conversations we had. In short, he wants me to blog about everything that is happening.

So, let's have a proper introduction. First and foremost, Eddie is my coach. He is guiding me and working closely with me giving me the encouragement to continue eating healthily, to be able to achieve results and be healthy physically and internally. So how all of this started?

2months back, mom and I decided to go for an iridology test with Eddie. Eddie is an Iris analyst and he is specialised in that field. With the iris scan, Eddie told me that my health condition was BAD. My body is very acidic, stomach ring and colon are expanded and I have toxins at my chest, brain and a little bit at my kidney area. The only plus point was that, I handle stress well and that I have good memory. Knowing how atrocious my health condition was, I decided that it is time I should do something about it and I should stop procrastinating.

Mom bought the products and it was goood. There were results! Back then, I used to have terrible migraines, EVERYDAY, but when I started taking those organic products, I had it no more! Even if I do, it is because of lack of sleep which is normal. Apart from having no more migraines, mom and I went to see Eddie for the second time to see if there is improvement. yes! Eddie said that my acidity level has gone down but I still got a lot of spring cleaning yet to do.

Eddie asked if I was interested to join his program. There are two choices. The first is to go on vegetherapy where all I have to eat would ONLY be fruits and vege, strictly no carbo and protein, which I am doing it now, or the second choice, go for juicing which is a more intermeidate level to be lean/slender. Andd yeah you guys know that I go fer the first choice. Eddie gave me tips what and what not to eat and gave me 'homework' to be done. Oh and one thing, when I officially started this program, I hafta make sure that I sms Eddie everyday, every single day. Some may find it dreadful, but not for me. Eddie is my coach and in order for him to coach me well, he needs to know what is happening to me.

Anyway, Im thinking of a name for this project, this blogging project. Hmm. Okay, Im going to name this project, I can! Anw, boyf said I have slimmed down a little and that he knows I can do it (: Moving on, I have been taking in lots and lots of fruits and vegetables this past 5days. I feel alot more lighter. I dont worry much because an organic product I contantly consume, V-plus, has all the nutrients I need, so I wont be under-nourished.

If I can do this, living for 5days without carbo and proten already, then another 25 more days will be much easier, hopfully. I wonder if Eddie reads. Eddie, the temptations are the most challenging part for me mannn.

From today onwards, I have to have at least a post about I can (the

Though today is the third day of school, it is the first day I took bus to school. Haha. The first day, I cabbed. Second, I was absent and the third, yeah you have it. Today's module is A102. My faci is a she, yeahh. Andddd she has American slang as she was at the United States for some time, before that she was in Korea. When she said the word Korea, I went "awwwwwwww", then she knew I was into those Korean drama. Hehe.

Anw, today's problem is toughhhhhhh. Anddddd Gawddddd, it is only the first day. On a much lighter note, I saw Mervyn! I was hoping he would be my A102 Faci lor. But yeahhh, you cant have everything you want righttttt.

The nose block is killing me and making my voice sound like frigging mamma mia. Haha! Anddd I think Im gonna fall sick soooon. Guess my boyd is adapting to it and mom said it takes at least a week.

Friggggging need the willpower! No doubt the temptations are readily available anywhere and everywhere.

I was inarticulate fer a moment. But I know I deserved a little of that, besides, I hardly take things seriously. It bothers me a little, so I should let LL and Xman cheer me up.

I turned off my lappie thinking I could talk to boyf on the phone, but then he was with his friends so I decided to switch it on back and do some laughing with LL and Xman. Call me sooon. I miss you, so baby now u know the feeling of being more with friends right? Haha. Call me sooon. LY

Today was frigging sinful. Frigging tempting. Well, everyday is frigging tempting lor. Thank God, Eddie has been very encouraging (:

I hafta frigging stick to it. Friggging be strong. Frigging know that I can always satisfy those temptations other time. Frigging hafta be determined.

Ive got a list of all the alkalizing and acidifying food. Gooooood. So when I go grocery shoopping this weekend, I know what to shop for ^_^ All alkalizing products, yeahhhhh.

Will be accompanying boyf break fast tmr at his workplace. Anddddddd tmr's payday!

P-A-Y-D-A-Y! Yay! Anything to with $$$ is always pleasant. Hehe. But of course I hafta beware, cos the love of money is the root of evil. But seriously, living in Singapore, you so need money. Eveything's so frigging costly, what more with the inflation right now, everyone's complaining. Oh and one thing, as long as you're alive, you hafta pay tax. Uh huh hell yeah.

Let's see if there'll be surprises from my kids on Saturday, but of course, I dont hope anything seriously. Their presence makes me happppy enough already (: I love you, my kids. I love you, Fazli. I love you, Nasiha (:

Im not in sch. Yeah yeah I know you must be thinking that it's the second day of sch only and Im not in sch, such a starkarat. Screw you. Haha. Ive got valid reasons.

Later!

I just got a call from Fahmy. He informed me of his dad's condition. Alhamdulillah, the operation was successful. And to think he actually made a sad voice where i alr got the feeling that his dad is alright. Haha! Alhamdulillah, after going through alot, our prayers were answered.

Well, school was nice. I think I change my mind, only one cute guy. Andddd he's JK's friend!!! Haha! I start the ball rolling initially and thank God, slowly, others came in too. Anddddd damn, today's problem is toughhhhhhh and it's only the first day. It was more of like Cognitive Science? Yeahhh. On overall, everything's nice (: Just need a few more days fer everyone to adapt. Ohhh andddd, I found another classmate having something in common with me! We're so crazyyyyyyyyy over Asian celebrities! ^_^ Now, I got someone to talk to about this kind of things (:

Gramps cooked Chicken today fer break fast and my oh my, no doubt it was tempting. But I didnt eat it cos I was, and is still is, faithful and loyal to my vegetherapy. All I ate was a plate of cauliflower, brocolli and another type of vegetable. Andddd this feels like forever! Ohh Insya'allah I'll pull through. Amin.

Ohhh, and Xman might be the next LL fer me, which there is a small percentage that I doubt so! Andddd Yunho looks exceptionally charming! *melts*

I miss myNasiha and Fazli. I need you both badlyyyyyy.

Yes yes yes, Im in my new class now, W45J. The atmosphere's so quiet, everyone doing their own work, not noticing others. Well, I guess this is the norm for first day, like first day of school and etc. It's called the 'first day of school syndrome'

No cute chinese guys :( Haha! The guys in my class all look so 'good boy'. Haha! Okayy no, now there's a chinese guy who comes in. And he looks cuteeeeeee. Haha! Okay, now got one. Okay now the faci comes in alr. Okay now got another cute guy. Sum up, there's two! Hehe! Boyf dont get jealous okay. You know this kind of thing wont last long. You'll always be my cutest! Always be my eye candy. I'll update pronto!

A bowl full of only cooked cabbage
Okayy so guessed what? A bowl full of only cooked cabbage was my dinner just now, yes only that and I swear Im very very hungry that I could practically eat a horse. My other family members were having carbo and protein food fer dinner! And I was the only odd one out fighting the temptation to eat carbo and protein food. Anddd I did (:

So yeahh, I have been totally and strictly off-carbo and protein food fer 2 consecutive days already. So far, so good. No doubt the temptations are very high but I know I'll be able to handle and control it (: Insya'allah.

Gawdddd, sch's tmr. New class, new friends, new team, new facis, new block, new environment, new cliques and etc! Im excited.

Although I cant fast due to my Japans, I still feel like Im fasting cos Im not taking in carbo protein food so yeahhh, it still feels the same. The only difference is that, I drink plenty of water, but I dont do that anywhere, I hafta respect those who are fasting lor, hor.

See you W45J! Anddd I'll definitely miss W14M!

Was fasting halfway, okayy not halfway, like 1/4 of the day when I find out I got my Japan. Too bad. When I thought I maybe, maybe could fast a whole full month. But somehow I knew it would come cos my Japans are regular.

Will be working later, surprisingly. Cos I dont usually work at the Novena outlet on Tuesdays. Did it to cover up fer Nora (: Anddd yeahh you're most welcome (:

Looks like I'll be a week off-fasting, but I dont think it'll make a difference. Cos I wont eat much although I can cos Im on vegetherapy, remember? But yay! At least I dun hafta wake up early morning to sahur (:

Surprisingly, I didnt LL ytd, but that's about to change cos I'll be doing just that right after this (:

It's already 2nd September. Ramadhan has started. Guessed what I had fer Sahur and break fast ytd? Only fruits and vegetables. Anddd Im proud of myself for sticking it through. Alhamdulillah.

Anw, work ytd was nice. Im glad I get to meet my kids before school reopens. I cant wait for payday this Friday (: Anddd I aslo cant wait to see my new class. A good thing is, I know that I can click with anyone. Just so I hope that my new class will be as fun as W14M.

Boyf was sooo cheesy last night. He said,"I miss you like the desert miss the rain" haha! Omg! Since when did my boyf become so cheesy like that?! I like! Haha! I guessed he must have picked up a little bit from me cos I loveeeeee cheesy pick up lines(:

Anddd I miss Nasiha babbby. It feels like we havent met since forever where it was only last week we met. I love both Nasiha and Fazli endlessly.