and i miss blogging too okeh!

i swear!

i noe ive promised to update u my posts and im not going back on my werds.

im in sch now and im stealing the time just to blog fer a moment.

i'll update u guys okehh.

i swear.

pls!

hahahah.

andd many things have been thru.

one of it is i miss bf too much cez he's in thailand.

love u guys!

hello.

i havent been updating.

tooo busy with sch and etc.

i PROMISE i will make it up to u okehh.

and that's what im doing now.

bf has reached thailand.

he'll be dere fer 3wks.

im soo gonna miss him!!

met him a day b4 he depart.

will update tha pics later.

ive to go for now.

hey ppl.

yeah i noe i havent change my skin yet cuz my sista is still bz it her stuff.

i have yet to beg her to help me out.

-____-

but she'll help me out, she will.

ell,ystrdy went to watch harry potter at the cinema!

went with FOURTEEN of my classmates.

multi racial sehh!

cos there were malay,chinese,indian and even philipino classmates!

it was soopeeerr awesome.

it ended at 10pm.

then i went off to get rusell's cake to surprised him.

his burfdae was on the 11th july.

i din snap pics cos i as too bz and partly to lazy.

hahahahah.

and gus wat rusell cried sehhh.

he was soo touched,he said his burfdae never had any celebration.

okehhh2 i must go no.

and i must beg my sister to help with my skin!!!

will update more when i have the time which ive no idea when.

and waitt,sumthing hpnd btwn my cousin and faz.

hahahaha.

faz = coward.

hahahahha.

i'll tell u later okehhh.

*wetkisses*

i'll be changing my blog skin soon!

bear with my plain blog fer now.

=)

overall execution. white choc mousse.

hey people!

im at mom's office now.

bahahah.

im using her comp to blog as she do her other stuffs.

im at MCYS,9th floor.

hahahah.

so yes,ive said that ill upload my F&N pics right.

hold on can?

cos i dun have the pics with me right now.

so ive finally found the couple ring bf bought fer my burfdae prsnt.

*heaving a heavyy sigh*

lucky sioool.

when i told him ive misplaced it at home,he had

nothing to say which is not a good thing.

my mly o level will be next wednesday and i think im halfway prepared.

well,all the best to all the candidates!

okehh,i shall stop here babies.

and elaborate more when i get home.

i miss my bf wholeheartedly.

siakkk uh!!

jiwang siool.

and i miss talking on the fone with fahmy.

bahahaha.

takecare prettaayyy babes.

gtg pronto!

hey humans!!

i'll be posting ystrdy's event too okehh.

there was a food fight yesterday,dun look at me one kind.

really there was.

it was the day where we northlanders shud

be well behaved cos the MOE people came!

it was 10.30 am where

it was the upper sec's recess.

i din noe wat was the trigger of the food fight.

but then suddenly i saw plates of mee and rice,bowls,plastic

cups were flying in the air.

the atmoshpere was gerek!

ppl were shouting and screaming at the top of their voices

out of joy!

though we knew it was an uncivilised act,but well.

we dun care!

ahahaha.

suasana was soo kecohh.

then today there was not food fight but cutleries fight.

instead of food flying in the air,it was

forks,spoons and chopsticks.

hahahah.

had fnn o level prac exm.

i'll upload the photos later.

it was tiresome i swear.

then sat down near GO.

talk2 ngn nas and fatin.

laughters.

fun fun fun!

din go fer the extra curriculum.

too tired.

maaf.

bf smsed saying not to msg him soo much cos he as sooooo busy.

so i shall sms him after his working hours.

talked to fahmy ystrdy.

okehh now im coming back to wat hpnd ystrdy.

im soo unorganised.

hahhahah.

he told me faz called him the day before 15mins aftr

we hung up the fone.

im soo lazy to say wat faz said so im sorrie if u wante noe.

hahaha.

now im back to wat hpnd today.

so i checked my friendster and sa a comment from faz.

i shall cut and paste.

waitt.

this is the one.

"hey there..thankz for the add..but seriously, i dont wanna knoe you as a stranger...i dont hate you, i just dislyke you...you gonna get wad you've done..remember, KARMA does happens..oh ya, tell that to that besties of urs..tata "

dun wanna noe me as a stranger?

in other werds she's trying to say that she wants to noe me as a friend right?

i dun mind abt that. that's fine with me.

and wat did i do?

if its because of fahmy going out wif me im sorrie cos i DIDNT noe that time!

if i knew u guys WERE[let me emphasise on the WERE], tgthr i wudnt have gone out two person with him.

bestie of mine?

fahmy eh?

i bet he noes pon lahhh.

i dun hate her either but she sumhow makes me pissed off.

then i wrote her a comment too which i forget to copy it.

dumb2 me.

is okehh lah huh.

will do that wen she accept my comment.

its been 2wks i din meet up with bf.

must do it bt no idea when cos my weekdays,sch finishes at 6.30pm

weekends,im with my family and religious class.

baaahh.

i shall upload the pics later.

gtg pronto.

mmuuuuaaarrrrwwwwhhhs.

and soo im now soo pissed off.

i just completed reading faz blog.

EVERY WERD SHE TYPED.

and im sooo pissed off.

and fahmy if u are reading this.

i'll elaborate more when we talked on the fone.

and seriously fahmy u shud go read her blog.

and then u'll finally find urself pissed off at her,like

wat i am feeling now.

so okehh i remembered smsing her last year during rayer to mtk maaf and stuffs lah.

but then i rmbrd she replied that she'll never forgive me until

she get to cut my hair and etc.

then i finally found out she posted in her blog.

okehhh,let me cut and paste wat she typed okehh.

can u guys believe it?!

omg!!

ive never said about my mum and etc.

and my mum never done that before!

seriously im soo fed up with her right now that

i feel like confronting her now!

then okehh.

i gave her a long commment!!

to summore.

allow me to cut and paste.

and a longer one i gave her.

its effing long isn it?

and im still not satisfied.

OMG!

but i forgive her just that i wante confront her.

i guessed thats about it.

im gonna tell fahmy soon abt this.

and my bf too.

hey preetttaaay handsome humans!

its 7 am.

im already online.

slept arnd 2.45am.

was on the fone with fahmy fer

2hrs ++ i think.

around dere lahh.

whenever we talk,time flies like the speed of light.

tu dah bedek,but im sure u get wad i mean.

i can talk to him the whole day and not

feeling sleepy and etc.

but due to the-both-of-us have our own lives

and it was already late at nite where ppl are supposed to sleep,

so we had to put down the fone no matter what.

a lot and i swear a lot of stuff we talked.

may be tat is wat that makes us have a better understanding of each other.

dun u think so fahmy?

so okehh,he told me he read my blog which i sooo

din expect of him.

and i was soooo malu!

cos there were or most of my entries i wrote abt him.

and sooo,his gonna read this too!

is okehhlah,blogs

are meant fer ppl to read anyway.

during the 2hrs ++ we talked,

we talked abt everything which i shall not say here cos

ive given him the trust that i wont.

but certain things that aren't confidential i'll just spit it out okehh.

ohh yes,faz has a new guy

and fahmy was SHOCKED!

he din expect her to move on that fast.

thinking twice,if i was in her position,

moving on takes time.

mayybe faz is just another typical mly gerl.

hearing the stories fahmy told me somehow

makes me think that faz is soo childish despite her age.

in the past she said it into my face that i was childish due to my age

but thinking again,i think she's the one.

how fahmy said faz wanted to call her frens to beat me up,to cut my hair and etc.

to go to my sch and 'koyakkan my nonok'.

im not kidding.

i heard wat she said.

but then,it goes w/o saying.

i believe she's under depression lahh.

or perhaps simply not enuf love from her family members.

okehh zana stop,this is getting way personal.

involving her family and etc.

but then fer me,faz is at loss.

how foolish,i shall not use stoopid, of her

to do that to fahmy.

*heaving a heavy sigh*

well,coming back to my conversation with fahmy.

we talked and talked and it was

sooo hard to put down the fone.

but the eventually,sooner or later we did,we had to!

well,i shall end here.

am still thinking whether to go to the NLB at bugis or just to woodlands lib.

i wante hang out with fahmy again like old times.

hey kentots!!

its been sometime since i blog.

well,ive been prettaayy busy lerr.

plus sch just opened its ass.

ive been having insufficient sleep due

to my long hours of studying.

my post will be random okehh.

i cant afford to post evrything here cos it'll take more than four entries.

first and foremost,fahmy

added me araedi at friendster.

i saw faz profile.

viewed her.

and read her blog.

and now im having second thoughts about

wat fahmy said about faz.

allow me to qoute on of the sentences from faz's blog,

"everyone thinks he's the victim and im the villian"

sumhow,tat knocked some sense into me that fahmy might be lying.

but watever so,i STILL TRUST FAHMY.

i noe him well,plus i dun think he wud have

the heart to lie to me kan.

okehh,coming to other stuff.

so that day bf had his med apptmt.

the doctor opened up his stitches and found tat

his wound was infected.

so he got another 3days mc.

bf told me the medicine the doctor prescribed transformed him into a diff person.

it made him into a more emotional person.

at one time he'll cry and the next he'll go crazy and

get mad at everyone and go around spitting profanities.

i told bf i'll be there fer him and assure him

that i'll still love him no matter how

bad mood he was in.

then religious studies have started.

ustaz was soo cute but he lacked the sense of humour.

but overall,he's okehh.

he has more to learn cos he's a newbie.

well babes,im multi tasking ya noe.

watching harry potek at chnl 5 and blogging.

plus ive added faz at friendster and waiting

fer her accept.

and i wrote her a comment too.

i hope to get in contact with her back.

and she's in sports management at ite simei.

tat day i was on the fone with fahmy fer 2-3hours.

we talked about everything including the past.

okehh babes,gtg pronto.

i shall end her okehhh.