"Time is what we want most, but what we use worst" -William Penn

"Being healthy is a beautiful thing" -Aya kito

♥ Thursday, July 31, 2008 @ 10:50 PM

5NA (2007)

Yes, Indeed, I miss you guys. I miss my 5NAs, 4NAs and the list goes on. I can never forget all the greatest people I have met and have made my life in my 5years of secondary school life awesome.

Oh anw, congrats to both Mae and Lizanne for third-ing the Singfest competition! See I told u girls will win. Woahh, a pair of tickets, FREE, for the first and second day, with backstage pass. They must be over the moon. Over the rainbow I think. Haha! Your hardwork and those who voted efforts paid off.

Met boyf after school just now. Not much happened, but at least I met him and get to see him (: I hope his happppy too (: Andddddd, I cant wait to meet my Nasiha tmr. Has been ages

-.- Okay no bluff. And I dont feel like going to school tmr. Im mentally drained over the past few weeks. Oh! And pay day is next weeeeeeek! Yahhhhoooooo!

Was been told that I will be having my summer break next year. Cheh summer break, like American system like that. The best part of the break is that, it is fer two months! Months of feb and march! How freaking cool is that?! Then I can work like crazy and earn like a millionaire. Okay no bluff. Haha. Wooohoo, and that will be like next yearrrr. Sounds like, still a long way to go, but, as always, time flies fast (:

♥ @ 1:08 PM

I still stick to what I want to be - Counselling Psychologist. Insya'allah.

♥ @ 8:45 AM

Ytd night I was over the mooooooon! After like a few days,I think 3days, not talking to my Nasiha, finally we did ytd! I swear I was soo happy to hear her voice that I wanted to cry. We talked fer about 10mins only, did a little updating. Wanted to talk for long but she's working damn early. Although we talked for short, but it was enough for me to sustain until tmr, cos we're meeting up tmr (:

So tmr will be makan day with W14m and Siew Leng after school I think then meet up with Nasiha (: I miss u lahhh babby! Yay! One more UT to go and Im done. UT will be starting in 9mins time.

♥ Wednesday, July 30, 2008 @ 8:50 PM

I was looking through my pictures, the past ones, and I realised how much I miss those times. How I miss the times I played hockey for the school. The times when I was in the national team for a few months and could complete 5km running non stop at least, but then dropped out cos cudnt commit to the schedule.

I miss the times when I was the rescuer of the team.

I miss the times when my friends and I used to tell ghost stories and crack stoopid jokes.

I miss the times when it was all for one, one for all time.

I miss the times when a war of chairs and tables in 2005.

I miss the times when I did many mathematical sums.

I miss the times when I cracked my brains for my favourite subjects - social studies and history, for O levels.

I miss the times when I go back home every single day with my Nasiha.

I miss the times when I had to sing the national anthem and recite the pledge with pride.

I miss the times when the class were defiant towards Ms Tang, making her cry.

I miss the times when I had a good laugh and chat with the teachers.

If I were to list one everything that I had missed, it would take me forever.

One thing I definitely miss and miss it so much, will be my secondary school friends and the environment :(

Nasiha, Fazli and Fahmy! I miss u all! I want u guys with me now! :(

"For time and the world do not stand still. Change is the law of life. And those who look only to the past or the present are certain to miss the future" -John F. Kennedy

♥ @ 5:34 PM

New skin! Finished editing in like 20-30mins? Im getting pro-er in this man! Haha!

I miss my NASIHA very very very much I want to cry :(

I miss my FAZLI too :(

I miss FAHMY too :(

I miss sooo many impt people in my life till I wanna cry. I, exceptionally miss Nasiha :(

♥ @ 3:29 PM

I'll be changing skin sooon (: Feel like changing plus, this skin has been frequently used by many. Hehe.

brb.

♥ @ 9:38 AM

Culture and Aesthetics UT was soo tricky. Only thirty minutes to complete tough tricky open ended indirect questions. Woohoo. Done for that. One down. One more to go.

♥ Tuesday, July 29, 2008 @ 9:05 PM

Two more UTs and Im done!

SINGFEST is around the corner! And lucky Zahidah and Zarifah, cos they will be going! On the other hand, all the best to Lizanne and Mae for the Singfest competition! I want to save up money to go for next year's Singfest! Haha!

Anwwwww, Ive yet to complete watching my One liter of tears show and also my mileage, the second one, which is due tmr 3am!

♥ @ 11:51 AM

I cant wait for the results. I have faith that there will be results, provided I am determined all the way. And this time, I have this feeling, an internal feeling that I am determined, not just some semangat-dua-minute or angan angan taik ayam.

"In order to succeed, your desire for success should be greater than your fear of failure" -Bill Cosby

♥ Monday, July 28, 2008 @ 5:50 PM

The headache kills. Although Patrick said today's presentation was quite thorough, I think it was such a slack-ed work. We could have done better. Perhaps, it's the monday blues that affected us becoming like zombies -.-

Wont be blogging at night, cos I need to do other more important stuff at home.

Anywayyyy, cant wait for movie and seoul garden with family, also cant wait for sch vacation, to meet up with my 3darlings and movie with boyf (: After the so hot hot heat argument we had, we finally manage to come to an agreement. So far so goood (: Let it stay this way pls.

Im off peeeeepole! Too much internet, technology such as tv and etc is not good cos it zombifies and stupid-ise an individual.

And screw the three UTs! *roll eyes*

♥ @ 3:16 PM

I miss the three of them. I promise I'll make up the time Ive lost to the three of you okayy. We'll do some catching up sooooon. Prolly my upcoming sch vacation in 2weeks time! *Smiling from ear to ear*

Anw, am very happy cos a faci of mine, Mervyn, said that he admires my organisational skills and that I can handle bulk information well that I can be a good researcher (: Yay! Alhamdulillah. And I got an A again (:

Moving on, heard that there was a girl fight in the school (: Yay. Haha. This doesnt happen always so Im like excited lor. Two girls involved, from W2, another block. It wasnt any typical girl fight like pulling of hair and slapping. It was the hardcore-almost-guys fight. Bashing here and there. It's a police case. Police came down. Woahh, this doesnt happen often man, especially in a young adult institution where everyone are more mature than back then. But yeahh, these kind of things, hard to say though (:

Indeed, whenever working with people, conflicts are bound to happen. The thing is, if it'll turned out worse to even resort to violence. Woooohoooooo!

Ohh doooomed! Will be having three UTs for three consecutive days and Im done with! Suffer now, enjoy later (:

♥ @ 9:00 AM

Monday Blues. Initially, didnt wanna go to school. Was very very sleepy -.- But a change of mind when I remembered that my team mates today are those gerek ones.

Im very tired. Im very sick. I think my body is adapting to the medicine. Will be fine soon, my body will be immuned to it soon.

Im taking health precautions these days ever since I know how bad my health condition is all this while. The Iris Analyst said I hafta cut down on white bread cos white bread is a killer, even worse than rice. He said I lack of water and I need to have those, plenty and plenty of it. And also, have more fruits and vege to throw the sticky stools away. Gaaawwwd.

Honestly, the medicine tastes like as thoguh you're eating algae. Yeah really.

♥ Saturday, July 26, 2008 @ 8:12 PM

Ytd was awesome! Was supposed to have an outing with Ben 10 but went out with 3 Bens -Lizanne, Mark and Jk, instead. Haha. Nonetheless, it was awesome. Went to novena. Mark, Jk and I went for dinner while waiting for Lizanne to finish her drum lesson. Dine-d at Food junction. Wait for Lizanne to arrive then we went for another dinner at Ya Kun Kaya Toast cos Lizanne havent had her dinner. Haha.

Then we headed off to orchard and decided to watch movie. OMG. Damn big lor the theatre. Though tired and exhausting, I had a great time with you three (:

Moving on.. Worked halfday today, went for Iridology check up. Im SOOOOO glad I did.

The study of Iridology asserts that through studying markings in the iris one can learn about the inner workings of the body. (The iris is the colored part of the eye around the pupil.) Every fiber, color, pattern, and defect in the iris is believed to have a reflex correlation with a disease manifestation or organ system malfunction. By studying the eye, Iridologists can reveal a patient's overall state of health, as well as their tendencies toward inherited disease and possible future problems.

Now I know why I have headaches, EVERY DAY, cos the Iris Analyst analysed my eye and found out that I have toxins in my brain. Apart from that, I also have toxins in my chest and kidney. Also, my stomach ring and colon have expanded. Now that I know my health condition, it is easier for my to adapt a healthier lifestyle. Insya'allah.

Anyway, on a much lighter and positive note, the Iris Analyst said my stress level is splendid! That I mange my stress level very well (: Yay! Quite true, as it shows in my PEAKS profile too. Hehe. Apart from that he said my memory also is goooood (:

"Health is the thing that makes you feel that now is the best time of the year" -Franklin P. Adams

♥ Friday, July 25, 2008 @ 9:19 AM

I cant sign in to msn! Sheeesh!

Okehh wait, I can already. Haha. Took me like forever (:

brb.

Okay Im back (: Im so glad I bumped into Afeeqah in school (: Missed her like truckloads man. She's my best buddy in primary school. Look how she has grown into a beautiful babe (:

Will be working tmr, halfday. Have an iridology check up going on. But at the same time I want to attend a talk about making changes in the society, to make a difference. Looks like I wont be able to :( My school is having a so-called gig after school. Yeah local bands performing.

Yay, few more weeks to sch vacaation! Yaaaaaahoooooooo!

♥ Thursday, July 24, 2008 @ 11:34 PM

Everyone screwed up today's presentation. Okay, maybe not so bad until screwed up lah. It was more of like, we were almost there. But yeahhh whatever.

And I have found two most trusted friend in school. This excludes bestest,best and boyf okay (:

Apart from that, I am on cloud nine cos Ive been getting As' from Zirui. Haha! So after all, not that difficult to ace in her class (:

♥ @ 2:15 PM

Im on the verge of crying.

La haulah walah quuwata ilah billahill a'aliyil a'azzim

♥ @ 8:28 AM

Im glad we sort things out and finally came to an agreement. Initially, it was totally berserk. Especially the ones on msn and you know what I mean babbby.

Maybe fer now, I cant bring myself to forgive u, on that one thing, well, not yet. But Insya'allah in time to come, God knows.

“To be trusted is a greater compliment than being loved" -George Macdonald

♥ Wednesday, July 23, 2008 @ 11:09 PM

I would say, few hours ago, was the most worst incident that has happened to me so far.

♥ @ 11:00 AM

Yeah, BAD FLU. Feels so cold in class. Eyes are teary like Pontianak Harum Sundal Malam. Haha. Today, down to 3 teams cos many of W14M are absent. I think like a quarter of it. And tmr is UT.

I still havent complete my mileage. Hafta do it pronto. Sheeesh, and my kumon too -.-

I crave for soooo many things at the moment : Sleep, your reply, Sch vacation, pay, complete watching One litre of tears japanese show and meet up with Nasiha Babbby (:

"My grandmother started walking five miles a day when she was sixty. She's ninety-seven now, and we don't know where the hell she is" -Ellen DeGeneres

Rude huh, but funny. Duh-urh, it's a funny quote.

♥ @ 8:24 AM

I reached school soooper early today simply because, it was raining so 800 came late causing more and more people to queue up for it. Then there were so many people and 800 was damn packed like a can of sardines. I couldnt get myself in there cos I was the last few. Had to wait fer another bus. I know that if I were to board another bus, I will definitely get the damn packed 169 then reach school late. Actually no, lah, would reach in time, but I rather be exceptionally early, like 40-45mins earlier before class, so I have time to get ready fer class and do my own stuff (: So yeahh, I flagged a cab instead. Haha!

Im still down with flu. Momma told me not to go to school but I insisted cos I absent myself from this module fer 2times alr, so I cant skipped again, though this time I have a really valid reason. Anw, today, I saw something very beautiful. The sunrise. I took a picture of it, actually a few pictures, with my phone camera. The quality aint so good although it's a cybershot. It was the most beautiful thing I saw. It was so serene watching the sun rise slowly from its horizon. Awesome. Definitely not man-made. No one is able to control the sun lor.

I tried, I made attempts to get back to u. But seems you're not willing to cos I know you're too hurt and pissed, then I shall leave u alone.. for now. It's not easy, really really. Adapting to a sudden change. I know exactly how it feels, cos, Ive been there done that.

Yeahh anw about school. If my condition worsens, then I hafta go off halfway. Hopefully not lah huh.

I missed Nasiha babbby badly cos we havent talked like fer what? 2days? Gaaaaawdddd. 2days feel like 2years, okay bluff. Perhaps 2months. We'll meet up sooon yahhh (: Fahmy called me ytd and he was so down. I could straight way hear it when I heard his voice. Why is it always like this? Whenever Im down, Fahmy will be down too, but about other situation. Im not trying to imply anything lah, just wondering. Whatsoever it is, Fahmy you dont worry okay (: Together we'll pray for him ya? You must be strong and prepared. You know Im always here for you (:

If you're reading, which Im positive you are and you will, know that, here is the only way I can thrash whatever my thoughts for you to know, since we're on a time off. Im wondering if you miss me as much as I miss you.

"Believe that life is worth living and your belief will help create the fact" -William James

♥ Tuesday, July 22, 2008 @ 7:26 PM

President Nathan came to school today. I didnt see him as I was rushing off cos Dad and momma was waiting for me. It was like there was a party going on, to welcome the President I guess.

Accompanied momma and dad buy groceries then off to have dinner at sakura. I barely had any appetite but momma forced me to eat. So yeah I ate. Moving on, I kept sneezing in class and my body was as cold as ice. Okay bluff. Haha.

Nicholas cheered me up today with his tongue twisters. Tongue twisters are as nice as pick-up lines. I ate my medicine alr, but no effect lor ): Im still sneezing my lungs out. Haha.

Still waiting for the reply. Seems like.. To pissed off to even reply.

Betty Botter had some butter,

"But," she said, "this butter's bitter.

If I bake this bitter butter,

it would make my batter bitter.

But a bit of better butter--

that would make my batter better.

"So she bought a bit of butter,

better than her bitter butter,

and she baked it in her batter,

and the batter was not bitter.

So 'twas better Betty Botter

bought a bit of better butter.

♥ @ 2:51 PM

I miss you badly. I want you back.

♥ @ 10:17 AM

Shoots. Im down with flu. I seem to be affected by it. By our situation. I cant seem to think straight. Okay maybe I can. But I seem to be down and it's very hard not to sms or call him. Cos Ive been doing that for like 2years plus and then suddenly Ive to refrain myself from calling or sms-ing. Not easy. Definitely takes time to adapt.

Whenever I type a msg alr, wanting to send alr, I back out. What made me stop myself from contacting is when he said it's my time off and why Im bothering him. So yeahh, Im refraining myself from contacting him. For the time being.

I need a breakkkkkk from everything. Perhaps go on a holiday. Why am I missing u soo much when Im the one who wanted a time off. Perhaps I need to do some soul-searching.

♥ @ 8:44 AM

It is very hard to please everyone. Those who have been there and done that, you would sure know what I mean.

I know you're reading. I know words are now merely lies for you. I need time to gather my thoughts. I will make the final decision and I will tell you. Im not sure myself either what the outcome will be. Let's just pray for the best.

I miss you though.

♥ Monday, July 21, 2008 @ 10:37 PM

Confirm Im sick. My body is heating up fast. My eyes are teary and my throat's so dry and I have difficulty swallowing my saliva. I was supposed to be asleep half an hour ago but was woken up by a phonecall. My cousin needed me so we talked. Then I remembered I have forgotten to do my self-evaluation. So yeah here I am.

Will be going for an iridology check up this saturday with momma and bro. Sounds so alien hor the check up. Haha. Well, Im off sooooon. I need rest.

It wasnt meant to turn out this way. But such things are just out of our control and that is what destiny is.

♥ @ 4:20 PM

TIREDDDDDDDDDDDD. My eyes are heavy like an elephant sitting on it. I think Im gonna fall sick sooon. My throat is so dry. Tired also cos of crying badly.

I need a break. My mind is mentally drained. PBL makes it even worse, though I know it's the key to learning effectively, but sometimes, I'd rather sleeeeeeeeeep. But anw, thanks still (:

♥ @ 10:10 AM

"Until you value yourself, you won't value your time. Until you value your time, you will not do anything with it" -M. Scott Peck

"Don't go around saying the world owes you a living. The world owes you nothing. It was here first" -Mark Twain

"Life belongs to the living, and he who lives must be prepared for changes" -Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

♥ @ 8:56 AM

Ytd was one of the worst day ever.

I know the pain is stabbing u like a hundred knives. But is it so wrong for me to tell the truth? Your friend told me to be more considerate abt ur feelings. Then what abt mine? If I keep caring abt other peoples' feelings, what am I going to do with my feelings? When will I care abt my own feelings?

I hope this time off will help. I know you're very pissed off and hurt that whatever I say will be nothing to you for now. Perhaps we need time.

I love u still.

"Time is what we want most, but what we use worst" -William Penn

♥ Sunday, July 20, 2008 @ 10:34 PM

It was the toughest thing to do when I told you the truth. Perhaps, the saying,"Truth hurts" really go well with what it says. Perhaps also that is why people lie, because telling the truth is never easy.

The problem is not with you, it lies with me. So I dont want you to feel you're at fault, if u ever feel that way. I dun wanna end it yet cos I know there are chances for things to get better that's why I decided to take time off instead of an end. Ive been trying to stop myself from sms-ing and calling you. It's not easy cos I know it takes time.

The sentence you told me really made my heart dropped. For once, I knew that the chances of your feelings to stay might fade away. But I dont blame you.

I saw ur msn. And ur personal message. Im sorry.

I believe you deserve to know the truth so I said. It was the toughest thing to do I swear, only Nasiha, God and myself know how hard it was for me to tell him. I never thought things will turn out this way.

"The way to love anything is to realize that it may be lost" -Gilbert K. Chesterton

♥ @ 5:05 PM

Yeahh, as you may see, my family and I went to the zoo. Dad got free tix to the zoo from his company to celebrate family day so yeah we went. But before that, we went for class at Masjid Ahmad Ibrahim. And the good thing after that was, need not go for tutoring. Hehe.

Anw, ytd was awesome cos I got to buy a DVD, a japanese movie - One litre of tears. A colleague of mine say the show is very very sweet and touching that his guy friends, they watched and cried like hell. So yeah, I havent started watching, and will be in like 15mins time. i seriously hafta say that my Japanese, Korean and Taiwan days are back *quirk eyebrows*

Apart from that, Im starting to like quotes. Quotes from wise people. No idea why. And I hurt you badly ytd. Im so sorry. Anddddddddd dude came back suddenly sms-ed me.

Okeyyy people. Im off. To watch my jap show. Oh and before that, Today is Faiznah's 18th, my secondary school buddy. I miss u heaps! Update sooooon people! Later.

"The art of living is more like wrestling than dancing" -Marcus Aurelius

♥ Friday, July 18, 2008 @ 7:10 PM

*Multi-tasking*

Study then watch Koizora, again. Then continue studying. Then edit skin. Then rest my eyes, look at the trees then continue study then eat donuts then surf the net then continue studying then play sudoku and the list goes on. Haha!

So yeah! New skin! Been quite some time ever since I use this kind of skin. Normally I use the pages-by-pages skin. This one, all in one page. I might change again, in the future lor. So yeahh, today is the third time I watch Koizora again. Haha! I watch it everyday once or twice atmost. What Lizanne said was true lor, will never get bored watching it over and over again (:

Will be working tmr then for a medical check-up. Let's see what the doctor will hafta say about my condition.

"The love of money is the root of all evil"

Be grateful. Grateful. Grateful for everything for one of the reason more women go to ____ is because they are not grateful or rather, not always grateful.

Am not sure myslef either but Koizora keeps dwelling in my mind. Perhaps the storyline has really left a big impact on me.

Miura Haruma(Hiro Sakurai) , ni chen de heng ke ai! Kawaii!

♥ @ 5:42 PM

Im considering if I should change my skin. Sch vacation is 3weeks from now (:

Later.

♥ @ 4:40 PM

A western philosopher once said this,"Women, dazzling diamonds and glittering jewellery have won you illusory majesty. But what's left around you is only snobbish poison, the odour of arrogance and alluring but fatal fragrance. Women, when you once again salute wealth, hail fame and extol power".

"Please do not ask about the thrush which is sang to you . It has flown away because it has sung itself hoarse. Its golden voice has perished for the sake of its real, dignified and pure soul" - Shancai, in Meteor Garden, episode 14

Labels: Women

♥ @ 1:15 PM

Pls recover soon ):

And I finally realise how technology is able to manipulate and zombify people.

Not a surprise people always say, do not watch too much tv and surf the net, cos it zombifies one's brain. Well, my former teacher in secondary school said that.

> "Once a new technology rolls over you, if you're not part of the steamroller, you're part of the road. -Stewart Brand"

♥ Thursday, July 17, 2008 @ 11:54 PM

Yeah Ive been strucked with endless migraines time and again. It comes and go. Irritating. Well but put that aside cos I have my darlings photo to upload! And Ive been watching the show, Koizora, over and over and over again. Very very sweet and touching. I cried like so badly the first time I watched the show. It was as if I was crying for someone who I love who had passed away. Yeahh, that bad. But lasted only fer like 40mins. Haha.

My first top darling! - Vic Zhou (Huaze Lei) acted in Meteor Garden

My Second darling! -Kenichi Matsuyama (L), the brain of a genius, acted in Deathnote sequel

My NEW third darling! -Miura Haruma (Hiroki) acted in Koizora

My darlings up there, they're so kawaii arent they? Oh u soo hafta agree with me on that man. If u asked me to choose either one, perhaps I'll take the third cos he's oh so every girls dream guy! Right, Lizanne? Haha!

Labels: Kenichi Matsuyama and Miura Haruma (:, Vic Zhou

♥ Wednesday, July 16, 2008 @ 9:27 PM

Next post would be pictures of my darlings - Kenichi Matsuyama (L), Miura Haruma (Hiro) and Vic Zhou (Huaze Lei) im so head over heels with. Perhaps tmr I'll upload it (:

♥ @ 8:37 PM

I just finished watching the whole show, Koizora. Omg, I swear it's a very sweet movie. I cried like hell, couldnt stop crying. You all shud really watch, be it male or female. Now, my eyes are so swollen. Thanks Lizanne for introducing the show to me (:

Im so gonna watch the show again and cry and cry. Hiro is soo sweet!

I want to become the sky and then, I'll always watch over you -Hiro *Melts plus crying*

♥ @ 8:38 AM

Fahmy smsed me around the time when Im off to school just now. I called him and he told me what happened. Oh dear.. But before that he asked me, what if he dies. Of course I told him, he'll be fine. Although life and death issues is in God's hand and no one can say confidently when they'll live or die, but still he's just 20 and he has a bright future ahead of him. Surely I dont want him to go, well, not yet.

Anw, I think Im going oohhh so crazy over Vic Zhou(Huaze Lei), again. Yeah again, cos back then the last time I remembered I was crazy over him til I bought a bookmark with his face and everything was when I was primary 6. Can u even imagine? Haha! But Ive no idea where the hell those stuff disappear lor. Haha! I'll upload his photos later hor. And.. I'll need jie's help to get the winter sonata episodes. Hehe!

And I miss Nasiha oh so badly ): We havent talk for like 2days alr. Just a short sms. You might be thinking, God it's only 2days, but you hafta know that we never fail to contact each other everyday. Now 2days seem like 2years. Okay bluff, exaggerating lor, perhaps 2 months ya.

Okayyy I gtg alr cos I wanna go search for Vic's photos and show to the world that Im oh so crazy over him. Haha!

Labels: Fahmy, Nasiha, Vic Zhou

♥ @ 12:56 AM

I just cant stop smiling watching Meteor Garden The show is so darn sweet. Next will be Winter Sonata. Omg, I can remember the uncountable times I cried watching that show and not sleeping for two days just to complete the whole episodes. God. Those were my Korean drama nad Taiwan drama days. Haha! Okay bye! Wanna continue my last two episodes! (:

♥ @ 12:07 AM

Haha! I almost send my RJ late cos of watching Meteor Garden abandoning it. Haha! Oh anw, I dont care Im going to complete watching the episodes even if ti means sleeping at dawn or not at all. Actually not worth it lor but who cares. Haha!

Eh okay bye!

♥ Tuesday, July 15, 2008 @ 9:29 PM

Fahmy got back to me. Im glad he's better. I still do not know what really happened cos he couldnt talk much yet, but he promised me he'll get back to me. He said something so surprising at msn. He said he was sorry that if he did anything wrong to me. It was like as if... God, please no. I know you'll be fine.

I got to know that one of my favourite aunt is sick. She's suffering ): Called her, then I burst into tears listening to her painful condition. I will pray for you dearest aunt. Before we hung up the phone I could hear her voice, the voice she was trying to stop from crying. I love u mak long.

On the other hand, I wonder how is Fazlina. I hope she's fine. I cant wait to implement the things I have planned.

♥ @ 8:35 AM

Omg! I feel so bad that I missed Fahmy's phonecall ytd. Rupa-rupanya he wanted to tell me he was at the hosp. He was caught in an accident and had a concussion. No wonder ytd I had a bad feeling that something bad had happened to him. I got to know about it just a few minutes ago when I checked my friendster. He went the extra mile to inform me. How sweet. I tried calling him like gazillion times ytd but cudnt get. Omg. Pls Fahmy, pls assure me that you'll be alright. And I know you'll be alright. Right, Fahmy?

♥ Monday, July 14, 2008 @ 4:28 PM

Weekends was awesome (: Okay by right, Saturday only. Haha.

Saturday worked as per normal, initially was not supposed to cos Dad say there's a family day held by his company. But then he took an open date ticket so yeahh, we can go on other days, so yeahh. Went to work and as usual lah huh. Right after, took 21 from Novena, quite long journey though, to Tampines. Meet up with Aunt Idah and Azzah then head off to Expo.

There were soooo many people! The hall was filled with swarming bees! Not much stuff there except food and furniture. Right after headed off to town to meet with Zahidah and Nasiha babby! Dine at breeks then bla3. Then as we were off to the escalator, there was this breeks waiter who served us, chasing after us saying that his manager wanted either Zahidah or Nasiha's number. Haha! It was a funny moment lor when Zahidah pointed at Nasiha and Nasiha pointed at Zahidah. Haha!

Then I headed off home cos I promised Aunt to meet her, Zahidah went off to City Hall to meet her friends, while Nasiha babbby met her Shazwani. All went separate ways. Had a sleepover at Aunt's house only dozing off at 2am. I swear my eyes was heavy like an elephant cos I promised Apit to stay awake and accompany him watch Kungfu Panda. And so we did.

Not much happened on Sunday which was ytd. Went to religious class then off for tutoring then off home with happppppy family (:

Another month to my school vacation and also class separation (: Going into semester two, I'll be in a different class with different friends, different block, different faci and etc lah! Only few lucky ones might stay together. Im so gonna miss BEN 10 and W14M ): On a lighter note, I cant wait for that 3weeks of holiday! (:

Oh, and yeahh Im watching Meteor Garden season 1. Been quite some time though. Watching that show, reminds me of the past where I always never fail to watch the show, going head over heels for Huaze Lei! Haha! Anw, looking at Huaze Lei face and personality in the show, somehow reminds me of L of deathnote or in other words, Kenichi Matsuyama. Cute right! Haha! Okayy bye! I gotta continue watching (:

"Men talk of killing time, while time quietly kills them" -Dion Boucicault

♥ @ 10:07 AM

I'll update sooon. Prolly in a few hours time. Been very busy! And now Im glued to watching the old chinese drama - Meteor Garden Season 1. I miss Huaze Lei! Okeyy brb ya!

♥ Friday, July 11, 2008 @ 7:20 PM

Dead beat to start off with.

On a lighter note, someone playing the piano here, in the library sort of reduce the feeling of how tired I am. Apart from that, listening to this dude or dudette playing the piano makes me feel like learning the piano too (: Well, as always, so many things to do yet so little time.

At the moment, I'll do what's more important first. Perhaps learning piano could come later (: Oh and another thing to be happy about, Alhamdulillah, I got the bursary award (:

♥ @ 11:52 AM

Being a leader is definitely not easy, especially for me. Nevertheless, Im still learning on how to work on my leadership skills.

♥ Thursday, July 10, 2008 @ 10:40 PM

Yay! My 4ooth post! (: I just realised that Fairuz Bloggie is already a year old and a few months plus old (: Sorry eh Fairuz, forget to wish you your first year old. Yeahh whateverrrrr

Moving on, I felt today I presented better than ytd's module. I felt good about today lor. Oh well, Im more of a culture-cognitive person lor. Im more of the issues-related-to-society kind of person. Perhaps that is one of the reason why I wanna be a Counselling Psychologist (:

Eh brb, my batt's dying.

Yeahh Im back (: Okeyyy yeah coming back to what I was saying. So yeahhh, if u were to give things such as culture, cognitive and etc, anything to do with human beings or the society, how people think and behave and yada yada yada, I would be more than willing to take up that compared to those computing like gaming codes and etc.

Well, whatever with that. It's so fast and tmr is Friday. Wow. So yeahh after school just now went to meet Nasiha babby last minute cos she was at the area where my kumon was so yeah decided to accompany her wait for Zahidah. After kumon, had break-fasted at food court with Cik dah and Apit at 8pm. Yeah wth, break-fasting at 8pm. You could imagine how tired and the headache I was bearing, also with the hunger I was tolerating. I was so hungry I could practically eat a horse (: Eh k bluff.

I'll be out of here pronto cos I'll be updating tmr (:

♥ @ 8:36 AM

My 399th post (: Haha. One more post to the 400th post (:

Nasiha babby have started her attachment and she'll definitely be soo busy ): But is okayyy, like in a relationship you hafta give and take, it goes the same for my bestestfriendship (: What's the difference for me? I am also as equally busy as her. Nasiha babbby, we meet up soon okayyy (:

Moving on, today is my computing UT and I havent revise on it lor although I said ytd I would. Haha. Anw, I cant wait to end school then Im down with 3weeks of holiday and during that 3weeks Im gonna mug like crazy and try to juggle work at the same time.

My UT's starting sooooon. GTG.

♥ Wednesday, July 9, 2008 @ 6:40 PM

This post is specially for boyf..

I am aware that I have changed, that I am not the same babby you had two years back. Ive grown older. I have new friends together in a new school. The way I think has changed. I know I dont spend time with you as much as I do with my friends simply because I put my friends before you and also another reason that I wont say it here. Despite you knowing that, you still stood by me loving me and not wanting to let me go.

I admit that I seldom meet up with you and you know very well the reasons why. I know you envy those couples out there and longing to have the same thing with me, but babbby Im so sorry. I thank you very much for understanding.

Some friends I usually listen to their problems always say,"Your boyf must be lucky to have u." But I beg to differ, cos deep down, you are suffering so much. You are suffering in silence. As time pass by, we started contacting each other lesser. From long late night talks to 5min night talks. From sms-ing so long like a book, to only a few sentences and sms-es each day. Indeed we are drifting apart, physically, but you know very well that deep down, our feelings are still as close as ever.

Maybe Im at the age where my friends matter more than you, but babby, you know I love u still. Thanks for everything, especially for the times where u suffered silently and tolerated my craps. I may not see it, but I know you are suffering. I love u babbby.

Labels: boyf

♥ @ 5:46 PM

Education may lead you to somewhere but your character is what that makes you stay.

No one can confidently say that he will still be living tomorrow -Euripides

Anger dwells only in the bosom of fools -Albert Einstien

A pessimist sees the difficulty in every opportunity; an optimist sees the opportunity in every difficulty -Sir Winston Churchill

♥ @ 10:41 AM

Im back. Cos I dread doing today's module. Bo pian all the way lah.

brb.

Okay Im back. And today's presentation, *shakes head* But whateverrr, happened already so yeahhh. Will be staying in sch later to self study and also for tmr's UT. My stomach is growling cos I havent ate since morning. Also ate that medicine and it surpressed my appetite.

I'll update again later. Bye Fairuz Bloggie!

♥ @ 8:53 AM

Im starting to love sudoku.

I have been doing it like almost 24/7.

Waiting for bus and mrt and even in the bus and mrt.

Back then I always read whenever Im in a bus mrt or waiting for the transport.

Now, I have changed to doing sudoku. It's awesome!

It's a puzzle game making ur brain function.

It'a Japanese puzzle game and as always Japanese are always good at games! (:

Nevertheless, I still love reading! (:

Im starting my healthy lifestyle back.

I seriously need it back pronto.

Apart from that, I hafta start my saving-up habit.

I admit I have been spending my money like water and now Im on a tight belt.

Last time I didnt know how and what to spend my money on, and when I know how to spend,

I spent it like water. Blame myself lor for not knowing how to control.

Moving on, today's module. VB ,again -_- Try my best la huh. Okay people, update later (:

♥ Tuesday, July 8, 2008 @ 9:28 PM

Like finally a proper update *roll eyes* Life has been pretty hectic the past few days. I have so many photos to upload yet so lazy but I'll still do it. Get over and done with since I have promised Fairuz Bloggie that I'll do so.

I'll start uploading with photos of sayang's sooo belated birthday celebration followed by date with Nasiha babbbby.

Moving on, I have been slacking in school. My grades from almost all modules of A grade, I flunked to getting a B grade. Wahh man. And guesses what, I din go school today and I had my UT. I was too tired, apart from that I had to do a proper maths revision so I skipped school. Lucky for cinta, cos she had sayang all for herself today as I had my sayang all for myself ytd already. haha!

So yeahhh, last saturday, the unplanned date with Nasiha babby was awesome! Met her after work. We didnt know already where to head off after I cashed out my pay then suddenly Nasiha suggested going IKEA and we did (: On that day I was supposed to go for my outing camp at ECP but didnt in the end. SO we boarded 855 from Yishun Int and crapped in the bus taking photos and etc. Had loads of fun at IKEA and I bought some stuffs. Then we headed off to Queensway shopping centre. Roamed around there and I bought the same adidas bag as Nasiha but different colour eventually (: Then we had dinner at Mcd and headed off home exhaustingly. The both of us slept in 855 like a log but whatever, we were too tired to even care (:

There are more photos at the IKEA one but Im tooo lazy to upload (:

The next day which was a sunday. Went to Masjid Ahmad Ibrahim for blajar. Got a phone call from Fahmy and the news shocked me. Regarding Faz's nephew, Arique. Faz, I will pray for him to rest in peace k. Syurga tempatnye cos he is only 3years old. Salam takziah. Fahmy was so down. Faz, be strong okayy, just remember that he is in a good place and that Alhamdulillah his sufferings are over. I know it's hard for u, but I know u are as strong too to overcome this moment.

Okayy then, went to the kids house to tutor them like finally, after so long. Was supposed to go out with Joanne and Michelle together with Nasiha but Michelle could not make it for a valid reason. So it was down with Nasiha babby and I, again (: We decided to just go ahead with the outing despite the two babes could not make it. So yeahhh, watched Hancock at Yishun GV and the show is pretty awesome. But You dont mess with the Zohan is still better (: After movie headed off to Toa Payoh cos Nasiha wanted to get the Famous Amous Cookies. Then we dine at Ya Kun Kaya Toast and finally headed off home. Both weekends, saturday and sunday, was spent with the bestestfriend, Nasiha (: I love u lah Bi!

Then school on Monday as per normal and yada yada yada. Then Tuesday which is today. I didnt go school. Went to Woodlands libr instead to study and unplanned-ly,met Fahmy at Vivo. Im glad he feels better. We chilled at Starbucks and chatted as we drink then walked around there and finally headed separate ways. He said something really sweet and I never expect it (: 5years of friendship we built, never fails to flourish. I love u Fahmy the 2nd Bestfriend!

Now, boyf. We did a little bit of sharing session and babby boyf said something sweet a guy could ever say. I love u bi, although the fact you know I put my friends first before you, you never fail to tolerate my craps. I love u and I know u love me more, with the sacrifices you have made, how can I ever say I love u more.

Will be going sch tmr and screw tmr. Computing module. What makes it worse, the new faci's explanation is so not clear -.- I want Karan back man!

So yeahh, I guess Ive update quite a load for the time being (: Fairuz, I'll update soon yah!

♥ Monday, July 7, 2008 @ 5:04 PM

Sorry Fairuz Blog, btw, that's my blog's name! Haha! Sorry Fairuz I had to put u aside. I really hafta do what's more impt for me first. Nevertheless, I'll keep u updated yeahh Fairuz Bloggie! Mwahhh!

♥ @ 10:44 AM

Very busy. Unable to update now. Maybe later.

♥ Sunday, July 6, 2008 @ 12:01 AM

So MANY stories to update yet too little time ): Nevertheless, I'll update briefly on it. So yeahh vivo-ed with BEN 9 actually ytd cos Nicholas had to go for his sister's birthday celebration. So yeah left Ben 9 and Im glad my sayang was happy and surprised for it. Photos will be uploaded sooon.

Today, worked halfday then off to meet up with Nasiha babbby! Went to IKEA and queensway shopping centre (: Great time babbby with u! I love u!

Yeahh, I'll upload the photos of THREE EVENTS sooon, which consists of my date with Joanne, vivo-ed with BEN 10 and date with Nasiha! Gtg already!

Anw, got into a trivial argument with boyf but managed to sorta work things out. Oh and yeahh, tmr will be watching Hancock with Nasiha alone instead of together with Michelle and Joanne. They have valid reasons, no problem my dear!

PS : I am so in LOVE with pick-up lines! They rock! You sure hafta agree with me huh. Haha!

♥ Friday, July 4, 2008 @ 3:01 PM

Vivo-ing later with BEN 10 like finally, after so long since we have an outing together (: Then work tmr and then camp outing at ecp. So many plans to do yet too little time. Dig out time lah zana! Haha!

♥ Thursday, July 3, 2008 @ 10:58 PM

I have always been having a terrible migraine. Maybe I might have some cancer like brain tumour or what. God knows.

1) Save up 4K for MacBook Pro (:

2) Save up 400bucks for Nasiha & Fazli's Birthday(:

3) Learn beat-boxing (:

4) Minimise costs on shopping & unnecessary stuff

Well, I guess those 4 of the things I have listed down are what I am aiming towards now (: The most rabak one is the 1st and 4th one, but oh well, you should know better, as the saying goes, No pain No gain! (:

♥ @ 8:45 AM

I just finish my presentation and I think I screwed today. Shit. Ahh nvm, it's over.

Moving on, ytd was yeahh nice. I skipped sch to do my self study at woodlands libr. Then after I made a surprise visit to boyf's workplace. We chilled like for an hour outside his workplace then I headed off home. Im glad boyf was happy although we met for like an hour only. Then headed off home. Unintendedly, met Nasiha babby and her mama at yishun underpass. Walked towards bus int then bumped into Haidah and Danial. I was so overwhelmed to bump into her. Really miss her truckloads!

So yeahhh, I celebrated my first day of July with pri sch bestfriend, Joanne. We watched You dont mess with the Zohan at Bishan J8. Had a light dinner at Delifrance. Then headed off to the cinema. Oh my gawddddddd! The show is freaking awesome! Freaking hilarious! Joanne and I could not stop laughing in the cinema, and so were other people. Next show to watch, Hancock! And this time, two pairs of bestfriend, Joanne and Michelle, her bestfriend and Nasiha and I, bestestfriends! Hehe! I soo cant wait! (:

Oh anw, I cant wait for Saturday cos it's payday and I'll be meeting Mira and my camp friends at ecp. Urgh ecp, bloody inconvenient the transportation -_- But yeahhh, on a lighter note, I get to get out early from work! Haha!

I think I wanna give boyf more surprise visits cos I just like the way when he smiled at the first sight he saw me, cos he wouldnt expect I would come. Haha. Oh and btw, as I have said in my previous entry, Beat-boxing and stomp-ing is soooo darn coool lah! I wanna join my sch's beat encore but yeahh maybe next year lah huh (: And I wanna learn how to beat-box. Not easy man. I tried. Haha! And I'll be listing down what I'll be doing in time to come! haha!

♥ Wednesday, July 2, 2008 @ 10:44 PM

Just a very brief update. Beatboxing and stomp-ing is really COOL. I'll upload the vids prolly tmr.

♥ @ 9:10 PM

Will do a proper update tmr (:

♥ Tuesday, July 1, 2008 @ 12:58 PM

JAPAN first day. Expected as predicted following by MY JAPAN calendar.

Shucks, Migraine -_-

♥ @ 8:32 AM

Hey peeeeeepole! Im in sch like so darn early (: I feel like I can go to sleep any minute from now cos I am soooooo tired and my eyes are heavy like there's a bag of stones on it. Today's module will be science and I forgot to bring my science notes, damn.

Cognitive UT starts in 22mins from now.

To you, Im sorry for the not-meet-up-often days we had. I love you (: Meeting Joanne later in the afternoooooooon.