HEYYY PEOPLEEEEEE! I miss you and I know U miss me too! HAHAH! Anw Im blogging using my new lappie,my lappie for sch :) OKayy many things has happened and Ive yet to tell u.

So last week went to escape theme park with nas zahidah and mira. It was awesome except the fact that the sunny weather was killing us. Nevertheless,I had an awesome time with them :)

Today momma accompanied me to rp,my soon-to-be school. Bla3 and etc and done. Im busy at the moment so I'll continue my update when I really have the time. And Im so gonna miss my 'babies' at work cos I'll be only working on saturdays :( GTG!

It has been confirmed that I'll be enrolling myself to republic polytechnic. Yes I am having second thoughts cos parents told me to go for it where as jiejie told me to go for what I really want,private diploma in psychology. However,I know that whatever parents say or want will always be best for their child. To conclude,I am going for the course - Environmental Science. Yes Ive heard many negative things abt rp but Ive yet to experience the life there. I know it's independent learning and etc which I believe I can swallow it. What Im afraid,truly afraid is that I'll end up with a bunch of irresponsible people fer my grp work whichis the last thing on my mind to happen.

Tdy I'll be heading downt to rp to submit some bla3 documents and collect my enrolment package. Sch will start on the 7th! WTH! other schools start on the 14th. Im so unprepared man. Will be meeting my former colleague,nad to pass her pay. I just hope my course will be a happening one and surrounded with lots of fun people so that my 3yrs in that sch wont be a bore. gtg peopleeeee! Mwahhhhhhhhh!

Yay! Today finally,going out with boyf to beach rd and bugis after work. Do some catching up! I miss my babby :)

It's funny how people miss sch hefty loads when they had an opportunity to ace it when they were schooling and that now they have entered into a working world,they regret they didnt study hard. I guess it's human nature afterall. Humans tend to take things for granted. I sorely miss sch,especially studying. I know I had the opportunity back then,and now somehow Ive a 'so-so' regret. If only this If only that.. If I were to continue the only ifs,It'll never end.

I'll be retaking my fav subj this yr one more time and I seriously hope to get better than what I got back then. But still,action speaks louder than words. I can say everything I want but If I dont put it into actions,what's the use. I havent start my maths revision though I noe I shud,pronto! Due to unforeseen circumstances,I ended up not doing it. Okeh ppl,sorrie but gtg now,need to call fahmy :) Will continue hor. Muahhhh!

ETHAN - my 2nd most fav boy <3<3
I hope it's wrong. Momma told me that granpa has been SUSPECTED of having sakit buah pinggang or rather,kidney failure. Grandpa will hafta go down to ttsh to have a check up to confirm. I hope it's not true. I hope the doctor will say that they made a mistake.

Yes Im not close with my grandpa cos he's more to himself. We dont talk much,but that doesnt mean I dont love him. He's the pious one who stays in his room to pray and recite prayers almost the whole day. Momma told me when the doc said grandpa is suspected with kidney failure,he was calm. He accepted it with calm. He has always been calm. Maybe he alr expected it that one day he'll fall sick and that he was ready for it. I know,everyone has to die eventually. Matter of time. I know grandpa is ready for it,he's prepared to meet Him. Grandpa is alr 80+ years old,I hope he'll have the strength to go thru this hard times.

I dont noe why but many people are passing away. Ytd my student said to me that his grandpa had passed away before he came for class. My manager's uncle also passed away in the moring ytd. Is this one of the sign to the end of the world?

Hell yeah people Im smiling frm ear to ear cos I got myself a new phone alr. Oh,and same goes for jiejie. So yeahh had breakfast at tekka having a lil bit of tosai and prata. Then headed off to Plaza Sing to get our desired phones. Bla3 and yeahh got it alr. Now Im transferring files here and there for use later :) I'll be lending my previous phone,K750 to nabilla cos her phone is spoilt. Im so happy I got my K810 phone,red sumore :) wooohooooo. I tried calling nas to tell her but she's at johor.

Busy now people,will update soon,hopefully. And Im so gonna miss ernie when she quits her job lor :( Anw,today boyf work frm 7am to 10pm. Crazy lahh babby. I hope he gets enuf rest. I love both nasiha and fazli! muahhhhh! toodless.

ASHR ceremony - These are my favourite kids. There are more but unable to take with them. I love you all babbbbby!

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Pfffft,something wrong with the uploader so I cant upload photos. nvm. Anw,ytd work was awesome. Didnt do marking :) The full clan had to go down to hq to prepare for ASHR ceremony this sunday. So there were sura the manager,cik noor the ruggard open minded mother,priya,nabilla and myself. We talked and etc and laughed over jokes and all. So cik noor pass my pay :) I went to withdraw and I find out Im OVERPAID. So I decided to ask ma'am then if she says she counted correctly,I'll return the extra 141bucks they pay me. Cos who knows the extra pay is a compliment from them cos ma'am did compliment me about how she like the way I work. But I'll still ask la hor.

Ytd talked on the fone with nas,well as usual lah huh. I dunoe why but I just cant live one day not talking to her. It feels very incomplete.We talk long hours and abt everything. But surprisingly,I can live w/o talking to boyf fer long hours. We do talk to each other everyday but not for long. But how? He works like mad and he needs lotsa rest and I cant be an irresponsible gf wanting him to talk long hours. Im glad the bond doesnt fade. I know sometimes Im being unfair to boyf cos I spend way more time with my best,yes,way more. But hey,I cant help it. It's just the way thing goes. And if u asked me who comes first,I'll tell u honestly. BESTF followed by BOYF then followed by the 2ND BESTF. Not many girls have that kind of priority but I do,weird but true. If abt family need not say lah,that one comes first,top of the top :)

Then also,ytd talked to nad. Also many things we shared. Among my close friends,she's the first then followed by another lass who said Im her true friend which really touched my heart :)

I miss my boyf very much. And when sch starts fer both of us,meeting up often will be a problem. Aiyoooooo. I cant wait for next month's pay cos Ive calculated and almost hit to 800bucks I think. Hopefully. Nas and I have set a date for us to shop and pay our o level retaking paper fees. Oh,I'll be retaking maths only and it cost me 139bucks! Nvm,fer education purposes. And oh coming back to what I was saying,yeahh shopping! But I'll hafta spend wisely. Okehh ppl,gtg alr. Update soon yeahhh!

Boyf,wo xiang ni yi bei zhi

It's 9:04am now and by right Im supposed to be in the shower and getting ready for work but im doing otherwise. Watched drumline@movie6.net out of a sudden. Watched it many times and never get sick and tired of it. Poor boyf. Today he starts work at 5 am at bishan.Then he has another job to rush off to at eunos. Then at 4pm he'll rush off to his 3rd job at sembawang. God,my baby's so exhausted. Poor babyyyy.

Anw ytd din manage to acc nas to get her lenses cos of mrt delays. Haha. We know. So we walk home together and she was very pissed off at her problematic customer who was finding fault with her. So rich yet stuck up -__- Ive been checking the mailbox almost everyday cos I cant wait for the letter frm nyp. Say if I get,then that must be what God wants for me. If it happens otherwise,maybe God wants me to retake a few papers of O levels and ace it. Im mentally prepared for the outcome. I tawakal to him and I redha of what the outcome might possibly be.

It has been raining consecutively and I love the weather. It just puts me in a calm peaceful mood. Sunny days most of the time spoil my mood. I wanna get more good books. MORE books that are of my genre. Ppl keep asking me to borrow from a libr but it feels more nice to have a copy of your own,that's what I feel. So I dont mind spending hundreds over dollars on good books. Afterall,it's knowledge and I can lend the book to anyone.

Oh anw,today the 12th march,wo de jiejie 21st birthday! :) No longer a teenager. Grow up sister! Okayy ppl,here just for short,gtg alr.

So ytd work was quite light,surprisingly. ANd Im pissed off the fact that ma'am keeps forgetting to pass our pay. Darn it lah. It's been due for 6days alr! Is it so hard for you to pass it to the receptionist or manager then they'll pass it to us. Very reluctant to give is it? Chiss!

So ytd after work,met nas and zahidah fer a while at np mcd and laughed laughed and talked then we made our way home. Zahidah boarded 804 together with her sister,when she bumped into her at bus intr. Nas and I walked home. So we talked and crack silly jokes then we snap a photo of the above. We looked so tipsy huh. HAHAH. I dunoe why,but although I meet her like almost everyday,I'd still miss her. If boyf dont say ah,I definitely miss him cos I dont meet him as often I meet nasiha. Sad to say but the reality is yah,I spend more time with my bestf than boyf but what to do.

So today after work will be accompanying nas to get contact lenses after work. See?! Get wad I mean? Fret not boyf,I'll meet u agn k. I can just imagine how he handle 3jobs in a day. Just pray he'll have the mental to overcome it. If physical strength need not say ah,definitely. HAHA. Oh and yeahh,this is my 260th post! Quite sometime huh :)

ni bu hui dong

I really miss my former class,5NA. Still remember the days back then in school. 5 years in the school and 5NA is the most united class I had.

Ytd talked to fahmy and he was feeling down. Why are my both bestfriends feeling sad and down. I hope he feels better. Today will be going work together with erni :) And to faz,I'll pray that ur arique will get well soon okayy. Im sure Allah will help him :) SO boyf has his family chalet and his rushing from here to there juggling 2 to 3 jobs in one day. How I hope he has enuf rest. Then today he'll be working 2jobs then he'll rush to his family chalet at pasir ris. I just hope he wont fall sick.

Ive yet to get my ntc pay. It has been almost a week alr. Still havent get cos ma'am keeps forgetting to bring the cheques -__- Kak Nora is on maternity leave alr and Im so gonna miss her. I gave her a gift on her last day last saturday. Anw,I know what I'll be wearing for the ceremony. And when the day comes,I'll snap photos and upload okayy :) And I cant wait to catch a movie this saturday after work with mama and all but dad will be working :(

Okehh ppl,gtg alr liao. Update soon hor. Wo xiang wo de 5NA.

Yes ppl Im learning mandarin. What's the gawking for? I have chinese blood so I think Ive yet to REALLY know the four tones of hanyu pinyin and bla3. No kidding,I have chinese blood. So that's why my sister and I dont really regard ourselves as malay :) Ppl think that our sch fees are being subsidised but hell no cos our race are chinese as stated in our I/C.

So anw,work was hell tiring man. I havent got my ntc pay but thank God ive gotten the yrc one. Yet to bank in cos it's a cross cheque. I miss the three BFs alr - BOYF BESTF and another BESTF. And I cant wait to get a new phone! wooohoooo! And also for the poly postings results. Anw,to nad and zaf,my former colleague. Congrats to you both that u managed to ace ur A LEVELS. I knew it gurls! Alhamdulillah.

There are many new staffs at work and surprisingly,one of them has connection with mimi. Yes,mimi Im talking abt u. haha. She's going to her final year nursing at np and her name is Erni tau mimi. I bet u noe her cos she says she noes u. Im having a deadly migraine now and all I wanna do now is sleep but Im not used to it.

BOYF & BESTFs,wo xiang ni & wo ai ni men. zhang kai shuang shou bian cheng chi bang shou hu ni :)

I spent 100 over dollars on body shop things. Im screwed. Hell yeah Im gonna bank in my pay. Shit man. Thank God there was Joanne's member card so there were discounts :)

Went off early in the morn to accompany boyf to ite simei. Had breakfast and sort of early luch with him. Gave him the gift I bought for him. And phew,he loved it he told me :) So after that head off to work. Then after work went out with Joanne to get her red earpiece at amk hub. We strolled around the mall then get back to northpoint and omg,she's so crazy over winnie the pooh. She bought wtp bottle,rings and more lah! Haha. Where as I,spend on body shop cosmetics. It caused me a bomb sia!

Anw,the day before,went to have late dinner with nas. We had a heart to heart talk and Im glad she's my bestf. So we walked home and talked and laughed everything under the moon and stars.

Baby,Im glad u told me the truth. You noe you can talk to me anything,yes anything. Back then I was upset abt it,but now when I think back,I cant possibly want everyone to follow my way. Afterall,deep down,ure still the same person baby. Anyone can think of u differently,but u noe I wont,cos I noe who you are. I know who my baby is deep down. That nothing will change that. I love you lass.

I hope 'you' are reading this. You know who you are. Hey lad,I hope ure doing fine. It's hard for me to adapt but Im managing and getting the hang of it. May be like what you said,it's the best for us. But I wont deny,the thoughts of u just seem to pop up at times. Im sorry you wasted 3years of ur life waiting for me and yet u din get me. You possibly cant cos Im happily attached to boyf. But I believe and that Im sure,u deserve a better lass than me and that u will get her sometime in the future. But no matter what,think positive okay.

My head is spinning like a top cos I havent had my breakfast yet. And I feel so dreadful to go to work later. I seriously hafta start on my maths practice pronto! Start early!!! Anw,ytd after work I rushed to bishan to get the couple necklace for boyf and I. Thank God,the shop was still open. I hope boyf likes it cos if he doesnt Im screwed cos it's the most expensive thing I bought for someone. Pls God,hopefully he likes it. I swear Im gonna bank in my pay after putting aside for transport food bill cybershot. Cos my bank,the money in it from 2K dropped hugely to 600bucks. Yes I noe,wth. So no shopping lor :( Wait for next pay then. I'll cut down the money on food and transport so I have more to bank in.

Hey Im back,I went to cook instant noodles for breakfast mintues ago. Anw,cant wait to meet boyf tmr :) And I really hope to meet up with mim again! Like what she said,it was as if we know each other for so long alr. Well okayy ppl,Im having my breakfast and blogging simultaneously. And I cant think of anything to blog now so I'll update soon okayy. Well,I have been fer the pst few days :)

I wish it hadnt end

I wish the night would have continued on

Able to stargaze and enjoy the windy brezze

Catching up with each other's lives

Laughing and reminisce the past

How foolish and naive we were back then

How both of us have grown to be a different person

Asking ourselves what lies ahead of us

Promising each other that our friendship will continue to flourish

And that night still lingers

As I reach yishun mrt I remembered that boyf was on his way to sbw frm eunos. So my instinct said he might be in the train with me,so I called him and my instinct was right! He was in the train approcahing yishun. So we met like after so long,I think almost a month. I was really elated to see him! See his smile and new macho bod. HHAHAH! I was supposed to get down at woodlands but I decided to accompany boyf to work since we havent met for so long. So from there I board a bus and made my way to woodlands. Met my aunt then went to buy the sandal I needed. After that went off to zaina's kenduri.

Then this and that went to get aunt's food for her kids and her cat. Im so happy I met boyf despite the short period. Will be accompanying him to pay hs fees at ite simei on the 5th. And coincidentally,that day is both boyf and my payday! :) This pay,a lil bit lesser. Lesser by 200bucks cos the month is short :) Gonna get my cybershot soon! Gtg alr ppl. Anw,somehow my instincts are true. It is happening. Trust the instincts some ppl wud say :) Till then goodnight folks :)