I thought my team's presentation would turn haywire. However,the moment Jan said about our team that manage to come up with a clear bla3, that proved me wrong about how our presentation will turn out. Thank God. Lizanne Mae and Michelle were my teammates for today. Unfortunately,my michelle babby was sick and did not attend school. So it was down to three brains again - Lizanne Mae and I.

After school,walked with the usual cliques except this time w/o oliver :( to cwp. Met michelle at control station and she looked so sick w/o make up. Must get well soon and have enuf rest okayyyy michelle babbby :) Then we head off to banquet to have our dinner. I simply the love the mometns spent with them :) Cant wait for Mae's advanced birthday celebration this coming friday and also not forgetting labour day on thursday! Yay! Public holidays means family day :)

It has only been a day I last heard from my bestf,nasiha and yeat Im missing her very much,very very much. Nevertheless,I miss boyf truckloads too cos the last time we met was let me think, Last two weeks? Approximately there. Dear boyf,if u happen to read this post,you know that I may not always be there for u physically,but u know very well that Im always there deep down in ur heart. I may not know how to treasure or value material stuffs given by u but u know that I appreciate whatever sacrifices uve done for me,especially the time when u stood by me. I love you then,I love you still.

So sch has been awesome. I just hope I dont get sick and tired of RP's way of learning lor. My mates are partly the ones that spice up my life in class :) Thanks 'BEN 10' HAHAHAH! Yeahh it's called the BEN 10 cos my cliques consists of 10 people namely, okayy lazy to name them. But I will upload photos of them sooon :)

Somehow I notice that,in today's world. Many people want to lose primarily to get other people to approve of them more - or at least to avoid their judgment and rejection. Am I right to say that? And notice that I said many people and not all people.Also weight and appearance have been so OVERemphasised in our culture, it's almost impossible not to be affected by it - especially women.

Back then in the past,I was one of them. I was sooo preoccupied with the way I look,the way how people look at me. However,as time passes by,I tend to let go of it,not totally though,but most of it. Because appearance does not give self esteem,instead it lowers one's self esteem.

Well,at the end of the day it boils down to DPDP - Different People,Different Perspectives :) I feel I blogged so much today :)

The picture above was ytd's snapped at delifrance by nasiha. We dine together and did some catching up. Oh you know I love u very much bestf,nasiha. So this week was delifrance. We planned to dine at swensens next two weeks. Let's make it happen. I loveeee my bestestfriend, nasiha sooo much to the infinity of the infinity to the core. Nevertheless,boyf,ure are loved by me too.

So went to work today. Am very happy that I get to meet my kids at work plus my favourite colleagues,nabilla,cik noor and hidayah :) And not forgetting others,but of course,those three are my top priority at work :)

When I think back of my life,I am grateful for whatever I have. I am grateful that I have both understanding parents and happy family. Grateful that I can talk to my dad about anything under the sun,that he's always laughing with me and we'll be cracking jokes. I realise that I should always be grateful for it cos I know some friends of mine who dont get to have that opportunity. They crave for a fatherly figure,love and concern. I sympathise for my friends who dont get along well with their dads. But Imsure they'll be able to pull it through. Yes I can imagine how they feel but I DONT KNOW how they feel cos I dont encounter what they experience. As the saying goes,berat mata memandang berat lagi bahu memikul. I am lucky and fortunate that my dad showers me with everything. You must be wondering why I keep saying dad and not mom,well simply because,I notice that in today's world,it is a norm for almost daughters to be more close to their mothers than fathers which is somehow true to a certain extent.

To friends who encounter these problems,know that I might not be there PHYSICALLY for u ladies,but know that Im always EMOTIONALLY there for u babes all the time. Maybe thus that is why I want to be a counsellor. To be able to touch peoples' lives' and make a difference in them. I'll always pray for you my friends. Fret not,you all will be able to pull through cos u are internally strong.

Thanks Allah for giving me a perfect happy family and friends. Alhamdulillah.

Perhaps afterall,words are cheap. Thus people say,action speaks louder than words.

COMPUTING SUCKS BIG TIME! ON A LIGHTER NOTE,MY CLASSSMATES ROCK BIG TIME! Going to have dinner at breeks with my relatives later! Yay! Ok not really yay cos the weather now looks like it's gonna rain and then there will be difficulties walking to cwp -__- Don't rain now please.

You made me feel bad, incriminated and the words describing it. You dont need to rake up the past. Everytime you do you're making me feel incriminated. I know u were joking,but if really so,u wudnt have said it many times. And I also do know that u still hold on to the grudge. I felt like going off at that moment. I stayed though. Im sorry but Im not the kind who knows how to treasure materials,I tried but too bad. I love you though,I love you still.

Today's module or rather,every friday's module SUCK BIGGGG TIME! On a lighter note,my mates are the ones that keeps me going :)

I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE monday and tuesday's module the most! :) Anything related to cognitive issues,I love it. Give me science I suck big time. I rock better at cognitive issue cos Im more of a humanitarian. That explains why I wanna be a counsellor :)

Still in class now and I cant wait to get out of today's class! Working tmr,meeting my babies agn! YAY! I MISS NASIHA and FAZLI

It's lunch break now. Today's topic suck lah! The module is okayyy except today's topic,game computing and what crap lah. To make matters worse,my teammates today not that cooperative. WTH.

I feel like getting out of here sia. But of course I'll stay throughout! :(

Heyyy Im in sch already and Im early. Haha. So I have spare time now so I shall blog k :)

Sch's so far okayy except that at the end of everyday,Im mentally drained. Out of the 5modules,I love ytd's module the most - cognitive issues. So I was engrossed in coming up with an awesome presentation till I didnt go to toilet the whole day and skipped my lunch. But I guess it was worth it cos faci said my team did a great job. I was over the moon when she said that :)

Anw,I havent meet boyf for sometime and I miss him tho. I also miss my bestf lei,nasiha. I hope she's adapting to her sch environment. Hey nas,If u happen to read this,know that I am sure that you'll be an awesome nurse. Study smart and have fun too okayyy babbby! Make plenty of friends and forget me not. HAHAHA I know that phrase sooper lame.

I update sooon hor. My classmates are here alr :)

I LOVEEEEEEEE SCHHHHHH I LOVEEEE BESTF & BOYFFFFF & MY CLASSMATES

Hey people! Sch was awesome just now! Went to pizza hut for dinner after sch. There are photos taken but not the full clan so I dont intend to upload it :)

Anw,today my boyf and bestf will be starting sch. Same sch sumore :) Hope they'll make heaps of friends and love what they're studying. Now,let me tell you. I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEE SCHHHHHH,friends and of coz the PBL approach. However,many ppl including myself am starting to get sick of it a little bit. I hope this feeling goes away man. You know,I am always mentally drained after sch cos it's a damn long day and requires the thinking mind.

Im happy I am consistently having a B grade all along. I'll copy past what my faci commented on me k :) Hehe

Hi Siti,You are a joy to have in your team, as well as, in the class. I was pleased with the positive energy you have exerted in both your team and to the class.You gave a well thought-out RJ response and I hope it has given you a greater awareness of the demands of PBL.You are capable of asking insightful questions for your team and I would like to encourage you to not only persist in inquiring but at the same time, to search for solutions critically. Just as well, do channel your inquisitive nature to questioning other teams' presentations, this would enable you to contribute to the class positively. Consider taking up team leadership in the weeks to come. - FACI JAN. I got a grade B by her btw.<br>

Fairuzana, do let me know more about yourself the next time round which is what I hope to get from this RJ question :)I like your point about cross-referncing on source to determine their credibility and reliability. Do keep your ideas coming and share them aloud please!!You have given a rather detailed reflection of today's problem. I am glad you have found the problem interesting enough to want to think through and add on further your own thoughts and experience. Keep up with this good practise of reflecting everyday after class of what you learn and how you connect the things you learned today with what you already know... m2:m3: last slide ++ -FACI SIEW LING. got a B too.

Siti, you are an outgoing, cheerful and friendly person. I can also see that you not afraid to speak up. In addition, you made good contributions during the class discussions. Keep up the good work. I enjoyed reading your RJ. It is well written and it shows your maturity. I am glad that today's discussion affirmed to you that you made the right choice coming to RP. However, I encourage you to keep interested in psychology and counseling as I feel that you will make an excellent counselor. You can always get training in those areas after your diploma studies. - FACI PATRICK,got a B also

So far Im still waiting from another faci which everyone dislikes. I confirm flunk this module. Booohooo man! Anw,patrick's comment was the most enlightening one :)

BYEEEE PEOPLEEEEEEEEEEEE! I LOVE W14M!

I am mentally and physically drained to blog for now. Perhaps tmr..

S O R R Y

You told me to leave,to let u be. Make sure you dont come back. Im trying my frigging best ti stay away from you out of ur happiness. When I succeed and finally am ready to let u go willingly,make sure u dont come back. Just dont,cos if u do,everything will be back to square one.

Sch was fun just now. And though it's the second day only,W14M is soooo much fun I can conclude. Tooo baddddd we'll have to change class again next semester or in year 2. Cant rmbr lahhh. I saw ur msn nick popped up. I wanted to start a conversation but I told myself not to. It's over. OVER OVER OVER.

Boyf's working two jobs today. Takecare babbbby. Tmr year 2 and 3 students have no school,only the freshman,boring siaaaa. On a lighter note,there'll be lesser queue in the canteen! Yay!

PS : DONT COME BACK.

First day of school. And thank God everything went smoothly. Great teammates I got :) Submitted my quiz and RJ alr. Okayyy ppl,nothing much cos Im darned tired. Especially with the walking to and fro frm sch everyday with extra 2.4kg of weight on my hands. How fantastic is that? Gtg alr. Tmr,second day of sch :)

It happened fast. You were firm about ur decision. I was upset. I saw it coming and yet I was living in denial. I still want you. I dont want it to end yet. You told me to go and let u be. Im trying my best to now cos I respect ur decision. I wont go back to u. I promise. Your last smsed was frigging sweet and I teared. I let u go freely. I shall move on. Thanks and goodbye.

Boyf,I miss u babbbby :) I love u very muchhhhhhh :)