By right I can update but not in the blogging mood. Im watching Juno now. Heh. So brb or update soon. Okay wait. Just a brief update. Since it's alr 12midnight, I update on what happened ytd hor. Work damn hard for presentation but got an okayyyy for it. But I know we gave our best shot. Then stayed at the libr to study till 9pm. Then took cab,again yes. This week, already three time I took cab. As for ytd only, I took for going to sch and home journey. Haha. I shant waste more money on cabs lor. Okay my brief update is done. Time for Juno :)

My BESTEST friend miss me too much until she dreamt abt me, how sweet is that woman. LOVEEE YOUUU!

I screwed today's presentation! I know I could have aced it! Urgh,nvm still got other opportunities. 2 weeks of sch hols is around the corner! Yay! Eh k bye!

My UT grade for G 105 was like wth! How horrendous can it be man. Haha. I pass my UT but then it's a satisfactory one. It's okayy lah huh. Better than a fail though. On a lighter note, I did well for G 101 class, not the UT. I got an A again! Yay! And the comment from facilitator was and rather is very nice that Im sooo over the moon now. I'll copy paste the comments ya.

Comment by facilitator :

Zana, you have demonstrated your ability to fit into the system here in terms of generating good ideas, clarify doubts and confidence in presentation. Though I cannot find fault in your presentation skill (as it is already quite good), I would be setting higher expectation for you in order to see improvements... and I am not seeing that happen today... so do push yourself to do better next week!! :) Don't feel stress over this though!!

Her comment made my day though :) So fahmy called and something's really bothering him. Fahmy, dont worry okayyy, he'll be fine, Insya'allah. I wonder how's boyf's condition. And I really miss my bestestfriend, nasiha! I feel that we havent talked for so long. Somehow I want to be back in my secondary school days where by I can see her everyday, joke and talk about everything. Now we are in diff schs, I really miss her. I love u! - Nasiha, Fazli and Fahmy

IM FEELING DAMN MOOOODY AND HAVING MIXED FEELINGS, ALL THANKS TO THE PILL. HAHA,YEAH THAT'S ONE OF THE SIDE EFFECTS.

This shirt reminds me of fahmy. Haha. BRO! wo de didi. haha.

Boyf got caught in a minor accident. I hope he's fine. Pls God let him be fine. He got bruises and cuts and I really really hope his fine. He just got a very dangerous injury working on weekends. I'll update soon. Dont know when coz Im busy with sch and work. I' ll try to update asap okayy :) Pls takecare boyf.

Ive no time to blog. Sorry. Anw,today,a change of team. Finally,get to work with mark :) Update sooooon.

Am damn exhausted today. Dead beat. Nevertheless,I had an awesome time. I'll upload photos sooon. As for this post,I'll just share what happened today okayyy.

So yeahh today saturday :) Working day. Dad said something very touching that I shed a tear.

Then guess what was dad's reply?

Dad: U kalau meninggal kan,u masok syurga,pasal u anak yg baik.

ME : Awww,bahhh u sweet sehhhh. U buat I nangis.<br>

Then I made my way off to work. Omg,I cant tell u how touched I was. My dad is the only male that my love for him will never perish. Then work was awesome and yeahhh tired. After work went to have early dinner with colleagues then shopped at cotton on,sale oi! Then meet mama at my sch for my jiejie's concert. Awesome! Especially NANU,they simply prove it that a capella isnt bad afterall. Then bump into fuad and iskandar :) Walked home and yeahhh damn tired. Boyf's also tired prolly sleeping cos he was working from 8am to 8pm today,moving thinds. Damn cramp lor his body. Okayy I gtg. Toooo tired. And momma gave green light to not go for tutoring tmr :) hehe.

Yeahh Im back! And defintely very happy,am on cloud seven ah. I got 3A's! Yay! Alhamdulillah. Since Im soooooo happy,I feel like copy pasting what my facilitatprs had commented on me.

G 104 Contemporary Issues in Culture and Aesthetics

Hi Zana,

Your positive energy in the first meeting is great. You are always taking the initiative to contribute and the willingness to think broadly about the problem statement.

Do sharpen your analytical skills though. Though your ability to absorb and understand very quickly do compensate for not (yet) being as sharp in analysing the problem statement as some other members of your team. Do work on sharing your ideas more freely in the 2nd meeting.

You are also very attentive to details, which has contributed to your ability to present your slides very convincingly. You have consistently demonstrated a good understanding of what you are presenting. Being able to paraphrase and throw in examples, are important for me to know that you are not just ripping off a definition from the website blindly so.<br>
Your sharing in your RJ response this week is very good. I like the approach you have taken. Instead of just brushing the RJ aside because you have not experience prejudices in the class, you put in the conscious effort to still reflect on a similar note. Excellent effort.

On the issue of team work especially, I can completely understand where you were coming from as I've felt completely like you did. But after being out in the work force, I discovered that real world projects are too much for just 1 person to handle.

Hence, learning how to work in teams "properly", i.e. delegating the work effectively, encouraging and engaging everyone in the team to give their best shot at the project are invaluable skills to pick up because it will make such a difference in the real world out there.

Wahhhhh! Damn Long right,Jan's comments. Okay there's still another one I want to type down then forget about other A comments by other facilitators. Im veryyy happpy!

A 101 Basic Sciences I

Hi Zana,

You have always been proactive and enthusiastic in the weekly lessons, with a smile on your face everytime. I think that you could improve on involving more of your team mates to contribute more during team discussions, rather than you being the speaker most of the time. You gave a good presentation, having a good projection of your voice to capture attention from the audience. You also tried your best to explain your parts clearly and accurately. Well done, Zana! A

RJ: Thank you for sharing some of your attributes, which you carry with you naturally around everybody. I hope you will develop these qualities further to help others as well as benefitting your future career.

Yeahhhh,Mervyn's comments. He always state positive comments about me :) Anw,I almost forget that my aunt and uncle will be departing for umrah later and also my fav cousin departing for India. Safe journey love! Amin.

Anw,found out that the bloody lass made my fav student cried. Just you wait. Work tmr. And boyf's gonna work hecticly tmr and sunday. Poor him. Love all!

Not much time left. 34 more minutes to dateline. Syit. Brb okayyy.

Am still in school. And I cant believe tmr is already friday! Damn fast! Then I'll be working on saturday and sunday,instead of tutoring only my boy,I have to tutor jiejie's boy too cos she's working. Yeahhh.

Will upload photos of fahmy and I tmr. Am dead beat.

Pat says I got the drama look,as in those people who join drama. Haha. And yeahh I wanted to join drama but didnt. Im coughing badly. Sick and tired of coughing. And tmr is thurs,how fast can time pass by man. Well,tell me something I dont know.

It's sad to know that you've wasted your 2yrs on and for me. But yeahhh syit happens.

Everyone's falling sick. I think my condition is getting from bad to worse. Will be chilling with fahmy tmr. Do some catching up also. My private's blog has been most of the time talking abt _____. I really cant wait for hols. I seriously need to catch up on my maths revision pronto. Eh okayy gtg.

I know it's hard to trust me like how you used to,thus I dont expect anything. DO what's right for u cos as long as ure happy,Im happy. mwah.

Yeahh ytd's outing with cousins - dad's side. All look so chinese except me! Haha! There are more photos but is with kak Nona,will get from her sooon. So yeah,meet them at raffles at 2pm then had lunch at mcd. Then went to mindcafe at boatquay rightafter. Awesome! Laugh and shouted here and there playing board games. There were truckloads of people too. By the time we knew it, it was alr 5.20 pm. Then we took photos near the SR then walked to marina square passing by funan and esplanade. Then we bought movie tickets - made of honour. Nice and sweet show. After movie,all went back home except kak Lina,she went to meet up her boyf who looks similarly like wentworth miller :) Reached home and was dead beat.

Anw,yay! I got the first A for cognitive module! Yay! But then I got B for entreprise :( Wahh,Ive been getting A for entreprise for many weeks alr then I got B this time cos it has something to do with POA and I catch no balls of it. Nvm,expected liao. Anw,I got 3 A's, a B and Im waiting for the last module,sci module. I think maybe there's a possibility I'll get an A,haaha.

Might be meeting boyf nx monday to catch a movie,yet dont know what. It has been some time since we have fun together eversince we have started school. And I miss babbbbby nasiha. I cant wait for sch hols! 2more weeks! Yay!

Tmr outing with cousins ^_^ Then sch the next day,so dread going.

Heyyy! Got back from watching movie with nas and zahidah and also another friend of zahidah at cwp. Nice and meaningful show. Indeed,it will impact on people. Oh yeahhh I am at anytime will be falling sick. Ive been having bad coughs lately and I hope my students won't get it also. It's damn tired to be coughing and coughing.

Anw,I got another A for computing module! Wooohooo. Alhamdulillah :) So far for this week I have gotten two A's. Nyeahahaha! Okehhh peopleee. Gtg.

I think I shoudn't have ________.

Ive created a private blog. And yeahh,it's damn private :)

SOrry BEN 9 I had to go off first. Im glad that Mark is happy and touched over what ben 9 did for him. I soo wanna be with u guys right now watching movie and snapping photos lor!

Im suffering from a goddamn bad flu now! Urgh. And Ive been coughing non stop eversince a few days ago. Today's module was like damn! It has got something to do with POA and I never took POA,but nevertheless,managed to understand the basic stuff of it.

Im thinking of creating a private blog,and yes u heard me right,private. But then,Im lazy to maintain it lor cos I have this blog alr. I see how lah huh. If I will be creating a private blog,maybe wordpress or blogger again. Haha. LJ like confusing lor. Heh.

Dear mira,be strong. Females may be emotional,but they're not weak. Tmr nas babbby balek kampong :( Will be meeting her first to catch a movie which like almost every of my friend who watched said it's damn good.

Dear Fazli,Im amazed by your level of tolerance. Miss you.

Just completed my RJ. Talked to fahmy on the fone just now cos he needs to talk to me about his problem. I hope it'll get it off his shoulder cos it's bugging him. Chatting with boyf on msn and his words really pose an impact on me. Im sorry dear.

Anw,I got 2 A's for two modules! Yay!

The news about the quake is scary. It acts as a reminder that the world we're living in is closer to the end. I was really touched when I read about the teacher who sacrificed his or her life for the students. How sweet. I wonder if I would do that noble deed if it happens to me when Im working. Which I think so I would do that,but we never know,cos only when the real situation happens,then we can say it all. Eh,brb. I need to go bomb pearl harbour. If u get wad I mean. Haha

Yeahh okayy Im back from bombing pearl harbour. Haha. I'll pray that the survivors of the quake will gained back their eternal strength to accept the challenges. Amin

Boyf,I know u always do ur best for me. Im sorry I always take u for granted. You're like no other<3

So yeahh today's module,a little bit of psychology. Very teeny weeny and PSYCHOLOGY is the course that I have always wanted to be in and hopefully I will get to study PSYCHOLOGY after my three years in RP :)

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Today's UT was tough. Especially last question. Darn it man.And to NASIHA if u are reading,I miss u darn darn badly tau. I love u bi! Boyf's handphone is okayyy alr ^_^ Happppy eh dear. Haha!

And I think I have a goddamn _____. It's just a goddamn _____.

I wasnt my usual self today in school. My team mates will notice it lor. I dont know why. But hey team mates for today, don't feel bad or what okayyy :) Not ur fault :)

Anw Im sooo craving for lots of stuff lah. Ah abes,dah start ahh ni nafsu jin shopping. Haaha. Well as female,it is very understandable to crave for this and that,especially when it's materials and stuff *quirks eyebrow*

Nevertheless I must constantly remind myself not to be a high maintenance lady. Cos afterall Im just an average person. And Im grateful for whatever I have. Ive been spending on unnecessary stuffs lately and I have to cut down on that. Tmr is computing module, am gonna study now. Yeahh dread studying VB cos am tired. Booohooo.

ETHAN - my bestest kid ever! pri 1 kid doing pri 3 maths :) SEAN - yeah, smart and always talking to me. My cotton candy :)

So far 2 A's and 2 B's :) :) Confirm will get a B for next module lor. Tmr will be UT. Damn Damn Damn. Need to read through. Half an hour is sooooo not enuf lahhhhh! __________ opposite of vanish. I wanna get that top and dress at zara and mango. Will get it sooooooon hopefully. And and Im starting to plan for my financial stuffs like for personal expenses and pyschology course to pursue,Insya'allah.

Sch has alr end but Im still in class with ben 10 cos they're doing jump shots and stuffs. I shall update sooon. ________ thank you.

Ytd work was cool. The only exception was my nabilla bbabbby wasnt there :( Anw got my payy and it was frigging little lor. Cos yeahh start sch alr mah. I got arnd 268bucks with a reimbursement of 100bucks. It felt very funny cos all along my pay was 700 to 800 bucks. Now that Im working ONCE A WEEK,I'll get 100+ bucks for my pay. Nevertheless,Im still grateful for it :) So went toa payoh ytd to cash out pay then headed off to yishun to meet nas babbby! Fortunately,there's an everlast watch promotion ^_^ from 95 bucks to 49bucks! So nas and I bought the same watch - Black colour with a black back face :)

We did some catching up! :) Reached vivo,then went to marks and spencer to get gramp's present mom told to. Then went to get a gift box,so I got mom a present too :) Then right after went to have dinner at banquet cos we were famished. Then we bought donut. I bought lip gloss at misha and nad bought nail polish. Despite having many lip glosses,I still get myself another one. Haha. So yeahh after dinner went to the open space area and ate our donuts. They're reasonable anw :) Then after much catching up and done with our donuts,went off. Went diff ways :( Nas went towards raffles to meet with her friends. I was touched and shocked when before she got into her train,she kissed me on the cheek. I LOVE YOU BESTESTF!

Im happy but at the same time awkward cos __________________ I wont tell you. hehe. Anw,Im thinking of buying mac. Hehe. I noe boyf's so gonnnna scold me lor. Anw,Im starting to save up on my psychology thingy. So that after three years,I'll have sufficient fulus to straight away go into psychology course, Insya'allah. I cant wait for sch hols! So that I can meet my other kids I soo badly missed at work and also meet up with those who I will always miss,oh they know who they are :) Okayyy gtg alr. __________ came back, ___________.

I will update soon. Sorry not tonight. T I R E D.

STOP THIS FEELINGS AT ONCE, PLS. Im clueless. Im unsure of what is happening. Maybe I need time to sort things out for myself. For the truth shall set me free.

I cant wait for bestf and boyf's sch hols! Not forgetting mine too! :)

WHY THIS FEELING LINGERS? WHY THE MIXED FEELINGS?

Im not sure why and Im still searching for the reason for this feeling. I hate it when this feeling occurs. It makes me wanna find out why it is by any means. I just can't leave it aside. I hafta do something abt it. Maybe perhaps Im at the age where the roller coaster starts,where complicating stuffs happen in teenagers life.

To those who I havent been spending time with like how I used to back then,sorry. I need time cos u know I just got into a new sch,new env,new friends and new experiences,so I need to adapt to it. Though I believe Ive adapted to it fast,I still have my schedule to adapt on. I give u my word that I'll dig out some time to spend with u - BESTF,JU and BOYF.

I WANT THIS FEELING TO GO AWAY. PLS. IWYB again. PLS :(

Im on cloud seven :) For last week's module I got 3 A's and 2 B's :):) I hope I'll continue to maintain,best still,improve to all A's :) Sch's ending soooon! Gonna have dinner with boyf.

NASIHA babbby! If you're reading this,I miss u truckloads lahhh babbbby! Meet up sooooon!

In class now. Listening to my classmates shouting here and there playing CS. Damn funny lor. Haha. Especially lizanne and michelle. Shouting like mad woman. Haha. Today's module seems okay lah :)

Tmr entreprise UT. So wont be going back late cos need to revise lor. Im feeling so chill now. Guess Im gonna fall sick soon. PCB PCB PCB. IWYB IWYB IWYB.

The 301th post. Yes indeed I havent start VB-ing. HAHA! soon soooon. Was wondering if I shud go feedback to RP about the canteens. They shud start putting MORE HALAL stalls lah! Okayy I shall start VB-ing now.

PCB,IWYB,PLS :(

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I just completed my RJ and am starting on studying VB once Im done blogging. Damn -_- Surprisingly I got A for it lor. It's not that I hate the module. It's just that I dont really understand the codes thus I dont favour it lor.

I have been listening to the croatian rhapsody by maksim all day long. The song was on repeat all the way from home to school. It's damn nice lor. Thanks to iskandar CM! Boyf will be fetching me from school tmr :) Will then go dinner with him. MUST be home by 9 cos I need to revise for UT the following day. Pay day is out! Im collecting it when I go work this saturday

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Okayy people,gtg already :) IWYB,pls.

IM SOOOO NOT IN THE MOOOOD! HONESTLY! TODAY'S MODULE IS ONE OF MY FAVOURITE AND YET I SCREWED IT!

ON A LIGHTER NOTE,I GOT ANOTHER A GRADE FOR ANOTHER FAVOURITE MODULE :) YAY I GOT 3 A's OUT OF 5 MODULES. I HONESTLY BELIEVE TODAY'S GRADE FOR TODAY'S MODULE SCREWED MAN! MOST TO MOST I'LL GET A C GRADE WHICH I HAVE NEVER GOT IT BEFORE IN MY 1 MONTH OF SCHOOLING. HOWEVER SO OF COS I DONT WANNA OBTAIN A C. MOST TO MOST B LAH HUH.

I CANT STOP SMILING OVER THE FACT THAT I GOT 3 A's FOR 3 MODULES OUT OF 5. YAY! STILL SMILING. STILL SMILING.

Finally uploaded! It was awesome that day! We named ourselves the 'BEN 10' cos there are 10 of us always doing things together be it lunch,outing and more! Sadly,we're gonna have to part the next semester. Yeahh,wth! A week from today is then mark's birthday. The sakura buffet thingy was to celebrate mae's advanced birthday. And I wonder what's next for mark's.

Took same train back home with boyf ytd. Things between me and him,looks like it's better already. I cant help but be quiet most of the time ytd cos I was having a terrible migraine. Sorry babbby!

Anw people! Im sooo over the moon or rather Im on cloud seven! Cos I got graded by both of my facilitator,and guessed what?! I got both A,for one of it my fav module and surprisingly another one which happens to be the unlikeable module. YAY! And now Im waiting for my grades for another two modules :)

Update sooon people! Im busy lmao watching hilarious jap vids!

LIZANNE! IM SOOO SORRY I HAVENT UPLOADED THE PHOTOS YET. IM DAMN TIRED LOR! I PROMISE U'LL GET IS OOON PROLLY TMR OR LATEST MONDAY. SORRRRY :)

HAPPPPY BIRTHDAY ARMELIA AKA MIMI. GOT HER A PRESENT. AIYAHHH WE'LL TELL MORE. BUSY AND TIRED. BOOOHOOO!

Suddenly I have the urge of blogging. But not uploading the photos. Lizanne,if u happen to read this,I'll upload it tmr when I blog okayyy :)

So yeahhh,it's on the rocks. What is? Go figure. Im sorry for whatever shits I did to u. I know you have made uncountable sacrifices and that I truly appreciate it. However,I want u to know that Im at the age where I wanna have fun. I wanna explore the world. What more I just got into a new school with a new env,new friends and experiences. I know back then u had this feeling to when u were my age. Now that ure 21,or shall I say,the year u'll turn 21,u're ready to settle down,but Im not. I know Ive been frigging unfair to you spending more time with my friends than you. I just wanna take things very slowly. I know ure veyr concern for me that u keep worrying abt me. I appreciate that. And Im at the age where it is the most complex happenings in teenage life. Where I can change into anything,to the better or the worst.

I thank you for everything you've done for me. I love you.

It's on the rocks.

Buffet cum advanced birthday celebration of Mae was awesome. Will upload photos prolly later like really2 later. Im exhausted.