well,today is monday. and so only 3 subjects i had in sch. sch mcm biaser lah beb. i shant tell abt it okeh.went to civic AGAIN to STUDY again. there was this lady,a JC student who sat beside me. as soon as i arrived she gave me this shitface look. hey,i noe lah u JC kiddo bt u need not show attitude lah tambi. but then i just ignore. nas, fatin and etc planned to watch the sneak preview of 'Jangan Pandang Belakang' tonight. after getting 'e green light frm dad, movie cancelled. nas fell ill and we called it off. called bf pi he boboking lah. so shall not ganggu my soldier. guess ive got nothing much to say or im just too tired to type. i love u bebs. tata. oh btw,vas and pris won! yay! i knew lah beb. i was soooperr happie platinum didnt win. a bunch of idiots! tata. PS: bf,call me a.s.ap <3<3


so i have two entries to type under today's date which was wat hpnd ystrdy and today. yesterday i chatted with mal on msn. loads of fun. went to wdlnds libr. reached there arnd 11am. find a seat bt to no avail. no choice but had to sit on the floor at the corners of the.. alah u noe where and wat i mean lah. study like mad sia i tell u. after 5hours of studying on 'e floor,i lost my focus. i kept tossing and turning like a turtle. i made my way to the loo and i saw many many ppl at all sorts of corners. i think maybe its time dlnds libr build more seats. the place where i sat,the whole row was occupied with people. which makes me delighted. all sorts of ppl lah. mostly university and o level cadidates i suppose. mungkinn lvl too! well then aftr that,i went for luch with mal and his two othr friends at LJS. it was soo much fun. we had jokes and ghost stories. unfortunately i had to go off coz i have mdrsh. rchd hm straight awy get ready fer religious class. i wass sooper penat. different ustat. okieelah but not as good as previous one but still must respect. unexpected,aizat was there. and as usual,doing things to make him 'e center of attention. must go bljr with mal and his frens lah. soooperrr gerek. so well today.. went to GIANT at tampines,the new outlet which was beside COURTS and IKEA. i swear the GIANT was humongous. had lunch there with family. the food was no standard lah. after lunch,we went to find fer food and stuffs, etc. i swear it was sooperrr crowded like a pack of sardines. i hate going to crowded places,which does not include gigs. like what rizal said,"in gigs,i can at least mah-handle and throw fists at ppl". i love his english marn. after shopping and all e head back home. soopperr exhausted that i fell asleep on the floor. its 5more mins before dancefloor finale starts. so aku mls nk type lagy. i'll brambos. tata.














im feeling very lethargic now. sooper exhausted like @#!@$#$%^. well aniway,i went to civic to study. i was sooo tired that at times i fell asleep. i went off arnd 4.05pm and bought waffle from primadeli. alighted at the 7-11 bus stop. went into 7-11 to buy siew mai. den i saw afeeqah!!!!! i went out of there together with the siew mai paper packet. n i told the cashier i'll be back. hahahhaha. she just came back from sch and she was with her dear amyrhil. afeeqah is so hot i swear. even more hotter with her concave hairstyle. den i made my way to kumon. my bro was in dere too. well,we're the kumon siblings lah tambi. aniwae,one of my fishes passed away. ='( sad lah babe. R.I.P my dear dead fishes. okiee,enuf with the drama. dear msged me,he said he was sooo fed up with his mates. so i told him to cool down. later on i'm gonna continue with my revision. okieeelah babes. tata love. =)


u must be wondering what that means rite? well,its actually nothing. i had no idea wat to write so i just stick with that. sch ends early,as usual,friday mah. haidah's fone got stolen/lost. aint sure dah. she was crying. and was frustrated. then F&N period. unexcpected,i got 23.5/25 for my test. miraculously. i didnt study,well a little bit sort of like 2 days b4 'e test date. okieelah babe,sort of lazy wanna blog. am getting ready to study at civic. till then. goodbye babes. my bf has not replied my msg since morning. likke #!!@#$#%$#%^$^%. but is okie. tata love. =)


hey babes. well,it has been some time since i blog. i am too busy preparing for exams. its 2wks frm now and i really have to know the points for SS and history. well,those 2 requires more memory work. i shan't tell u wat i did last two days cos if i do,im gonna be sooo late for kumon. today is thursday,so as per normal,syittie thursday. benny had his butt or somewhere upper butt, caned by muthu cos of what he did last thursday. oh no worries,only a stroke. my history txtbk has been missing for 2days already. cursed that person hu took it. had english remediation after sch. had second thoughts of going. bt end up i did,together with hafidzaha and charisma. karim was the only the only thorn among 'e roses. pfft. msged bf,i tink he is recovering from his 'pissed off mood' with me,wadever that means. well,im not sure hy,but ive been finding chinese guys are hotter than mly guys,which is like quite true. well perhaps wat dear nas said was true after all,that mly guys are typical. well,not all. lucky me,my bf is not one of them. bt bf,i still love u lah tambi. i've yet to complete my mileage and research by tonight. many stuffs to handle,like !@###$@$#%^. i shall stop now. im getting ready for kumon. i wont be blogging at nyte. tata babes.


okieee pronto. I don't know why but i am feeling very lazy to blog for today. May be because i have loads of things to settle. Plus mid-yr is 3WEEKS away from now. I've started my revision already but i' sooperr takot i'm unable to get facts into my kepale. macam !#@$#@#^%. Anyway,I'll update you on my current issues. Oh btw darlings,sad to say,but I don't think I'll be blogging for these few months. But i'll definitely make a comeback. Oh one more thing,i ran non-stop for my 2.4km. Unfortunately,i failed by 30seconds. is okiee! I'm still proud of myself for not stopping. Can u imagine? I'll have to run again. n i like!! Well okiee,i got to do my stuffs. tc okie. i love my pronto. tata love. =)


okiee folks. ystrdy's entry i didnt post as i had no time to log in and share wat happened. unfortunately im tooo lazy chicken to type wat happened ystrdy,so let me just tell u tdy's routine,wadever that means. i didnt sleep until it was around 5am. before that,i was talking to zul,my long lost friend,who happens to be my ex bf's friend. we had a long chat like there was no tmr. i msged dear occasionally. and he still hasnt got back home. he was at the void deck with his friends. well,i dun mind seriously. he made his way home only when i'm abt to sleep. so okie,i slept at 5 and woke up at 7am like #!#@!#$@%^ cos i had to prepare breakfast for my dear bro as he has religious class in the morning. i boiled for him some hot dogs. then he made his way. i was so sleepy that i kept yawning after a few minutes. i didnt went back to sleep. instead, i sat at the dining table to continue my mileage. i have to complete it today. mum and dad will be home tonight. hope their journey is safe. at the dining table while doing my mileage i suddenly fell asleep. i just couldnt take the ngantokness anymore. then i woke up at abt 8am and continue my werk. arnd 11am dear bro reached home. at abt 2pm i prepared lunch for dear bro and i. i made macaroni with crabmeat and sausages. thank goodness,it didnt taste like shit. well,my bro has alwys liked my cooking. =) we ate up and then i chose all the dry clothes that need to be folded. nw,ive yet to complete my research section,my homeork,kumon and ironing of school u. as u can see,my entry today is boring nak mampos cos sunday w/o mum and dad is boring. tmr i have 2.4km run. wish me luck. oh wait,i can run evn w/o u wishing me luck. arrogant right? i noe,tat is so not me tau. hars. i think this'll be my only entry for today as i don't think i'll be loging in again. tooo much stuffs to complete. okieee,i love u guys and my pronto. tata love. =)


okieee!!!! i just reached hm arnd fifteen minutes ago.i had kumon in the morning and straight away after that i went to civic to stdy. i was lucky that there were still empty seats. it was only 11am wat,tat explains. i did last yr's 'O' level maths ppr 2 which my dear cuzzin,ani gave me. the paper was kiee den halfway doing it i felt sleepy. i went to the washroom and do some stretches to refrain myself frm feeling sleepy again. in 'e morning at around 5.30am dad shook my leg and said,"dik,abah dah nak pegi dah." which means he was about to go. i woke up and thought he wanted to go to werk so i just slept back,when my mum came and said the same thing. then i realised that they were off to KL with shah ibrahim and gang. so this time i woke up and kissed their hand,a form of religious respect. i kissed my mum's forehead. my bro and sister were sleeping soundly. i sent them off till the door only. they told my granny and ah kong they were about to go already. so i bid them farewell and told them to takecare of themselves. and the last thing we said was,"I LOVE YOU". i hope their journey would be safe and they will enjoy themslves. well,they'll be back by tmr nite. i love you mum and dad. then i went online on msn. zu has woken up from her beauty sleep and she told me i talk in my sleep at arnd 2am just now. haahahha. i guessed i must have been too tired the day before that's why i talk in my sleep. hahahaha. actually,i am multi-tasking right now. i am blogging and folding clothes simultaneously. well i noe,u might be thinking how im doing that. hahaahahhaa. i called dear bf's home,he picked up 'e fone after how many seconds which is actually quite late. he was in 'e toilet and he actually rushed out. hahahaaha. soo okiee,i wanna go cook instant noodless fer my bro. i'll be bk. tata.





[syittie thursday continuation]. well,as promised,i came back to blog at arnd 8.30pm and so i did. i surf the net,log in to dad's email account and taught him how to send email and etc. however i was using my family's laptop. then i went to my sch website to see the pic my teacher told to,a GHOSTLY creature. so i did and unfortunately,i cant view it. after 10mins of godeh-ing my sttoopid schools's web,i decided to forget abt it. right after that,i started typing my blog fer 'e day ystrdy. after writing soooo manny stuffs,like tons of paragraphs,and when i wanted to save it,the webpage got jam. when i checked if 'e entry i made has been saved or otherwise,it's nt there!!! i wass soooper pissed off sia. indeed,thursday is syittie. 'e missing entry i saved made me more convinced that thursday is syit day. pffft. it was arnd 10.15 already so i had to stop cos it's one of the 'usage of internet rules'. besides that it was 15minutes before i meet dear 'Scofield' and 'Lincoln'. on top of that,i have mileage to complete. okiee,in school many things happen. i dun feel like mentioning in detail what subjects i had for 'e day. i'll just get straight to 'e point okie kentot? during physics class,poor innocent dhina got bullied by othrs even 'e immature kids who is 3yrs our junior. dhina alwys get bullied. it's a norm to him. and he's is used to it,i noe that. so,i told him why wont he stand up for himself,so that people ill respect him. and then someone interrupted. it was fabian or rusell,nt sure,bt he said,"u see,even a girl has to say that." so he just kept quiet. jumping off to chem lesson. we had to go to the lab. Ms Tang told us to take the required equipments and one of it was a distilled water. this distilled water was placed in a plastic,wait,,i think its rubber bottle. and when someone pressed the bottle,the water will be sprayed out,you noe what i mean. cos i forget the word other than sprayed. anyway,when the water sprays out it look like exactly like how the guys urine i think. well,i've seen my bro urine. exactly the same sia,just that this is water. hhahahhahaha. so,benny,some sort of rebellious kiddo sprayed the distilled water at dhina. and he did it continuously that it pissed dhina off. and so i think,dhina really took my ord for it,the one i said about standing up for himself. he really did. he took the distilled water and sprayed right into benny's face. i could see benny was drenched in water. and i am proud of him. however,things turn into chaos as benny punched dhina,if not mistaken at the cheekbones or the jaw. dhina fell onto the floor at once. there was blood. i gawked looking at them. dhina shouted at Ms Tang abt ppl taking advantage of him. immediately,i went to dhina and told him to take it easy. the fight caught everyone's attention. sadly,there were a few who laughed at dhina when he was punched. benny was my lab partner. i noe he's a nice guy and a big bully too. i didnt hate him for what he did. yes,i noe benny's family background is not intact. and so his attitude is like this. bt so does dhina! his dad is lopsided,alwys siding his bro. and when he comes to school everyday,he get bullied. bt he does not rebel. he didnt turn into a drifted kid. often,ppl would bully him and cause not only physical distress bt also verbally. ppl criticise him,look down on him,punch him and hurt him. hey,u just cant picture how bad it is. although he's partially handicapped,one of his leg is smaller than the other,i dont see 'e reason why ppl shud bully him. just because he is diffrtn frm us in a way,tat is fucking nt right. why do u guys have to bully ppl slightly unfortunate than us?! why don't u ppl take on someone ur size,capability and standard!? WHY?! im sure u have the answer. ask urself. why are u guys so heartless and cruel? effing syit. im getting so pissed off talking abt this. try to put urself in his shoes. what if u were the one hu got criticisee and bullied everyday in school and when u go home ur parents curse and see u as a useless child. what wud u feel? u might say this and that upon the fact that u think u noe evrythng. i am so proud of dhina as he managed to come this far to pursue his dreams. that he managed to reach sec 5 despite the situation he's facing. then,i told rusell and is that i swear and to mark my werds that there will be a day when they will feel exactly dhina feels nw and that point of time they will remember that it was their actions that led to their karma. God is fair,i dun have to say that. im sure u guys noe it. evry good deed and sin we did,evn as light as a feather,will be accounted,rewarded and punished. im nt trying to be the ustazah here bt im merely stating the facts. my apologies fer being so pissed off in this blog. aftr tat my dear classmates starting matchmaking this gerl and guy n it was so fun that i wasnt thinking of the fight btwn benny and dhina. everyone went like "wooooohhhh" whenever 'e huevr and huevr got matchmaked. tcher told us to keep quiet bt in the end she end up smiling too. aftr tings settle,i went to dhina and to see his jaw was swollen. i told him to be strong. after chem lesson,had MT. Mdm Noor had to go fer 'e SYF results. we were given work to do. didnt do it anyway when Ms Radziah came to class and share us her ghost stories and adventure in Vietnam with the school. im too tired and lazy to typed it in here lah. sum othr time okie. well then aftr mly lesson i had SS and there was this one part here Mr Yunus said,"you will get a distinction." its for humanities. i was soo shocked!!! then its home time. i went home with nasiha and as per normal we joke and joke like there was no tomorrow. heavy downpour and i was at my void deck with her and we ponder upon our crap. rain still hasnt stopped. went up to get her an umbrella. brought her sum chips and gave her 'e hot lips i bought fer her. den we made our way back home,separately. at nite dinner time i told mum and dad what Mr Yunus had said and so we talked and talked and laughed, especially my dad and i. okieelah. tata love. =)


okiee!!! i just reached home. am still in my sch u. wednesday.. i've alwys looked forward to wednesdays and fridays cos i dun have much core subjcts on these days. well,okiee my comedian,nasiha came to school. she was there to entertain my crap. well,she alwys do. during maths lesson we studied locus shading. nasiha slept in class cos her head was 'techno-ing'. lame i noe. hahhaha. in other werds she was having a headache lah achi. den i had history. well,presentations. shortly after that was MT and english. Mdm Noor wont be in sch tmr and so she gave me 'e responsibility or wat she said "amanah" to take 'e wksht on surat kiriman rasmi a.k.a formal letter work to be done tmr and to distribute to all of us. it was actually supposed to be 'e four of us but they kept pestering tchr to choose me. oh darlings. den i had fnn period. did stooopid jokes it nas. n dere was dis one part where 'e both of us did said sumtin stoopidd that we burst into laughter with tears. let me put it this way,almost every lesson we just have sumting to laugh upon. so w/o her,its boring. fatin is nice too like rily nice. she's funnie too bt i dunnoe y bt i cant rily make jokes with her,may be cos she's on 'e serious type. wen she's funnie,she rily is. den i helped nas to create her blog. hahaha. nice kan. she felt kind of paisey. den we had assembly abt international friendship blah3. okieelah. bt i prefer last wk better. after sch i went hm fer a while to relieve myself. in other werds,urine. hahaha. den i make my way to civic. on 'e way dere,dear dad called me to ask wat type of watch i wanted as he as at bugis and dere was soopeer a lot of watches. bt i told him its okiee. i had my self stdy dere. i mean civic nt bugis. i studied chemistry and history. i took this book which said "Outline of English Literature". so i read it. beside me was two JC kiddos. so i asked tis lady,nt verbally bt i wrote my qstn in a peice of paper. i said hello and asked her if JC life is tough. she said yes. right aftr tat,i made my way home with two yummie earpiece stuffed in my ears,when my dear beloved sweetie[nt my bf] bt rather it as joanne. she called to say if i was in CP at tat time,which is true. so i went to mit her and we made our way home together. she just came back frm an orientation in sch which she cabot halfway thru and caught a movie named 'freedom writters'. so we talked and talked like dere was no end. in bus 965,only our voices we heard. we talked abt JC,MI and POLY. she gave me tips n stuffs. dere was just too much to talk about bt unfortunately we had to go our separate ways. hey i dun mean we break up lah. wat i meant was we finally reached home. i went to SKP to buy plastic bags which mum told me to. i bought 'e same pen which yoges used mine and never returned it back. bt its okiee. den when i reached hm,hadi was doing his kumon. i told him i'll be using 'e internet ferst cos later at nite dere's dancefloor and i've got mileage to complete n revision. n so he grumble lah. okiee2. gtg. i dun tink im gona blog at nite. so i update wat hpnd tonite,tmr k. which i predict tat tonite i'll be watching dance floor, do my revision and phone bf,which is like nothing interesting. okiee i shud be out by now actually cos my bro is making a countdown from 60seconds since just now. okiee. i love my bf. tata love. =)


here i go again. u noe wat? i've decided to not blog in mly coz its frigging hard plus i love english more. heh. recently,i've been so in love with english literature. n im finding their books like mad. aniwae,i've completed my kumon bt i've nt started revising. well,i plan to do that after blogging. syit,my keyboard,the letters 'w' and 'z' is so useless. i have to press it with soo much force or the letters wont appear. so,my apologies if my posts are 'w'less and 'z'less okie. u guys clever2 try to understand okie. well,eversince dad has reactivated 'e internet,or well,take another new line. he was offered a free slim fit tv and so as promised it arrived just now. 'e tv is nice. kinds of turn me on. hahahaha. crazie sia. it actually took my mom,dad and me to carry it. hahahah. like unbelievable i noe. well,my body aches due to the PTC run and napfa ystrdy. and like after soo long i dun have a pimple,nw i do. its at my left cheek. sheessh. why must it appear at 'e place which is my strongest asset to attract ppl? hahha. shameless me complimenting myself. well okie,had dinner with awesome family,oh excluding my grannie and ah kong and sister. sister is on attachment. she seldoms have dinner together wwith us cos she cums home late at night,having to settle her stuffs in NYP. so,we only have meals together mostly on weekends. good thing though,it tightens 'e bonding of our family ties. well okie,i've drifted so far n nw im back to my point. after dinner i did kumon. wait,i've mentioned areadi kan? okie. den blah3.. i smsed dear. seems like his busy. is okie lah. well sweeties.i shall make my way to 'e dining room to start with my revision. till tmr okie. i love my bf. tata love. =)

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school was boring w/o nasiha. no one to cheer me up n entertain my crap. oh syit!!! im supposed to blog in mly. okiee. here i go. again.. hari ini hari selasa dan setiap selasa dan khamis saya ada PTC run yg dianjurkan oleh pihak sekolah. dan dengan semangatnya saya lari dan memberikan seratus peratus. yang bagusnya,semangat saya tidak sia sia. saya tidak berhenti lari walaupun saya berasa sungguh penat. selepas PTC run,saya pulang ke sekolah. waktu pertama adalah bahasa melayu. malangnya,saya ada ujian frasa berbunga yang saya sudah mengatakan setiap kali. nasibnya,saya dapat buat ujian itu. saya ada kelas sejarah dan matematik. sedihnya,Mrs Ho tidak hadir. tetapi berita baiknya adalah saya dapat mengulangkaji SS. setelah kelas matematik,adalah waktu rehat. saya pun bergegas ke tandas dan mandi. saya terasa lebih segar apabila selesai mandi. setelah itu saya duduk bersama fatin di luar kelas sambil mengulangkaji pelajaran. saya juga ada kelas kimia buat satu waktu sahaja. setelah itu saya ada kelas SS dan dikehendaki menduduki ujian. ujiannya senang tetapi akibat kesuntukan masa,saya tidak dapat memberikan seratus peratus. kamu bayangkan sahajalah,kami dikehendaki menulis 7perenggan dalam masa 20minit. tak ke giler tu? saya cuma dapat lakukan 3 atau 4 perenggan. syit marn. blogging in mly is a real challenge sia. *sighs* setelah itu saya ada kelas inggeris. kami menceritakan cerita2 hantu. sungguh menarik. selesai dua waktu inggeris,saya ada kelas fizik pula. dan sekali lagi,saya menduduki ujian. selesai itu say pulang bersama hafidzah. hujan menurun dengan lebatnya. kami pun membuat keputusan untuk menunggu di kantin sekolah hingga hujan redha/redhe. [i've no idea wat 'e spelling is]. setelah itu kami pulang ke rumah. dan sebaik sahaja saya online MSN saya,dear nasiha saya pun ada!!! saya sungguh gmbira. tidak dapat saya mengekspresikan kegembiraaa\n saya. dan sekarang ini saya sedang chat bersamanya. kami berbual perkara2 yg mrepek seperti selalu. fuck lah. im si exhausted aftr blogging in mly. i'll be bk okiee. i noe my mly suck to 'e core.pffft. hahaha. slamat timggal teman2. tata. =)


im blogging fer 'e last time fer 'e day. aniwae,i wana blog in mly frm tdy onwards coz my mly o lvl is a month away frm nw. haha. n i hope it will help me during my written paper. hahaha. so i here i go okie.. tadi petang selepas selesai blog,saya menenangkan fikiran saya dan akhirnya saya tertidur. malangnya,ketenangan saya semasa tidur diganggu oleh adik semasa dia berada di bilik saya. namun,saya dapat tidur hanya buat 45min sahaja. saya pun bangun dari katil dan terus bergegas ke meja untuk membuat kumon saya. selepas makan malam bersama keluarga tersayang,saya solat maghrib. oh syit. do i have to say ii even pray. eff u lah zana. setelah itu saya mengaji dan sudah terbuktilah kelancaran saya membaca sudah karat kerana sudah seminggu saya tidak membaca. 'e more 'e reason i shud not stop reading. haha. saya mengulang kaji pelajaran saya. tambahan pula,saya akn menduduki empat ujian pada keesokan harinya. saya memblog nie pon buat sekejap sahaja dan selepas ini saya akn sambung belajar. walau bagaimanapun,tadi saya menelefon bf saya. saya amat merindui suaranya. kita berbual buat beberapa minit sahaja. okieelah teman2,sampai di sini sahaja warkah saya kali ini. hingga bertemu di lembaran akn dtg. hahaha. wtf?!! effing hard sia wanna write in mly. okiee. im off. tata love. =)


went to school. my dear nasiha had flu. she vommited water and some phlegm. pity her lah. i knew hau she felt. coz dats wat hpnd to me 2wks ago. school was okie. i had P.E. i managed to do 35 sit-ups in a minute! am proud of myself lah. hey,35 sit ups fer a fat ladiee in a minute,i believe its a great achievement. fer my pull up,i managed to do 10. okieelah huh. aniwae,had shower after P.E. so refreshing. like sooperr nice sia. didnt go fer recess. i brought a pear to school. suprisingly,today i didnt have any mineral water. SS period,did sum SBQ on venice. talked to fatin n nas abt celebrities and judgement day and a lot sia. i love them soopperr loadss. nas told me abt sentosa tingy. im rily proud of her for not drinking. for how she managed to reject the offerings of her friends. im sooo proud of u. aftr school,sent dear nas home. worried she might faint. she insisted i send her until my home bus stop so that i need not send her home. unfortunately for her,it ended up i still send her until her void deck. hahaha. b4 reaching her apartment,we went to a shop n sweetly,she bought fer me a yupi burger. soo sweet of her. and because of her thoughtfulness i didnt eat the cute burger,up till now though its tempting me. =) we talked n talked like we alwys do. like dere was no end fer us. btw,today sweethart is in the jungle/woods till thursday. hope he'll be doing great dere. fuck! wat the hell can he be doing great in dere? hu the hell have fun in the jungle? haha. slengeh bacin lah me. dad just went off to sim lim. no idea wat he's gonna buy. bt i tink it must have got sumtin to do with the laptop. oh yeah,remind me to congratulate my dad fer making his new email okie.. hahaha. finally my dad dah maju sikit uh. hahaha. i'll be bk again. tata. =)


well okie. im blogging fer 'e 2nd time of the day. cik dah came she brought food fer us. if not fer her,we[siblings] would have die of stravation. hah. exaggerating sia. well,zu came n she brought dis jacket ak bought fer me. a pizza hut jacket. n has my name on it. like effing sweet kn. yeah i noe. den e ate n ate. my stomach bloated drinking too much water. den it was 7pm arnd dere,mum said she arrived in s'pore areadi. told me to go down to help them carry things. so i did. then i was standing at the void deck when suddenly a g-string fell!!! i was sooper luckie it didnt fell on me. hahaha. and my adeq as dere staring at that g-string. like soooper syit kn? i noe. reached home ith lots of stuffs. like they juz came back from war. hahaha. mrepek. i had my shower arnd 9pm. like finally man!!! wat drove me to bath was dat my body felt sticky. hahaha. so i continued with my revision. den i decided to call wak to thank him for 'e jacket he bought fer me. sooper sweet of him. we talked fer quite long i can say. okiee peeps. i gtg. my bro's been bugging me to get off this comp. n i've to beg him just now to blog. lyk wtf right?! i noe. i LOVE my dear. tata. =)


woke up at arnd 7am. ystrdy reached hm arnd 11pm. met sweethart. he was awesome. chee wee saw me at chong pang bus stop. he was looking at me and said, "wah,u sooo good ah? go out oso read book?" i laughed. and so we wnt home together. he lived 2 blks away from mine. n he didnt believed i lived 2 blks away frm him. he said all this while, for as long as he know me,which is like 7yrs he never knew i lived near him. wtf? haha. well,coming back to me okie. reached hm,called dear ive reached safely. by 11.30pm,both of us were sleepy. so we didnt talk on 'e fone. instead we went off to lalaland. slept in mom n dad's room with hadi n kakak. the room was effing cold. hadi and i slept on folks bed,while my sis slept on 'e floor. hahaha. tooo bad,it was a ferst come ferst serve basis u noe. oh wait,b4 tat,ain koled me to say her ex bf slapped her. like syit sia!!! n she saw fahmy and faz. fuck fahmy. fucking bastard. n to think i fell for his goddamn werds. i dunnoe if what he said all this while was it true or not. bt one thing for sure,i noe he meant his apologies. then i was so sleepy to layan ain i told her i gtg,which i rily need to. n told her to takecare of herself n not to drink. cos im gonna blow her head off if she does. COMING BACK TO TODAY. golek2 in the katil fer a while den finally managed to get out off tat yummie bed. den went to 'e kitchen to find for food. cooked macaroni fer my siblings and i. we had breakfast. watched V for Vendetta. nice show. it has got someting to do wit history. well,im a history kiddo man. hahaha. bt i cant rmbr many events lah achi. after breakfast,ironed hadi's uniform and nt to ferget mine too. after completing evrythng plus watching 'e shw. i did kumon. wrote notes on SS. damn it. ive yet to study fer malay dah. dose frasa bebungeh tingy. u noe wat i mean pronto. and guez wat? now is 3pm and i havent had my shower. hahahahaha. hey,i wont bathe if i dun go out. tats 'e dirtiest ting abt me. oh wait,i gt more,bt lets save it for later okie. bt if one week i dun go out,i'll still bathe bt depends lah. today is sunday,and am nt goin out. so what for wanna bathe? tmr mndy wanna go skwel. tmr morning bathe arh. hahaha. tats me. n i like digging nose. hahahaha. yummie u noe. i've yet to prepare my books fer tmr. no maths tmr. boring lah. P.E. tmr!!! yay. i look forward to that. NAPFA during P.E. lesson tmr. my siblings have not had their shower too!!! haha. disgusting siblings u might be thinking huh. i wonder if my bf had his shower? may be,may be not. he can be like me too at tymes. hahaha. okieelah. i wana start on my fnn research section. tata love. =)


well,just came back from lunch at mcds with hadi. more like late lunch. stomch soooperrr full sia. good thing i need not have lunch n breakfast tmr. time flies so fast. tmr will be lyk sundy n then mondy. syit. mondy blues. i have yet to iron my uniform. i just hate sunday man. mum n dad n granny and ah kong will be bk tmr. hope their journey would be safe. i have yet to study fer my SS. urgh. syit. syit. syit. its still raining here. it will be my mid yr soon then my mock n prelims n finally,O LVLS. like sooopper freaky. been studying like evrydy. i rily nid a break. dun wana hve a breakdown man. im sooperr exhausted man. n my back aches. luckie enuf im done wwit my historie project. effing syit! i almost fergot. my fnn research section to be completed n submitted by nx fridy n i've yet to complete. n its 'e final piece man. syit. okie. im outta here. gotta go salin n mit sweetie. tata. =)


i told u i'll be back. n i did. n i typed fer soo long already den suddenly my post i was typing just disappear. am effing frustrated. n nw im sooper lazy to write. oh btw,'e time posting are wrong n will alwys be cz am tooo cant be bothered to chnge it. tata.


didnt blog ystrdy. lazy lah. its arnd 5am in 'e morn. sent mum n dad plus nenek n atok until 'e door. they're off to KL to attend sdarenye wedding while my sister,bro n i are enjoying at home. i pray dey slamat pegy slamat balik sey. n i rily hope man. nt to look dwn on the malasyians bt if u ppl stop my dad jz becoz of his tinted window im gona curse u ppl. bloody malaysian policemen. nt tat i hate malaysians okie. ur crime rate is fucking high n this is what u call u wanna attract tourists?! assure ur safety first lah tambi den u can talk abt tourism. its sooper early in 'e morn. 'e sun is nt up yet. i jz remembered tdy is saturdy. will be miting sweethart ltr at nite. i wonder has mum n dad reached the immigration? i tink so. got kumon later den nid to go civic fer self study. i've been coughing my lungs out fer almost a week. went to 'e clinic ystrdy. doctor said it might be some virus or throat is sensitive. i've been sonsuming way too much drugs fer 2wks sia. too much medicine ive been swallowing down my throat n fuck it. i cant afford to make my body used to medicine or my immune system will be fucking weak. its 'e epidemic anyway. i wanna pass motion sia. brb okie beybeh.


today was hectic. had running in 'e morn. didnt stop running. am quite proud of myself. although im fat bt i gt great stamina man. lyk wtF!!! why am i complimenting myself man. garage sale went on in school. bbought this shoe at a reasonable price,2 bucks man. n its supperrr nice. mael came n had sum chat fer a while. oh i ferg0t to mentioned, i had a yummie refreshing bath after 'e run in skwel which was lyk during assembly. had maths todae. lyke evry othr dys excpt mondae. mrs ho touched on locus. prettie simple topic. man, i rily hoped im able to aced my maths man. i've started reading this book called to kill a mockingbird. relatively nice though i had nt completed reading it. had history lesson and chem. went to lab n did sum experiments. oh yes, i had physics too. prettie exhausted lah since im in 'e garage sale committee. *sighs* the whole day sweetie has not been repyling my msg which i hope he would at least care to reply one. hopefully he'll beep me later at nite which i doubt so. or maybe he might. prison break tonite!!! omg i gotta watch man. its so thrilling yet irritating. fortunately no skwel tmr. bt still revision goes on okie fairuzana. this yr happens to be an important year for me. sacrifices to be done. okiee ppl. im out fer nw. my hips aches from sitting too long. i LOVE n MISS u my sunshine.


Sec 5 life is sooper hectic. im starting to think tat soon im gonna have a breakdown. well, i hope not. Didnt cntct dearie as he said nt to cntct him often coz he's depressed n etc. Skwel was fun. i've alwys looked forward to go to skwel. A man named Samuel Chan came n gave a talk regarding his experienced during his stay at Afghanistan fer 6 months. He's a good speaker as he managed to make us(students) to sit down and listen to him attentively. His talk was good. It reminded me to alwys be thankful of what we have in S'pore. I believed his talk have impressed the teachers. Mly n chem test tmr. pffffft. been coughing prettie badly in skwel. like i got tuberculosis. choy choy. touch wood. at nite gotta do kumon n revision. oh yes,dance floor. Man,i hate those typical mats n minahs,those sec 3 kiddos attitudes who are in my skwel. they tink they're sum hot stuff. oh common man, grw up lah. i keep thinking of him. i mean my dear nt the mats n minahs okiee. oh btw,fuck emokids. i dun evn tink dey noe wat it means. niways,i miss goin gigs. moshing,headbanging n skanking. well,i dun tink i have time for tat. not wif my hectic schedule. n i miss my piercing days too,esp my lips. bt i dun wear it anymore,n 'e hole is still open. since i've strtd commiting myself to wear tudong,i have yet to make sure to close my lip hole. mum n dad have just gone to sim lim to make ammendments regarding 'e laptop. i just love them soo much. im so thankful tat i hve them as my parents tat they are my friends too. we are open. talks abt sex n evrythng. i just cant imagine if Allah were to take their lives b4 me. 'e reason im here i am nw,nt at home i mean,bt sec 5 is because of their suuport and prayers answrd by Allah. i wonder when im gonna attend another gig. bt i tink i rather go for ska. those hardcore n punkrawk gigs are now filled with more wannabes. gtg fer nw. soooppperrr exhausted. hey my soldier,i LOVE u soooppperr giler babi.