"Being healthy is a beautiful thing" -Aya kito

♥ Sunday, December 30, 2007 @ 2:59 PM


Worried sick about not getting my japan was totally a waste of time cos ytd,after blogging at around 1+ in the morn then visited to the loo,I saw it. Phew,after 40+ days late,I finally got it. Japan's delayed.

Woke up early in the mon to feed the marine fishes and check its water and bla3. So i took the kit and had to put this and that to check the carbonate hardness,phosphate,nitrate and also the calcium of the marine water. I tell u,having marine fishes to takecare off is not as easy as taking care of fresh water fishes. Then after to find out that the skimmer was not working so that is real dangerous and I had to call dad. And Im so glad I did!! Managed to talk to dad longer than usual and Im so happy to hear his voice. Mom wasnt there cos she's sick and had to stay in the hotel I hope she recovers pronto. So dad told me he bought fer me an abaya. Some arabian clothing.

Im having japan cramps now and thank God Im$$ the type of person who is able to take the pain. Afterall,it's not really that painful if u dont think abt it. Today,not teaching the kids cos the mom has some programs going on. Will be accompanying sis to the clinic later this evening. Ive nothing in mind right now to blog about but I'll update soon,oh you know I alwys do :)


♥ @ 12:11 AM

MY BESTEST COLLEAGUE - NADZIRAH :)
I WENT SHOPPING AGAINNNNNNN! This time not with nas but was with my bestest colleague nad as seen above. I upload her pic just to show u peepoleeeee who is she that Ive been typing about. First there was a meeting about ho the centre would be organised in 2008. Then she and I went to sbw. She had to tutor some kid where as I,met boyf. Sat with boyf at the bench next to this house and talk and laugh and etc. Then went into his house to makan then met nad to head off to bugis.

In the train,packed with people like a can of sardines. Nad and I talked and laughed at this and that and more! I just cant get enuf of her man! Im glad we can get along well. Reached bugis and as usual,packed with people like pfffttt. We walked and surveyed for many many stuffs. Anw she and I,we have the same bag. Then just now we bought the same sandals/shoes - I cant figure it out if it's shoes or sandals. haha. Then we bought badges at this shop I love! Nad shopped quite a lot,buying 3 pairs of sandals! and two tops plus some badges and a vintage bag. So we quickly wear our new sandals and chucking in our old sandals fast afraid people might see us cos we were shy. haha.

Anw,I cant wait for the twiggy purse to be out! Then,exhaustingly,we headed off to the mrt to make our way home. BRB. Fahmy called asking me to call him. Will be back pronto.
Okeh Im back! So the conversation was about some people who mean alot to him made him disappointed and upset. He didnt noe who to talk to so he knows Im always here for him so he poured out what he felt. I hope he feels better now. The least I can do as the other bestfriend is to lend him my ears.

It's been only some hours ago since I met boyf and now Im missing him. I miss my both bestfriends too! BUT I MISS MY PARENTS WAYYYYYYY SOO MUCHHHH. 11days left.<br>


♥ Friday, December 28, 2007 @ 11:54 PM


WORK TODAY SUCKED BIG TIME WOHHH.

Okeyyy Im actually multi tasking msn-ing with 3people. I cant really blog cos I hafta get back to them time after time. So anw,yes work. Today my 2 colleagues and I had to go to the novena outlet for some brief knowing about what the environment there is and etc.

I GOT ACUSSED FOR SOMETHING I DIDNT DO. THAT IS SO WTH! . A friend of mine working there said that this kind of happenings are a norm. PLS I DUN WANNA BE POSTED TO NOVENA OUTLET. AND I WANT NAD TO BE WITH ME AT KHATIB OUTLET.

Ytd night I slept late,pretty late. I wont make it so obvious here. The 'treasure hunt' almost ended. Im glad it didnt or we would hv regretted it. Sorry but Im leaving u clueless. I'll hafta end my entry cos nas needs my help to edit her blog plus my other bestf needs my advie. update pronto!

12days left upon parents arrival.


♥ Thursday, December 27, 2007 @ 11:34 PM


I am seriously very very tired. Reached home from work around 10.20pm with an empty stomach since morning. In the bus I bumped into an old friend and so we chatted. Cut short my story lah huh.. Then I went to the letterbox that hasnt been emptied more than a week to find there were truckloads of letters. One of it made me real happy which was the good progress award. Alhamdulillah,I got 150bucks. wooohoooo.

Then prepare my bro's food cos he havent had his dinner yet. Then feed the fishes and made its treatment water and went to pray. Im waiting for my japan to strike. Cos it has already been a month plus I havent got it cos it has NEVER been like this. May be Allah wants me to keep praying for mom and dad that's why I still havent got my japan.

Im actually multi-tasking. Talking to boyf on the phone and blogging. Im not really good at multi-tasking. I really miss my mom and dad. 14days left and they'll be home,Insya'allah. And I wonder when do I spend my time with my boyf again. Will be working early tmr. I think that's it for now but fret not cos I'll update soon. Oh you noe I do :)


♥ @ 9:06 AM


I MUSNT WASTE MY $$$$$$$ ON BAGS PURSES AND BANGLES ANYMORE! I MUST SAVE $$$$$$$$ LIKE HOW I USED TO! NO MORE PAMPERING FOR MYSELF! ZANANANANNANANANNANNANANANNA U BETTTTA GET THAT INTO UR BRAINNNNN!


♥ @ 8:55 AM


Im pissed off right now cos I typed a long entry minutes ago only to find half of it gone. So I decided to delete it and now Im not in the mood to retype word by word cos I'll hafta prepare my bro's breakfast. WTH man blogger?! pffftttt.


♥ Wednesday, December 26, 2007 @ 8:18 AM


MORNING SUNSHINE! Ytd my relatives from jb came. Had a sleepover at my plc. Before that,we went to geylang to shop then head off home exhaustingly. Had a nap for 45mins which is so not me cos I dont sleep in the afternoon. woke up and got ready to head off to bugis with my two favourite cousins. The MRT was packed with people wohhhh.

My relative from jb was sooper dooper excited and she had fun. We shopped for clothes and guess what,I BOUGHT A BAG AGAIN! hahah. Ive got truckloads of bags I tell you and Ive veen spending my money on bags. First,I bought the bohemian bag at bugis. Then I bought another bag at the john little sale which was the Charles & Keith bag which dad and nas said it's a dayak bag. Then I got a bag,unique bag from my aunt for free and it's UNIQUE! Seldom see people use,even my colleague said it's awesome and asked where I bought. Then I bought another bag from bugis. But this bag is rather common. But the fact that it's nice,I dun care. haha. This bag that I bought at bugis,nas wanted it badly. She must go grab the bag pronto cos it's selling fast.

Then we searched for my relative's bro top for his dinner. At first we thought many shops will be closed down cos of xmas and that there would be not many people there. But upon our arrival there proved our assumptions wrongs. Bugis village was filled with many many people like ants. Anw after shopping,boarded 851 and thank God there were vacant seats so we sat down and chatted till we reach yishun. We were so tired by then and all we thought of was a nice comfy bed. So we had dinner and then from aunt's house we headed off to my home :)

Gramps said mom called home to talk to me but I wasnt home :( Very sad sad sad. I hope they're getting better and have a speedy recovery. I shall update soon cos I need to vaccuum the house :) Aad I miss my bestf boyf parents.


♥ Monday, December 24, 2007 @ 9:20 AM


Unexepected things happened. Say just now,I lost my temper cos bro was being very difficult and stubborn. The only time I remember losing temper at him was long ago back then in 2004. Then I logged into friendster and saw a new friend request and the person is none other than my friend. It was unexpected knowing that she has deleted me off her list and add again. Seems like we're okkayy I assume. I hope my assumption is right. To her,thanks :)

So ytd I WENT TO THE BOOKFEST@SUNTEC! It as terrific! Ytd was the last day and there were still many books and human beings! OMG! I was in a rush so I bought only two books which were The Diary Of Anne Frank and Hitler's British Slaves. I got a $9 discount for both the books! Before I went to the bookfest,I went to the national libr@bugis. Borrowed a book :)

Ytd night dad and mom called home. I really feel worried for them cos they're sick that I can hear it in their voice. Dad was losing his voice and so was mom. They asked about us and dad asked about his marine fishes too. haha.

I cant wait for today or rather tonight cos nas is gonna have a sleepover at my place! woohoooo! And my relatives from jb will be coming tmr :) Boyf went home late today prolly around 6.30am cos his rock concert started at 1am.

I'll hafta come up with a 2008 resolution :) Im counting the days my parents will reach Spore - 17days left.


♥ Sunday, December 23, 2007 @ 11:22 AM

Name: SITI FAIRUZANA BTE YASIT
Birth Date: 02 DECEMBER 1990
Current Status: COMMITED IN A RLTNSHP
Eye Color: VERY DARK BROWN AND PPL MISTOOK IT AS BLACK.
Hair Color: BLACK.Righty or Lefty: RIGHT.


[On the Inside]
Your Heritage: CHINESE
Your Fear: DEATH.
Weakness: YET TO FIND OUT.
YourPerfect Pizza: NONE IS PERFECT.
Your First Thought This Morning: WHAT TIME IS IT?
Your Last Thought Before Bedtime: MOM AND DAD.
Your Most Missed Memories: MY GUY BESTF - FAHMY


[Your Pick]
Pepsi or Coke: I DON’T TAKE GASEOUS DRINKS.
NONE.McDonalds or Burger King: MCD.
Single or Group Dates: SINGLE.
Adidas or Nike: ADIDAS.
Tea or Nestea: BOTH.
Chocolate or Vanilla: CHOC.
Cappuccino or Coffee: NONE.


[In the Past Month]
Drank alcohol: NEVER.
Gone to the mall: HARDLY COS OF O LEVEL.
Been on stage: YES.
Eaten sushi: YES.
Dyed your hair: NEVER.


[Have You Ever...]
Played a stripping game: ONE DAY,WHO KNOWS. HAHAH.
Changed who you were to fit in: PLS NO. I AM MYSELF.
You are hoping to be married at the age of: 25-27


[In a Guy]
Best Eye Color:GREEN AND BROWN.
Hair Color: BLACK.
Short Hair or Long Hair: BOTH WILL DO BUT IF LONG HAIR,DREADLOCKS PLS :)


[What Were You Doing]
1 Min Ago: BLOGGING.
1 Hour Ago: MULTI TASKING.
4-5 Hours Ago: MORNING PRAYER THEN OFF TO BED.
1 Month Ago: AT THIS VERY DATE? O LEVELS.
1 Year Ago: WORKING AT PH.


[Finish the Sentence]
I Love: MY FAMILY,RELATIVES,BESTF,BOYF AND HUMOUR.
I Feel: HAPPY COS MY LIFE IS COMPLETE :)
I Hate: ARROGANT PPL.
I Hide: PRIVATE PARTS UNDER MY CLOTHINGS HAHA.
I Need: MY PARENTS TO COME BACK TO SPORE SAFELY


The next 3 vicitms are:


NASIHA.
HAFIDZAH.
AZZAH.


♥ @ 10:51 AM


Mom called around 2am in the morning here and at her place is around 9pm. I fell asleep waiting for nas phone call. Gramps hurried me to pick up mom's phone call. I managed to talk to mom for a minute plus. Mom said she called again cos she wanted to talk to me since I was at work in the afternoon where she din get to talk to me. Mom told me to takecare of bro and myself and etc. I was so happy that I called nas and boyf to tell abt it :)

Was supposed to go to the kids house to tutor them but their mom said that she's not free on a short notice. Planning to go out today,may be kino or national libr. I must refrain myself from spending too much on unnecessary things cos my pay's not in yet,prolly next month hich is next year *roll eyes*. Next month.. the month that I'll be getting my o level results. This is so scary. The thought of it is enuf to scare me and makes me think of stoopid things. Well,at least I know that Ive given my best shot and my all. If no one understands that,Im glad my parents do.

Boyf's gonna head off to jb to accompany his friend refill fuel. Hop ehe'll be safe there,no idea if he'll be staying to chill there or straight home. Btw,on the next entry will be some survey that nysa has assigned me to do.


♥ Saturday, December 22, 2007 @ 9:48 PM


Do you realise that these days Ive been starting my post with my exhaustion due to work? Not that Im doubting your observation skills,but simply just asking. Anyway,yeah,you must have guessed it right. Im about to say that work was tired. These days Ive been having incomplete meals cos of work. You see,everything is about work.

After work,went out with nad,this is a different nad btw. Went out with her to banquet@cwp to have our late lunch cum dinner. We had so much fun time cos I get to know her better in person and we really get along well with each other. I hope the both of us will be working together cos Im the closest to her among the other colleagues. She said she can see that Im the type of person who can easily socialise with anyone. We were talking about our boyfriends and family matters. After late lunch cum dinner,we walked around the mall. Right after we headed off tom the mrt back to yishun. We had our goodbyes at the bus interchange where I board 856 to meet up boyf at sbw.

Went to assyafa'ah osque to pray then met boyf. We chilled at the bench next to his house talking and laughing together enjoying the night breeze. Boyf took for me some starbucks cake and I savour them slowly. Unfortunately,I din finish up the choc cake as it tasted bitter but boyf said it was sweet and who cares. We snapped photos and surprisingly boyf looked MORE CUTER today and it doesnt happen often. After snapping photos,he sent me to the bus stop. Boyf will be chilling with his friends - it's a norm for him. Reached home around 8.45pm and bro told me mom called! WTH! Such a pity I didnt get to talk to her :( Sister said she could hear mom's voice choking as though she's crying. I hope mom and dad are fine. Everyday after every prayer,I never fail to pray for them for Allah to protect them from any harm. I never get tired praying for them.

The photos of boyf and I will be posted maybe in the next entry but I cant promise :) Anw gramps havent reach home yet,she had a one day trip to malacca with her friends. Thank God I wont be working tmr,cos the centre is closed on sundays. However,I'll still hafta go to the kids house to tutor them. Might be going out tmr but not sure yet.

I read my bestfriend's blog and it was heartwarming to know that she misses me. Oh as babbbyyyy,I MISS U TOOOOO! u know that! i always miss her no matter how we always meet up with each other. I cant wait to have a sleepover at her house. YAY!

Wont be working on monday either no idea why but the centre is closed. So Im planing on heading off to the gym! After so long,it's time for me to burn that fats and tone the muscles back aye. Boyf will be going to a gig tmr at some bar at orchard towers. How I miss attending gigs and being able to man-handle people in the mosh pits,waking up the next day from sleep feeling the whole body aching.

I've typed much alr and will update soon! I MISS MY BESTF AND BOYF AND MOSTLY MY PARENTS.


♥ Friday, December 21, 2007 @ 9:27 PM


I was about to start blogging when gramps knocked on the door saying dad's on the line! I ran to the phone and he asked for my number cos he already bought a new saudi sim card for us to contact. He asked me to jot down that number but the he did not know the number so he said he'll sms me pronto. OMG! I was so happy to talked to him though it was for less than a minute.

Anyway,Im very very tired cos of work. Work hasnt been this tired back then when I worked at pizza hut,now that im working in a nurturing development of kids,things is so different. Today,my job was to nurture cute toddlers on their work. Pretty tiring but fun when I get to see kids striving hard to do their difficult sums. My legs are all jelly right now cos I work from 10am-6pm and I can faint anytime now.

After work,bought the liquid eyeliner at body shop and bumped into my favourite cousins. Then went to hafidzah's house cos I wanna borrow her disc freedom writers. I heard it's a good show and Im up for it tonight. I miss mom and dad so much seriously. I can shed crystal droplets everytime I think about them. You may say Im emotional and whatever it is but when it comes to family,I treasure it truckloads. I dont fake it.

I cant wait to have a sleepover at my bestf's house next week! yay! I hope it happens. Got to go now. And I'll hafta work tmr. pffffttt. I MISS MOM AND DAD.


♥ Wednesday, December 19, 2007 @ 8:13 PM

AMONG ALL,SHE KNOWS ME BEST. MY BESTF IS MY 2ND BOYF :)LOVELIES.:) MADEMOISELLE :)I LOOK SO JKFGG4U941 WITH THE HAND AND CROOKED SCARF.I WANNA GROW OLD WITH HER.SMILE SMILE SMILE :)SHE'S MY LOLLIPOP. HOW I MISS HER LIKE TRUCKLOADS!
Work was exhausting today,far more tiring than the time i worked at pizza hut. But that's okey cos it's worth the time and pay. Didnt accompany nas to straighten her hair cos she was
lazy and she had to work so I went to work instead at 9am and worked like mad until 3pm.
though the working hours was only 6hours apart,It was very tiring cos my work indeed is very mentally exhausting marking maths and english papers for 5hours 30mins w/o stop and no food
in my stomach.

I wanted to go suntec for the bookfest carnival but then I was too tired to travel. Bf then couldnt accompany me go makan cos his mom had a fall and he had to takecare of her. Nas was working and I thought she was working full shift to closing so I din bother to ask her to accompany me. My last resort was to text shafiqah,and so she was free and we met up.
Met her at np mcd and talked as I eat. Then I got a call from nas asking me where I was.
She met iqah and I at np mcd and we talked and talked as we camwhored. I have got a lot of things to catch up with iqah. Then iqah had to make her way alr so left nas and I. Together the
both of us walked around np for a while then bought chicken for tmr's festival.

Then,tiringly,we walked together. I sent her home and through out the journey she was
saying she wanted to bomb pearl harbour that the bomb was on the verge of exploding. AHHAHAH. If u know what I mean people. ahahha.
By the time I reached home,I was so tired that I wanted to dive into my bed but I cant cos I had to prepare grandpa's food for break fast. After the azan was on air,then the takbir was next.
As soon as I heard the takbir,my thoughts were on my parents. I was trying hard to hold onto my crystal droplets not leting it flow down my plum cheeks cos I was in the kitchen with grandpa. I went into parent's room and switched on the radio and more crystal droplets flowed upon hearing the takbir. All along during the takbir,my thoughts were on mom and dad.
My tears were flowing like a running tap water,all I kept reciting to myself and in heart was and is for Allah to prevent them from anything bad.
I kept reciting it over and over again until the takbir ends. I miss my parents so much.

I think Ive already update enough,will do again soon :)


♥ Tuesday, December 18, 2007 @ 11:18 PM


I smsed dad in the afternoon,just trying my luck if he will receive the msg or not. I smsed him that I miss him and mom. Then unexpectedly,dad replied,saying he miss me too and his other children. I was overwhelmed with joy smiling all along to myself.

I went to bugis before heading off to kumon. I bought two tops and then made my way back to yishun. After kumon,cabbed myself to work and work like crazy from 5 pm until 9.20pm. I did not eat from morning to 9.20pm cos I was busy with stuffs and bugis plus work.

Tmr might be either I accompany baby to straighten her hair or if not,will be working from 9am-3/4pm. I miss my school atmosphere the teachers and students. I want to go back to school.


♥ @ 12:25 PM


Work. I'll be heading off to work once Im done with my nurturing development at central kumon. My work schedule fer today will be from 4-9pm. Anw,tmr is the eve of aidiladha and there are many good shows going on tmr night. Will be accompanying nas to straighten her hair at toni&guy tmr. I hope I wont be working tmr,or the least,start work late cos I want to be there for my baby.

Im counting down the days my parents will arrived S'pore. And congrats hadi for flourishing S'pore's name,u sure make us proud :) I really feel that bf and I are drifting. Maybe simply cos of work. And his work. I dont want the love to perish away just like that,after all the years,actually going on two,I cant manage to see it drift away just like that. This relationship is by far the longest one Im having and much commitment and sacrifice have been made.

bf swtlove,I miss you man. But I miss my parents more. Now Im off to hunt for new blogskins cos bf said this skin makes him have difficulties in reading the tiny font.


♥ Monday, December 17, 2007 @ 8:20 PM


Work was deliberately okey.Except for the neck stiffness due to bending down marking papers and the strained eyes. There were other staffs there who were very helpful. Will be working tmr,but after my kumon class.

Mom and dad smsed sister telling that they've reached safely. Alhamdulillah. Ytd my two fav cousins came and had a sleepover at my place. It was awesome like a cousin relation union. Ive not much to say cos Im in a hurry to cook for my bro.

I'll update when Ive the time peeepole.


♥ Sunday, December 16, 2007 @ 11:34 AM

LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH!



♥ @ 11:33 AM

LAUGH HARD UNTIL MY STOMACH HURTS!



♥ @ 11:32 AM

HAHAHAHHAHAHAH.



♥ @ 11:31 AM

HHAHAHAHAHA! FAVOURITE!



♥ @ 11:16 AM

THIS ONE'S FUNNY TOOOO! BUT MY ALL TIME FAV IS HUMAN TETRIS. WILL UPLOAD LATER.



♥ @ 10:54 AM

OMG! THEY'RE SOOOOOO DARING. HAHAHA.



♥ @ 9:01 AM

OMG! WTH! I DIN NOE PPL CRYING HAVE THE MOOD TO FILM. PFFFT.



♥ @ 6:32 AM

FAV AUNTS :) MOTHERLY LOVE. THAT'S MY DAD IN HIS SONGKOK.
DEPARTING.
DEPARTING ALREADY.
Ytd was by far one of the most saddest moment Ive encountered. As soon as my relatives and I reached teminal 1,there were many many people
crowded at an area like a can of sardines.
There were many people crying as they hafta say their last goodbyes before
seeing their family members after a month. Insyaallah.
The fact that anything might happen there that always sets people into tears.

I held on to my tears trying sooper dooper hard not to cry when I saw other
people hugging mom crying.
Among my relatives of my age,above or so,zul was the worst who cried.
THANKS TO THOSE WHO SENT MY PARENTS OFF.

Mom and dad then had to depart already,I hugged mom as hard as ever saying
to her that I'll be praying for her safety and to ask her to pray for my o level results.
I kissed her until I feel that she was drowning in my kisses.
Crystals of water droplets was flowing profusely.
I didnt cry hard,but the tears kept flowing and flowing like a running tapwater.
Then next I kissed my boyf my bestf,dad.
I said the same thing I said to mom hugging him like nobody's bussiness.
He's tall so he had to bend down to hug me.
I kissed dad's forehead and cheeks and he said to me to takecare of my siblings and etc.
Then I hugged mom and dad one last time before they went into the departure hall.
.<>

I managed to sms them before they head off. Watching them walk into the departure
hall was by far one of the saddest moment knowing that I wont see them for a month.
Im so gonna miss them cos I have a close strong bond with them especially my dad.
He is like my bestfriend where we can go a long very well with each other.
Anything I wished for this moment is for them to arrive and be back safely in one piece. Insyaallah.

Then after losing eye contact with them,my relatives and I headed off home via bus
though there was a car for me to travel.
There were many people and so u know,unable to get a sit.
Reached yishun and gave a treat to my relatives,yeahhh mcd.
Then bought food for sister and went home.

Allah,selamatkanlah perjalanan ibu bapaku pergi ke haji dan pulang dari haji.
Lindungilah mereka dari segala malapetaka atau bencana ya Allah.
Kau kuatkanlah iman mereka dah tabahkan hati mereka agar mereka dapat
mengharungi dugaan dan ujianmu ya Allah.
Kau berilah mereka stamina yang kuat untuk menunaikan ibadah haji yang
sempurna dan mabrur ya Allah.
Kau terimalah haji mereka ya Allah.
Aku pohon padamu agar selamatkanlah perjalanan mereka pergi dan balik dengan selamat
ya Allah.
Sesungguhnya tiada tuhan melainkan engkau dan hanyalah engkau yang berkuasa ya Allah.

Everyday after my prayers,I will pray to God as seen above for my parents.
I LOVE YOU MOM AND DAD :)


♥ Friday, December 14, 2007 @ 8:58 PM


I went for the job interview and it went smoothly,Alhamdulillah. Will hafta head down to that place again to get a more detailed idea of what and how to be done. I got to noe that I'll be transferring to novena outlet. OMG,I want that outlet badly and finally God grant my wishes. Alhamdulillah.

After interview sat at new york pizza and munched on the cheese fries while reading my book before heading off to the mrt. Met bf at khatib mrt and odw there I saw my ex,syamil. I was like OMG syit syit syit. His eyes was all the way on me like as though he couldnt believe that I wear headscraf. Then met heriandy and shahidan in the mrt. And surprisingly,syamil boarded the same train as I was on! So talked and talked with bf and I realised that people who were surrounding us were couples hugging and smooching each other.

Then reached marina square to collect my mp3 and head off to accompany bf lunched cum dinner at foodcourt. We boarded the train and throughout the journey we watched a funny movie from his friend's electronic device :) Dropped at sembawang to head off to bf's house cos he wanna pass me his charger. Then cabbed home :)

Im so gonna burst into tears tmr night. Just be prepared.


♥ @ 10:56 AM


Mom and dad will be departing tmr night and Im sure it must be an emotional situation for many especially me cos Im very close to them. They are like my bestfriends who treat me like how I want to and are filled with humour.

Went to dine outside with them together with gramps and grandad included my bro. My sister is at work. I'll be heading for the Kumon interview in like another 4hours time. Joanne told me the outlet that Im about to go for interview is strict compared to her outlet. But it's okaylahh huh.

So I managed to save the old tagboard :) Curently,I dont have anything yet to blog about but am looking forward to find one. Perhaps later ya :)


♥ Thursday, December 13, 2007 @ 9:31 PM


The new tagboard will be up pretty soon. Ive edited it but then it failed to have the tagboard there. I'll probably fixed it tmr cos now Im gonna play monopoly with dad sister and bro before he departs for pilgrimage.


♥ @ 8:52 PM


IM SOOO HAPPY. I just got back from Kumon an hour ago. Then I got a call from Kumon Khatib saying that they heard Im interested for the job and so they asked me to come down for interview tmr. I guessed it must have been my Kumon teacher who recommends me to the outlet. THANKS MS LIN :)

Days ago,I called that outlet and they say they dont take in employees my age then now they're willing to take in. Alhamdulillah. It has been a week or so Ive been calling many many Kumon outlets and some either have no vacancies or just left me clueless. I hope I get the job tmr cos it's located in khatib and I live in yishun :)

I'll be back later cos Im making a new tagboard :)


♥ @ 11:01 AM


NEW BLOGSKIN! YAY!

Anw,called kumon at dhoby ghaut and omg the teacher is so rude and now my blood's boiling. Im so gonna called that outlet again to talk to the instructor by hook or by crook. Will be going out soon with parents to golden landmark then to gramps house.

So with my blood boiling,I called kumon yew tee for if they have any vacancies. Then a minute ago I got a call from them asking me to send in my resume` :) YAY. I hope i get it. Thank God I have a copy of my resume` I did days ago :)

I REALLY MISS MY BF. I hope to catch things up with him next week and I wonder if he's still asleep.

gtg pronto. NEW SKIN = NEW EXCITEMENT. hahah.


♥ @ 7:05 AM


Ytd was one of the most exhausting day. As I have said,went out with parents and bro to the airport cos parents had to send their luggage. It was early in the morning and dad couldnt follow PIE CTE or even TPE cos all of it are facing traffic congestion. Fortunately,my dad knows his way to go here and there cos his job,he has to travel round Spore,so thank God.

Going on another route was cool cos there were few cars. It turned out different when dad had to exit serangoon to enter bedok. Everywhere was filled with cars. The rain made the traffic congestion worse. It was inevitable. So reached airport and there were many many people sending off their luggage. Then had breakfast at BK and walked around airport. We walked round terminal 1 then boarded the skytrain to go on to terminal 3. OMG. Terminal 3 is so beautiful even though it hasnt completely finished renovating. What more when it's ready for use,it would be awesome! Then exhaustingly,we boarded the skytrain to terminal 2 and walked around then went back to teminal 1 to head to some place.

I wasnt sure where we went,cos I was sleeping. Usually I dont sleep in the cars at around noon. That shows how tired I was. Unfortunately,dad who was even more tired couldnt sleep cos he had to drive. Supposed to head off to gramps dad's side house ytd but parents forget about it so today we'll be heading there.

Then we decided to head off home cos we were too tired already. Before we head home we had luch at NP foodcourt. As soon as i reached home,I fell asleep on the bed still not yet changed. Then nana came to return my and nas stuff.

Anw,Ive got a call from kumon orcahrd to come for an interview ytd,however I didnt go cos the place is inconvenient. Ive decided to call again today and i hope heaven is on my side :)

Didnt really get to communicate with bf ytd cos he was working and then he was too tired to entertain me. So i give in lah,let him rest. Is okayy lah huh,some other time will be able to communicate. Somehow,I miss him.


♥ Tuesday, December 11, 2007 @ 9:19 PM


Today,I was at home all the time except for the part I went to Kumon. I merely did the chores and rot myself by watching My Name Is Earl. Often,I will go out every single day so that i wont hafta face my gramps.

One of the reason I have been staying more at home cos my parents are at home and I shall spend more of my time with them before they depart to perform their pilgrimage. I even hafta cancel my outing with bf. But I guess family's my first priority. Sorrie dear bf,and thanks fer understanding babyyyyyyyyy.

So tmr,after subuh prayers,wont be able to snore back to sleep cos will be sending gramps to polyclinic then head off to airport to send parents luggage then head off to Al-Irsyad Mosque then go to gramps dad's side and the list goes on.

Anyway,read the papers and thank God there are two polytechnics that offers the course that I want - Diploma in Psychology. In the past I want to be able to go into Millenia Institute,but thinking of how my grades would be I think I'll be heading poly Insya'allah. There are two polytechnics namely Temasek and Singapore Poly which offer that course.

Got to go now pronto. Toodless.


♥ @ 9:00 AM

HAFTA WATCH. DAMN FUNNNNNY. I LOVEEEEE THIS KID MANNNNN. ADORABLE :)



♥ Monday, December 10, 2007 @ 9:22 PM


Today,mom and dad's work leave has started :)
Dad together with bro sent mom and I to amk hub to meet
up mom's bestfriend.
We walked to pizza hut located next to Al-Muttaqqin Mosque.
We dine-in there and talked and talked.
After dining,we went our separate ways.
Mom went to meet up dad and bro to walk around where as I
made my way to the bus stop to board 851 heading to bugis.

Then in the bus,I decided to alight at novena and take an mrt
to bugis and I did.
Made my way to the national libr at bugis.
Been sometime since Ive been there. The last time was during my o levels.
I decided to go there cos I was craving to borrow books on abuse and etc.
I searched for books on those for nearly 2hours and managed to get some.

Then headed off to kinokuniya at taka to get dad's magazine and looked
out for the books that Im craving to get.
I LOVE KINOKUNIYA :):):):):):):):)

Then walked around at wisma while waiting for nasiha's arrival.
By right I was going out alone cos ytd she said she's going out with
her relatives today but it din happen so she wanted to go out with me.
Had to patah balik to city hall cos nas had to take something from her friend.

Then we made our way to sim lim to find a shop that services original ipods.
Searched high and low and thank God e found one.
Then we went off to other shopping malls to window shopped and the headed off
to bugis village.
Nas bought a skinny and i cant wait to see her where that,okehh that sounds so wrong.
Then right after we dine in at LJS bugis and walked around again at bugis junction.

Then we sat at the outside of the shopping centre and camwhored.
There was this mad man who keeps shouting and shouting and he captured the
public's attention.

Then,exhaustingly we headed off home :)
Anw,there are actually more photos but my dear bestfriend si nas tu kept
deleting the photos cos she looks not too nice in that photo though
I look exceptionally nice in those photos to my amaze :)


♥ Sunday, December 9, 2007 @ 12:35 PM


I feel like uploading photos but i cant cos im loggef into my bro's account and i cant access into my account cos he isnt the administrator plus he is pausing a game and he'll get all noisy when he knows i logged out of his account. Phew,that sentenceis sure long w/o a foolstop. :)

Mom and dad's work leave will be starting from tmr onwards. They'll hafta pack their things to be brought to pilgrimage. Is a good thing though cos I get to spend time with them more before they head off to perform their pilgrimage for a month.

Mom has already printed out the list for my sister bro and i to do when they're away. Luckily,the list isnt too long and too demanding :) Suppose to go out with nas tmr but she's going out with her cuzzins. So I might be either dragging bf along to accompany me to beach rd or if parents decided to go out,I might follow them. Either way,I'll still be going out :)

It has been raining and raining like so many days already and I assume it's the monsoon season. This kind of weather really drive people to stay in bed and not wake up.

Oh anw,I just remembered,I had a dream ytd. An unexpected dream. In my dream there was only fahmy and I. We were sitting at a relaxing area Ive no idea where. What we did was we talked and talked just to catch up on the things we've missed. We talked about life,how innocent the both of us were in the past, how we grew up to be different,how we have hurt each other's feelings, how he suffered under the hands of faz, how our friendship still continues to flourish even though there were mountainous of obstacles and how's my life with my bf and the list goes on. We talked for very long hours and didnt want to say goodbye. Before we made our way back home,we promised each other that our friendship will continue to flourish until we have granchildren. Then i woke up from my sleep and smile.

Afterall we've been through,Ive seen him as my bestfriend. The second one. The first one is someone who is a one in a million. Some of my friends say that they see me as i love my bestf more than my boyf,but you know what? It doesnt matter who i love more,cos both of them are my daily happy pills where i must get in touch with them every single day.

Life's so unpredictable and full of karma and blessings in disguise.


♥ Saturday, December 8, 2007 @ 6:55 PM


Nas came to my house cos im helping her out to edit her blog. It was very tiring cos of the html codes and etc.

We spent hours editing and finding a perfect blogskin for her.

On a lighter note,I manage to do it. She still need to edit some other things and it'll be perfect. I'll add her up in my link soon.

And thanks to her mom fer giving me my bdae present and also give mom complimentary bucks.

I LOVE MY BOYF & BESTF


♥ @ 1:23 PM


VERY TIRED. Went to accompany zaina to the hosp ytd. Then in the evening went to kak lina's chalet for her birthday at east coast. It was really very tiring to find for the carpark and the chalet, all located so far.

There were many many foods especially chicken ^_^ Then played with the toddlers - so fun! I was all the way with my 2year old cousin and she was kissing me and running around thus making me exercise at he same time :) Then it was time to cut the cake and so the birthday girls of december who were holding on to the knife was kak lina aliyah and I. Kak lina's friends and my cousins were singing the birthday song. Next was aunt nabsah and husband to cut the cake of their 32 wedding anniversary.

The cake was sooper nice cos it was mixed with ice cream and whipped cream. There were many friends of kak lina's. I gave kak lina a bracelet and a strawberry shortcake diary for aliyah. Didnt manage to snap much photos cos the atmosphere was very hectic. Furthermore,I was all the time glued to my 2year old cousin. Then xul ani and kak nona gave me a present which is a pillow and a notebook. How swwet! Thanks aye.

I have not yet post the showroom photos cos Im using the laptop :) I'm still waiting for the kumon instructor to call.


♥ Thursday, December 6, 2007 @ 9:37 AM


It has been raining for two days consecutively and an advantage to highlight is that,energy saving! Since it is very cold cos of the rain,I dont hafta switch on the fan. Mom and dad have not been switching on their air-con for two consecutive days! Imagine how much cost we can actually save up. And there's more!

However,on the other hand,there are other underlying disadvantages too. Say,working people that needs to travel. An example my dad. He hafta ride his bike to go from one place to another to meet up with his clients. And on this rainy days,it's very scary but he cant afford to not go work. All i can do is to pray that God will protect him to and from work. What more,dad will be departing soon for pilrimage and he cant afford to get any injuries.

So God,pls protect whoever who works in need of vehivles. Be it bus driver,cab drivers,mrt drivers -_- and etc. Amin

I've been awake since 2.30am and have not yet slept. I predict Im so gonna be down with a horrible migraine cos i lack of sleep! I only slept for 3hours! And to make things worse,Ive been glued to the laptop like 5hours already! That is bad enuf for me to suffer from myopia! I wonder how will I be going out today with the heavy downpour.. *scratches head* Well,there's a thing called umbrella. I bet nas is still snoring away in her beauty sleep. I wonder if she'll wake up if i were to call her now.

Anw,not for long here. And i wont be updating later at night cos Ive got another mileage to complete.

You dont hafta tell me lad,cos i know so.


♥ @ 5:44 AM

If that lad is someone related to me,I would have pull her out of the train or worse give her a tight slap. She degrades the female society siaa. Somehow this video reminds me of someone. yeahhh,fazlina. How she usd to create a scene in public. And talking abt her,I wont be interfering or meddel with her life cos she has been blaming fahmy for it. Why wont she herself come up to me? May be cos she dont have the guts aye. I wont be meddling into her affairs anymore cos i dont want fahmy ro suffer. Seeing him as one of my bestfriend,this is the least i could do.



♥ @ 4:24 AM


Unfortunately, I am unable to upload the photos i promised to. Simply because I am using the laptop and I didnt save the photos in here.

Every single documents of mine are stored in my pc. Hoping that the mouse would be okayy alr,I used the comp so that I'll be able to upload the photos. Sadly the mouse was still in a critical condition, keeps jamming. What made it worse was the keyboard's not functioning! Must have been my bro who had meddle with the wires ytd night.

I know it is very early now not because I did not sleep. Simply because I woke up very early to complete my mileage to be able to hand in to dad at 4am before he departs for work. But I did not manage to complete it cos i woke up at2.30am and there was still a lot of it to be completed.

Despite the wake up calls by bf and zaina at 1am,I still slept soundly. There was even my hp alarm and I kept snoozing it until 2.30am which I finally brought myself up. It felt awkward doing so,cos I only do this during near exam period. Since o levels has ended,I dont wake up very early in the morn :)

Went out with bf ytd and we had fun though it was for a few hours. Im happy that at least he was happy to be spending time with me though it was not for long. The day before we had a little argument about me,spending more of my time with my bestf than my boyf. It was just a sjort argument. Thank God we're back on track alr :)

So i board 856 and he board the bus i was in. Then we talked and laughed till we reached the destination. Went to banquet to have lunch where I suddenly saw my cousin,Azzah. We chat for a while the she went off with her nursing friends. She looks hot and neat in her nursing uniform :)

Then bf and I went round surveying the food and finally found one. Together bf and I slowly savour the food. Then there was a group of wheelchair-bound old folks who were brought by some organisation or a home.

The organisation bought them food and they were eating happily. It was very touching to see that they are simply smiling in their golden days awaiting their heaven's call. I almost wanted to cry cos it was very heartwarming seeing that there are still youths who still lend their helping hands. I even felt like asking the organisation onto how do i volunteer there. I wanted to stay there longer to see them eat and smile happily but bf asked to make a move.

Anw,I am still waiting for the call or sms from kumon. Please man,I need to get a job pronto cos i hafta keep the $$$ going. Though I am not financially tight,I cant solely depend on my POSB savings cos I've saved it for many many years. Momma's werkplc is finding for people but it is just me who refuse to take on the job though the pay is real good.

Since i have not graduated from o levels, momma's werkplc will look at my n level cert and so my pay will be 40bucks per day. The working hours is from 8am-5pm. Only on weekdays. Closed on public holidays and weekends. Yes yes,it's a government area. If i take on the job,the boring part is that I'll hafta work every weekday and that is not I want. Cos nas and I have alr promised to take every monday off so that we can shop and shop. On a lighter note,momma sister and I will be then working in the same building and so we can travel to work together everyday to and from work. Bf will be starting school next year in the month of April. Am not sure yet which school will he be getting.

Anyway,wil be going out to buy tops today with nas before she heads off to work. Bf will be collecting his army license at kaki bukit today. I'll be having my kumon in the evening.

Anyway,today from 5-7pm,EVERY STARBUCKS will not be charging their customers for buying A DRINK. Only A DRINK. In other words,it's FREE! Zahidah,one of my friend who works at starbucks told me to be prepared cos there will be truckloads of people queueing up especialy the kiasu ones.

Yay! It's the Dan and Yang segment at perfect ten now! :) Somehow I miss school and the teachers. To top it off,I miss studying.

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♥ Wednesday, December 5, 2007 @ 11:29 AM

odw back to jb
ARCADE! :)
at malacca alr.
odw to PD still in JB. mak long's house By right there are more so muchmore phots than
only these but due to time constraint i'll only post that
for the time being.
Next will be the photos of the AWESOME SHOWROOMS
and the kenduri.
gtg pronto cos meeting bf sooon.


♥ Tuesday, December 4, 2007 @ 8:22 AM


Hey im back for more! And hell yeahhh i do miss blogging.

So ive given u my word that i'll be posting up the photos as promised,and i will. Maybe later or at night or perhaps tmr.

Anw,started my werk ytd. And quit on the same day too. When i was at werk,i had this feeling of quitting the job. Furthermore,my best colleagues will be transferring to another outlet.

My outlet is a delco and not dine-in,so it is a relaxing job. Very nice,relaxing.. But the travelling to and from almost every day will waste time. I waste two hours travelling to and from. I finally realised that.

Ytd,there were only TWO CUSTOMERS for my shift. From 11am-5pm. One ordered a chicken royale baked pasta and another ordered a drink of 7-up. How pathetic is that i know so.

Then i reached home and my parents said they dont want me to work there cos it's not worth the time and money. Plus they're going to depart for pilgrimage soon and someone needs to tend to my bro. No wonder i had a strong feeling of quitting cos my parents dont allow it.

So i called my manager that im closest to and told him. He's cool with it and also he's transferring to another outlet together with my best colleagues.

And btw,this werkplc of mine is located at eunos,and im living in yishun. *quirks eyebrows* I dont think im losing out cos ive werked there before and ive got the experience alr,so why not try other jobs.

Right after i called manager ytd, I find high and low for kumon's number. Im thinking of werking there,besides,im a student there too.

Today,will be sending my dear mp3 for repair and since that place is near nas werkplc,so i'll send her to work as well. Then right after,will be meeting bf for a while before i head off to kumon for my tuition. For now,ive gtg.

photos next entry yeahhhh,hopefully :)


♥ Sunday, December 2, 2007 @ 9:31 PM


TODAY is my birthday! and so is britney tombak -_- HAHAHAHAHAHHA.

It wasnt really very grand and etc. i was hoping bf wud be the first to wish me. It turned the other way around where nas was the first one. bf totally forgot cos he was talking and having fun with his friends. It took him 75mins then he wished me, that is also when i hint him :) But anw nvm lah.

So ytd talked on the fone with fahmy Been sometime since we talked and it felt great!

I REALLY HAVE MANY THINGS TO TALK ABT! And i dont know where to start.

So we'll start with the vacation i had for a week. It was soooooper awesome with my cousins. There are many many photos im so gonna upload. So my aunt at JB is gonna buy a new house and OMG,the showroom is awesome lah! I'll upload the photos when i have the time. The trip to malacca and port dickson was average. What made it more exciting was the people :)

Now i shall go on to other topics cos it'll take me ages if i were to elaborate on it *quirk eyebrows* Went home on saturaday which was yesterday,01.12.07 Then clean up the house like crazy cos there's a kenduri held on which is today. This kenduri is for mom dad cos they're going to perform their pilgrimage soon. They'll be there for a month. OMG a month?! And that means my sister and i will hafta shoulder much responsibility.

Okeh so today. VERYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY EXHAUSTING. I had to travel early in the morning around 7.30am to eunos to get my uniform cos i'll be starting werk tmr. Then i board 854 and made my way to yishun to go to the kids house to tutor them fer a while then headed off home. When i reached home,it was crowded with people like a can of sardines.

Then more and more people overflow my house. Fortunately,the living room was humongous enough to occupy like 6-7families. Nas came to my house and ate then played with my cousins cute cute kiddos then i sent her to the bus stop cos she was off to merayaping.

Then the ceremony to cut my birthday cake started. It was memorable as i celebrated it with other two december babies though their dates dont fall on my date. Dad gave me a girlish bracelet and omg. Cos that is so not my type but anw,thanks dad :)

I'll upload photos later following from my vacation and going on to the kenduri held hours ago.

WERK STARTS TMR! BLEARGHHHHHHHH.


♥ Saturday, December 1, 2007 @ 1:39 PM


IM BACKKKKKK! AND THERE'S SOOOO MANY MANY HOT NEWS BUT NOT FOR LONG.

First and foremost those unknown taggers. They're really so against of what the content of my post. Seems like what i blogged really stabbed them in the heart that made her or them feel enraged.

Keep on tagging hatefully lahh cos i wont be able to make u stop what. It only shows that they care much abt me. So much that they tag long long and many many ones. If seriously they're unhappy and have the need to confront me, write ur name lah. That just shows ure a coward. Find me at friendster and u can say everything ure un happy abt.

I never deny that im not a saint but this is my blog and i typed whatever i feel. IS THAT A HUGE PROBLEM FOR THEM?

Im here for a moment cos that's what i wanted to say for the time being. I have more to say to elaborate on the vacation i had. AWESOME.
PS: UNKNOWN TAGGERS,SHOW UR REAL IDENTITY IF UVE GOT THE GUTS WHICH I DOUBT SO *quirk eyebrows*