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♥ Wednesday, February 27, 2008 @ 8:52 AM

As I was reading faz's blog,I was smiling away. Im glad that fer once,I somehow made her day. The fact that we're not on loggerheads anymore makes me smile even more. I hope everything will be alright fer her :)

Ive yet to tell in-charge abt my decision of quitting. But somehow Im very reluctant to leave,cos of the kids. Either I'll quit or I'll work only on saturdays. Say if she cant negotiate with me on my schedule then too bad I'll hafta leave. On a lighter note,my instructor at the kumon I study has already said that I'll guarantee have a place there if I decide to quit at sir's centre.

I just cant bear to leave my students. Especially the ones that I see have great potential on promoting to a higher level. If I were to quit,I just hope the person who replace my position will be passionate of his/her jobscope cos I dont want that person to ork out of money only. Today will be meeting nas cos she needs a time-out and I want to be there for her. To be the one to lend my shoulder and listening ear. Might be meeting boyf this saturday. Too long alr since we met.

Just a random say from me - People can say anything about u and they will keep talking,but at the end of the day,it is you urself who determines what they say about u is true or not. Dont let it affect you yaw. DON'T ALLOW PPL TO MAKE YOU FEEL INFERIOR W/O UR CONSENT.

♥ Tuesday, February 26, 2008 @ 8:25 AM

Above photos are my cousins of dad's side. They look very chinese arent they. Anw din getta buy the cybershot phone last sunday instead it'll be on the 20march cos that will be my 21st month of the contract and I can get a new phone together with sister's phone.

Ytd work was so bleargghhh. The fact that the in-charge dotes too much on us. Yes too much,she hafta remember that we're PART-TIMERS ans to treat us like one and not like full-timers PLEASE. Ive made up my mind and I'll be quitting either end or mid-march. You know what ppl? From the day I started working which was on 15 december 2007 until today which is the 26 february 2008,I only have 3days off. Can u believe it?! My only off days will be public holiday. Seriously!If there's no public holiday,there's no off fer me and even fer other staffs. That's why I tell u,they dote too much on us.

They really have to start doing something with their human resource ahh,seriously. But what I know is that I'll be coming back for work after my completion of maths kumon cos ANY kumon will accept completers :) Means it's a guarantee I'll have a place in kumon :)

Nas baby,hold on there syg. A strong lass like u can overcome the trouble babby. Time will heal ur wound and u noe Im alwys here for u. U still have a bright future ahaed of u,let that happen k. Anw I miss boyf very much. It has been hw many weeks alr since we last met and I miss him truckloads sia. ily babby. and ily bestf :)

♥ Sunday, February 24, 2008 @ 8:48 AM

Very happy the fact that Ive changed my skin to a new one and that Im gonna get a new phone today! Hours to come! Somehow I love this skin cos of it's english design and the lady reading,cos I love to read!

Well I gtg alr,update soon peeeepoleeeeee!

♥ Saturday, February 23, 2008 @ 7:35 AM

The picture above is my most bestest polite fav kid at work! He's so precious that I wanna lay all my attention on him. Too bad I cant. I have other kids to handle. So,Im nowhere,yes I go nowhere. Cos the course that I chose were all impossible fer me to get in,yes Im fully aware of that. I might be trying out nursing cos dad and my former teacher said I have people's welfare at heart. Dad and mom said,doesnt mean I wanna touch people's lives and make a difference in them,I hafta be a counsellor,in fact there are many ways and one of it is to be a nurse. Im not sure yet of it but I might consider.

And ohh,I bought the real leather vintage bucket bag alr! ANd sorry,it's not 90 bucks,it's 150! I know I know boyf is so gonna go mad,infact my bestf and colleagues are. haha. But I made a deal to myself that my next pay,I'll bank in all except for transportation and food money :) Deal is a deal. I dunoe but I just cant resist bags tho I lack of clothings,haha. And tmr will be my family's reunion with dad's side,his chinese side. The ones who didnt convert to become a muslim. So yay,after so long,Im gonna meet my chinese relatives! Rightafter,dad will be bringing us to cuppage centre to get our new phones cos our contract will be expiring and thus,new phone! :)

Havent met boyf for quite sometime,and hope to meet up soon in the future! I miss both BFs - boyf bestf :) Payday coming soon!

♥ Friday, February 22, 2008 @ 9:18 AM

Sorry I havent got the time to blog yet. But I promise when I do,I'll tell u a whole lot of happenings cos yeahh many things happened lately and yeahh gtg pronto. I miss u!

♥ Tuesday, February 19, 2008 @ 7:10 AM

Above are photos of my few fav boys. There are more to it and I'll try to snap more photos of my other kiddos :) So it's 7.32am now,an hour ago I got an sms from MOE saying that my JAE application was unsuccessful. So I'll be going to MI to appeal for a place there cos I got to know that my senior got a D7 maths and still got a place there but of cos,her other grades were good. Well anw,it doesnt hurt to try :) Funny thing is nas smsed me a while ago that she got the sms frm MOE saying the same thing too but by right she never even submit any JAE application. SCARRRRRY MARRRRY. Maybe it must be the MOE ghost. HAHAHAHA lame.

Ytd's conversation with nas on the fone was great! We were laughing at the top of our lungs in the middle of the quiet night. Many things we were talking about. Funny funny things. No one's like her,no one.

♥ Monday, February 18, 2008 @ 9:46 AM

All of a sudden I feel like changing blogskin :) Thus the hunt for blogskins now :)

And Ive made up my mind that I'll hafta quit my job if I wanna aced my retake subj. Goodbye work,Goodbye my sygggg kiddos :(

♥ Saturday, February 16, 2008 @ 9:27 PM

Above photos are few of my fav kids at work. There are more of them but I only manage to get these only fer the time being. Will take more soon! So nysa,my former colleague smsed then we talk and etc. She keeps asking me to post photos and photos at my blog. So here u go girl.

By right this post should have been up on saturday but I slept early and dad shut down the pc but luckily this post have been saved. So anw,today is monday and urggh it's so mundane. Will be going to bugis before work to get that bag. Yesssar!! And I'll be changing fone soooon! Prolly this week or the next :) The good thing is,not only I will be the only one changing fone,dad and sister will be changing too!

Poly postings will be out tmr and I'll be appealing for MI someday on wednesday. Im not sure when I'll be quitting my job. Im gonna miss my kids if I do. And also who will takeover my place? They are short of staffs. One by one everyone is leaving cos of school. Nvm,eh peeepolee,I dont feel like blogging now. Will do soon yeahhh. Prolly tmr? But no promises :)

♥ Friday, February 15, 2008 @ 9:00 AM

HEY! I'll make this post short. Just come back frm jogging with zaf. Feeling fresh!

Yeah I know I know ytd was vday but so what. I bought boyf a card only to make it simple cos it's against Islam to celebrate vday,seriously and also for april fool's day. Anw met boyf fer like only 20mins then we had our talks and off I went. In the card I wrote only 2sentences. It's nothing big but I hope it's able to perk a smile on his face cos what I wrote came frm my heart.

And Im stucked between the two,seriously! See people,there's this REAL LEATHER VINTAGE BUCKET BAG at bugis hich cost 90bucks odd. It's green in colour and so the vintage. I told the seller to reserve fer me so boohoo people. hahaha. But then again,90 bucks is an amount I can spend on many other stuffs siaaa. Just recently I bought a 50ml DKNY green apple perfume cost 73bucks! And also a new sling bag with an Audrey's face something like the Twiggy kind,very vintage sorta. And nw I wanna buy that leather bag. aiyaaaahhhh. I seriously am very tempted with bags. I lack of tops and bottoms and yet I rather spend it on bags. ANd I cant wait for the movie outing with nas and odah! e're gonna watch PS ILY. ANd also movie outing with sister! The show - Change the world!

Okehh ppl,I said I'll make a brief post but it's so long alr and plus Im gonna be late for work if I dont shooooo in a minute. BYEE!!

♥ Thursday, February 14, 2008 @ 7:26 AM

HEYYY PEEEPOLEEEE! It has been quite some time since I blog. Well,Ive been very busy lately that I really cant find any time to fit blogging in my schedule. Many things happened recently. One of it was my great close friend's wedding! I wont be uploading my friend's photo cos there will be all talks about it and I dont wish that to happen. Anw,Im glad her big day turned out great :)

Haidah gave me a glimpse of hope about my admission in MI. She said that they still take students with D maths. So I check it out at the website and yeahh it's true! I'll be appealing for it later next week I suppose. Unfortunately,IF I get into the sch,I wont be able to take a subj I want,which is literature. The criteria of getting that subj is to have at least a B3 for english. Mine is like double that. On a lighter note,I get to take malay literature cos I score an A2 fer it. I doubt malay lit is of my interest. Anw,I leave it all to God for him to decide what's best for me. Say if after appealing and I dont get MI,I'll take it as MI is not my place. I'll just tawakal to God.

Anw,work was mentally exhausting ytd and I was mentally drained by the end of work. Headed off to bugis to buy nas's bag and mine too. Right after went to nas wrkplc surprisingly to give it to her. She was sick and damn her manager who forced her to report for work. Then went to hunt for my cousin's present. Then to aunt's house and bla3 went home. By then it was lar 10pm and I was freaking tired.

Im working in two hours time and yet Ive many things to done. boohooo. Will be meeting boyf for a short moment then Im off. Anw,will be talking to in-charge today. I hafta change my work schedule or I wont be able to start practising on my retaking subjs!

And oh,darn it my upper eyelids are twitching. I know there are varieties of causes to it. Maybe one of it is that I lack sleep rest or stress and bla3. I thought that after o levels,I can escape from all the stress and have goodnight's sleep. However,the situation Im in proves me wrong. Ahh nvm,what's most impt now is I hafta start practising my two subjs!

Gtg alr. Hafta do what is prioritise. And wait,Ive finished reading shame and now Im starting on The Diary Of Anne Frank then after completing it I'll start on another one and the list goes on. And Im so happy that my colleagues are reading my books. Ive been lending them one after another. Im happy that they're happy reading the books! Fyi,the books I lend it to them are true story events like abuse cases. All of those which are of my genres :)

Boyf,thanks fer understanding. The fact that you respect my decision and that we're still an item babbby. imy. BYEEEE PEEEEPOLEEEEE! :)

♥ Monday, February 11, 2008 @ 6:44 AM

Ytd I sat down with dad. He was doing his mileage and I was doing my kumon. We were talking and talking when suddenly I asked my dad if he thinks my sister has a boyf. He said no. Then I asked how about me. He said,following by his fatherly instinct,yes I do have one. So from there we talked and talked. Dad wasnt angry and I know well enuf that I can talk to him about anything under the sun. My dad's response was 50-50. I said I'll bring boyf home this coming raya which is 8months down the road.

I told dad that Im alr committed to him two years alr. My dad said that is too long alr and that Ive given boyf too much hope. Nevertheless,he said,it's not too late yet. Im supposed to talk to boyf ytd and tell him abt the decision I have come up with. However,I slept early and boyf was using the comp so it was rather inappropriate time to talk. The decision Ive made is a 50-50 chance that might affect him but our relationship is not the end. I dun wanna end it. Boyf,u noe dat. Im afraid that if I bring boyf home to meet mom and dad,they dun agree to my choice of boyf then Im afraid I'll hafta.. At that point of time I really dunoe what to do.

Im glad that Im able to talk to my dad about anything under the sun. That's why time and again Im grateful for it cos not all daughters have aclose bond with their dad. After I told dad about it,then I told mom but not really of full info as I told dad.

Then I ordered pizza hut delivery. Both sister and I decided to treat the family cos the both of us have gotten our pay alr. Today I'll be withdrawing my pay then divide them over what to do. Transport fare,food,emergency purposes and etc. ANd I might be changing phone either this month or the next :) Wohoohhhhhhh!

I feel so lazyyy to upload the many photos of chalet and outing with colleagues. So the malas. And I just gotta know ytd that faz linked me at her blog,sweet man. So I linked her too. Im glad the both of us are cool alr. Hope to bump into her in the future. Tmr is my closest friend big day,she'll be getting married! Hafta ask for early dismissal or off :)

♥ Sunday, February 10, 2008 @ 10:21 AM

Got my pay alr and ewah ewah,now I feel like spending my money like water.

Bestf has been bugging me to go vivo with her to shop shop shop but the problem is I havent withdraw my pay yet.

Dad has taught me how to budget on my pay so I know how to handle financial bla3 in times of emergency. Out of a sudden,I feel like owning more books. I know Ive spent hundred over dollars on books in the month of dec 07 but the ffeling of owning more is inevitable. I still have like another 4 books that Ive yet to read. Those books are abt hitler and what he did to his undesirables and books on abuse stories. But then again,I really wanna purchase Kite Runner and more! okay nvm.

I bet boyf is still asleep. Surprisingly,bestf woke up early today,susah dtg tu. Okayyy peeeepoleeeee,gtg alr. Need to go tutor my boys. Will upload photod when Ive the time :)

♥ Saturday, February 9, 2008 @ 8:57 PM

and boyf,I love you no matter what. If nobody understands that,you do.

♥ @ 8:28 PM

Hello peeepoleeee! Im back after so longgggggg! Many many stories I wanna tell. But one thing for sure,some are unhappy ones.

The outing with boyf din turn out like how the both of us wanted it to be. It was horrendous. I was in some no mood cos of the medication I took. To make matters worse,we din get to find boyf's slipper he wanted frm lonsdale. Then there was some stoopid fire alarm which Im positive it's false,just to shoo ppl from vivo cos it was the cny eve. Then the bus air-con had faulty problems. Send boyf back to sbw and bla3 I wasnt in the mood. I ought to apologise to boyf and I did,it's the meds babyyyy. I tried my best to control the mood.

Then went to aunt's home and headed off to aloha loyang chalet for 4days 3nights. There were many relatives of mine and it was great. Next day went to swimming and my ring from boyf as a gift two years back was stolen! OMG! now boyf is even mad at me. Everything is just so messed up I tell u. Every night my relatives and I will sit facing the pool and enjoy the breezy wind and star gaze. It is so serene,peaceful and tranquil. How I wished boyf was there with me and that we can talk anything under the sky.

The bbq night,relatives from dad's side came and there was lotsa food to savour. It was awesome. And ohhh,photos Ive taken wil be posted only when I have the time but mostly are babbyyy photos and my photo with my best cousin,apit :)

Bad bad bad,outing with boyf din turned out perfectly,even outing with my colleagues turned out horrendous too because of the tiff I had with boyf. Went to have lunch with hidayah nabilla and zarifah then they went shopping where as zaf and I went to starbucks to chill. The both of us had no mood to shop cos we both havent withdraw our pay money plus I wasnt in the moood and zaf was exhausted cos she just came back from malacca.

I'll be planning to go out again with boyf bestf and my colleagues again to compensate with wad hppnd previously that din turn out well.

Photos will be up soon hopefully :)

♥ Wednesday, February 6, 2008 @ 12:20 AM

Im elated! Cos Ive gotten my second pay and I was stunned by it. Gaji bom! The cheque stated $735.03 My first time getting paid this much! Alhamdulillah! Cant wait to meet boyf! My hardwork working like crazymad lady like wanna save moneyy to get married like that has been paid off with the awesome salary. Im too happy to continue updating alr. tralala peeeepoleeeeee!

♥ Tuesday, February 5, 2008 @ 11:25 AM

Finally,completed editing this skin! *applauding and standing ovation* HAHAHAHHA! Previous skins I've used normally took me hours to edit especially the first time. Then I guess Im used to it and therefore it only took me 30mins to edit this skin. wooohoooo. No big deal but Im proud of myself :)

This skin is simple but nevertheless it has an x-factor that made me fall for it. HAHAHAHAHA! crap only but really. Boyf has been working his muscles off like mad,I hope his cramps will recover soon. Eh boyf u noe what that means kan? Ure growing and toning more muscles! pheeeweeeet! Confirm hot bod kong eh? Cant wait to meet u tmr. And today is payday! WOOOOOHOOOOO!

I was down with a fever ytd and I din ate anything for the whole day. At work,it was freezing cold though my other colleagues say it wasnt. Confirm down with fever. But I feel better today and die-die must go work cos of pay :) Not that im in desperate need of money cos Im not broke,but it's better to get it pronto so I can buy my cousin's prezzie :)

Family chalet starts tmr till saturday! Wooohoooo! I hope I dun hafta get my ass down to work on saturday but that depends on the workload. *roll eyes* And I wonder when will the outing with my colleagues be. Since my line is expiring this yr,dad will be upgrading our line and that means a new fone. I plan on getting the cybershot one,but hey my own moneyy okayy. If my parents were to buy it for me,I had rather not the expensive one. Dad said he's gonna get the cybershot one too and that I shudnt cos we're gonna have the same fone. So what man bah? Kan romantic. Father and daughter same fone. HAHHAAHAHA! In a week's time my sweet closest gf is getting married! wooohooo!

Okayyylahhhh peeeepoleeeee,enuf for now. Will update more soon okayyyy. And I miss my boyf plus my two bestf. I love u threesome :)

♥ Monday, February 4, 2008 @ 10:46 AM

HEYYYY PEEEEPOLEEEEEE!

Blog is under construction.

I'll edit soon cos im rushing to get ready fer work now! :)

♥ @ 8:37 AM

Ytd was my complicated day. A very complicated day for me. In this entry there will be no names i'll be mentioning. No he or she or her or him and etc.

Something very confusing is happening to me. Something that I never want it to happen,not at this time. Im aware that Im playing with fire and I'll get into heap of trouble if I continue on doing so. Why did I gave 'abcdefg' the prospect? Why did I despite knowing that I have one and that it's impossible to make it come true. OMG. I hafta stop. I hope 'abcdefg' reads my blog and knows what Im talking about. It is so wrong to toy with 'abcdefg's discernment.

Anw,pay day is tmr and I'll most probably,please make it happen,that I'll be meeting boyf on the 6th :)

Then off to family chalet for four consecutive days at aloha! wooohooooo!

WORK IS SOOOO gsdfagaieughaeihgeilhy26356482742-94! VERY TIRING!

Im stunned. I shudnt have indirectly pushed 'abcdefg' to the extent. And cos of that,Im stucked and trapped. I need a solution to get out of the untangled web.

♥ Saturday, February 2, 2008 @ 7:10 PM

Been pretty long since I updated. All due to hectic work and decision on what to do with my results. Ytd work was okayyy except for the fact that this in-charge of mine was commanding this and that wanting my colleagues and I to complete the task at an unrealistic time. wth.

Went out with nas after work cos we promised each other alr like weeks ago. My colleagues invited me to have dinner with them but sorry,a date with my bestf :) Met nas at novena mrt then we board bus 167 to the pratahouse venue located at thomson. We had to cross the road to get to the place,thus j-walked instead of using traffic lights. We then were stucked in the middle of the road at the barrier for 10mins. Many vehicles were moving at great speed and we were liek some idiots standing there. hahaha. Due to my trauma of being knocked down by a taxi once,the both of us decided to walk to the traffic light then we ran cross the road,safely. phew,scaryyyyy marrrrryyyyyyy.

We ordered 3plates of food and share among the two of us. We talked and talked and im very happy for her that she's happy with hwj. The meet-up wasnt so grand but nevertheless,we managed to spend time and catch up with each other's lives. After dinner and the talking,we headed off home waiting for bus 855. I was alr very tired by the time I reached yishun int.

Then waited for nas mom and we walked together back home. I love my bestf :)

Somehow,I miss boyf a lot. Was supposed to meet him on thursday but din happen. Hope to meet him next week :) And nx tuesday is pay day! woooohooooo! And transport fare is killing me! Ohhh before I forget,a student of mine at work gave me this heart-shaped origami he did with his photo. OMG! I was so touched and happy. His name is Hao Yi and hopefully I'll upload his photo okayyyy :)

Boyf has gotten his pay alr! wooohooooo. Nx wk will be my turn :) Then with two days of no work plus 4days of family chalet,shopping with bestf and outing with colleagues and not to forget,mett-up with boyf will simply be a splendid week! Hopefully all of what I said above will happen ahhhh.

The results of postings will be out somewhere arnd mid-feb and Im not nervous over what the outcome will be cos I noe what I'll be doing. In other words,Ive got my plan A and B.