IM GOING TO FALL VERY SICK SOON.

myy eyes have been teary.

i have been coughing continously.

i hope she's alright.

im sorry but i hafta keep it

CONFIDENTIAL.

only a few knows.

gtg pronto.

my nose mucus keeps

leaking profusely and the migraine KILLS.

i love my bestfriend and my bf :)

cookie i baked fer bf's 20th burfdae :)

hey hey!

i miss blogging!

O LEVEL has started and have yet to end.

i noe that w/o us realising,

it'll be the end of our O's.

ytd sat fer history paper.

evrythng that i studied came out as

SBQ and SEQ.

CHP 6 came out!

if i noe i study chp 6 only siaaa.

all along,my forte has been in chptr 6.

cez last yr mid yr exams and N LEVEl,

i did chptr 6.

then this yr's mid yr exams and prep exm

i did chptr 6 AGAIN.

u imagine lahhhh,

how i got sick and tired of chptr 6.

HAHAHHAHAHAHA.

so ytd after history paper,

went to NASIHA's house

to send her,her burfdae prezie

which falls on 25th oct.

since she's so crazy over strawberry shortcake.

i bought her strawberry stufffs

namely

-strawberry shortcake shoe

-strawberry shortcake highlighters

and

-strawberry curtain.

so we spent our afternoon and evenings

fixing the curtain, laughing

and talk crap.

AWESOME.

i'll upload the pic of her room.

CRAZZZZIE SIAAAA!

anw,i bake fer bf cookies fer

his burfdae on 20th oct.

i'll upload pics in the next entry yeahhh.

so later heading off to civic.

not going to JB with family

cez dad wants me to study.

anw,plan to head off to nas house after

self study :)

LOVE THAT I HOPE SHALL NEVER PERISH. AMIN.

feel like blogging and here i am.

in 7hrs time im gonna sit fer my chem paper

and here i am blogging.

wapiang. mengundang maut siaaa.

anw,will be heading off to civc at 9.15am.

study like M A D. at arnd 1.15pm i shall head off to sch.

MUST BE THERE P U N C T U A L L Y.

though paper starts at 2.30pm,

i dislike rushing and chasing the time.

so ytd,went out with bf and his friends,went jln raya.

i brought some of my chem wkshts to study.

met bf after a month not meeting him.

and omg,i miss him truckloads.

it was awesome ytd. the only exception was

i had a migraine. pfffft.

crack riddles with his fren,sham,

was awesome siaaaa.

visit to his army's fren house,

halim,was even better!

that dude is filled with H U M O U R. and omg!

i LOVE ppl with H U M O U R.

to top it off,all of his friends

are A W E S O M E.

unfortunately,i headed off home arnd 8.40pm

cos ive already given my werd to dad

that i'll be home early.

this yr din get to raya at bf's house.

perhaps next year yeahhh.

met shafiqah fer a while and we hug

like nobody's business! nyahha.

then by the time i reached home,

my head was spinning like a top.

chatted with nas and head off to slp.

ive no idea why,but im starting to think

that nasiha is my bf and not fazli.

cez honestly,i spend MORE time with her.

furthermore,we never fail to call each other

and chat like crazieeeeee evry single day.

ohhh how much i love her.

and now,talking abt nasiha.. im missing amirah fatin.

btw,my 2nd bestfriend called me on sunday. i was overwhelmed with joy.

afterall,he din ferget me :)

now u noe who's my 2nd bestfriend,

go figure out who's the first :)

will upload pics on the next entry :)

am here for a moment.

cos i feel like sharing with u what hpnd ytd.

so ytd went to the kids house.

i cant say it here it's confidential.

then went to have lunch with sister at mcd NP.

by the time i was lazy already to head

off to civic.

so i decided to tag along with her to town.

we went to kinokuniya at taka.

OMGGGGGG!

im soooo LOVING that bookstore!

there are all kinds of genres of books!

i dun care!

after my o's when i werk.

im gonna spend most of my money

on the books i want rather than on food!

im gonna purchase that hitler's diary,Mein Kamp.

and im gonna purchase ALLLL the books abt abuse cases.

OMG OMG!

i cant wait to complete my o levels!

HAHAHHAHAHHHA.

and i also cant wait to shop with SOMEONE,

cos we already planned when westart werking,we're gonna

have a day off to shop.

like evry friday.

maybe this friday shop for clothes.

the next wk shop for accesories.

and the following wk shop for cosmetics

and MORE!

i soooo cannot wait.

but for now,O LEVELS!

so sister bought fer me this HIDTORY DVD

which i presume will come handy fer my history paper.

and it's cheap!

normally it wud cause a bomb.

bt then HMV had and offer.

WOOOOOHOOOOO.

okehhh i shall go now.

am going out to stdy.

:)

much sombreity im having nw.

honestly,i hv never felt this way.

im missing my bestfriend soo much.

havent been contacting him fer some time.

smsed him and he din reply.

but i dun think that he is avoiding me.

why shud he?

well maybe he's busy and very busy

for sch and raya.

ive never miss a friend until

i cn feel that it affects me.

shall go now.

im here for a while only.

IF URE READING,U NOE WHO U ARE

:(

im dropping by fer a few mins to

announce that today is F A Z L I ' S burfdae!

and so is akmal's burfdae.

wished them both liao.

bot not fair sia.

su was the first one to wish my bf

and i came in second. pffffffftt.

HAHAHAHHAHAHA.

okeyyy gtg liao.

STUDY STUDY STUDY O LEVELS O LEVELS AWAYYYYYYYYYY.

will be posting several days happenings in this post.

on monday,there was no sch.

decided to go stdy at civic,then right after went to nas house

cos others are coming to raya at her place.

reached her place arnd 2pm going 3pm.

din meet up with bf cos he had to go mustafa ctr and

i had something on.

sorrie dear. meet u up sooooooooon.

stayed at nas house and had lots of fun.

watched this sho and i saw her cried. HAHAHHAHA.

then she wanted to make up my face and she did.

talked and talked with her and her mom.

helped her mom put money in envelopes.

ate nasi lemak and MORE!

waited for so long fer the others to come.

then when others had gone home,i still stayed at her house

bu tlocked ourselves in her room cos her aunt and uncle came.

so it was 7.15pm and i was still at her house

cos she refused to let me go as she wanted to

distur me with her 'ayob bro'

HAHAHAHHAHAHA.

so went hm and reached arnd 7.50pm,

by then i was sooo tired.

i bathe a.s.ap as my friends

were otw to raya at my place.

dad interviewed and talk to them.

then after i tag along with them and headed off to

nadya's, rahimi's, mardhiah's and aziee's house.

IT WAS AWEEEEEEESOMEEE.

i had lots of fun and laughter.

aziee's house was the last and it was already midnight.

we din stay her house that long as we have

sch like 6hours later!

so went hm by cab tgthr with is,rahimi and mira.

i alighted first.

by the time i reached hm it was already 12.30am.

and to think i have sch that day later on.

slept and i did go to sch but got out

off the sch early and had breakfast with friends at LJS.

then headed off to civic with fidzah to stdy.

she went off at 1.30pm

where as i went off at 4.15pm.

YTD WAS TIRING.

then i headed off to kumon.

and by the time i reached home,it was already 7.30pm

called bf and miss him sia.

today i wont be going sch as u can see what time is it now.

it's 7.32am liaooooo.

im heading off to NLB at bugis there arnd 8am

to study till evening.

since im having 'japan' then i can stay there till late.

only some ppl will noe what japan is.

go figure out lahhhhh.

okehh gtg pronto.

FAZLI FZALI I MISSSSSSSS YOUUUUU LAHHHHHH.

it's monday today and there's no school. will be going to study at civic with zaina. then later after that will be meeting bf. MISS HIM LAHHHHHHHHH. so may be tmr im gonna start fasting. it's pay back time lahhhh. then insya'allah, 'puasa enam' not much to post today as it is still only 9.30am in the morning. O LEVEL PRACTICAL is 3-4days from now and OMG. i know my tone for this entry sounds so monotonous and ive no idea why. yeahh yeahhh,gtg now. SHOWER TIME!

aisyah qistina and her mak ngah :)

today's the second day of raya and today is way better than ytd's. tdy went raya with two families to mom's side of relatives. AWESOME. snap pics here and there. frankly,im more close to my relatives of my mom's side. may be because dad's side are all those intellectual ppl. whatever so,they're nice and awesome ppl. reached home arnd evening and was so exhausted. waited for cik nabsah's arrival for hours. was doing my self study when then so long lost nanny who took care of me years and years ago came. followed by cik nabsah then the neighbour downstairs and cik haron and cik nani. OMG. my house was filled with people. but i t was GREAT! and so i miss kak su sooo much! nanny's daughter. will be going out with her after my o's. i'll be uploading pics later in the next entry k. so tmr,iskandar invited 5NA kiddos to go jln raya. however,i have my plans,which is to go study tmr with zaina. soo yes pp,will upload in a few mins time. BF BF I MISSSSSSSSS U!

really,i was on the fone when suddenly she asked to snap a photo with her. a while ago i had saved my entry i typed in the draft.

when i searched fer it,it was nowhere!

and i was soo pissed off.

now,im toooooo lazy to start all over again.

TOOOO BADD.

ive just completed vaccuuming the whole house

to bits and pieces at the edges and corners.

im perspiring now and i guess it's good exercise :)

well today is the last day to clean the house high and low

cos tmr is already raya!

gosh,time flies fast w/o us realising.

soon,i'll noe,it will be the o's and then end of o's!

SO FAST!

im thinking of a resolution fer next year.

when i have come up with it,i'll see if

i'll post the entry here yeahhh.

will be going study with the-person-who-must-not-be-named at civic.

it's not that i dont wanna name that person.

it's because,i dun wan any jealousy or any person thinking differently

to happen and then resulting to an argument.

im sorrie im leaving u clueless,but i hafta.

then after studying,heading off to CWP and AMK hub.

today,i intended not to attend school as

today's subjects are not the core ones.

i miss bf soo much,if he happens to read

this,noe that i miss u!

and the only possible day we will meet up is next week.

bf has been spending time with his friends often

and ive no problems with that if u think i do.

hey guys still need to hang around with

their friends even if they have their gf.

as for me,i have been spending most of my time

with nas.

i guess the bond just gets stronger.

i read fiqq and rainee's blog and it sumhow

hit my mind.

one of the sentence rainee stated,"Friends get jealous over friends?"

that is real cool cos

ive been having that thought since forever!

why do friends get jealous over friends?

i so dont get it -___-

it might be that they(not fiqq and rainee lah)

are insecure and afraid of losing that friend.

okeh nvm,maybe i'll have that answer

in the future who knows.

yeahh ppl,gtg liao.

need to shower and head off to civic!

HAPPIE RAYA TO ALL MUSLIMS!

:)

bf's used to be dreadlocks. yeah that was bf's hair in the past.

as soon as he was administered to the army for his NS,

his hair has been chopped off short.

and i mean real SHORT.

i cant wait fer bf to finish his NS a.k.a ORD

then i hope he'll be keeping

his hair until long and

dreadlocked it again.

only then i can play and toy with his hair :)

not fair,his ex got the feeling of having a bf with

dreadlocks hair :(

HAHAHAAHAHHAHAHAHAH.

i shall go now for

i have kumon later :)

went to sch today.

was rather boring.

nasiha din turn up last min

as she overslept.

i bet i wont be coming tmr.

cos there's like nothing

going on tmr.

so i shall just study at civic tmr

and go out after that to bugis

to get my nails manicured :)

im sad right now cos

ALL MY MARINE FISHES ARE DEAD :(

tmr is the eve of raya and im excited

cos my relatives will be at my house!

okeyy ppl,gtg liao.

MUAHHHH.

-156-158cm

-once and the taste bluek.

-hell NO.

-i make friends,not enemies. it's a NO.

-seldom.

-they're not hot.

-i prefer raya songs.

-plain distilled water.

-almost there around 3-4.

-bracelets and rings.

-i doubt so cos they're not useful fer me.

-HUMOUR.

-kitchen knives lahh tambi.

-u cursing me is it? NO LAH.

-full or nickname?

SITI FAIRUZANA.

-nice shower. sleep. meet bf.

-bread. ock's prawn nugget. lemon tea.

-distilled water. distilled water and distilled water.

SERIOUS! u said regularly what.

-3.30am

-still dare to ask me. havent been reading my blog ahh?

O LEVELS DEFINITELY.

-i simply LOVE not hate.

-HOME.

-club/pubs.

-home and sleep.

-definitely meenachi.

-RED.

-black. purple.

-never in my whole entire life.

-NEVER once and never will.

-i dun sing i talk to myself.

-ghosts.

-nothing.

-wahlauuu,i laugh everyday sia.

i think probably people's humour.

-that heart warming and touching mly story.

-got knocked down by a taxi.

-almost all sia.

-li ting.

- BOO. whitechicks. kecoh2 raya.

- ugly. to kill a mockingbird.

a child called 'it'. the lost boy.

a man named dave. a brother's journey.

silent sisters. reader's digest.

want me to continue?

-i dun really favour chocolates.

-that part i havent think of it yet :)

-entertain my cuzzin and do maths simultaneously.

-look at the time.

-put down the fone ending my conversation with nas.

it's 7.08am now and yes i dun intend to go to sch.

today is wednesday and it means BORRRINGGG day.

cos the core subjects are not today, it's tmr.

so later am gonna do my self study at civic.

so ytd,din sleep until it was 2.30am.

was watching horror movie if my cuzzin who

hapen to appear at my doorstep last minute.

after that show,we talked and talked.

actually,din intend to sleep cos at 3.30am would

be having early breakfast for puasa.

nas also wont be going to sch today.

later in the afternoon we're heading towards

town to purchase concealer and etc.

raya is just a few days from today.

i am excited cos i get to meet up with all my relatives.

ppl,brb okehh.

and my entry will be a brief one.

been having late night studying

and it is affecting me as i lack

of SLEEP. SLEEP. SLEEP. SLEEP.

nvm abt that,after my o's

i have all the time to myself to SLEEP.

for now,i'll just hafta burn midnights oil

and tolerate the eyebags not

forgetting to endure the torturous preparation for o's.

wont be elaborating much what had happen today cos

nothing much interesting happened.

the maths that i have been studying since sec 3 till now

is ELEMENTARY MATHS a.k.a E-MATHS.

however,i joined KUMON early this year.

the BADDDD news is, i am struggling

myslef doing BASIC ADDITIONAL MATHS a.k.a A-MATHS.

can u imagine?

an E-MATHS student doing A-MATHS?

im struggling i swear.

i almost breakdown during my tuition just now.

okehh okehhh.

i shall go now.

starting my self study after this.

tmr is wednesday and raya falls on friday.

tmr will be going out to town with nas

to buy concealer and etc.

yeah yeahhhh.

im off!

bf's not werking fer a week.

unfortunately,i doubt i'll be meeting him.

muahh ppl.

yeahh im blogging now so what?

been studying consecutively these days

and i deserve a break.

so yes, self studied at civic ytd.

met nasiha as she was waiting fer her mom.

so we were like sooo stoopid doing stoopid stuffs.

HAAHA.

and they headed off to johor.

her momma bought me a mascara at avon.

i like!

okeyyyyy then

meet dad and bro at yishun.

dad drove us to Pasir Ris Farmway

to find for marine fishes.

damn i tell you.

the fishes are not only beautiful

but it's also expensive.

so yeahhh,having marine fishes

is rather expensive.

cos marine fishes needs constant monitoring.

must buy some thingy that

checks the minerals in the aquarium.

yes,mineral. like calcium, nitrate, acidity and alkalinity and MORE!

wahhhhhpiannnng.

one lightning fish cost 5bucks,that's the name okey.

the cute nemo cost 3bucks.

ytd,we bought 4 fishes,which costed us

like 16bucks.

that excludes the medicine and more.

okeyyyyy,like why am i typing what hpnd ytd?

okehh nvm.

nothing much hpnd today.

went to the kiddos house to teach them.

then was suppose to head off to religious class

but i was late so i went to my aunt's house instead.

spent an hour there then headed off hm.

hardly talk to bf today due to the hectic schedule i had.

and i miss him ler.

helped polished the woody furnitures at hm.

i was so exhausted that i fell asleep after a few hours polishing it.

in my living room,about 80% of the furnitures are

wood that requires polishing.

someday i'll upload the picture lahhh.

i want to meet bf soon sehh.

and after blogging,im gonna do my self study.

yeahh yeahhh ppl.

gtg now.

the thought of o levels makes my heart sink.

ive found the simple yet awesome blogskin.

was editing it halway just now.

but i noe that im unable to complete editing

it by today.

it takes at least a few days to

produce a decent blog.

so i saved it and i guess i'll edit

it after my o levels :)

gtg now!

nid to shower!

i MISS BF truckloads!

MUAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA.

a week to raya lahhhh. HAHHA.

hey it's 6.20am now.

couldnt bring myself back to slp after sahur.

usually i could but no idea why i cant today.

so i thought that in the meantime,

to wait for the sun to rise,

i shall blog.

HAHHAHAHAHHAHA.

ytd night class was awesome.

but before heading off for nightclass.

nasiha went to my house.

she was helping out in cooking fried rice.

the fried rice is for break fast anw.

after that,hafidzah came to my house.

then we together head off to sch.

really really did my self study.

went home at abt 8+

where the night class ended.

reached hm about 15mins to 9pm.

so rest fer a while and

started my self study again.

kol nas in between my study break.

we open to each other many things.

it's confidential so i shall nt say it here.

well anw,miss bf miss bf.

i cant wait to get my nails manicured :)

and btw,im taking the risk of going

to my O LEVEL PRAC with

my nails manicured.

HAHAHHAHAHAH.

i noe it's not worth the risk.

but hey,i pay 21bucks to have

my nails manicured for 6days?

wth.

why 6days u might be wondering?

so okeyy.

raya is on the 13th and i'll be having

my nails manicured on the 12th.

then my O LEVEL PRAC is on the 18th.

doesnt that make up to 6days?

HAHAHHAHAH.

but fret not,im having french manicure

which means,my nails are like the colour of my nails.

wait,i doubt u understand what im crapping.

well,i'll upload the nails when i can grab hold of the pic yeahhh.

HAHHAHHAHA.

and why do i bore you with my

desire to have my nails manicured?

i dont think u care too yeahhh.

AHHAHAHHAH.

will be going to civic today to have my self study.

and i am queueing up at the entrance

like how others do.

by doing so,having a seat is a guarantee.

so be punctual :)

then maybe today might be following dad to Pasir Ris

to purchase colourful MARINE fish.

M-A-R-I-N-E.

how awesome can that be?

okehhh ppl,i'll be back soon.

i wante search for new skins :)

O LEVELS is few weeks away and so is raya.

not much things have affected or happened lately

except for the consistent self study ive been doing.

even if many things happened,

i suppose im too tired to elaborate on it.

puasa is gonna end soon and

then muslims can start to EAT EAT EAT

publicly.

HAHAHHA.

anw,today is the 5th od oct.

it's my dear HAIDAH's burfdae!

i was the second person to wish her :)

haidah,if u happen to read,happie

burfdae yeahhh.

and i pray that all ur dreams will come true.

btw,ytd was SYAFIZAH's burfdae and ive no idea

what im the how many person who

has wished her :)

yeahhhh people,i gtg now.

i wud really really love to continue blogging

but i shall stop before the addiction starts.

update soon!

i miss bf more than i miss my dead fishes :)

muahh!

im home from sch and see!

i havent take off my sch uniform and straight

away here i am,blogging.

i think i'll hafta ask mom or dad

to hold on to the adaptor.

wait,there's the lappie too!

so i guess it wont really work.

OMG!

i hafta hafta stop blogging fer temporary but

it's so hard.

yeah nothing is impossible.

im trying okeyy,trying hard.

aftr this i'll be resting fer a while

as i had a terrible migraine in the morning

and it was close to killing me!

ahahhah.

im good at exaggerating at times.

today was totally bluek.

cos i feel rather lethargic,tired and shaggered.

well anw,no matter how lethargic,tired and shaggered i am.

i still hafta get my arse to the night class in sch later.

after break fast,will be meeting bf at his area.

he seldoms like really seldom head to my area

cos it's not that he doesnt want to.

it is always me who forbids him to.

forbid eh. ahahah.

see,im exagerrating agn.

alah,lets just put it this way.

i rather go to his area and furthermore,

i have my bus concession.

so i can make my concession worth it :)

and to dear mira,if u hpn to read this entry.

last minute,i din get to do my late night self-study

cos by then,i was tooo tired :)

O LEVELS is not getting any later,instead,SOONER!

aiyahhh.

i keep saying for the umpteenth time to buck up.

yet i still fail to do so.

well,i do study but not consistently which that MUST NOT hpn!

lahhhh,i guess i must stop talking and put everything

i say i will do

into actions.

ahhh ppl,gtg pronto.

update u maybe soon or later.

ahahahah.

muah!

today marks childrens day which is also a new month

which also takes me closer to O LEVELS.

wapiang. im half prepared sia.

well anw,anthr 20mins my sch will start and yet i am

glued to the chair,blogging.

i guess ive to admit,

that im addicted to blog.

time and again ive been telling myself

to blog rarely for temporary

and go full time blogging after my o's.

however,i think due to

my addiction to blog,i keep coming back

after a few days to blog.

even,when my schedule is tight,i'll still find the time to blog.

this doesnt make sense.

cos if im willing to find a time to blog,then

i must be willing to find MORE time to study.

*sighs*

it's gonna be 7am soon and

i havent even packed my bag.

see!

i could have used the time for 3mins ago to pack my bag,

but instead im blogging.

someone really needs to knock some sense into me.

okehhh ppl,gtg pronto.

i miss bf :)