Heyy people! Was supposed to update like 13hours ago during break but then was so caught up with preparation for presentation so had to brush u off aside. But Im back now.

So yeahhh, I got back home in like half an hour ago from work, and am damn exhausted. But yeahh whatever bull. School was okay today despite the fact that I was having migraines due to fasting. Learnt alot today regarding financing stuff (:

Okayy so yeahh. Last Friday was a blast, date with my pri sch bestfriend, Joanne despite the fact that we couldn't catch the movie, You dont mess with Zohan. But yeahh it's okay shit happens (: What matters more was that, we were able to spend more quality time with each other. We had alot to catch up cos we have missed out on each other's life so much. On a lighter note, tmr another date with Joanne is definitely going to happen, or I'll strangle my bones. Haha loads of bull!

I'll be having my test tmr and screwballs cos Im going to sch tmr cos of that, if not, I dont intend to go to school -_- I might not be going school on wednesday cos I need to catch up on my maths revision cos O level maths is 3 solid months away! And knowing how time flies like lightning, I better get something done pronto! So yeahhh, plan to mug like hell on that day and come up with a surprise visit for ______. I shant say who cos ______ reads my blog so yeahh. Haha!

Im left with 25 more days with my BEN 10 and of coz my W14M before we separate class. OMG! Really really time flies like lightning! Or strikes like lightning.

Hey people, I need to get lost from here cos yeahhh I have got other impt stuff to do. Ive gotta learn how to prioritise or I'll never get things done effectively (: So I'll update pronto but I cant promise. Anything can happen and it's best not to promise (:

Boyf, I love you. Nasiha bestestfriend, I miss and love you! And I sooo cant wait for tmr with Joanne! Love her loads! (:

Sorrrrry people for such a long time since Ive updated.

For the past two days, I had no time to blog. Cos it was the weekends and yeahh I had impt stuff to do on those days. The only time I have spare time to blog is on weekdays and yeahhh. I'll be uppdating later yeahhhh. I cant do a proper update now cos my lesson is starting any minute from now.

Monday blues -_-

I'll update on my date with Joanne sooooon, with pictures (: See ya!

I love my bestestfriend forever! (:

Will be having a date with Joanne after school, like half an hour from now (: Anw, I miss boyf very much, Bi I miss you ):

Heyy people! Apparently Im not in sch today cos Im down with fever and I have decided to stay at home to get more rest. Ytd after sch, I was on the verge of breaking down. I was sooo tired, I suddenly felt my backbone were dislocated though I know it's not. I stayed school until to near 9pm. I reached home and I didnt bother to change. With my clothes that I wore for the whole day ytd, I straight away went to sleep. That was how bad I was tired. Then woke up at 1am to complete the mileage.

Honestly, I was halfhearted whether to go sch or not cos my grades for today's module were all A and B then if today I din go, I'll get an X, then will be like very ugly lor ): But yeahh health comes first (: Even though Im at home, I still am helping my team mates out. But I have yet to see the problem statement so I can brainstorm and contribute my ideas to them (:

I dont think I'll be going out today, cos I really need rest and yeahhh I think I'll be changing my skin, yeahh again. But wait, Im still considering abt it (: JK asked me to go back to sleep but I dont know why, no matter how late I sleep, I'll still wake up early. I just cant bring myself to sleep until 12 to 1pm I just cant.

I'll be back later yeahh, trying out for new skins (: Oh anw, Him and I, looks like it's getting better alr (:

Busy busy busy. We wont be contacting each other cos he needs some time off so yah. Im going fer my psychology talk soon. Date with Joanne this friday yay!

I'll wait for u to make a come back. I just want u to do what u need, what's best for u.

I cant concentrate after listening to the song he told me to. A phrase in the song says it all. If u want to say it, just go ahead. Dont give me hints.

It's on the rocks, again but this time, worse.

I dont think I'll be updating just yet, Im mentally drained and affected by _______. But I will pronto. Give me time.

):

So many things to share yet so little time. Maybe later, like yeah later later (:

I cant concentrate. I try hard, damn hard

not to be affected by it but I always get affected by it.

Focus zana. Focus.

You have decided to ignore me.

How punkrock is that?

Time ticks fast. Time flies fast.

W/o knowing it today is already friday.

W/o knowing it's alr 2years and how many months with him.

W/o knowing it Im alr studying in Polytechnic.

Time Really flies fast. As the saying goes,"Time waits for No man"

Tift getting worse and he decided to

ignore my conversation on msn.

Not once but many times.

Rude dont u think?

At least reply and say lazy to communicate lah

then I wont be hanging clueless

So I blocked him and when

we're okay then I'll unblock him. Childish I know haha!

Even rejected my calls

and ignore my smses.

He never reject my calls definitely

he's so pissed at me that's why he

rejected my call.

I believe this time will pass. And oh, you almost ended it.

Heyy people! Hiak hiak dush dush with boyf ytd over a trivial matter *roll eyes*

He thought I was being flirty but I thought I was being friendly to this mcd rider. Had a tift but Im sure this moment will pass over. It always do (:

So yeahh I have plan for what I'll be doing later. Sorry nana but I wont be going for ur pit lahh syg. I'll be mugging in sch. I really wanna go but the transportation not easily accessible plus Im working early morning tmr. Sorry na (:

I'll be updating on my adventure camp first then other events will be updated in the next post.

So yeahhh the camp was fun, what made it like crap was the weather and the sleeping time plus the sleeping temperature. No pictures lor except those three photos that I snapped of the camp but then Im too lazy to upload those. Haha!

Eh brb! Im having class now! (: Okay Im back! Anw, Im happy lor (: My team won the best team for debate ytd *quirks eyebrow*

Moving on, yeahh my adventure camp. The first day was awesome lah. Though tiring, but it was worth it. Knowing that I cycle for about 12.5km is a great achievement man *quirks eyebrow* All the campers slept like 6.30am man. We cycled from 10pm to 2am then we had to pitch tents. I tell u damn tired man. Sleeping at 6.30am and waking up at 8am,yeahh wth. But really cudnt sleep. It was very nice to keep seeing an aeroplane right above you every 4minutes. How cool is that? Haha! Even when u sleep u can hear the aeroplane sound, and now I think I miss the sound. Haha!

2nd and 3rd day was okayylah not bad (: But the last night of the 2nd day was the best when we make preparations for the skit. Damn fun! 3rd day was touching when everyone sang together the doa perpisahan song. Someone even cried. Haha! Then there was mom and dad fetching me! Yay! Haha!

I guess I inherited the interest of camping from dad (: Heyy people,will be updating again later. I feel quite down now cos of my tift with boyf and we're doing it still now! But Im not gonna let that affect my performance in class. Till then goodbye (:

Yes peopleee! Finally I have completed editing my skin! (: I have yet more things to do, from updating my adventure camp to the outing I had with Fahmy and to the debate I had this afternoon in school. I'll do it real sooooooooooooon with pictures and etc ya? (: Sorry that if my entries these few days are pretty short and simple. Well I believe simplicity is the best (: And ohhh, time flies fast. Darn fast. Tell me abt it man *Roll eyes*

Will be back pronto. And I miss my impt loved ones excluding my parents lah- Nasiha, Fazli, Fahmy, Nad and Zaina

Okaaaaaay Ive changed skin like finally *roll eyes* Haha! This is the skin that I was referring in the previous previous post. Will edit sooon no time now cos I gotta go meet Fahmy pronto. Eh k bye (:

Hey babies! Im at NLB. Just got back from O level seminar so yah din go sch cos it defeats the whole purpose lor. By the time I reach school, it's already 2+ pm -_-

I know I know I havent change skin. Well I almost did lor. Ytd night, tiringly, I edited some of it lor but screwed up cos I was soo sleepy and despite that, I still continue editing and did wrongly ended up deleting everything then off to sleep.

Will be meeting Fahmy later. I miss my boyf, Fazli and my bestestf, Nasiha.

Hey guys a proper update tmr. Fer now I'll just edit and change skin yahhh :) Now Im addicted to that song ; Lucky by Jason Mraz feat Colbie Caillat. Lucky Im in love with my bestfriend *sings*

Heyy guys! Yeah am busy again! Cant dig out time to blog. Will do maybe tmr yah cos I wont be going sch, I have some impt workshop going on. I miss blogging btw :) Will change the skin pronto yeahh. Eh k bye gtg.

Hey guys! Im back from camp but I wont update yet.

Very dead beat plus sch reopens tmr! Ahhhh! I'll update asap

when I can ya. Toodles.

Heyyy dudes and dudettes! Just now was tired lahhh, very.

Went out with mom and bro as I have said and yeahh bought clothings lor.

Went to Bimla and the clothings suck man, okayy well fer me lahhh huh.

Then went to cwp walked around.

Then went to Anglia, I bought a samurai clothing, well the pattern actually,

cost 60 bucks! WTH! Mom bought two other clothings which cost 160bucks.

Thanks Momma :)

The outing was okay lah except that the weather spoilt my mood like 525835083jhfej

Will be working tmr and yay! That means I get to see my kids again! :) So yeahhh, I wont be updating fer a few days cos yeahh, who the hell brings their laptop when camping? *roll eyes*

Ive packed all my stuff and OMG, friggggggggggging big sia my backpack. I feel as though Im going for backpack travelling like some eurasian and caucasians who travels with their backpack.

I look simirlarly like them with the bag, the only thing that makes us different is that, Im not a Eurasian lor, or I would have look exactly like them. Haha! And you know what the worse thing is? Mom weighed my backpack with all the stuff and it weighs 10kg! Honestly! That is like double the weight of rice grains sold at supermarket. Imagine me cycling with the backpack. Ahh it's okayy. Im sure it'll be heaps of fun!

Dad told his stories of him camping back then and omg soo awesome! He gave me tips on what and what not to do. He loves camping and those adventure stuff. I must have inherited that interest from him *quirks eyebrow* Talking about DAD, I'll be doing for him an advance card for father's day! I love you dad! Okayy people, gtg already! Dun worry, I'll be back soooooooooon and ohh Im damn excited for tmr especially cos we wont be sleeping at all! Not until the next day 6am! Woooohooo! Will miss blogging lor! Haha! Mwahhhhh!

Sorry cant change skin yet.

Dont have the time yet lor.

Didnt go sch tdy cos was preparing

for my camping stuff tmr.

Apart from that, going out with mom

and bro to Bimla.

To buy baju Hari Raye. Haha, Really.

Most probably lor.

Not that we're eager ah, but cos

we can be bothered to buy during

the fasting month where there

are many people.

Besides, shops are having sale now

so why not put it to good use?

Value for money okayy :)

Shop smart not shop hard *Quirks Eyebrow*

And Im still feeling upset

thinking of myself not attending

Fahmy's performance. Syit Syit Syit.

Yeahh Syit happens, tell me abt it :)

I sooo dread going to sch on monday cos

my camp ends on sunday

and Im pretty sure I'll be so

exhausted by then.

When sch reopens, there's another 8 weeks

to spend time with BEN 10 and W14M!

OMG!

Time flies fast and by the time we know it,

it's already 8weeks.

Boyf's having exam today

All the best abg hot! Haha!

And Im soo gonna miss my late

night talks with Nas and Boyf

when Im camping.

Hey okayyy, gtg alr.

Update sooooooooooooooon

And I dunoe why the hell my paragraphs are like that. haha!

Heyy people! Totally Dead Beat today or rather ytd. Had breakfast with mom and bro at ya kun kaya toast then headed off to sch to mug. Yeah damn tired lor. Then met Nas at town thinking of getting my camp stuff but didnt. We ended up shopping, or rather accompany her shop cos Im saving $$$$ for ZARA sale :) And I know when is the starting of ZARA sale but am not allowed to tell cos ZARA staff will definitely scold me cos if I do tell others, they'll wait for the sale instead. Haha. So yeah we went into soo many shops, from Forever 21 to Topshop to Nike to Mango to ZARA to Guess to bebe to dorothy perkins and more! Then went city hall to chill and wait for Zahidah to arrive, we chilled at Gloria Jean's Coffees.

Zahidah arrived and we chatted and chatted then made our way off to buy Nasiha's mom's doughnut which had a very long queue. Then went to The Body Shop to get Zahidah's stuff then off we go home. Very very tired indeed, From Far East Plaza to Wisma Atria to Takashimaya. And that was not the end, thinking I was able to rest when I reached home was wrong. Since Im going camping for the next 3days, I'll need a tent and so Mom and I searched high and low for the tent and finally got it after so long clearing the store room. Ive yet to pack my stuff.

Update again! :)

I'll swap the skin tmr, later to be specific :)

Went to sch today and was half hearted whether to cab to school or not. In the end I didnt. Haha. Okay so mug in sch like hell and also surf the net simultaneously. Well, that's the disadvantage of having internet connection when mugging :) So yeahh right after went to Kumon earlier cos Nas wants to meet at town so I did. Just for u babbby How sweet ya. Haha! Met Nas and Zahidah at town accompanying them savour their waffles :) Then thought of getting stuff for father's day but ended up walking to somerset talking and playing games. Haha. Then tiringly, headed off home :) Dead beat.

Nasiha my bestestfriend in the whole wide world!

How happy I was to be able to meet and spend time with Nas and Zahidah, I am still sad. WHY? Cos I wont be able to make it to Fahmy's performance this friday! OMG! I was sooooooo upset I wanted to cry :( I want to be there for him to cheer and support him. Oh my. Fahmy said it's okay, he'll do a recording for me and perhaps perform for me LIVE some other day. Haha. Thanks bestfriend! He told to me to just go ahead with my camp cos I will have great experiences. I hope ur performance will rock the audiences socks ya!

Zahidah my most awesome coolest gerek quite close friend!

Seeing my schedule for the camp, I am excited over it *quirks eyebrow*

I hope I'll have heaps of fun during the camp! Especially during the night owl which I think is the night owl, Night cycling and the walk off survival. That one sounds scaryyyy Haha! Okayyy people, tmr will hafta go sch to mug early morning cos Im going out with Nas around noon to do some catching up so I'll update pronto. And ohh the weather now is sooo cooool and makes me feel so serene. It has been quite some time since it rain at night :) And I still remember what you said, about stargazing with me. Ohh I soo can do that during the camp :)

The schedule looks so damn packed and I hope it'll be soooo gerek!

To Boyf who is working now until late morning later, Pls do have ample rest. You just finish your work at 10pm and now you're doing another one. I love u babbby, I love u now I love u then :)

Guess what people? Im too lazy and running out of time to hunt for new skins.

Besides, I already have heaps of it saved it's just that I need to edit it. Troublesome too lor.

On a lighter note, Ive decided to swap the skin for my private blog and this blog.

The private skin I'll use for this and this skin I'll use for my private blog.

Haha. Easy right =) My private blog's skin's quite lively and vibrant =)

I'll change it pronto, fer now I have other more important things to do :)

I'll be changing skin pronto. Am hunting for new skins now ^_^ Same old skin will bore me man :) brb.

Am in sch, update pronto prolly a few more hours.

HIS CUTE ISNT IT?!

Okayyy now I have decided to blog. Perhaps a frigging long one and PLS dont cease to exist can. Talking abt cease to exist, you know who you are, I miss you lahhh. You ceased to exist, just like that. Why am I not surprised. Hah enuf about it.

So yeahhh that saturday went out with Zaina and her jiejie and it was cool :) I really miss her and I was so touched when she said Im the only friend she contacts. Awww babbbby Zaina. I was even more touched when she said Im the only true friend of her who stood by her, awww *melts* Okayy nvm. Anw, Nasiha, Fahmy, Zaina and Nadirah will be the four that I want to grow old with, to be in contact even though we're married in the future. Haha. Sounds absurd but hey,anything is possible :)

Okayy so I was pondering upon my secondary school days, How I miss those times badly. Especially the last two years of my sec sch days - sec 4 and 5. How I miss those 4dudes I was close to, Fuad, Din, Zul and Mael. These 4 dudes are simply the best! How I miss the times we joked, teased each other, you 4 bullying me, laughing over stooopid jokes. Ohh those good days. I'll upload their phots when I have the time yah cos their photos are in my pc and im using laptop anw :) Lazy to transfer. Haha. And then there's these 3 ladies, Nadirah, Faiznah and Syafiqah. These three buddies of mine made my secondary 4 life awesome. Got into trouble together, do dumb things together, Laugh together, joke together and all together lahh. I really miss those days :( Maybe it's true of what people say, poeple will tend to appreciate or treasure other s more when they're gone. Well, I guess it's human nature after all hor. I miss you 7 people!

Easy say eh, I miss secondary 4 and 5 of my life :( SOOO BADLYYYYY.

On a lighter note, Poly life isnt that bad either. Either that or I havent taste the sour side of Poly Life. However, we should always be postitive to accept changes. Thank God, I adapt to changes pronto and that I can get along very well with people. With my BEN 10 in W14M, Poly life is awesome! Unfortunately, will be changing class next semester. Well, people need changes I believe. Changes is good :) It's just how you want to see it. People need changes so that they arent couped up in thei nutshell or be comfortable in their comfort zone. As a result, the society suffers cos when there are no changes there wont be a fast paced competitive society and all those technologies advancing. I Love You BEN 10!

Im happy and Im honoured that Fahmy invited me to his performance this friday :) And he said he wants me there :) OMG. How sweet is that.. Hey dont get it wrong okayyy,we're bestfriends. I still remember back then when we were young how dumb and naive we were. From becoming friends to lovers to becoming a couple to ending it to contacting back to argument with faz and then back to being friends then to bestfriends. Thus this is the reason why I want him as one of my people I want to grow old with :) By hook or by crook, I'll make it to ur performance okayyy Fahmy :)

Boyf has been lacking rest these days and babbby,pls get ample rest okayyy. It's ur exam week and do ur best ehhhhhh. Oh I know u will :) And babbby, even if I said I dont care of this and that, in reality I actually do. I love u still :)

To my bestestfriend that no one can ever replace, Nasiha.. I promise u this wednesday will be the day we spend time yahhhh. I miss u heaps abbby. And u know I love u no matter how busy or work maniac I may be. Sayang u lah bi!

"With perseverance, you can turn a metal rod into a fine needle"

Deade beat. Just got back from outing with Zaina and her jiejie. And hell yeahh I miss her. Among my friends, Nasiha, Fahmy, Nadirah and Zaina will be the ones I want to grow old with and be in contact till whenever wherever. Insya'allah. I'll update soon hor. Im gonna watch another movie or maybe drama. Yeah u got it right, watch in laptop. Okay sounds wrong but hell with it. Haha.

And Mohabatein is a sweet movie. Haha. I seldom watch bollywood movies so zip it. Haha. Okay update soon. Prolly monday. And NASIHA - Ive booked u for wednesday hor, SHOPPING!

Heyy people! Yeahhh Im abck, yeahh quite late huh. Well busy lahh today. Anw ya loads of things to tell. Went to work today despite supervisor telling me to take off. Why? Cos I miss my favourite kids on friday and I wont get to see them when sch reopen so I decided on coming today or rather yesterday actually. Then met Salina at woodlands then off to work. She was so touched that I went to woodlands to go with her, she thought I was from sch. Well, I was suppose to but didnt at the very last minute. Haha. Ok.

Work was pretty relaxing, easy say eh, it is always relaxing on fridays :) I was even more happier when I got to see my favourite kids! Especially FREDRIC NGO! OMG! He was so excited to see me then he hugged me and said he miss me! OMG! FREDRIC! I soooo love you lahhh babbby! Apart from that, I got my pay :) Not much but hey, Im working like once a week due to school wad ye expect? Besides, who would be so generous to give a few hundreds just like that? Haha. Well, FREDRIC really made my day! And also Hao Yi! And also those two eurasian twins!Ahhh mannn! I wanna work on fridays but eh no use. Cos by the time I finish sch and off to work and reach there, it's alread 6pm and what more, on fridays, lesson ends at 6pm haha! FREDRIC I LOVE YOU KIDDO! Haha!

Then after that went to have dinner at sakura with family and azzah for an advance father's day celebration cos I wont be home for the next three days next week cos Im going for the camp! Heh. Oh btw, I got my pay alr! Eh wait, I said that in the previous paragraph. Haha. I gotta turn in pronto cos Im working later and mind u, it's damn hell busy! So I need loads of rest to replenish my energy for later!

And YOU! Such a major mortification! Arghh! Hell with it! It's alr 2am and Im gonna upload my kids photos and off to bed. I need a peace of mind pronto.

MY MOST FAVOURITE KIDDO - FREDRIC NGO! I LOVE U HONEY!

HAO YI! :)

Okayy it's 2:13am now and Ive completed watching the whole drama! Haha! It's so darn late alr. I gotta turn in now. Wah,I'll definitely get a teribble headache later. Well Zana, you have yourself to blame. Haha. Okayyyyy Byeeee!

Haha! Guess what?! It's 12:55am now and Im still watching the chinese drama! Told u it's damn addictive! As a result, Ive been sleeping late and getting terrible migraines. Haha. But I shall face the consequencs lor. Okayyy now I wanna continue watching then I shall complete the last episode in the morning. Haha.

I shall do a proper update yeahhh :) So ytd went to sch per normal to do my self study then went to meet boyf at his place. He was sleeping then he went out with his shorts which actually isnt that short and with his tight fitting shirt ohh so cute. Haha. Felt like biting him but nooo, I wouldnt. Tak manis dipandang orang, what more now Im almost a full time mademoiselle in headscarf. Yeah you heard me right, almost full time.

We sat at this bench nearby his house and talked and bla3. With the cold wind and the company, nice. Then sent boyf to work and board bus back home. Though we spent a short period together, Im glad we still did.

So yeahh,I went sch late tdy. Haha. Cos I was busy watching the chinese drama, waterboys, at home. Watching dramas and movies really kills time and it's totally addictive. Purposely went sch not bringing my laptop, if not I'll be tempted to watch the drama again then ended up not studying. Haha. Okeh guess what, Fahmy just called to invite me to his performance next week! OMG! I wanna go! But I have an adventure camp going on. Ah damn! Okayy I got to work things out! The best thing is that Fahmy will be performing with Elango! OMG! Yes Elango! The dude with the awesome voice when he sings, AWESOME! His voice similarly like Craig David, Chris Brown, Usher and ahh you know those sort of people singing.

Okayy back to what I was saying. Yeahh when sch late and bla3. Nothing much today happened. And yeahh Im actually watching the drama now but pause to blog. Eh people, I gotta go bomb Pearl Harbour. BRB. Hey okayy Im back and ahh after bombing Pearl Harbour it hurts. Guess Ive not been eating much fruits these days. Okay so yeahh it's 10:47pm now and Ive been taking up so much time to blog by watching drama then pause to blog then go bomb Pearl Harbour then complete a survey at friendster. Haha.

Will be going sch again tmr and maybe work cos I really miss my fredric babbby! Have some family gathering on and supervisor said I could take off but then only tmr I can meet my kids at work, and not next friday cos I'll be going for the camp. Ahhh man! Okayy people, enjoy the pictures lahh huh. It's of ytd's and todays.

And today I look very the plain-jane cos I didnt wanna waste time looking good today just to go sch. Besides, I was already late for sch. Apart from that, my face also needs to breathe. Yes girls, believe it or not. hehe. And let me tell you, cab-ing is really addictive. Ive been cab-ing too frequent and it's not good. Really. To make matters worse, Im just spending my money on cab fare lor. Haha.

By right Im in sch now but Im lazing around on my bed since just now. Will still hafta go sch pronto.

And I so dont approve the idea of I-cant-play-behind-ur-back-but-u-can. Well tell me who on earth will approve that? Go get a life jerk and stop messing arnd with my cousin's life. If you wanna play dirty with other girls then let her go. People usually say that guys always have two girls, one for playing dirty, well if u catch the balls, and another one is for the real committed thing. If it's true of what people say, which I actually doubt so, then it's no surprise. But then I still believe not all guys are like that.

It's unfair to stereotype that just because a few does it then you assume, all guys are like that too. FRIGGING UNFAIR.

Syit happens. Jackass.

I hope Leona's boyf will have the mental strength to go through this moment of tragedy filled with sadness.

Im in sch and yeahh studying though it's sch hols. Will be meeting boyf for a while, just sit down and chill. Then back home perhaps.

People, pls treasure ur life no matter how horrendous the situation you might be in. Pls dont resort to suicide. Pls. It does not solve any problem. Suicide merely is avoiding the problem. I know it is easy said than done. That when one is in a depression state they cant think properly thus resorting to anything. Yes, anything.

Maybe this is one of the reason I want to be a counsellor or psychologist. I want to be able to listen to their cries and help. To help them overcome the obstacles in life. To touch their lives and make a difference. To be there for them when they need someone.

Leona Afiqa Wilson, May 1990 - June 2008, Rest In Peace. May u settle ur unfinished business in this world pronto and be able to cross over.

I'll update sooooon people! Anw, pay day's around the corner! Tmr to be specific *Quirks Eyebrow*

Now that I notice, there's no more or rather seldom, that 3words being said back. I cant really say no more but for sure, it's being said seldom alr. VERY seldom. Like the saying goes, Say what you mean, mean what you say. So in conclusion, if u dont mean it then dont say it. Easy? Uh-huh. Not that easy dude and dudettes. As always, easier said than done *Quirks eyebrow* Catch any balls? Yeahh. Syit happens and Im prepared for the better or worst.

Leona Afiqa Wilson, May 1990 - 3 June 2008, may you rest in peace. Oh dear. I was shocked when I got to know from Paula's blog that Leona passed away ytd 12noon at Perth. Thinking that she went to Perth to relax and have peace turned out differently. Although Im not close to her but I feel for her. Her previous post was on the day she committed suicide, 5 minutes before she post her entry in her blog. But she seemed 'normal' in her last entry. Indeed, Life is unpredictable. She committed suicide due to her depression state. No one heard her cries. No one listen. Her suicide note was sad and the last sentence she said was " Im so sorry bye" One of the reason of her depression was the uncountable hate-tags she had on her blog and many other more. So people, please learn ur lesson, cyber bully CAN lead to tragedy.

Im very grateful I have a perfect awesome family. Every time I hear of family problems especially between dad and daughter, I pity them cos my relationship with dad is awesome. I know not many daughters' get along well with their fathers thus I really value my dad. I really am grateful to Allah that he gave two most awesome parents for me. I really am grateful that my dad and I we get along very very well we can talk about everything. I really am grateful cos dad is always supportive of whatever I do. Im sad that not many daughters like me have this kind of relationship with their fathers. Some envy me of the family I have and I really hope that they'll have it too.

I want to get married to a husband like my dad. Who has everything. Who has a very awesome sense of humour. Who never get into debts. Who is able to get along well with his children. Who is able to shoulder his responsibility. Who is not hot tempered. Who has a strong faith and knowledge of Islam. Who never fails to give support and encouragement to his family. Who respects and takes good care of his parents and in-law. Who is able to lead the family.

Honestly, Dad you have done a wonderful job as a father. I cant tell you how proud I am of you but you sure do know that I am proud of you. I was so happy when you said if I were to pass away that I will go to heaven cos Im a good daughter. Unbelievable, but yeahh my eyes are filled with tears which are refusing to wet my cheeks.

Dad, you've always been my role model. I want to grow up to be like you. to have ur sense of humour and everything. Dad, you're the only man that my love will never perish, ily dad. I cant imagine how my life would be without you.

To the world you might just be one person, but to one person you might just be the world.

Sorry Ive been very busy although hols have started. Went to sch just now to study and purposely did not bring my laptop along as not to get distracted. I borrowed 3 books, social psychology, elements of counselling and basic counselling :) Then went off to work after studying in sch. Went to cotton on for a while to purchase a top. It's at half price ^_^ Work was cool :) I finally get to meet my favourite students on monday again :) Yay! But yeah not for long only for this and next week then I wont be seeing them again until God knows when.

Piece of bad news :( MY most favourite kid, Ethan will be changing his class day to friday. OMG. FRIDAY?! I wont be able to see him every week again like how I always do. Ohh babbby, I want to cry. He's like one of the reason why I always look forward to work. Babbby,pls change ur day back to saturday, pls :(

Will be going sch tmr again. Dont think Im going work tmr, sorry but studies come first :) To my late sec sch mate who was raped and thrown off a hdb flat, may ur R.I.P and I hope you will clear all ur unfinished business here and be able to cross over peacefully.

Everyone will die eventually. We never know when our turn will be.

But Im sure it'll be anytime.

People always fear death and yet they do nothing about it.

I will do something about it and that's a promise to myself.

Maybe that is one of the reason I havent been so intimate with boyf for so long.

Im so sorry dear. I just cant.

I know you understand and that I know you have been sacrificing many things,

especially when it comes to intimacy.

Thanks dear. I love u still.

You're my greatest boyf :)

Yeahh people! FRIGGGGING LONG POST OKAYY :)With pictures! So yeahhh! Went out with family to catch chronicles of narnia at Marina Sq. Nice show. The cinema was packed with MCYS people. Full house. Haha. So yeahh then went arab street to buy jiejie's clothings at anglia cos it's on sale. Imagine, clothes from $89 then cos of sale it's $13. Awesome isnt it?! Then went beach rd to makan. And usual, if go beach rd will sure makan boyf and my fav food :) The only exception was there was no boyf. Haha. Then yeahh home. And was dead beat. Im damn happpy soo over the moon cos hols are finallu here! And also got another A for module! I was soo over the moon when I read Dr Yeo's comment of me. I shall copy paste again. Haha.

Hi Zana,I think today was one of your classic performances you have shown through every lesson to date. You are always enthusiastic and proactive during lessons, and one thing I like about you is you could motivate others as well. However, maybe your role as team leader today made you more nervous and self-conscious that you were unable to work your magic around some of your group members who seemed easily distracted and disinterested about the problem today. But for you personally, you did your best to follow the lesson and understand the various concepts. I hope you will work better with this team in future. ARJ: You seem to be quite matured in your thinking, and you are a very self-motivated person. You can 'counsel' yourself very well, so if you are wondering if you can be a good counsellor, I would say you have whatever it takes. :) OMG! How can I not be sooo over the moon with what he had said for the last sentence?! Thanks Dr Yeo!
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Heyyy people! Pictures snapped for the night spent with 6 BENS! Haha! I sooo love BEN 10! If I were to type a whole lot of things that happened on the night spent with 6BENS, it would take me forever, so just let the pictures do the talking :)

I really really miss nasiha. and Boyf. And I know boyf miss the OLD zana I was in the past. But then the past is the one that makes me who I am now. Like the saying goes, "Without the past,there is no present" Anw, Alhamdulillah that Fahmy is feeling better due to _______ Don't worry okay fahmy. He'll get well sooon. And also Faz's anak sedare, Insya'allah he will get well soon faz :) Okayy Im very tired alr hor. HOLS FINALLY HERE!