my previous entry has reached the 100th post. bravo :)

and this is the 101th post :)

morning ppl.

screw the tittle,it has got nothing to do

with my entry.

well anw,it's 6.41am now.

din get back to slp after sahur.

talked talked and chill with parents while

waiting for azan to perform subuh prayers.

ive got religious class today and somehow

i do not look forward to it cos

the ustaz bore me to slp.

not to be rude or what lah.

he is totally diff frm my fav previous ustaz

who noes how to make his lessons interesting.

but i'll still be going yeahhh.

am now in mum and dad's room blogging

with this yummy lappie.

why yummy?

well simply because the attached keyboard

are easy to type unlike the comp in my room

where i have to use multiple force on the letter 'w'

or not the letter wont appear.

and now u see,that sentence has no punctuations.

took me quite long to put a foolstop at the end

hahahahahah.

i wante meet bf soo cos i miss him soo much.

however,due to my excessve studying,i shall not do so

as i think it's better if i complete my o's ferst.

but still,i have to set aside time fer bf.

wait,see ppl!

im contradicting again.

hah!

nvm. nvm.

maybe that is what that makes me fairuzana.

ahhahahaha.

though ive said for umpteen times that i'll be blogging rarely,i just cant

help it then end up blogging and blogging.

how can i not help it!

i miss and LOVE blogging.

see,i can go on blogging and blogging and blogging.

well,blogging kills time :)

i tried going blogskins.com to surf for skins.

however that website is under maintainence lahhh -__-

no wonder that website was giving me problems ytd.

i see a need to change the skin as ive gotten sick of seeing

my scarlet red blogskin.

raya is 14/15days away frm now.

but that's not my problem.

O LEVEL is!

help help help.

getting 26points for L1R4 fer prelims is not good enuf

and it wont be able to take me aniwhere.

what more,intelligent students who are one digit pointer

are opting for poly courses.

as for me,i want to get myself into MI

something like JC,the only exception is

it's 3years and its points solely

taken from L1R4 and not L1R5 :)

ppl,gtg pronto.

will update soon!

my awesome wonderful superb parents! <3<3

i miss blogging lahhh.

there's just to many to tell and im dying to tell but

then i wont cos i have more impt things to do.

whatever so,i feel like blogging and so i will.

cos i spent the whole day from morn to evening

doing my self study at civic.

so i deserve some rest now yes.

first and foremost,congratulations to FAJAR and MIRA upon

having their blog.

wait,why am i making it sound ike a grand ceremony?

hahah.

nvm.

ystrdy,went out with my awesome swtlove.

namely amirah, nasiha and zahidah.

arranged following the alphabetical order.

had much fun with them.

has been quite some time since the whole bunch of us spend time together.

break fast at town.

the j-walking part was a whole lot SCARY for me cos

ive been hit by a taxi before.

so the memories stay vivd in my mind.

but then,thanks to zahidah,she helped me j-walked the roas.

i swear i'll never do that when im alone.

i soo really wante change my blogskin.

and upload photos and photos.

one problem is,im plain lazy to browse through the folders.

hahahha.

but i will okeyy.

an ppl,sorrie for my excesivve contradictions.

and im aware that i do contradict excessively.

hahahahahha.

and for that im not surprised why i have been getting C5-C6 fer my El.

it's very tormenting ye noe.

gtg pronto.

im surfing fer blogskins now.

TO BE CONTINUED

met with bf annd break fast with him.

he told me he read my blog and there was one part where

i noe he feels sad.

he said that he feels that i still have a thing for my bestfriend,fahmy who happens

to be my EX-bf.

but how do i assure bf that i truly love only him?

i love fahmy ONLY as a bestfriend.

between fahmy and i,there is a barrier that we cannot cross.

fahmy and i are aware of that.

bi,if u hpn to read this.

noe that i love only u.

yes werds are cheap but i'll prove it to u.

okeyyy nx topic.

nasiha din attend sch and that means my wednesday was BORRINGGGGG.

got my prelims overall.

i got 26points for L1R4.

i just passed my ENG.

but still get a D7 for maths and sciences.

ive started stdyng already.

ytd i slept only 3hours due to late night studying.

okeyy ppl.

i gtg.

will update soon.

i love u and my bf,FAZLI.

:)

my hardwork is down the drain.

prelims result was tormenting enuf to be able

to pull my happy mood down.

i failed my EL MATHS SCI AGAIN.

but i think this time it improved but still in the range of fail.

aftr blogging im continuing my self study till late night.

as a result i'll get heavy eyebags.

will be meeting bf tmr and i cant wait cos i miss him so much.

will be break fasting with him.

ppl this time is for real,i'll be hardly

updating my entries cos o levels is my priority fer now.

i love u ppl.

and to bf.

thanks fer reading my blog and finally u knew some of the things

i never told u.

if u happen to read again,I LOVE U.

:(

yes this month is crucial ppl.

i have exactly a month and 2 days to ork extra hard

to ace my o levels.

i know i can do it.

it's just that i must have that discipline

of time management and no more pampering myself.

it's 3.27pm now and i'll be moving off to sch for the night class.

will be breaking fast at home so i have to focus

when in sch later b4 heading home.

tmr ill be the checking of exam scripts.

i just cant wait.

today was a boring day.

amirah wasnt lively today and ive no idea why.

didnt talk much or irritate her with my crap

afraid i might piss her off.

so my day today was most of time spent on laughing with nasiha

at our stupid jokes, riddles and also studying okeh.

then played chopchilichop and the de-stress game.

AWESOME!

i miss bf sooperdooper.

big possibility meeting him this wednesday to break fast together.

i seriosuly want a new blogskin.

im surfing blogskins.com, blogging and playing make up/dress up games simultaneously.

ahahahaha.

yeahh ppl,not in the mood to blog.

but i'll be back for sure with new stories yeahhhh.

i want bf now with me.

:)

been some time since i blog and i have lots of things to share.

i would love to do so but i dont have the time now and

furthermore i got to prioritise what's more impt at this period of my life.

two days ago i went out with jul to geylang.

made my way to dover to fecth jul from sch when i saw FAZ a.k.a JO in the mrt!

somehow i did expect it cos i was at boon lay and that's the area where she lives.

so instead of smiling ta me, she decided to stare at me.

so i gave her those stoopid irritating funny faces

and she got annoyed.

she once told me that if she's me in public she's gonna humiliate me and etc.

but on that day itself,nothing was done.

*roll eyes*

this kind of ppl,all talk but no action.

well afterall,words are cheap.

bought raya clothes at geylang then bump into arifah in the train.

awesome lahhh! if u happen to read this, we must meet again aftr my o's soon yes!

headed off to tamp then off to home.

was totally dead beat by then.

next,today was a total disaster.

P.E tchr was in a bad mood no idea why.

then he said those who were in uniforms were disrespecting him

and were assigned to do an essay on how to respect a teacher, 500 words.

he told us he anted it in times new roman font, size 12 and double spacing.

i was in a complete state of shock!

u guys must be wondering right but forget it i dun feel like

elaborating on it cos the thought of it makes me go haywire.

believe it or not i am werking ont he essay now.

but it's a cheat.

cos i got the sources from internet =)

i dont intend to lahh but the desperate situation forces me to.

i miss bf soo much.

he hasnt been out of his camp for a wk.

poor bf.

we'll meet up nx wk yeahhh dear.

now im totally shaggered and dead beat.

all the best to the art students on completing their

coursework especially hafidzah.

i hope ure doing fine baby.

ppl,gtg pronto.

update the entries soon.

muah!

hey peeps!

been some time since i blog.

well,i told ya din i?

i had my prelims fer the past two weeks so i had to

prioritise and therefore i put my blog aside.

ahhahahaha.

today is the last paper for prelims.

m soo happy yet still sad cos there's still o levels.

o levels is like a month and 7 days from now.

a month and 7 days ehhh.

that makes it 37days!

or if this moth theres a 31st,then that makes it 38 days!

wow!

time flies fastt w/o us realising.

i guess that just means that we're nearing to our doomsday/judgement day.

ytd,nad called and we talked fo half an hour which was awesome.

been sometime since we talked.

managed to make it up to her yeahhhh

now i gotta make this blog a brief one cos my paper starts

at 11.15am and im still glued to the bed and this lappie.

still havent had my shower yet.

though my sch is located right behing my apartment,i just

dont like to rush things.

cos as a result,i'll just forget the formulae and etc.

so bf smsed me an hour ago saying

he wudnt be back home fer a week cos he needs to

stay at his amoy quee camp for

his ambulance duty.

after my exams later,will be meeting up mama at city hall.

she'll be having her facial then meet her up and head off to i guess geylang,

to shop for my raya clothes.

i dont feel like raya-ing cos o level falls on raya period.

nights class will start soon!

then comes intensive revision.

and if u guys dun mind,pls do remind me on that just

incase if i were to forget.

aahhahha.

im getting bored with my blogskin liao.

i wanna change it!

soon sooon!

but im pretty sure that soon will be

after my o's!

ahahahahha.

i wonder if after my o's i shall

return back to werk at PH or shud i get a new PT job.

not sure lehhh.

cos PH needs my help,they lack of staffs.

if i were to return to PH i'll be able to meet up my babes!

i miss them truckloads lahh deyyyy.

but if i were to find a new job,i'll make more friends!

aiyahhhhhh dunoe lehhh.

my entry is long and i want to make it even longer though i said

this is a brief one.

hahhahahha.

i contradict pretty well.

after sometime,i get rather irritated w/ ppl

checking on me and her (she-who-must-not-be-named-)

to noe if we're studying or not.

like u noe wad?

they're trying to show us that we're a competition fer them.

or in other werds,we're smart kids and they dun want us to succeed

that they wud LOVEEEE to see us fail.

GOOD GOD!

if these ppl wante outdo us in academia,go ahead lahhh.

i have nothing to lose.

you wante outdo us yet ure reluctant to share ur knowledge.

what crap.

okehh peeps,now

i really really gtg pronto.

or i'l be not late but rushing for sch.

toodless ppl.

i'll definitely miss bf truckloads!

muahhh!

im tired not because of fasting for the first day but because

i had sat for 3 MAJOR papers today CONSECUTIVELY.

EL paper 2 followed by history and MT paper 2.

just imagine what i and some of my friend who

took exactly the same papers went thru.

overall the papers were okayy.

andd yeah,we got our cca papers which

showed our points and etc but

im sooo not gonna say it cos the thought of my cca points

make me wante scream.

bf just smsed asking me what i am doing and he told me to take my time.

im proud of bf cos he fast.

and managed to not smoke.

honestly,he has been cutting down on the ciggys he puff eversince

we got really commited to each other.

bf wanted to have a couple suit for hari raya but

i felt otherwise as i am sooo not

in the mood of celebraing raya,well,not

this year.

and i miss bf truckloads.

tmr will be having my F&N and physics paper

and ive yet to get the infos and formulae into my small-yet-functioning

brain.

okehh ppl,though bf told me to take my time i'd rather

save my time cos ive to study.

will be calling bf fer a while then off to late night study.

tmr will be the 2nd day of puasa.

im looking forward to it.

okehhh ppl,i shud be out by now.

toodless.

muahhh!

hey ppl. ive been having heartburns this few days and it sucks. if u have had it before u'll noe how i feel. esp ytd.. was in the libr doing my self-study when the heartburn attacked me =( it really did make me lose focus but i tried hard to continue back on the work. ytd i din ate for the whole day cos of durameen. doctors will noe wat that is. hahahhaha. ytd maths paper 1 was what i din expect it to be. Alhamdulillah,it was sorte easy fer me. thanks to God and my parents prayers. just now morning,i had my maths paper 2 and before going off to sch, i forced mom and dad to pray fer me ALOUD. and they did. and i was like OMG. how sweet and at the same time i was malu. the maths paper was okehh overall. tmr will be science practical only and i nid to read thru the lab notes yeahhh.

today i'll be goin to civic again then head off to kumon.

darn..

my days are just so tiring.

i cant wait to complete my o's

but at the same time,

i dont want it to get nearer.

im so hungry right now.

i need my lunch.

okehhh ppl,gtg pronto.

i'll change my blogskin when i have the time.

wait! bf had good news!

he smsed saying that he was the best soldier for the month of july for the

whole battalion and

he is promoted to be an ambulance driver.

this merely means he'll have more duties 24/7

and this is a bad news for him.

so i called bf and congratulate him on the spot!

but the best soldier for the month of july?

wth?

now is like september,he got to noe abt this also just today.

ahahahahha.

but still,awesome right!

my bf u noe!

okehhh,i said i wante to go already right?

so,cheerio ppl.

muahh!

it's 5 am in the morn already.

i havent slept since 2.30 am, or rather,

i woke up at 2.30am.

yehahh,beloved alarm and nasiha woke me up.

i wake up early for a reason yeahhh.

i have to complete my F&N project as i need to

submit it today.

or die.

so i have a choice yeahhh.

and ive completed it already.

Alhamdulillah.

today i have my maths paper 1.

talking about maths...

yes, ive practised and am still practising.

im just worried abt the paper.

since ive practised, i'll

just leave it all to God to help me.

and mom and dad,thanks for praying for me.

heee.

yes,ytd went to geylang.

sooperr exhausted.

saw jo there.

wanted to approach her, but she dare not look at me.

by the time i reached home i was so tired and my head was spinning like a top.

and btw,bf got himself a new fone!

SE 580i.

and he subscribed a line.

then at night,talked for like 10mins to fahmy on the phone.

then when we ended the conversation,

he said,"bye bestfriend".

ahhaah.

im so happy as he acknowledges me as his bestfriend.

fahmy,if u happen to read this,noe that i see u upon my bestfriend too!

and okehh ppl,its 6 mins already since i blog and i wante end it here though i have

a hell lot of events to share.

but hell no,cos ive got to prioritise.

so ppl,im out yeahhh.

i miss my boyfie and fahmy.

ramadhan just a few more days!

yay!

muahhh ppl!

boohoo!

3 more days to sch reopen!

and i dun really look forward to it.

in the past,i always hate holidays cos i'll

miss my friends and studying.

but this year is otherwise.

ive got so many many subjects to study.

especially my sciences.

ive yet to practise my EL comprehension.

get the infos of humanities into my soo-kecik-abes-but-functional brain.

oh Allah,give me the strength pls.

so just now,went to sch fer a while to take the hist notes my thoughtful

teachers who went the extra mile to make the notes for o level.

thanks yeahh.

then right after went to amirah's or how u guys noe as fatin.

went dere to get my ez link card from nas.

watched saw 3 fer a while.

i miss amirah fatin lahhh.

nas,not so lahh.

meet her like almost everyday to study.

then amirah pasded me the class tee!

omg!

it's so nice and awesome.

if fajar and amirah happen to read this,thanks yeahh u guys!

i'll upload the pic of the shirt soon but not so sooon!

ahahhha.

i guess i contradict prettay well.

then after that headed off to the gym.

OMG!it has been so long since i work my ass at the gym and i miss those days!

so i decided to go.

and omg!

it's so refreshing!

seriously,my stamina have gone down.

eversince sch reopen,where i have extended curriculum in sch frm

3pm-6.30pm,i dont go to the gym animore.

then after the workout,met bf at his area.

he went home early.

so had an awesome time with bf.

stating from nx wk,wont be meeting bf often.

is a good thing lahhh.

next wk ramadhan starts and i have to show respect to that month.

instead,all the muslims and muslimah have to.

okehh ppl,i gtg pronto.

muah!

hey ho!

i'll be changing my blogskin but ive no idea when.

may be not now nor tmr and the day aftr.

i guess.

after my o's!

lalalalal.

for some it might be,lamer tu,

but for me,cepat tu!

suppose to go study with xiang yao but didnt cos

im too lay to travel to his place.

instead im goin to study with nas at yishun CC.

and after this entry,im gonna cook some food

to be brought there.

and the reason so is to save our money.

cos the food there is EXPENSIVE and is so not worth it!

*roll eyes*

u just imagine ahh.

that day we bought,two ice blended choc drinks,

3pieces of garlic bread and

french fries,cost us $7.10!

i cud have buy myself 2 chicken rice!

okehh nvm.

din get to talk to bf again ytd.

he was so tired ytd.

and as usual,i let him just go and sleep.

we gotta give and take ye noe.

so okeh,i gtg pronto.

okehh,i promise,i'll upload fahmy's pic soon yeahhh.

the thought of my prelims next week scares me!

i love and miss bf!

and i miss my classmates and my bestiees too!

muahh ppl!

and i have a strong feeling,it'll rain today.

im goin to the libr today to do my self-study.let's talk abt ytd yeahhh.

went to yishun CC wif nas.

and yes,we studied and had loads of fun too.

seriously,if nas and i were to be put together,we could go on talking and

forget about everything that is happening

arnd us.

then after that went to kumon.

din get to talk to bf at night.

firstly,he was watching tv,

so i din wante disturb him.

next,when i call after an hour or so,he's eating.

so okehhh,later.

half an hour later,he said he's using the comp.

and i noe he doesnt like to be disturbed

when he's meddling with his comp.

and so okehhh,i decided to watch csi and call him after the

show ends.

i called.

and his voice was all so sleepy.so i gave in and told him to just go and sleep.

kesimpulannya,i din really get to talk to him.

but it's okehh.

then,i felt i wanted to talk to someone.

coincidentally,fahmy smsed askingif i was busy or not.

and i knew straight away,he wanted to talk.

and we did.

from 11pm-12.30am we talked.

it was awesome.

he sang me a song.

The Fratellis by Whistle For The Choir.

and OMG!

it was so sweet.

the lyrics,super meaningful!

frankly,fahmy is one of my bestest friend though we seldom meet up.

but he knows me better than some other ppl excluding

my parents okehhh.

cos obviously,mom and dad knows me BEST.

then we talked and talked.

and time flies so fast.

we talked abt many things.

and we can talk abt MANY and ANY things.

i just dun get it why tat stoopid jo treat him like a piece of shit.

whatever it is,if ure reading this fahmy.

ure the bestest guy friend i have.

and i cherish the frienship of ours.

okehh okehhh.

stop right now.

so,i gtg areadi.

wante go shower and get ready to head off to civic.

im gonna upload fahmy's pic soon so u guys can see

who is the guy ive been complimenting about and declaring he's the bestest guy friend.

i miss bf.

muahhh!

(2006)

it has been raining consecutively for days.

im down with a fever =(

but it still wont stop me from going out to do my self-study.

today i'll be doing my self-study with nas.

instead of studying at civic,this time will be at yishun CC.

ytd,went to study with chee wee and xiang yao under xiang yao's block.

then saw haidah sitting with dan at the opposite blk.

so okehhh.

practised maths ytd and had xiang yao as my maths tutor.

then it started raining.

from drizzling to heavy heavy rain.

it was so so cold OMG.

when i cudnt bear the coldness anymore i walked around.

the cold temperature was distracting my focus.

and so i decided to make a move to meet bf as he had a half day off.

i guess ytd wud be the last meeting b4 hari raye.

during fasting mth,i doubt i'll meet him often.

it's not appropriate.

so okehh,met bf and sat down.

talk. laugh. talk. laugh.

and more!

but for that,it's for me to know and for u to find out.

dun u dare think differently!

bahahah.

there's a john little sale at the EXPO!

an im dying to go! unforunately,mum has taken back my atm card =(

hey,i dun usually hold my atm card excpt when im working.

okeh,i gtg pronto.

muahh!

PS: bf said,i have a 1132453254375 of a chinese and a 412453564875 of a malay.

sorrie i cant say it here!

it's too personal!

bahahhaha.

:)

yes,ramadhan come and goes

so i shall do it properly this year.

the visti to granny's house was awesome.

there were lots of food esp chicken.

i LOVE chicken.

played with aunt haryani's children all so cute

toddlers.

tmr going to study with xiang yao and chee wee.

then right after,going off to libr to study also.

bf must be at marsiling now.

he smsed telling me he's out with yat.

no sch tmr and the tot of it makes me smile from ear to ear.

however,study and having fun is a need too.

but i doubt i'll have fun.

and congrats to haidah for getting a new fone.

i must do something about my EL MATHS and sciences.

for MATHS,i'll be practising on the sums for at least 2-3hrs a day,keeping

in mind never to stop practising for even a day.

then for EL,i've started reading books of diff genres long ago but ive yet to practice on

COMPRE passages.

in the past,my sciences were awesome

but this yr seems to be otherwise.

well anyway,for SCIENCES,i'll practise 3-5 times a week.

man and woman.

i hope this goes together with my actions lahhh.

it's easier said than done yeahhh.

so i shud bear in mind and be a woman of my words to do as what i have said.

i miss my boyfie soo muchh.

sometimes i envy gerls whose boyfie's are studentss just like them

where they study together.

cos mine is a total diff where my boyfie is serving the nation or some wud

rather say serve the govt or in other werds,national service.

he'll be ending his 2yrs this yr and he's planning to continue studying.

im happy for him yeahhh.

i just cant wait for my o's to end though i dont want it to get nearer.

btw,my PH manager wants me bk to werk after my o's.

ahahahha.

i cant promise yeahhhh but i might consider.

okehh ppl,i gtg now.

to practise on my maths.

i love u ppl + family + bestiees + boyfie.

muahh!

so the hols are here and im looking forward to it as i

can spend the whole week studying.

it's is a good thing though cos after the hols,

my prelims will continue.

my entry will be brief cos im rushing for time to get ready to head off

to granny's house at sengkang.

andd oh,did i tell u ppl abt my prep exm.

okehh i din.

so,got my result slip on friday and the results were ATROCIOUS.

believe it or not,i FAILED my CORE subjs.

EL,MATHS and SCIENCES.

yes kiddo,i aint kidding.

i got E8 for all.

sheeessh.

i shud buck up!

i guess i noe where i went wrong.

i focus like a hell lot more on humans.

its humanities yeahhh.

ahhhhh.

okehh lah,i said this entry will be a brief one and soo im out.

:(

often times i hear ppl say tat love is in the air.

yeaahhh?

okehh,lazy to talk abt that.

let's talk abt me instead.

prelims have already started but it has yet to end.

my cousins and bf said im losing wt.

well,may be due to studying yeahhh.

but who cares..

so anyway,ystrdy was the celeberation of teachers day.

the graduated ppl of previous cohorts came back.

there was a whole lot of my friend who came!

i miss them like soo muchhh!

sadly,i din go back to my primary sch.

ahahaha.

too tired.

besides,intend to go study but since i was too tired,i ended up

sleeping with my school uniform still on my body.

ehh,okehlah.

gtg pronto.

need to get ready to go study at civic.

today is saturday.

it's my self study day.

remember?

i miss bf.

muahh people!