hey manusia manusia.

today i had my prelims.

EL and MLY ppr1.

Alhamdulillah,managed to do but well i am eager to know the outcome.

been so busy lately.

im home early than usual today cos paper ended early.

had a terrible migraine.

and it's killing me!

tmr will be my SS paper and i need to study again.

and ive yet to practise my maths!

bf is at the jungle now no idea which part of it.

hope he's okehh cos it has been raining consecutively for days.

with this kind of weather i just wante dive into my bed and snore till night but

unfortunately i cant cos im going to the libr at woodlnds to study.

and i noe my entry now is so boringggggg cos i feel that the tone of my entry is monotonous.

sorry people but im a boring kiddo today =)

gtg pronto.

muahh!

hey ppl.

today mlm nisfu sya'ban

had the intention of going to mosque but didnt.

so just say the prayers at home.

today was okehhhh.

w/o nas in sch was soooper boring.

dear amirah and haidah was fasting.

then had chem prac and etc.

omg!

3 more days to my prelims.

this is soo soooper scary.

then after sch went out with bf.

headed off to marina square to purchase the CREATIVE MICROPHOTO!

there i told u ppl so im gonna get it and i did.

im a woman of my words yeahhh.

ahahahahha.

many colours were out of stock for e.g.

orange,purple,black and etc.

God!

why must the purple one be outta stock?

red was nice too but i din wante purchase it cos

it will end up being the same as boyfie's.

there were 4 colours available which was dark blue,lime green,grey and red.

so i chose LIME GREEN!

i took a pic of it and decide not to upload it nw cos ive made up my mind to make this entry

a brief one of today.

so yeahhhh.

i shall go now.

ive got many infos to get into my head!

i love u ppl.

and boyfie,u noe i love u tooo!

muah to all!

hey ho ppl.

yeahh its a sunday today but this posts will be on yesterday's event.

Saturday,25.08.07

woke up prettay early.

had breakfasts and etc.

head off to civic at arnd 9am.

had a drink with zaina at macdonalds.

entered the library arnd 10.15am and the place was packed with ppl.

ppl were already queueing as early as 9.30am -__-

but alhamdulillah,there was two seats and so zaina and i

occupied it.

studied SS,HISTORY.

did my MATHS and PHYSICS.

a quite tiring day.

ha dlunch with zaina at banquet.

we shared lots of stories.

UNEXPECTED ones the most.

u noe wad?

i somehow feel and thinks that

FEMALE'S FRIENSHIP are

full of controversies.

and for that i wont be surprised why some gerls rather befriend

guys than gerls.

there are just too many badmouthing and backstabbing each other.

a lot of pretence and full of acting.

and as for me,i dont need friends whose forte is at pretending.

im saying this in general yeah.

not referring to anyone.

frankly speaking,i would be very happy to see my friend study and work hard

towards achieving their dreams and excelling their exams.

but why?

why is it there are some ppl i noe of who loves to see

ppl fall,fail and be discouraged.

i simply believe that they want to be better off than others.

and one more thing,i cant stand ppl hu is selfish in terms of sharing knowledge.

my awesome parents always say to me that if we share our knowledge to others,

God will give us more knowledge.

so tell me,why must one be so selfish?

and for self centered ppl... -___-

may be they think the world revolves around them..

some ppl only say that they want their friends to achieve but,

it goes w/o saying yeahhh.

saying is just so easy but deep down that individual knows best.

okehh.now continue to my events.

then after lunch head off to library.

then met akmal,kyria,anuar and anthr im not sure who at civic.

they were on their way hm too from civic.

i walked kyria to the bus intr.

there was so much too talked but to little time.

some other time yeahhh kyria!

insya'allah after our o's k.

u noe wad i mean =)

to cut my story short,reached home at abt 7pm

then head off to religious class.

after religious class,called my beloved nasiha.

we talked and talked and i miss those days we talked,though

we see each other evry single day.

Sunday,2608.07

today is nad's burfdae!

she's 18!

we've celebrated her burfdae on the 24th which happens to be joanne's burfdae.

anyway,smsed her at 12midnight sharp.

had breakfast in the morn with happy family.

joked arnd and laughed.

btw,we'll be going to the hospital to visit my niece.

i sympathise her.

doctor said she might have cancer of the lymph nodes.

she's only 7years old.

let's pray that the doctor is wrong.

okehh ppl,i gtg pronto.

i have to study now.

im gonna get that creative microphoto tmr!

yay!

takecare ppl!

muah!

today! friday!

as usual,friday is great,and today is even better cos

get to celebrste nad's bdae in advance.

ppl,i wante tell evrythng here and right this min but im too tired.

apart from that,i have to wake up early tmr for a jog and self study.

when i have the time which ive no idea when cos my prelims will be NEXT WEEK,

read my lips, NEXT WEEK.

this means i'll seldom be online to blog and etc,even if i do,just for impt things.

okehh sweethearts,i gtg pronto.

i miss bf.

btw,im getting that creative microphoto next wk!

yay!

muah!

and so syit happens.

thursday is a long day.

i have always hate thursdays cos thursday means

heavy bag day.

but surprisingly,today my bag wasnt heavy.

dun ask me why cos im lazy to answer.

ahahahha.

history test has been postponed to tmr.

btw i had a heartburn ytd.

i swear it was painful.

mom said it was due to stress.

sch was okehh.

did physics prac.

had maths and blablablabla.

had hor fun for lunch after sch.

something bad hpnd!

again.

one of my bestie cried.

i shall not mention her name cos i dun want it to be a big issue and i believe she doesnt too.

before that,like 20mins before she cried,charisma and i,

we were just merely pulling her leg.

not pulling her leg as in literally,what i meant was joking arnd if u dun get it yeahhh.

but i dun think she'll cry cos of that,as she knows us too well.

ive been her friend since pri sch ahhh.

and so charisma and i apologised and asked her why but she refused to tell.

and so we let her cool down.

i noe ure gonna read this soon and noe what i say yeahhh.

cos i rily had no idea wat hpnd.

that individual will noe who im referring to =)

okehh i shall shuddup and not elaborate further on this.

besides,ive typed her a comment in friendster already.

well,bf is at werk.

i hope he doesnt werk tmr so i can meet him.

i'll be having my F&N prep exm tmr and thank Allah,it's an open book EXAM.

can u imagine O LEVELS,open book O LEVELS?

hahahhah.

imagine the unimagineable yeahhh.

that will so never happen.

the proability of it happening is zero lahhh.

haahhaha.

and tmr nas and i am gonna meet up anisa to buy nad a burfdae cake =)

yay!

and tmr is my belove joanne nisha's bdae.

ppl i gtg areadi.

out of a sudden im having a terrible migraine.

i love u guys and gerls!

muah!

ENGLISH ORAL RAWK BALLS!!

i swear i am so happy right now!

im still in sch u as i cant wait to blog about my EL O level ORAL!

i am frigging happy cos i was confident during the whole period

i had with the two young,male and awesome examiners.

i can say that ive never been this satisfied over my oral.

i was confident,smiling away

and i really did communicate with them as i had eye contact(as i always do).

the passage was about space.

i read with appropriate emotions and did stress on the words which were to be

done so.

the picture discussion was prettaaayy okehhh as i managed to not

only describe but to also discuss and go beyond describing the pic.

the conversation part was the best part.

i managed to inpromptu.

managed to answer with confidence and smiling as i have said earlier on.

overall,i conclude that i have done my best and i believe and hope that the results

will manage to make me gawk though i noe tat i'll never noe wat the

results of my oral will be =)

before oral,something soo unexpected happened.

and i shall not elaborate here due to later when some ppl read,the issue will be widespread and thus causing another conflict which i so never want it to happen.

i believe u guys understand what im trying to say here yeahhh =)

so i shall just keep the issue to myself and to whoever who noes.

well,bf came home early from werk.

wanted to meet up but he had to get his butt ack to his camp and

so the meeting up has been cancelled.

what are u thinking?

that im sad i din get to meet him?

u must be nuts,cos im not sad,instead im happy for my self and i understand his situation.

happy for myself as i have more time to do other things,for example,what im doing right now,blogging.

and because of this,i managed to blog which will update my entries and let u guys read.

imagine if i met him up,i ownt update my blog today,may be some other time,but then ppl hu frequently visit

my blog will get bored.

hahahahahha.

i noe im talking too much.

besides,i have other days to meet bf up.

in addition,apart from blogging,i am able

to get the info of history and SS more into my head.

ahahaha.

okehhh,i gtg pronto.

muah!

why do good things have to come to an end?

though it doesnt happen to me,well not yet i suppose,

i thought over it a couple of times.

yeahh,why do good things have to come to an end?

today is monday and screw monday.

sch was OK.

no extended curriculum due to teachers having to attend the oral examinations.

went home and was sweeping my corridor's drain filled with water,when my head hit

A SHARP METAL EDGE which is my neighbour's.

i tell u and i swear it was painful.

the pain was excruciating.

moments after that my head was bleeding profusely and there was a baluku on the area

where it hit.

IT SUCKED -__-

meeting bf for a while at his area and so in the meantime,

thought of blogging for a while.

ystrdy,relatives frm JB came.

i had no time to do my self study cos as a form of coutesy,it is only right if

i entertain them right.

and then again,two days din study.

woke up early morn arnd 2am to study.

man and woman,i am so lacking of sleep.

i swear after my o levels i wante SLEEEEEEEP.

this is to make it up to the times when i lacked sleep.

its 4.18pm on my monitor screen now.

and im meeting bf anytime frm now.

i shall get readi and be punctual,though the time of meeting up

has not been confirmed yet,but is okehhh.

zana get out of blogger.com now!

hey pretttay human beings!

today is a saturday and as usual saturdays is my study day at civic.

unfortunately today i had to complete a project which was dued months ago.

completed it,like finally,with my sweet friends at bottle tree park.

there was picture taking and etc.

was supposed to end early but due to unforeseen circumstances it ended late.

so i din had a chance to go study :(

nevermind,on a lighter note,i get to rest more yeahhh :)

there's a lot of pics but i'll upload some other time yeahhh cos i dont have it right now.

hardly talked to bf cos he was with his family while i was busy acting out the project.

was supposed to go to fireworks today but again,if i din make it for study dun hpe i'll make it for

fireworks yeahhh.

besides,im having a mild fever and though it is mild,i dont want it to deteriorates yeahh.

furthermore,the venue was packed with people like a can of sardines my miftah friend told me.

somehow i regretted not going cos if i did,i cud have meet up with my long lost mendaki friends!

cos they're so awesomely missed!

monday sch starts again!

and time flies very fast!

mann and yes woman,i just want to get everything done with.

but of course with quality work.

okehhh ppl,i shall go now yeahhh.

i have work to do.

and i love u guys and gerls,and bf,and parents and

family,and relatives and friends and shudddup zana!

=)

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hey ho!

things have sorta gone back as per normal.

went to sch.

had no P.E. which makes today borrriiinng.

to make things worse my nas was absent too.

but on a lighter note there's still my awesome amirah fatin and others.

physics period was 2153437i8970gngidfgp

im the highest among the failures!

aahahah.

it's not a compliment ehhhh.

i got 19/65!

can u just imagine?

at the rate im going i wont make it for my science major paper.

relax yaww. im working on it.

then had fnn extended curriculum and Mdm Marliana ordered PIZZA HUT!

i managed to get two snaps of the food

i'll upload in my next post yaww.

bf took a half dae off to meet me up.

sweet kan..

*melts*

met him and slept on his lap which was soo comforting.

took some photos too and will upload it together with the food yeahhh.

okehhh.

daaaa...

i shall upload it right after this. =)

pfffftt!

seriously,im feeling shitty and sucky these days.

this sort of feeling has never occured to me before and it's happening now.

and its frusrating i swear cos feeling shitty is so not me.

those who knows me well will know yeahh.

well,just forget abt it yeahhh.

i believe things will get back as per normal.

well,yes i know ive said before that my prelims and o levels are around the corner

and that i will seldom blog my entry.

but becos of my edited blog skin,

i feel very contented to blog.

hahahahaha.

bf and i are on good terms back.

i thank Allah.

this is just so not an appropriate time to get involve in sucky shit 132425igfiudiuh4p9 matters.

today sch was normal.

had physics prac.

and maths extended curriculum.

anyway,i feel that someone is against me.

ive no idea who.

hey!

ive collected 100bucks in just 3weeks!

and there's 80bucks more to go and that will take anthr 2wks only.

im saving up to purchase and the objective to pamper myself with the

CREATIVE MICROPHOTO mp4!

hahahahahh.

woohooo!

end of this month i'll go and get it yeahhhh!

bf is in the jungle now,ay be driving.

if he comes home early tmr then i'll be able to meet him up.

btw,i got many upcoming tests and ive yet to study.

im halfway prepared as ive said in the previous entry,

and i want to make sure that im fully prepared.

hahahah.

okeh2,i shall go now yeahhhh.

i need to finish up on my sch stuff.

=)

hey ho people!

I have been having mixed feelings,prolly because of sch and BF.

Now,let me emphasised on the word BF okehh.

It was a great thing when he came back from Thailand.

Somehow i feel that he should have just stayed there for a longer period until my o's end

then return back to hometown.

And i do have a reason why of what i said so.

cos we've been having arguments,that really affects me.

I dunoe how,in the past,the arguments usually do not bother me,but

this time is a whole lot situation.

I myself am not sure why i get so affected.

On the 13th,had an srgument with him.

then the night,things came back to normal.

on the 14th,in the evening we had an argument again.

then late late night then things cool down.

and today is the 15th.

pls dun tell me we're gonna have an argument again.

i am just so tired.

my body aches.

prelims a few more weeks from now.

I've been preparing but i dun think it's enuf.

by the time i know it,by the time everyone knows it,it's the o levels!

I just feel that for now bf and i should just settle things with not much contact.

Dun get me wrong,i dun mean a break up.

I mean SPENT TIME AWAY.

then after im done with my o levels,where coincidentally,bf will also finished his NS;

then he can have me all the way.

okehh i shall shut up abt bf already.

bt,today i had a new club.

hahhahah-fidzah.

okehhh.

my club members will noe abt it.

I swear i want to elaborate on it but im chasing the time now,

ive got to to do my stuff.

i gtg pronto.

update u ladies and gentlemen soon.

hey man and women!

i got my o level mly results liao.

i got B3!

woohoooo!

Alhamdulillah. and i got distinction for my oral.

to be frank,i was actually hoping for an A2.

but is okehh lahh.

haidah and nana got B3 too.

my beloved mira and nas got C6.

it was tormenting for mira as this was her 3rd time reatking her mly o level.

hafidzah got c6.

i tell u,it was a mixed atmoshphere that moment.

i am not sure if i should retake the paper.

i guess i'll have to solat isthiharah to find out the ans yeahhh.

and i wasnt so alive in sch today.

prolly because of the anxiety to know my results plus the arument between me and bf.

dont ask me why we argued yeahh.

cos i dont feel like saying it here.

at times,i do feel like breaking up with him and patch back after my o's

but that would be an irresponsible deed.

besides,i believe we can compromise and negotiate things yeahh.

im still feeling very low right now,though that is not so me.

seeing some of my friends crying upon knowing their results was disheartening.

i cried too.

i had maths prep exam right after sch.

it was tiring i swear.

having to squeeze formulae and to think.

i think a lot abt bf,i dont mean those mushy stuffs yeahh.

but at times i say to myself that can i please have my life w/o bf for 3months?

of cos i can but it's a matter i want or otherwise.

i'll just go with the flow yeahhh.

another thing,i just dont like when he's having his temper.

i swear no one wants to mess arnd with him at that point of time.

even,i,umpteenth time tried and still trying to cheer him up whenever his mad,it goes down the drain.

instead,i'll be the one he raises his voice at.

okehh zana,shuddup abt bf can?

now im still thinking if i should retake or not.

okehh2.

i gtg yeahhh.

MOOD : gloomy.

man and woman yeahh.

im soo exhausted.

and yeas.

i made a mistake.

bf came home on the 8th.

on the 9th he went out with his friends.

my bad yeahh.

then yesterday,11th.

went out to study at the woodlands libr from morning till late evening.

then after that made my way home.

reached around 7.30pm.

rest and had dinner.

then after isyak prayers went off to the cinema with my superb family

to watch the sneak preview of BOURNE ULTIMATUM!

OMG!

i swear its sooo cool and yeahh,u guys must watch it yeahh.

but my advise to u guys is,if u guys din watch the first and second sequel,dun bother watching ultimatum

which happens to be the third one yeahh.

cos u wont understand.

hahhaha.

on the 13th,which is tmr.

yes tmr!

is the release of my mly o level results!

*crossing fingers until twisted*

man and yes,woman.

time just flies soo fast.

i wonder if those markers marked our papers,

[our refers to the o level candidates ahh]

really took 3months to complete plenty and loads of papers.

sheesh.

if i were them,i would not be able to take it man and yes,woman.

sitiing,glued to a chair,and marking papers.

straining eyes for some untidy and the tiny handwritings of others.

and for that i ought to salute these markers for making it through the marking session w/o breaking down.

like as if i know ahh.

okehh,shut up already will ME!?

hahahah.

went to religious class today.

then bf was mad at me i think and more mad at his bro for stealing his $$$

i have yet to finish up my kumon!

argghhhh!

plus there's maths paper 2 prep tmr.

then meeting bf after that.

how exhausting can that be?

and prelims is just weeks away!

oh Allah,help me yeahh.

cos u rawks!

ME: =)

ALLAH: -___-

hahahaha.

okehh loves,i gtg pronto.

takecare yaw!

wait!!

since i din go singfest,im dying to go womad!

bf came home on the nine!

and went out with him on the 10th!

awesome!

spent time with him the whole day.

met him at his area arnd 12noon.

then head off to cineleisure.

we watched rush hour3.

it was humourous!

then right after it was abt 3+.

we headed to marina square to walk arnd and also give the creative shop

a visit.

hahahhaha.

i'll be getting tha creative microphoto soon with my own money i saved up.

just u wait and see yeahhh.

hahahha.

i gtg fer now cez i nid to customize my blog since ive changed the skin!

credits to my sista!

F for.. FAIRUZANA LAHH!

hey ppl!

its been such a long time since i blog.

yeahh.

im preoccupied with sch.

like really occupied.

i noe ive promised u to tell everything tat had happen yeah.

im abt to do it now.

i din go sch.

ces its half day tdy plus there's no studying at all.

so wats the use?

things have been prettie much go haywire.

arguing abt class tee shirt and then end up in a conflict.

i dun wante elaborate cos i dun think there is a need so.

im truly sorry i got her sweetie,haidah involved in.

anyway,bf's supposed to be bk hm in s'pore ystrdy but his flight was delayed today.

talking abt ystrdy...

it was my dad's burfdae!

i sent him a msg thanking him fer being a wonderful, awesome,loving

and understanding dad.

and etc lahh huh.

long lah i smsed him.

then yeah,shitface faz pissed me off again.

its a long story and im too lazy to elaborate.

hahahha.

ive been prettie sick this days due to insufficient sleep cos nid to

revise fer exm.

OMG!

my prelims are just 3weeks away!

then o level!

and next monday,13.08.07!

is the release of my o level MT results!

waaaahhhhh!

anyway,ive got pics to upload and yeahh,i'll do that in my next entry yeaahhh.

tmr is national day!

going discovery centre in 'e morn with my family and maybe

to esplanade during the nightime.

shitt!!!

waaahhh!!

tdy and tmr SINGFEST siol!!

rizal is goin yeahhh.

and soo is iskandar!!

evn though i din go sch and its a halfday and ppl wud rather

go have fun than go stdy right,but im going to NLB later to study.

hahahahh.

hey,ive got to sacrifice my time yeah.

i miss bf like suupppeeerrr a lot!!

3weeeks din get to see him.

seldom get to talk to him!

international calls and sms is the cause of my overshot bill.

overshot by 8bucks only.

-_____-

hahahah.

im looking forward to meet him.

hahahahah.

okehh2,i shall have a new post and upload tha pics ya.

=)