Im not sure if you are able to see the heart shape.

Ccab's hockey pitch (:

Before that, we da bao food at pizza hut and cabbed down to ccab. Oh my gaaaawwwwwwd. Once I stepped into the ccab, I was so sad I wanted to cry. I was so sad cos I miss playing hockey very very much. I really miss those days, whenever there are short corners and especially penalty flicks.

Somehow I regretted giving up my national trainings just like that. Why did I let it go that easily? It's not that easy for people to be selected for national team, but I got it and I did not treasure it, now I just miss it very much :(

It was the guys match just now. Seeing them play remind me of my past. Of the times when I played, of the times when I was there playing at the pitch for the school's glory. Gaawwwwwwd. Oh anw yeahh, Mahes umpire-d first half of the game. Then almost to the end of the game we decided to head off home.

Then there it was, the jets, making heart shaped like in the sky, cant really see I think in the above picture, but yeahhh they did it.

When I think back, I wonder, how dumb was I to gave up something I love doing just because of something I fear of it to happen in a match and that why didnt I overcome that fear or make an effort to? Okay perhaps I did put in a little effort. But it's not enough. Ohhh gaaawwwwwd.

Anw, I'll be watching another hockey match next wednesday at Nyp. Girls match would be, Nyp's team vs Ite combine team. Guys match, not too sure though. Haha. Ive this feeling, of wanting to join back. Start again my hockey days. But I need to consider cos Ive got many commitments, way toooo many commitments. From Maths O levels which I havent start a proper revision to my volunteering tutoring to my part time job at Kumon which Im not keen on quitting yet to my full time sch in RP. But thank God, first year RP life is not as hectic as of other polys. Only next year I will be a little bit commitment-free. A little bit. Haha.

Gtg alr. Off to gramps house tmr (: And Fazli Babbbby, I love and miss you very much.

"Life itself is neither good nor evil, but only a place for good and evil." -Marcus Aelius Aurelius