Shoots. Im down with flu. I seem to be affected by it. By our situation. I cant seem to think straight. Okay maybe I can. But I seem to be down and it's very hard not to sms or call him. Cos Ive been doing that for like 2years plus and then suddenly Ive to refrain myself from calling or sms-ing. Not easy. Definitely takes time to adapt.

Whenever I type a msg alr, wanting to send alr, I back out. What made me stop myself from contacting is when he said it's my time off and why Im bothering him. So yeahh, Im refraining myself from contacting him. For the time being.

I need a breakkkkkk from everything. Perhaps go on a holiday. Why am I missing u soo much when Im the one who wanted a time off. Perhaps I need to do some soul-searching.