This post is specially for boyf..

I am aware that I have changed, that I am not the same babby you had two years back. Ive grown older. I have new friends together in a new school. The way I think has changed. I know I dont spend time with you as much as I do with my friends simply because I put my friends before you and also another reason that I wont say it here. Despite you knowing that, you still stood by me loving me and not wanting to let me go.

I admit that I seldom meet up with you and you know very well the reasons why. I know you envy those couples out there and longing to have the same thing with me, but babbby Im so sorry. I thank you very much for understanding.

Some friends I usually listen to their problems always say,"Your boyf must be lucky to have u." But I beg to differ, cos deep down, you are suffering so much. You are suffering in silence. As time pass by, we started contacting each other lesser. From long late night talks to 5min night talks. From sms-ing so long like a book, to only a few sentences and sms-es each day. Indeed we are drifting apart, physically, but you know very well that deep down, our feelings are still as close as ever.

Maybe Im at the age where my friends matter more than you, but babby, you know I love u still. Thanks for everything, especially for the times where u suffered silently and tolerated my craps. I may not see it, but I know you are suffering. I love u babbby.