It was the toughest thing to do when I told you the truth. Perhaps, the saying,"Truth hurts" really go well with what it says. Perhaps also that is why people lie, because telling the truth is never easy.

The problem is not with you, it lies with me. So I dont want you to feel you're at fault, if u ever feel that way. I dun wanna end it yet cos I know there are chances for things to get better that's why I decided to take time off instead of an end. Ive been trying to stop myself from sms-ing and calling you. It's not easy cos I know it takes time.

The sentence you told me really made my heart dropped. For once, I knew that the chances of your feelings to stay might fade away. But I dont blame you.

I saw ur msn. And ur personal message. Im sorry.

I believe you deserve to know the truth so I said. It was the toughest thing to do I swear, only Nasiha, God and myself know how hard it was for me to tell him. I never thought things will turn out this way.

"The way to love anything is to realize that it may be lost" -Gilbert K. Chesterton