I reached school soooper early today simply because, it was raining so 800 came late causing more and more people to queue up for it. Then there were so many people and 800 was damn packed like a can of sardines. I couldnt get myself in there cos I was the last few. Had to wait fer another bus. I know that if I were to board another bus, I will definitely get the damn packed 169 then reach school late. Actually no, lah, would reach in time, but I rather be exceptionally early, like 40-45mins earlier before class, so I have time to get ready fer class and do my own stuff (: So yeahh, I flagged a cab instead. Haha!

Im still down with flu. Momma told me not to go to school but I insisted cos I absent myself from this module fer 2times alr, so I cant skipped again, though this time I have a really valid reason. Anw, today, I saw something very beautiful. The sunrise. I took a picture of it, actually a few pictures, with my phone camera. The quality aint so good although it's a cybershot. It was the most beautiful thing I saw. It was so serene watching the sun rise slowly from its horizon. Awesome. Definitely not man-made. No one is able to control the sun lor.

I tried, I made attempts to get back to u. But seems you're not willing to cos I know you're too hurt and pissed, then I shall leave u alone.. for now. It's not easy, really really. Adapting to a sudden change. I know exactly how it feels, cos, Ive been there done that.

Yeahh anw about school. If my condition worsens, then I hafta go off halfway. Hopefully not lah huh.

I missed Nasiha babbby badly cos we havent talked like fer what? 2days? Gaaaaawdddd. 2days feel like 2years, okay bluff. Perhaps 2months. We'll meet up sooon yahhh (: Fahmy called me ytd and he was so down. I could straight way hear it when I heard his voice. Why is it always like this? Whenever Im down, Fahmy will be down too, but about other situation. Im not trying to imply anything lah, just wondering. Whatsoever it is, Fahmy you dont worry okay (: Together we'll pray for him ya? You must be strong and prepared. You know Im always here for you (:

If you're reading, which Im positive you are and you will, know that, here is the only way I can thrash whatever my thoughts for you to know, since we're on a time off. Im wondering if you miss me as much as I miss you.

"Believe that life is worth living and your belief will help create the fact" -William James