WHY THIS FEELING LINGERS? WHY THE MIXED FEELINGS?

Im not sure why and Im still searching for the reason for this feeling. I hate it when this feeling occurs. It makes me wanna find out why it is by any means. I just can't leave it aside. I hafta do something abt it. Maybe perhaps Im at the age where the roller coaster starts,where complicating stuffs happen in teenagers life.

To those who I havent been spending time with like how I used to back then,sorry. I need time cos u know I just got into a new sch,new env,new friends and new experiences,so I need to adapt to it. Though I believe Ive adapted to it fast,I still have my schedule to adapt on. I give u my word that I'll dig out some time to spend with u - BESTF,JU and BOYF.

I WANT THIS FEELING TO GO AWAY. PLS. IWYB again. PLS :(