Ytd was my complicated day. A very complicated day for me. In this entry there will be no names i'll be mentioning. No he or she or her or him and etc.

Something very confusing is happening to me. Something that I never want it to happen,not at this time. Im aware that Im playing with fire and I'll get into heap of trouble if I continue on doing so. Why did I gave 'abcdefg' the prospect? Why did I despite knowing that I have one and that it's impossible to make it come true. OMG. I hafta stop. I hope 'abcdefg' reads my blog and knows what Im talking about. It is so wrong to toy with 'abcdefg's discernment.

Anw,pay day is tmr and I'll most probably,please make it happen,that I'll be meeting boyf on the 6th :)

Then off to family chalet for four consecutive days at aloha! wooohooooo!

WORK IS SOOOO gsdfagaieughaeihgeilhy26356482742-94! VERY TIRING!

Im stunned. I shudnt have indirectly pushed 'abcdefg' to the extent. And cos of that,Im stucked and trapped. I need a solution to get out of the untangled web.