Woke up early today arnd 6 cos i finally am able to pray. I didnt have a good night sleep as i was sick. feels so blearghh. After talking on the phone with bf i called hana and we talked then both of us went to sleep.

Will be going out with my cousin today and fetch hana from work at raffles city.

I remember heading off to bed at around 1am i think. Then i woke up at 3am and cudnt get myself back to sleep. I tried like crazy to sleep and ended up tossing and turning for umpteen times.

I felt like puking like all the way may be cos my stomach was bloated. Took bismag to ease the bloatedness and thank God.

I still think about those things and many humans dont quite realise it. Remember there was one of my previous post i said that dad told me that women/female are the ones who can easily go to heaven and also easy to go to hell. Remember? So i shall elaborate on it cos i just feel like it :)

Dad said women just have to assure that some of the things are accomplished and they will have a place in heaven,for sure.

1)Pray five times a day
2)take real good care of their modesty/maruah
3)aurat
4)obey and respect parents


If all this are accomplished she will have a place in heaven. On the other hand, women are aslo easy to go to hell.

1)Seldom/sometimes pray
2)unable to take real good care of their modesty/maruah
3)aurat
4)disobedience and disrespect their parents


Thinking again,my dad has a point. I guess WE humans are too caught up with the wonders of the world. Im not trying to preach here. Im only sharing my opinion.

Mom once said, if i always pray and do not leave out any prayers, that shows that i do remember God. That im not just a 'say but never do' person. And if i remember God, He will also remember me and help me in every ways such as in studies and in life. That i'll always feel happy and have a peaceful life.

I was happy when she asked me abt how to pray and etc. She often tell me about her family problems and everything and how she wished she had a family like mine. She once said that she envied me cos my dad and i can really get along well like bestfriends. She even shouted to her sister that all she wants is to have a family like mine.

Then she told me she started to feel more peaceful when she started praying regularly. She said that i was the one who motivated her to study and hang on in life despite the mountainous problem she had to shoulder w/o the moral support of a family not even a mom. She said i was the one who kept her spirit up high, and when she said that i burst into tears. Unfortunately,now i dont meet her often cos she has VERY VERY impt things to do. I'll pray fer her happiness and safety.

Anw,PSLE results ytd,and a malay muslim girl aced it excellently. she got an aggregrate of 294/300 like how awesome is that? She really bring name to the malay society aye. Congrats.

Is it so hard to spare 5-10mins of our precious time just to pray? Is that so hard?