hey man and women!

i got my o level mly results liao.

i got B3!

woohoooo!

Alhamdulillah. and i got distinction for my oral.

to be frank,i was actually hoping for an A2.

but is okehh lahh.

haidah and nana got B3 too.

my beloved mira and nas got C6.

it was tormenting for mira as this was her 3rd time reatking her mly o level.

hafidzah got c6.

i tell u,it was a mixed atmoshphere that moment.

i am not sure if i should retake the paper.

i guess i'll have to solat isthiharah to find out the ans yeahhh.

and i wasnt so alive in sch today.

prolly because of the anxiety to know my results plus the arument between me and bf.

dont ask me why we argued yeahh.

cos i dont feel like saying it here.

at times,i do feel like breaking up with him and patch back after my o's

but that would be an irresponsible deed.

besides,i believe we can compromise and negotiate things yeahh.

im still feeling very low right now,though that is not so me.

seeing some of my friends crying upon knowing their results was disheartening.

i cried too.

i had maths prep exam right after sch.

it was tiring i swear.

having to squeeze formulae and to think.

i think a lot abt bf,i dont mean those mushy stuffs yeahh.

but at times i say to myself that can i please have my life w/o bf for 3months?

of cos i can but it's a matter i want or otherwise.

i'll just go with the flow yeahhh.

another thing,i just dont like when he's having his temper.

i swear no one wants to mess arnd with him at that point of time.

even,i,umpteenth time tried and still trying to cheer him up whenever his mad,it goes down the drain.

instead,i'll be the one he raises his voice at.

okehh zana,shuddup abt bf can?

now im still thinking if i should retake or not.

okehh2.

i gtg yeahhh.

MOOD : gloomy.