hey ho people!

I have been having mixed feelings,prolly because of sch and BF.

Now,let me emphasised on the word BF okehh.

It was a great thing when he came back from Thailand.

Somehow i feel that he should have just stayed there for a longer period until my o's end

then return back to hometown.

And i do have a reason why of what i said so.

cos we've been having arguments,that really affects me.

I dunoe how,in the past,the arguments usually do not bother me,but

this time is a whole lot situation.

I myself am not sure why i get so affected.

On the 13th,had an srgument with him.

then the night,things came back to normal.

on the 14th,in the evening we had an argument again.

then late late night then things cool down.

and today is the 15th.

pls dun tell me we're gonna have an argument again.

i am just so tired.

my body aches.

prelims a few more weeks from now.

I've been preparing but i dun think it's enuf.

by the time i know it,by the time everyone knows it,it's the o levels!

I just feel that for now bf and i should just settle things with not much contact.

Dun get me wrong,i dun mean a break up.

I mean SPENT TIME AWAY.

then after im done with my o levels,where coincidentally,bf will also finished his NS;

then he can have me all the way.

okehh i shall shut up abt bf already.

bt,today i had a new club.

hahhahah-fidzah.

okehhh.

my club members will noe abt it.

I swear i want to elaborate on it but im chasing the time now,

ive got to to do my stuff.

i gtg pronto.

update u ladies and gentlemen soon.