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♥ Monday, July 2, 2007 @ 9:24 AM

and soo im now soo pissed off.

i just completed reading faz blog.

EVERY WERD SHE TYPED.

and im sooo pissed off.

and fahmy if u are reading this.

i'll elaborate more when we talked on the fone.

and seriously fahmy u shud go read her blog.

and then u'll finally find urself pissed off at her,like

wat i am feeling now.

so okehh i remembered smsing her last year during rayer to mtk maaf and stuffs lah.

but then i rmbrd she replied that she'll never forgive me until

she get to cut my hair and etc.

then i finally found out she posted in her blog.

okehhh,let me cut and paste wat she typed okehh.

"i'm back. but not for long. now at sue'z house...with the guyz downstairz. a whore msged me ytd. it didnt realli affect me. she wishes me selamat hari rayer and sutff and sayin forgiveness ish the greatest liberation!!! wad the fu*k...aft wad u done?? fu*k offf okie..shex frm northbrook...biaserla..perangai like sundal coz she once said that her mum go menyundal with other man b4 she came into thish werld. shex ugly...100% fat...haha..fahmy ish just using u la...face it..u can never get him...pass me first..!!!fuck off...my imperfection? my teeth and i'm skinny?? woah...i got the body and ya just a pathetic scumbag...ya imperfection ish the one that u shud look at b4 lookin at otherx...get it??"

can u guys believe it?!

omg!!

ive never said about my mum and etc.

and my mum never done that before!

seriously im soo fed up with her right now that

i feel like confronting her now!

then okehh.

i gave her a long commment!!

to summore.

allow me to cut and paste.

"allow me to quote,"her mum go menyundal with other man b4 she came into thish werld."since when did i said that dear faz? do unoe that u are soo rude that wat u do to others u will get it back. so what if im 100% fat? at least ive slimmed down now and am way taller than u. everyone has their imperfections. so do you. and btw,about i can never get fahmy. guess wat? ive passed thru u areadi. fahmy and i now are frens again. im happy that u get a new guy and u guys are happy. and ohh wait,im not frm northbrooks btw. fahmy must have purposely said it wrong. anyway,the past is the past. i dun bear grudges against u gerl. as fer me,i forgive and forget. "

and a longer one i gave her.

"and yes u have the figure and everything. but the question is,ARE U HAPPY? i may be fat but i have a happy family. i have a bf hu treats me well. not like fahmy hu treat u like a rubbish like wat u said in ur blog which ive no idea if its true or not. if i were given an option to be beautiful or happy. i rather be happy. even though im fat and etc at least im happy. there's no use if one is beautiful but have family problems and etc. let me be frank. i want to befriend u honestly. but then when i saw wat u wrote about i said my mum menyundal and everything. OMG. it knocked some sense into me that may be ur entries are all full of lies. about how fahmy treated u are all full of lies. sumhow im starting to belive that wat fahmy said is true and that im having second thoughts about wat u said to me. yes i forgive u,but i dunoe why sumhow im feeling angry at u now abt wat u said. u are full of profanities u noe. no wonder i think itupasal hidup anda tak berkat. Allah tk merahmati hidup anda cos ure just full of profanities. if u wante have a happy life,stop using profanities and insulting others.ive never called u a whore. ive nvr evr said aniting about ur mom. let me guess why u cant forgive me. cos ur heart is already black. if u rily pegi madrasah and everything u will not be like this. im sorry im babbling soo much but i cant help it. pls. why must u say like that faz? no matter how we fought pi dgn kuasa Allah,fahmy and i are friends back. we talked alot of stufffs which i shant say her. let the past be past.like what u said at toa payoh mrt station on 21 march 2006,u noe where u stand and i noe where i stand."

its effing long isn it?

and im still not satisfied.

OMG!

but i forgive her just that i wante confront her.

i guessed thats about it.

im gonna tell fahmy soon abt this.

and my bf too.

the one in red was what i typed to her blog comment.

the one in blue was the one she wrote in her blog.