"Being healthy is a beautiful thing" -Aya kito

♥ Monday, July 2, 2007 @ 7:21 AM

hey preetttaaay handsome humans!
its 7 am.
im already online.
slept arnd 2.45am.
was on the fone with fahmy fer
2hrs ++ i think.
around dere lahh.
whenever we talk,time flies like the speed of light.
tu dah bedek,but im sure u get wad i mean.
i can talk to him the whole day and not
feeling sleepy and etc.
but due to the-both-of-us have our own lives
and it was already late at nite where ppl are supposed to sleep,
so we had to put down the fone no matter what.
a lot and i swear a lot of stuff we talked.
may be tat is wat that makes us have a better understanding of each other.
dun u think so fahmy?
so okehh,he told me he read my blog which i sooo
din expect of him.
and i was soooo malu!
cos there were or most of my entries i wrote abt him.
and sooo,his gonna read this too!
is okehhlah,blogs
are meant fer ppl to read anyway.
during the 2hrs ++ we talked,
we talked abt everything which i shall not say here cos
ive given him the trust that i wont.
but certain things that aren't confidential i'll just spit it out okehh.
ohh yes,faz has a new guy
and fahmy was SHOCKED!
he din expect her to move on that fast.
thinking twice,if i was in her position,
moving on takes time.
mayybe faz is just another typical mly gerl.
hearing the stories fahmy told me somehow
makes me think that faz is soo childish despite her age.
in the past she said it into my face that i was childish due to my age
but thinking again,i think she's the one.
how fahmy said faz wanted to call her frens to beat me up,to cut my hair and etc.
to go to my sch and 'koyakkan my nonok'.
im not kidding.
i heard wat she said.
but then,it goes w/o saying.
i believe she's under depression lahh.
or perhaps simply not enuf love from her family members.
okehh zana stop,this is getting way personal.
involving her family and etc.
but then fer me,faz is at loss.
how foolish,i shall not use stoopid, of her
to do that to fahmy.
*heaving a heavy sigh*
well,coming back to my conversation with fahmy.
we talked and talked and it was
sooo hard to put down the fone.
but the eventually,sooner or later we did,we had to!
well,i shall end here.
am still thinking whether to go to the NLB at bugis or just to woodlands lib.
i wante hang out with fahmy again like old times.
just like old times.
BF,im missing you!
i love u bf.