"Time is what we want most, but what we use worst" -William Penn

"Being healthy is a beautiful thing" -Aya kito

♥ Thursday, June 21, 2007 @ 9:29 PM

so okehh,this was 20 june event.

ent out with munirah.

u see that two ladies.

one is jul and anthr is muni.

century square's toilet was lawa to the max!

the sofa was comfy.

i slept there fer an hour sey.

hahaha.

then head off to muni's house.

watched hindustan and makan2.

den jul came.

we talked.

pillow fights and etc.

fun larhhh.

den head off home lah.

tooo tired to typed more.

im having a migraine uh.

okkehh bye!

♥ @ 9:14 PM

today was a long day.

went to civic in 'e morning to borrow a mag and

at the same time to do my kumon.

btw,tdy is my 2nd day menstruating.

and heavy flo lah sey.

tkpe,my pad sooperr long.

best,prevents leakage.

so odw to wdlnds,i board bus 856.

took out my book and wanted to read it

but in the end only a few sentences i read.

i end up listening to my fone songs and teared in the bus.

it happened tat the songs i was listening to

meant so much abt fahmy.

i cant hold on my tears and droplets of crystal salty water trickled down my cheeks.

then i closed my eyes to not let ppl see my tears.

bergenang air mata di kelopak mataku.

cheyyyybahh.

after i did my kumon,i had luch at banquet den met bf at his house.

saw his bekas operation.

eeewwww.

creepy siol.

we lepak and etc lah.

after kumon i had my hair done at this shop.

reached home.

logged into frienster and i saw fai's profile[fahmy's cousin]

OMG!!!

i saw famhy's pics and evrythng!!

omg.

i miss him more when i saw his pics.

and fahmy's gonna add me up soon on msn/frensta cos

his bro just bought a laptop.

tats for the day lah i supposed.

and im having a kaninapantat migraine.

i LOOOOOVVVEEE BF.

i MISS fahmy.

he came back unexpectedly. thanks Allah.

♥ Tuesday, June 19, 2007 @ 1:44 PM

n ohhh btw,bf's going fer a surgery

later in the afternoon.

he has three wisdom tooth growing horizontally

clashing into his other teeths.

so,i hope he'll be okehh and tat his surgery will be fine.

i love bf abecadabra.

hahahhaha.

fahmy = first love expired.

just friends.

♥ @ 10:58 AM

hey my babies.okehh,so im posting wat hpnd ystrdy okehh.

cez i din went online ystrd.

so,an unexpected thing happened.

FAHMY CALLED.

and we talked.

he owed me a lot of explanations and was sooo sorry about

leaving just like that w/o saying goodbye.

so it was him who called me late at nite on 18th june.

wanted to talk to me but when he heard for my voice

he backed out.

he called several times.

i was soo shocked u noe!

i mean i din expect him to come back.

but he did and im soo touched by his actions.

it took him a lot of guts to clear up things with.

ive never trusted wat faz said,ive always trusted fahmy

and i did the right thing.

faz is such a big liar!

so we talked fer 2hours.

man,after 4months he's M.I.A,finally he came back.

i miss him siol.

but my priority is still my bf.

i hope everything will be fine fahmy.

thanks fer coming back to clear things up with me FAHMY.

i MISS u.

but bf will always be in my heart.<3

♥ Friday, June 15, 2007 @ 5:37 PM

hey babies!!

today is friday!

the last weekday of the week!

so,i went to civic together wid my pri sch buddy,khairah!

it has been so long since we met and finally,after 6 years

we're gonna meet up!

how exciting can that be?!

met her at cp's outside kfc.

we hugged as soon as we saw each othr!

then we head off to civic.

the seats were occupied.

padehal it was only 11.20am.

baahhh.

then we sat at the floor.

wanted to study but end up talking.

she keeps saying her boobs are small that she wanted mine.

mine was big.

she even took a pic of my boobs! with my clothing on eh.

she's not a lesbo btw.

she just broke up wif her bf.

she's under depression pills.

she mutilates herself.

and loves inflicting pain on herself.

she drinks,takes marijuana and etc.

omg. how i wish i can help her man.

but i'll pray to Allah that she'll change.

so we ate at mcd.

we din study at all!!

i did a lil bit but it was not that of much.

i saw haidah.

she passed me my extra fone and my novel.

she was wid danial.

woohooo.

they are soo rapat,ppl will think

they are together.

i dun evn noe wat to think cez she keeps denying it soo biarlah.

then before khairah and i went our separate ways we hugged

each other.

as soon as i board bus 856,i groove to the music and then fell asleep

fer a moment.

took 804 at yishun intr and went home.

tired lar sey.

havent call bf yet.

am gonna call him now.

Labels: cinta bf

♥ @ 4:53 PM

mosquito's eye.

my face shitface siol! oh,tats hafidzah btw.

fatin and i.

so okehh,im back. i know im such an ass just walking out on u just like that when ive said i would post anthr entry ystrdy. but things popped up lahh. ive uploaded fe photos ces i din snap lotsa it at sentosa. sorrie nas,ur face tkde prolly becos i was too tired and din took gmbr wid ya. okehh tkpe. so tat day was soo much fun. went to charisma's house ferst wid hafidzah. as usual her black dog was there. then after tat met pei ting and othr at khatib mrt. headed off to dhoby ghaut and took NEL to harbour-DEPAN. as soon as we reached sentosa,there were sooo many people. some in bikinis,some in boardshorts and others in tees and shorts. went to siloso beach and find a spot. behind that spot was a sooo best area. there's wind and tranquility there man. and u noe wad? fucking fairuz DUMPED iskandar. sooo tak baik kan! and her reason was,no more sparks in their relationship. plus she wants to stay as friends. OMG! is love her like fuck and she is all is got. urrgghghhhh! okehh,coming back to my story. so i din bring extra clothings/sunblock cez i din plan to swim. bt then i end up swimming wid my clothes. there was lotsa FOOD! we played true or dare & 007 bang in the sea. it was fun. i had to lick amala's forehead, charisma had to bite my boobs. nana had to bite & french kiss russell's lips. nas had to massage is's nipples. hahahahha. fun lah. but then i went home early. aftr shower and all.i saw how TANNED i was. pfft. den reached harbour-DEPAN intrchnge. board 855 and groove to 'e music in the bus. reached home arnd 7.30. was soooopeeerrr exhausted lahhhhh. called bf fer a moment. lights off at 11pm. okehhhhhh? happy now? im gonna post anthr entry now so dun talk much can? hahahha.

♥ Thursday, June 14, 2007 @ 8:23 PM

oh oh.

i lazy to type the entry lah.

cez im chatting at msn wid nad plus playing games at xuanxuan.com

hhahaha.

some othr time eh.

♥ @ 8:14 PM

okehhh!!! so im back!!

told u guys didnt get to meet bf last min cez

he needs to go bk camp and blah3 kan,

well we still met.

he cabot frm camp.

then after my remediation,when fer luch with

fidzah.

ohh wait,when i reached sch,those who swam ystrdy were tanned.

n okehh,coming back to wat i was saying.

so after luch met bf.

it was a hot day.

bloody scorching hot.

sort of changed my happie mood.

our port[bf and i],anthr sat at ir.

so we went to a nearby place and sat.

i did my kumon correction.

while bf irritate me.

we talked and etc.

ohhh,the normal thing couples do.

ohhh wait! i remembered saying i had be back to upload pics at sentosa

plus type an entry on it kan?

okehhh,let me finish wat hpn today ferst can?

then after meeting up with bf,went to kumon.

after which i was exhausted.

then i head straight home after tat.

okehhhh,i'll start anthr entry,stop bugging me can?

hhahahahah.

♥ @ 8:15 AM

okehh i noe i said i wane post anthr entry kan?

later or maybe tmr can?

i gtg pronto.

LOVES.

supposed to mit bf today bt he need to go back camp.

pffft.

is okehh.

aku syg bf!

♥ @ 7:48 AM

already 15mins the cd/firemen hasnt put off the fire yet.

see tha BIGG fire?

the ppl living there all ran to save their lives.

black smoky fumes in the air.

couldnt-believe-their-eyes s'poreans.

just the beggining.

aftermath. seen enuf?

u shud be at my place and see it LIVE sey.

rabak siol.

the incident will actually open up ur eyes to

take good care of electrical appliances

and etc.

soory if the pic is not up to standard.

im no photographer eh.

allow me to begin okehh.

i was washing plates after dinner when i smelled plasctic burning.

told mum abt it then searched the kitchen to see if there's any plastic burning.

there wasnt.

then after a five mins arnd 7.30pm.

i heard a LOUD 'pop' soung.

and then i sa the smoky funes.

i qucikly rushed to my window and i saw a lady splashinh pails

of water at it but to no avail.

the fire was getting bigger and engulfing more things.

the lady then went out of the house.

i then called fer my mum and dad to see.

i stopped washing my plates.

everyone just couldnt believe our eye.

ppl at the lobby,next to 'e bus stop were all looking at ir.

the blk blacked out.

excpt fer othr half of the blk.

evn the shops had no lights too.

there was soo much shouting and chaos.

all i cud do was just watched and pray fer them to be safe.

after 20 mins or so,the cd men came and put off the fire.

bt then,the fire started again.

dad took his binoculars.

i could see a very clear view of it.

then i called ami and bf to tell them abt it.

after 30-40mins the fire finally stopped/died lah.

policemen were investigating.

others went back to their home.

the victim's family stayed outside.

sadly,they had nowhere to sleep.

mum wanted to donate clothes to them.

so ppl,moral of the story is...

when cooking something,dun leace it.

make sure electrical appliences are kept dry.

understand?

okehhh,im gonna start another new entry pronto!

my remediation is in an hour's time.

LETS PRAY THE FAMILY OF THE RUMAH TEBAKAR IS SAFE AND WILL GET A NEW HOME SOON PLUS EVERYTHING WILL GO AS PER NORMAL.

start praying now.

*close eyes*

♥ @ 7:26 AM

okehh.

ive got lotsa stuffs to type abt at hpnd recently.

will be typing it in maybe 2-3 entries.

first and foremost,today is 14 of june kan?

okehh.

on the 12th of june 07,arnd 7.30pm there was a fire at my opp blk.

i took some photos of it and i will elaborate on it,boleh?

boleh nye.

okehh.

then ystrdy,13 june.

went to sentosa.

was out in 'e morning and reached home at arnd 7.30pm.

suuperr penat okehh. i have courses and evrythng.

and my body is aching now.

alaBAPAK! nature calling lah.

brb.

okehh back!!!

woahhh.

best sia passed motion early in the morning.

okrhh,allow me to start anthr entry okehh.

i'll start with the fire then sentosa.

♥ Saturday, June 9, 2007 @ 9:43 PM

woke up at 6 then went online.

i was by right so sleepy bt then i was soo lazy to sleep again after subuh prayer.

then got ready to go bljr at civic with mal and his frens.

sat on the floor at the 1st level.

then hazig and zahn arrived.

followed by khairiyiah/khai.

zahn was or i rather still is,a shy guy.

really sey.

when i asked him a question,he barely looked into my eyes.

no worries lah,i believe pemalu humans will overcome it soon.

then there was this bunch of jc kiddos.

oh my Allah.

the ladies,their skirt was soooo short.

one of them sat very inappropriately i think guys will get turned on just by looking at her,

but i hope not cos mal saw her.

he was the one hu told me tat lady dudokk tak snonoh.

hahahha.

they were having some discussion fer their debate or rather mly debate, bahas larh.

sygnye annuar/anuar,whichever the spelling is,

cudnt attend the study tingy.

he had sumting on.

bt its okehh lah.

perhaps some other time.

kahiriyah/khairiyiah.

okehh,ive decided to just acknowledge her as khai can?

hahhaha.

she's sweet.

and we,as in me and her,have many things in common!

like..

WE wante join the ARMY in the future.
WE have this velvet purse.
WE play hockey before and after and not anymore.
WE take F&N.
even the SAME task: JUNK FOOD.
WE'RE in SEC 5.

i wante call bf. tata!

♥ @ 9:32 PM

atiq's white choc cake frm secret recipe.

qistin exhausted from crying.

qistin and aunt idah.

in mak long's car.

♥ @ 9:21 PM

sooo okehh.

went to JB ystrdy.

im updating it only today cos i was

sooo frigging exhausted as soon as i reached hm ystrdy.

had belambak of fun dere.

it was atiq's bdae.

went shooping at giant and tesco.

there was this one part where i wanted to exit from the secret recipe shop.

when i pulled the handle,the door handle tecabot.

i was SHOCKED.

then apit went on laughing like a machine gun.

padehal i din exert my full force tau.

may be the door is to be pushed but no stickers saying push or pull.

then the owner just cabot that thing.

i apologised to her like rabak2 then went off frm there red-faced.

aishah qistina,my ank sedare.

not my sister's child eh.

my abg sedare's ank.

she was soo cute!!

really!

at nite,ate white chocolate cake in conjunction wit atiq's burfdae.

got 10RM frm pak long.

then watched APM,frigging boring siol.

siap2 then head off to spore.

abg fuad sent us.

reached home exactly midnight.

called bf fer a while.

he was partying at his fren's chalet.

okehhh.

i wante post anthr entry.

aku cinta bf

♥ Wednesday, June 6, 2007 @ 3:20 PM

so this were the photos taken ystrdy.

there are more to it,bt im having

a tummyache and nature is calling.

and so i just make it a fast one.

to that lady named bibah,u are arrogant nk mampos!

tkpe,aku forgive kau.

♥ @ 2:57 PM

finally! aftr sooo lonngg aku tk blogg...now i am.

well okehh,many stuffs have been happening lately.

good stuffs i supposed.

june hols bt i still gotta get my arse to sch.

ive got piles of hmrk to be done.

sadly,i did like 1/4 of it only.

hahahha.

maths is a must do though

i noe that mrs pendek-tapi-cute will not check it out.

but i need to practice larh!!

bt seriously not bedek talking,

ive been slacking this 2wks.

sumhow,fer me,HOLS are bad.

cos it makes me slack though

i noe its not the HOLS nye fault.

haahah.

i missed bf like 13545648974645x.

wanted to meet him ystrdy bt tk jadik at last.

so ystrdy,went fer the seminar at somerset.

den,headed off to novena to jumpe jul syg.

as soon as reached there,there was this champs challenge going on.

i saw sab serving pizzas.

when the competition finished,i hugged sab and jul.

i then saw my cuzzin.

there was this bloody kannina lady who was frigging arrogant!

i smiled at her and in return she jeling at me back sia.

bt okeh,nvm abt her.

im a very forgiving person and so ive forgived her,

but i cannot forget eh minah.

aftr tat yudi,maner nye RM pn aku tk ingt,blanja us.

i had ice cocktail.

den we headed off to far east plaza.

ate at cahaya restaurant.

den we go jln2.

shops closed early cos it was a tuesday.

i was frigginf exhausted but mangaed to still read in the train.

as soon as i reached hm,called bf.

talked fer like 15mins and off to bobok.

aku cinta bf.