Sec 5 life is sooper hectic. im starting to think tat soon im gonna have a breakdown. well, i hope not. Didnt cntct dearie as he said nt to cntct him often coz he's depressed n etc. Skwel was fun. i've alwys looked forward to go to skwel. A man named Samuel Chan came n gave a talk regarding his experienced during his stay at Afghanistan fer 6 months. He's a good speaker as he managed to make us(students) to sit down and listen to him attentively. His talk was good. It reminded me to alwys be thankful of what we have in S'pore. I believed his talk have impressed the teachers. Mly n chem test tmr. pffffft. been coughing prettie badly in skwel. like i got tuberculosis. choy choy. touch wood. at nite gotta do kumon n revision. oh yes,dance floor. Man,i hate those typical mats n minahs,those sec 3 kiddos attitudes who are in my skwel. they tink they're sum hot stuff. oh common man, grw up lah. i keep thinking of him. i mean my dear nt the mats n minahs okiee. oh btw,fuck emokids. i dun evn tink dey noe wat it means. niways,i miss goin gigs. moshing,headbanging n skanking. well,i dun tink i have time for tat. not wif my hectic schedule. n i miss my piercing days too,esp my lips. bt i dun wear it anymore,n 'e hole is still open. since i've strtd commiting myself to wear tudong,i have yet to make sure to close my lip hole. mum n dad have just gone to sim lim to make ammendments regarding 'e laptop. i just love them soo much. im so thankful tat i hve them as my parents tat they are my friends too. we are open. talks abt sex n evrythng. i just cant imagine if Allah were to take their lives b4 me. 'e reason im here i am nw,nt at home i mean,bt sec 5 is because of their suuport and prayers answrd by Allah. i wonder when im gonna attend another gig. bt i tink i rather go for ska. those hardcore n punkrawk gigs are now filled with more wannabes. gtg fer nw. soooppperrr exhausted. hey my soldier,i LOVE u soooppperr giler babi.