everything's complete in my life :)

THE END.

2008-11-14T08:45:00.003+08:00

Hey readers who have been reading this blog and wondering why I havent been updating. Reason because, I've moved to www.words-heal.blogspot.com My regular updates are on that blog. This words-kill blog will be kept for memories. Guess, now it's the end if words-kill. Thank you dear diary fer tolerating my rants and etc for 1 year and a half. Gooodbye love!

Oh and this is the last post, 551th post.

550th

2008-10-31T00:42:00.003+08:00

550th post. Words-heal definitely need more time to reached that figure. Haha.

Anddddd I seriously think we're becoming distant :(. Yes babby, you heard me.

2008-10-26T16:16:00.001+08:00

My words were harsh and heart piercing but I gotta do that to knock some sense into you. Saranghae.

2008-10-21T13:44:00.001+08:00

I cant wait for 10am of 30th October.

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2008-10-18T11:13:00.006+08:00

I miss you words-kill! Been busy updating the other blog (:

These dances never fail to make me melt. Haaha. Okay, LL season is back! Haaha!

againnnnnnn

2008-10-10T00:38:00.002+08:00

Im tired of repeating the same things over and over again but what to do. Haaha. So here I go again, yes yes yes, my main blog which I'll update more frequently and in detailed is at www.words-heal.blogspot.com The difference is only the -kill and -heal. So please please please, it is there where I am focusing more on. Here, is the brief updates (:

grrrr.

2008-10-09T00:16:00.003+08:00

I cant sleep early thanks to Duromine. Well, that is one of the side effects lor. So instead of doing nothing, I might as well mug fer tmr's or perhaps, later's UT

The mixed feelings and weird moods all thanks to Duromine is driving me nuts. Bear with it, another 12more. Just 12.

-.-

2008-10-08T23:26:00.001+08:00

Why is my internet connection at home frigginggggg slow? -_- Wireless some more, must be many people using my server uhhhhh. Wait till I switch off the modem and there u guys go! Haaha!

Updates at words-heal (:

Plato's Cave.

2008-10-08T16:33:00.001+08:00

Plato's cave is related to the society in a way. How interesting (: Thanks to today's module I understand what's the Plato's Cave about.

almost forget.

2008-10-07T22:33:00.004+08:00

Nasiha says I look like my bro in this picture below. Haha!

Looking at the pictures above, now then I realise how my brother is becoming a handsome teenager in a few months time. Haaha. Handsome or what? Haaha! Congrats to him lah hor cos his big thing is over! Yes, it's his PSLE. Finally you're so over the moon but you still have your Kumon to do! Haaaha! At least you're benefitting from there cos you're doing seconday school maths alr (:

Now Im fascinated about the fact that my brother is becoming more handsome these days. Haaha! Andddd to think he wants to be fat -_-

never enough.

2008-10-07T22:07:00.002+08:00

I think I can never emphasise enough on how being healthy is a beautiful thing. I just hafta keep emphasising on it and I think I know why. Haaha.

Anddd I think this blog, my beloved 1year and 6months blog is lacking of pictures recently simply because Ive been uploading pictures at the other newbie (: Haaha!

Am still hunting for the perfect skin for this blog babby! (:

Moan-day!

2008-10-06T09:17:00.002+08:00

Now, I hate Mondays alr. Sheeesh. Words-heal updated there (:

(:

2008-10-05T10:52:00.001+08:00

Photos will be at my other blog (: Andddd yes, I miss doing a proper update here :( But my other blog is the main priority

gr.

2008-10-04T09:01:00.002+08:00

Off to visit relatives. Hope that I'll have photos hor. Haaha.

oh.

2008-10-03T08:43:00.002+08:00

A change of teams today. I cant figure out yet what's wrong with this mixed feelings. I dont even have a clue of what it is about.

Meeting up with Eddie later and purchasing my essential vp cos it's vital fer my progress. Andddd I haven met boyf fer quite sometime. Need to meet him sooon.

More at words-heal (:

yadayadayada

2008-10-03T00:38:00.002+08:00

Im so digging my own grave. I gotta reset my sleeping pattern, if this sleeping pattern prolongs, Im screwed. Anddddd, managing two blogs is not that bad after all (:

More at words-heal (:

god.

2008-10-02T16:27:00.002+08:00

Oh God, my stomach's toying with my emotions man. It is somehow giving me a signal that Japan's around the corner. Damn. It's mengulas-ing now.

overrated.

2008-09-29T13:06:00.002+08:00

I think dickies are becoming overrated. It is practically everywhere already -.-

same but different. haaha.

2008-09-28T17:38:00.001+08:00

Got a new skin fer words-kill here. It's similar to my words-heal but different in a way. Okay I bet you guys get it lahh, Go check out the other to understand what the balls Im saying. Haaha. Okay gtg, will be back later, but at words-heal (:

hard to let go.

2008-09-27T20:42:00.001+08:00

I figured, after almost a year working with kids, it is so difficult to let go of them. I am extremely enjoying and loving my job although at times the pay sucks, but these kids, my kids are the ones who made me stay. I love you all.

Will be updating more of it at my other blog.

526th post.

2008-09-24T13:10:00.002+08:00

Today, is exactly a solid month away to my Maths Paper 1. Yet I still dont feel the sense of urgency and nothing is done. This sucks.

Updated words-heal alr (:

imy

2008-09-24T00:28:00.002+08:00

Okay I miss blogging here, completely cos Ive been blogging bits and pieces in here and at words-heal.

Life's been pretty gobsmacked. Everytime I walk to class, I see people, people from different walks of life. Andddd I wonder again, how time flies fast cos it seems so yesterday I end my O levels. Talking about O levels. Ive a feeling Im going to screw it cos I havent start a proper revision. I know I know I should stop complaining and start responding, but hey, easier said than done.

Apart from awesome school, I have my kids to brighten up my life. I miss the past. The old friends, the old school, the old experiences and yadayadayada. But well, in life we gotta learn to accept changes besides, everyone has to undergo that.

Daddy yankee said to me again, something very very sweet again which he had sasid back then*melts* He said,"Dik, you kalau ditakdirkan meninggal dunia, you mesti masok syurga because u anak yang baik."

Masya'allah, I was so touched I wanted to shed tears, tears of joy. Oh wait, that statement, translating it into English means that if I were to be destined to pass away, I'll go to heaven cos I am a good daughter.

I think nothing is the happiest thing, except to have an awesome family by your side and forever there for you. Alhamdulillah, I can get along very well with daddy yankee, these days, it is not easy to see that between dad and daughters, so I gotta treasure it, treasure him.

I'll update words-heal sooon

oi.

2008-09-23T09:25:00.002+08:00

G103 today is easyyyyyy, well at least for me *quirk eyebrows*

Geylang with Nasiha tmr. Crave fer dendeng but Im on vegetherapy so tooo bad (:

Update at words-heal later (:

lateoi

2008-09-23T00:43:00.002+08:00

It's late and at the rate Ive been sleeping every day will add more eye bags instead of letting it go away. I hafta change my sleeping pattern alr, pronto. Turning in soon! Gotta wake up in 3hours time! (:

Words-heal.

brr.

2008-09-21T23:30:00.002+08:00

Thank God I got a B this time from Joyce. Got back from jogging. Now I feel extra fresh but stinky *roll eyes*

Anw, Ive been thinking and yeahhh, I think I wanna try to go on juicing, after my vegetherapy, prolly next month or the next.

Tmr is another Sunday, altho it is a Monday. Wooohooooo! W45J people would know *quirk eyebrows*

Recent and daily basis updates will be at words-heal.blogspot. Im so tired of repeating this over and over again. Haaha!

H&K

2008-09-20T01:08:00.002+08:00

I just finish watching Harold & Kumar and I swear it is awesome! But not the type of show fer kids under 18 yeahhh (: Haaha!

I figured, I wanna learn Mandarin by the age of 23 and to go bungee jumping (:

Next Thursday : Date with Nasiha Babbbby, Geylang! -.-

H&K

2008-09-19T21:50:00.001+08:00

Im busy watching Harold and Kumar, totally hilarious, will update later. Ohhh, will be updating at words-heal to be specific (:

Suck.

2008-09-19T09:05:00.002+08:00

My last sem cliques, W14M, decided to skip school today and they asked me along. haha. Quite a number of them decided to skip school and head to anywhere.

Today's problem suck balls. Okay no, it is the faci who makes today or infact my every beautiful Fridays like jackass.

Late!!

2008-09-17T09:46:00.003+08:00

For the first time of my schooling in RP, like fer 5months, today is my first time that I arrived LATE to school. Yes, I reached 9:15am. Urgh! Now my grade will be minus-ed by 0.5 *roll eyes*

Well, actually, I woke up early, just like any other day, but I was searching high and low of what to wear, not wanting to wear the same thing over and over again. Then I was tired so I decided to take a nap, yahhh a nap ahhh. I woke up from that nap at 8:45am. I was screwed. So I quickly cabbed down to sch. But before that I actually had second thoughts of going school so I kinda dilly delly. haaha!

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Okay wait, omgggggg! Yes I was 15minutes late but, my fun faci, Hans didnt mark me as late. Omgggggg. Thanks! Now, I hafta make sure I wont be late to schoool again Zana. Yes, I better not!

Tuesdayyyyyyy.

2008-09-16T08:57:00.002+08:00

I wanna go Korea tmr! To find Choi Si Won, Yunho, Jae Joong, Brian, Hwan hee and more!

Friday used to be the fun day and my favourite day but ever since I get Joyce for A102, my Fridays in sch has been pretty mundane -.-

I think I should drop this prejudice feeling and I 'll try to adjust to you, to your way of facilitating the class. Yeah yeah whatever *roll eyes*

Recent and daily basis updates on words-heal. Oh btw, this words-heal, you can find in my escapes section.

Mad.

2008-09-14T20:03:00.002+08:00

You suddently gave me the news, I cant take it. Whatever so, Im not stopping, worst to worst I'll transfer and will take the rap on my own. You somehow dont see the importance of me being a maths completer.

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Sch on Friday is such a 12r43276472tfgdshfkjbabgj! I complaint to Mervyn just now and he was saying how this kind of things would take time and yadayadayada, yes Mervyn I get you. But I dont care I still want you back as my Faci pleaseeeeeeee.

C

2008-09-13T23:59:00.003+08:00

Omg! I cant believe I got my FIRST C for this sem! I NEVER got any C bfore in the previous sem, you totally changed my history grades you high expectations BOB!

I demand for a CHANGE in faci!

Check words-heal fer recent and daily basis updates.

514th post.

2008-09-07T23:58:00.002+08:00

I miss blogging here. Ive updated words-heal so do check it out.

I can never get enough of LL, Xman, Heroine, Super Junior, DBSK, Fly to the Sky and etc! Andddd fer that, I have been youtube-ing frequently.

Later!

the I CAN blog.

2008-09-07T00:00:00.002+08:00

http://words-heal.blogspot.com - My current blog that Eddie wants me to have.

I wont be abandoning this blog cos Im so attached to it, but I'll update the other blog more often. So if u guys want to see any recent updates, you are more than welcome to visit the other blog of mine. Nevertheless, I'll still keep the ball rolling in this blog! (:

Additional blog.

2008-09-06T20:36:00.004+08:00

These are the only two dishes I had fer today. Dad made fer me salad, I love you Dad.

Today is the 6th day Im on Vegetherapy. Went to work and saw my kids. I love u all. Got my pay! Double Happiness!

Anyway, Eddie smsed me when I was at work. He told me to change my url from words-kill to words-heal. Okay, he told me to blog that I have learnt that words can kill and also heal people. He told me to tell everyone that I want to learn how to use words to heal people. He also told me, from now on to blog at my words-heal and post some of my good post from here to there. With that, I am re-born. I feel reluctant to do so because it has been a year and some months since I blog here, and I feel so attached to it.

Or maybe, I'll blog at both site? Hehe. Not easy lor cos I have my own private blog and the last time I blog-ed there was like months ago lor. Nevertheless, I'll make sure I do it. Hmmmm, I know what! I'll make words-heal my priority and words-kill, as a brief update. How about that? So yes, okay Ive decided to stick with words-kill and still blog but words-heal will be my main priority (:

So people, do take note that I will have words-heal.blogspot.com too! So if you dont see me updating much here, do visit, well if youre interested, http://words-heal.blogspot.com

Project assigned by Eddie (:

2008-09-05T23:19:00.003+08:00

Eddie, my Iris Analsyt also my Coach (:
People!!!

Eddie wants me to declare to everyone. He wants me to announce to everyone in this world about what Im going through. I hafta blog about all my feelings and things I am eating and doing everyday in this journey of becoming healthier, physically and internally. He also wants me to include all of his advice he gives me and also the conversations we had. In short, he wants me to blog about everything that is happening.

So, let's have a proper introduction. First and foremost, Eddie is my coach. He is guiding me and working closely with me giving me the encouragement to continue eating healthily, to be able to achieve results and be healthy physically and internally. So how all of this started?

2months back, mom and I decided to go for an iridology test with Eddie. Eddie is an Iris analyst and he is specialised in that field. With the iris scan, Eddie told me that my health condition was BAD. My body is very acidic, stomach ring and colon are expanded and I have toxins at my chest, brain and a little bit at my kidney area. The only plus point was that, I handle stress well and that I have good memory. Knowing how atrocious my health condition was, I decided that it is time I should do something about it and I should stop procrastinating.

Mom bought the products and it was goood. There were results! Back then, I used to have terrible migraines, EVERYDAY, but when I started taking those organic products, I had it no more! Even if I do, it is because of lack of sleep which is normal. Apart from having no more migraines, mom and I went to see Eddie for the second time to see if there is improvement. yes! Eddie said that my acidity level has gone down but I still got a lot of spring cleaning yet to do.

Eddie asked if I was interested to join his program. There are two choices. The first is to go on vegetherapy where all I have to eat would ONLY be fruits and vege, strictly no carbo and protein, which I am doing it now, or the second choice, go for juicing which is a more intermeidate level to be lean/slender. Andd yeah you guys know that I go fer the first choice. Eddie gave me tips what and what not to eat and gave me 'homework' to be done. Oh and one thing, when I officially started this program, I hafta make sure that I sms Eddie everyday, every single day. Some may find it dreadful, but not for me. Eddie is my coach and in order for him to coach me well, he needs to know what is happening to me.

Anyway, Im thinking of a name for this project, this blogging project. Hmm. Okay, Im going to name this project, I can! Anw, boyf said I have slimmed down a little and that he knows I can do it (: Moving on, I have been taking in lots and lots of fruits and vegetables this past 5days. I feel alot more lighter. I dont worry much because an organic product I contantly consume, V-plus, has all the nutrients I need, so I wont be under-nourished.

If I can do this, living for 5days without carbo and proten already, then another 25 more days will be much easier, hopfully. I wonder if Eddie reads. Eddie, the temptations are the most challenging part for me mannn.

From today onwards, I have to have at least a post about I can (the

511th post.

2008-09-05T09:00:00.003+08:00

Though today is the third day of school, it is the first day I took bus to school. Haha. The first day, I cabbed. Second, I was absent and the third, yeah you have it. Today's module is A102. My faci is a she, yeahh. Andddd she has American slang as she was at the United States for some time, before that she was in Korea. When she said the word Korea, I went "awwwwwwww", then she knew I was into those Korean drama. Hehe.

Anw, today's problem is toughhhhhhh. Anddddd Gawddddd, it is only the first day. On a much lighter note, I saw Mervyn! I was hoping he would be my A102 Faci lor. But yeahhh, you cant have everything you want righttttt.

The nose block is killing me and making my voice sound like frigging mamma mia. Haha! Anddd I think Im gonna fall sick soooon. Guess my boyd is adapting to it and mom said it takes at least a week.

Friggggging need the willpower! No doubt the temptations are readily available anywhere and everywhere.

L.

2008-09-04T22:44:00.002+08:00

I was inarticulate fer a moment. But I know I deserved a little of that, besides, I hardly take things seriously. It bothers me a little, so I should let LL and Xman cheer me up.

I turned off my lappie thinking I could talk to boyf on the phone, but then he was with his friends so I decided to switch it on back and do some laughing with LL and Xman. Call me sooon. I miss you, so baby now u know the feeling of being more with friends right? Haha. Call me sooon. LY

Blearghhhhhhhhh.

2008-09-04T21:35:00.003+08:00

Today was frigging sinful. Frigging tempting. Well, everyday is frigging tempting lor. Thank God, Eddie has been very encouraging (:

I hafta frigging stick to it. Friggging be strong. Frigging know that I can always satisfy those temptations other time. Frigging hafta be determined.

Ive got a list of all the alkalizing and acidifying food. Gooooood. So when I go grocery shoopping this weekend, I know what to shop for ^_^ All alkalizing products, yeahhhhh.

Will be accompanying boyf break fast tmr at his workplace. Anddddddd tmr's payday!

P-A-Y-D-A-Y! Yay! Anything to with $$$ is always pleasant. Hehe. But of course I hafta beware, cos the love of money is the root of evil. But seriously, living in Singapore, you so need money. Eveything's so frigging costly, what more with the inflation right now, everyone's complaining. Oh and one thing, as long as you're alive, you hafta pay tax. Uh huh hell yeah.

Let's see if there'll be surprises from my kids on Saturday, but of course, I dont hope anything seriously. Their presence makes me happppy enough already (: I love you, my kids. I love you, Fazli. I love you, Nasiha (:

Starkaratttttt

2008-09-04T11:13:00.002+08:00

Im not in sch. Yeah yeah I know you must be thinking that it's the second day of sch only and Im not in sch, such a starkarat. Screw you. Haha. Ive got valid reasons.

Later!

506th post.

2008-09-03T20:06:00.002+08:00

I just got a call from Fahmy. He informed me of his dad's condition. Alhamdulillah, the operation was successful. And to think he actually made a sad voice where i alr got the feeling that his dad is alright. Haha! Alhamdulillah, after going through alot, our prayers were answered.

Well, school was nice. I think I change my mind, only one cute guy. Andddd he's JK's friend!!! Haha! I start the ball rolling initially and thank God, slowly, others came in too. Anddddd damn, today's problem is toughhhhhhh and it's only the first day. It was more of like Cognitive Science? Yeahhh. On overall, everything's nice (: Just need a few more days fer everyone to adapt. Ohhh andddd, I found another classmate having something in common with me! We're so crazyyyyyyyyy over Asian celebrities! ^_^ Now, I got someone to talk to about this kind of things (:

Gramps cooked Chicken today fer break fast and my oh my, no doubt it was tempting. But I didnt eat it cos I was, and is still is, faithful and loyal to my vegetherapy. All I ate was a plate of cauliflower, brocolli and another type of vegetable. Andddd this feels like forever! Ohh Insya'allah I'll pull through. Amin.

Ohhh, and Xman might be the next LL fer me, which there is a small percentage that I doubt so! Andddd Yunho looks exceptionally charming! *melts*

I miss myNasiha and Fazli. I need you both badlyyyyyy.

W45J

2008-09-03T08:52:00.002+08:00

Yes yes yes, Im in my new class now, W45J. The atmosphere's so quiet, everyone doing their own work, not noticing others. Well, I guess this is the norm for first day, like first day of school and etc. It's called the 'first day of school syndrome'

No cute chinese guys :( Haha! The guys in my class all look so 'good boy'. Haha! Okayy no, now there's a chinese guy who comes in. And he looks cuteeeeeee. Haha! Okay, now got one. Okay now the faci comes in alr. Okay now got another cute guy. Sum up, there's two! Hehe! Boyf dont get jealous okay. You know this kind of thing wont last long. You'll always be my cutest! Always be my eye candy. I'll update pronto!

Hungry.

2008-09-02T20:49:00.003+08:00

A bowl full of only cooked cabbage
Okayy so guessed what? A bowl full of only cooked cabbage was my dinner just now, yes only that and I swear Im very very hungry that I could practically eat a horse. My other family members were having carbo and protein food fer dinner! And I was the only odd one out fighting the temptation to eat carbo and protein food. Anddd I did (:

So yeahh, I have been totally and strictly off-carbo and protein food fer 2 consecutive days already. So far, so good. No doubt the temptations are very high but I know I'll be able to handle and control it (: Insya'allah.

Gawdddd, sch's tmr. New class, new friends, new team, new facis, new block, new environment, new cliques and etc! Im excited.

Although I cant fast due to my Japans, I still feel like Im fasting cos Im not taking in carbo protein food so yeahhh, it still feels the same. The only difference is that, I drink plenty of water, but I dont do that anywhere, I hafta respect those who are fasting lor, hor.

See you W45J! Anddd I'll definitely miss W14M!

'Japan' First.

2008-09-02T10:44:00.002+08:00

Was fasting halfway, okayy not halfway, like 1/4 of the day when I find out I got my Japan. Too bad. When I thought I maybe, maybe could fast a whole full month. But somehow I knew it would come cos my Japans are regular.

Will be working later, surprisingly. Cos I dont usually work at the Novena outlet on Tuesdays. Did it to cover up fer Nora (: Anddd yeahh you're most welcome (:

Looks like I'll be a week off-fasting, but I dont think it'll make a difference. Cos I wont eat much although I can cos Im on vegetherapy, remember? But yay! At least I dun hafta wake up early morning to sahur (:

Surprisingly, I didnt LL ytd, but that's about to change cos I'll be doing just that right after this (:

Ramadhan (:

2008-09-02T00:13:00.003+08:00

It's already 2nd September. Ramadhan has started. Guessed what I had fer Sahur and break fast ytd? Only fruits and vegetables. Anddd Im proud of myself for sticking it through. Alhamdulillah.

Anw, work ytd was nice. Im glad I get to meet my kids before school reopens. I cant wait for payday this Friday (: Anddd I aslo cant wait to see my new class. A good thing is, I know that I can click with anyone. Just so I hope that my new class will be as fun as W14M.

Boyf was sooo cheesy last night. He said,"I miss you like the desert miss the rain" haha! Omg! Since when did my boyf become so cheesy like that?! I like! Haha! I guessed he must have picked up a little bit from me cos I loveeeeee cheesy pick up lines(:

Anddd I miss Nasiha babbby. It feels like we havent met since forever where it was only last week we met. I love both Nasiha and Fazli endlessly.

Long update.

2008-08-31T17:39:00.009+08:00

Hey people! Like finally! im back to do a proper update. Yeah, just got back from terawih-ing. Anw, I'll be updating from what happened on Wednesday yah (:

WEDNESDAY

After mugging at NLB, went to meet molm at City hall for the check up. Odw there bumped into Cik Nani and her son and Kak Nona. Roamed around Raffles City while waiting for Mom. Well well well, Good news (: My Iris Analyst, Eddie, said mom's and my acidity level has gone down but we still have lots of spring cleaning to be done, to flush the toxins away.

Eddie gave me two choices, One, to go for vegetherapy or two, go for juicing, and I chose the first choice. So people, during fasting month, my early before dawn breakfast and dusk break fast will be only fruits and vegetables. Yes, you cant imagine uh huh.

THURSDAY

I decided to try the vegetherapy out, and omg. The whole day, breakfast lunch and dinner, I ate only fruits and vegetables. Was working on that day and i was so tempted looking at my colleagues savouring meat. By the time I reached home, I was so so hungry I swear I could practically eat a horse but well I didnt and ate a whole pot of mixed vegetable soup. The vegetherapy program will officially start during the fasting month. Wooohoo. Needs determination and willpower man.

FRIDAY

Most hectic day oi. In the morning, went to my secondary school, NSS, on a short notice. I made the meeting up brief. Met Mdm Marliana and did a little bit of catching up. Then bumped into Mr Chye and awww, I missed my favourite History teacher a lot! Then rushed to SKp to get JK two packets of charcoal then I cabbed down to CCK mrt cos I was late alr to meet up with Thida.

Passed Thida the food for partay and the charcoals to JK then headed off to work.

Party at Jan's was awesome although I was exceptionally late. Although we're going separate ways, W14M, this aint the end people. And to BEN 10, a meet up is still a must okayy, We got to let the love keep flowing. Right after cabbed home with Lizanne and Mae.

Thanks Thida and Fatin for helping me out alot for the Party. Sorry fer the trouble
Before going to Jan's, I was at work. Salina babbby was sooo sweet to give me a bouquet of flowers for teacher's day. Awwww, I love you Salina!

I love you too Salina!

Somehow I love this shot the most, maybe because I suddenly burst into laughter and it looked good, well at least fer me. Haha.

My favourite girls at work, and including another 5 more (:

Anw, Ive watched 4bia and damn, it is totally worth watching!

SATURDAY

Had the EAF workshop at PSB academy again. Right after, went to Eng wah at Suntec to catch Wall-e with Jie. Mom got free tix, so Jie and I watched it lor. Cik Noor was there sitting beside me too in the cinema. The show Wall-e isnt as lame as some people think. It's such a cute show (:

SUNDAY

Went Mustafa Centre with Family early in the morning to get bro's and jie's clothings. Then we headed off to Fork and Spoon fer lunch then exhaustingly back home. Terawih-ed at night and one of the times to see Masjids full of people is during Ramadhan. And yay! Ghosts are locked up alr ^_^

Anw, some bragged about how cool baybeats was. I went,"what the balls?" Baybeats is nothing compared to Singfest lor. The standard is not even close to Singfest lor. So please, stop bragging about how happy and cool u were going to baybeats -.-

Will be waking up for sahur at 3am, and yeahhh, only fruits and vegs. Insya'allah I can. If yan can cook, so can you! haha!

3 more days to sch reopen, Here I come W45J!

I love W14M and BEN 10 Forever!

500th post.

2008-08-30T00:26:00.002+08:00

This is my 500th post. Hip hip hooray! Haha!

Ive got heaps of stories to update but not so soon cos Im dead beat and running out of time. Will do it pronto!

W14M & BEN 10! Wo ai ni men!

Bokko dance.

2008-08-27T15:31:00.002+08:00

I think Bokko dancing is really cool, although it is another form of techno dancing. Haha. yes, so not me. Thanks to LL, they got me started.

Bokko dance : "A type of techno dance popular in South Korea. Involves a lot of arm movement, synced with the rest of the body" -urbandictionary.com

Bae Suel Ki,bokko dance queen and Chun Myung Hoon bokko dancing in LoveLetter Season 2

Nice basic bokko dance!

All the best to boyf who's having his interview like now I think. I'll be meeting momma in a few hours time to go fer our check up.

Andddd, this Korean Song, Like a man by Fly to the sky is niceeee! Yes, LL got me stucked into this too. Haha! I guess now is the my Korea season, that time was Taiwan and Japanese season, time to head off to Korea season (:

Fly to the sky (Brian Joo and Fany Hwanhee) - Like a man

Gawdddd.

2008-08-26T22:04:00.001+08:00

I know my new class fer the 2nd sem already! Im in W45J! Whoever is in that class, pls pls pls tag me! Ive been yandao-ing like hell to see who are my new classmates, at the same time busy asking W14M and Ben 10 their new classes! Gaaaawwwwwwd, initially I wanted W3 cos a praying room is provided but nvm, W4 isnt so far from W3 (:

Check up tmr with mom, I wonder if there's improvement. Insya'allah.

Alhamdulillah, Ive completed paying back all my fasting debts. Although it's kinda last minute, but Im glad though.

Im still anxious about my new class. Ive been calling everyone to check their classes pronto! Andddd when some are needed, they're not online. Aiyoooooooooooooo. Pls go online or pick up ur phones pronto!!

never enough.

2008-08-26T13:47:00.002+08:00

I tell you I can never get enough off LL. It is seriously addictive and funnny which makes it like a drug. I hafta watch it at least an episode, every single day. Yes, every single day. And of course, LL is even more fun with Fany Hwanhee, Lee Min Woo, Choi Si Won, Brian Joo, Kim Jong Min, Chun Myung Hoon, Kim Hee Chul and Tei. Awwww *melts*

Okayy Im off to continue LL-ing, then right after, off to mugging which I wonder will that happen? Hahahhha!

Grades out!

2008-08-26T11:56:00.002+08:00

Yo yo yigidiyo! Grades fer sem 1 is out! Thanks Fatin fer informing me (: My sem 1 GPA is 3.00 (: Im satisfied though (: I dont seek perfection to get the best GPA like 4.2, just as long as Im satisfied Im cool with it. Besides, 3.00 isnt that bad. Most of my modules, infact 3/5 modules I got a 3 for my grade point. Another module was 2.5 and another is 3.5 ^_^ Nevertheless, Alhamdulillah (:

Initially was supposed to go to sch to self study but then it's alr noon and I decided to just mug at home, which I'll do so after this (:

Exactly a week from sch reopen -.- Damn damn damn, damn fast lor! Andddd excatly a week and two days from pay day! Haha! I guess the pay this time will be higher cos I work-ed more days this 3weeks.

Anddddd, boyf really touched my heart last night with his sincerity. I love you!

5days to Ramadhan ^_^

Hols ending -.-

2008-08-25T23:21:00.002+08:00

Fabian and Nad will be a year older in half an hour's time (:

Work-ed. The electricity tripped fer 4times -.- Andddd I get to meet a few of my favourite kids (: After work, met Nasiha babbby at Novena mrt cos she finished her shift at TTSH at the same time I ended work. We headed to KFC np to have my late break-fast then we walked home.

The fact that the inscription on you will be absorbed by your body and that it is one of the thins that dilaknat Allah, im still dissappointed in you. Im trying hard to get it over it, and I know I will pronto but why? What good reason you have to do it? Infact you're going against hukum Islam. Anddd there is no valid reason if youre going against hukum Islam. Astargfirullah. Ya Allah, buka kanlah pintu hati nya. Amin. Anddd I still love you though.

Anddd I hafta apologise to boyf again, although I have, umpteen times already, but I still hafta. Sorry fer blowing my top ytd, you dun deserve it. I love you!

Dissappointed.

2008-08-24T22:09:00.003+08:00

At that moment, I was ubberly dissappointed in you and I want the old you back. The old you back who thinks straight and knows your limits. Gawwwwd. But what to do, it already happen. But that does not mean I look down on you or hate you, I love u still very much, cos I know youre still the nice lass deep down and that Blood is thicker than water.

Joanne's 18th!

2008-08-24T20:33:00.002+08:00

Happpppy 18th Joanne Nisha! Finally, Legally 18th huh *quirk eyebrows*

Im glad we're still in contact Joanne, despite the fact that we are in different schools. On a much lighter note, you have continued back in work, andddddddd we can spend more Saturdays together! (:

Joanne has always been one of my favourites. She was my bestfriend, back in primary school, but nonetheless, we're still as close as ever and I can say that I still see her as my bestfriend (: Indeed, we can talk about anything and everything without worrying about anything. Im happpppppppy that we can get along well very well! I love u endlessly Joanne! May you are blessed with endless happiness.

Ohhh, and I wished here first okayyyy, on the dot of her birthtime I wished, at 5:50pm! So those who wished at 12midnight sharp, too bad, she wasnt 18th yet! Haha! I love u Joannnnnnne!

Anw, I dozed off at 5+am in the morning. Haha! Then I had to wake up at 8am for class and tutoring. So yeahhhh, I had only 3 hours of sleep. Anddd I havent had any nap at all since just now. (: Anw, will be going fer my Iridology check up this coming Wednesday again (: Ohh anddd, it's gonna be a sooooper hectic week starting from tmr, from Monday right up to Sunday. Anddddd, sch reopens on 3rd September -.- Damnnnnnn, soooo fast lahhhhh! Pffft.

Nasiha Babbbby, get well soooon honey, please go to the doc's. Fazli babbbbby, I'll meet u sooooooooon. I love u both endlessly!

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2008-08-24T04:25:00.001+08:00

Time Check : 4:25am. Okay I'll doze off in 22minutes time. Damnnnn, LL is really addictive ^_^

Choi Si Won

2008-08-24T03:20:00.002+08:00

Choi Si Won! Heng ke ai!!!

Ohh u sooo hafta agree with me that he's so darn cuteeeee! Well, his dimples are his assets mannnnnn. *melts* Ohh my Fazli, you're still my eyecandy (:

Time check : 3:22am and Im still here. Cant sleep after having my 2hours of sleep just now. But will hit the bed pronto, after I finish watching my LL (:

LONGGGGGGG.

2008-08-24T01:20:00.021+08:00

First and foremost, my Fazli was pissed off at me. I didnt pick up his calls, 10calls to be precised, simply because the first 4 calls, my phone was not with me, secondly, the second 6 calls, I was exhaustingly asleep. Im sorrry babby, I din do it on purpose. Even my Nasiha's call I din pick up. I love u both.

Soooo, work today, or rather, ytd, was pretty exhausting. Despite the exhausting-ness, my kids made my day, and especially Andy. Andy said to me that Teachers' Day is coming and he said he'll be making a Teachers' Day card. Awwww, I was sooo touched (: Then, after work, went fer Donuts with Joanne, the birthDATE girl today. She told me she's not 18 until it is 5:50pm, cos she was born at that time. So I intend to wish here right at 5:50pm. I love u Joanne!

Andy dearrr <3<3

Photos of Fri-night, Fireworks 08 cum outing with JK and Cerella :)

Well, so Fri-night out with them was awesome despite the fact that there were sooo soo many people. The crowd was hell alot packed like a can of sardines. Truckloads of people there were like swarming bees. The crowd was like as if we're going NDP or even going fer war. Haha. I had a great splendid time with them. Camwhored alot, and seriously alot alot. Haha. The ones you see here are only 3/4 of it. Let's go out again okayyyyyyy! Love u bothhhhh! We're the 1990s, that might be the reason why we get along very well with each other! Andddd I can talk to them about everything! Haha!

The fireworks was splendid!

Her conrows are beautiful isnt it? Infact, she herself is beauuuuuuutiful!

School holidays are ending pronto. Im left with a week and a half? Errr yeahh around there. Everyone's so worried about the new class, how will it be like and etc. Well fer me, I dont quite worry lor cos I know I can get along well with everyone. Nevertheless, I'll miss W14M, especially BEN 10!

Cerella and JK, there you go the photos are here. Grab it!

Fireworks 08

2008-08-23T00:29:00.002+08:00

Friday was awesome. Well, as usual. I'll update real sooooooon, with loads of pictures and videos. To add on, I had an awesome time with Cerella and JK (: I'll upload the photos sooooon (:

2008-08-22T02:24:00.001+08:00

It's 2.30am already and Im still awake cos I have been watching hilarious Korea gameshow, youtube. I swear you hafta watch, it's darn funnnnnny. Thanks Naddddd. Anddddd I tell u, I can stay up until 6am just watching this all the way. It is indeeeeeed very addcitive!

2008-08-21T23:44:00.002+08:00

Started off energetic-ly in the morning. Decided to meet Nasiha babbbby fer breakfast before heading off work. Initially was suppose to meet at 10am. But poor babbby, she was having some stomach issues. Haha. Nevertheless, we still meet up. Had an early lunch at mcd. Then bumped into Nad and off to work. In the train we talked so much and acted like we were a couple. Hahaha. You know Nasiha, I can never do that to any other girl except fer you. I love u babby! I volunteer-ed to accompany her until Raffles Station before she changed train to Outram. Then I bounced back to Novena fer work. Was dead beat at the end of the day.

Well, enough said about that. Moving onnnnn, will be meeting my C & J tmr (: I sooo cant wait. Anddddd oh my frigggggging tits! Im so addicted to the Korea Game show, Love letter, at you tube. I tell u, it's damnnnnn funny and hilarious. I cant stay up the whole night just watching that. Wooohooo. Okay gtg alr, need to continue watching the show! Haaaha!

Fazli babby, I misss you. Fahmy's daddy yankee, get well soon. Amin. Nasiha babby's relative, get well soon. Amin.

When you laugh at your own jokes.

2008-08-20T22:50:00.003+08:00

Initially I wanted to head off to sch to self study but ended up screwing it. Haha! So, I rot indoors today. I rot indoors facing my lappie to be specific. Damnnnn. Nevertheles, it felt goood. After some time not rotting indoors, I finally did. Well, when can I ever do that again you tell me.

So okay yes, I rot-ed indoors today except the fact that I went out fer 2hours. Had early dinner with bro and dad at Toa Payoh's Fork and Spoon before fetching mom and jie from work. Headed off home after that and odw home in the car. Dad said after his recent motorcycle contract ends, he's gonna get himself a scrambler. Haha! I was like, oh my gawdddddd. My dad? Ohhhh hell no mannn. So mom was like saying how he dont look good riding a scrambler. Then dad was joking saying that my mom din allow him cos she's afraid that her legs cant reach. Haha! Ohhh, my parents are both so funny and understanding. I love my family the most!

Moving on, remember about me saying that I might wanna try out for teaching? I just found out that, the bond is for 8years. The government has doubled it. Wooohoooo. Im still thinking though, before I really start preparing fer my career.

oh shit.

2008-08-20T11:44:00.002+08:00

Andddd oh shit. I see RP students around all have started their farewell pit alr. W14M's farewell partayyy will be on the 29th. Andddddd the badddddd thing is my team and I havent started planning at all! Andddd to think we're one of the most impt in every partayyyy! Yes, we're in the food and beverage team! Shooooots! Must meet up pronto with them to plan.

TO MY TEAM MATES : BANU, MAE, THIDA and FATIN : We gotta meet up pronto. We're only left with 9more days!

for once.

2008-08-20T11:25:00.002+08:00

You know, although Im now in Polytechnic fer like 4-5months already. In a new environment, new circle of friends, new system of learning and etc, I sometimes cant accept the fact that I am already in Poly. Maybe because Ive already been in Secondary school fer 5years and this is somehow a very sudden drastic change fer me or even for others. Or maybe time flies really really fast. Yes yes yes I know everyone has to undergo changes. I do adapt to changes pronto, but you know, at times you ponder about it.

Ramadhan is approximately two weeks away, I cant wait. Like finally, my body can rest, need not do much digestion. They too need rest, not humans only hor. Anwwww, Ive been hearing songs from a few years back. Brings back memories.

Without realising, I'll be graduating from Poly in no time. Indeed time flies fast. It seems so ytd that I finished secondary school. And in no time, I'll have my own career then get married and have kids, and in no time, my life will be put to an end. Ohh Zana, your challenges begins.

483th post.

2008-08-19T21:45:00.002+08:00

Honestly, Im still thinking of my future career. Yes yes yes I know I have emphasised umpteen times that I soooo dyingly wants to be a Counsellor. However, I dont know why but suddenly Ive got this feeling that I may want to try out to be a teacher. What level of teacher im not yet sure, the main thing is, teaching. God, now I hafta do some insight research. Sounds so chim but actually no. Haha. Well, again, I may want to be a Counsellor badly, but if that is not what God has in plan fer me then I redha. After all, He knows what's best for me.

Anywayyyyyy, Im quite impressed with the Rally message this year, spoke by Prime Minister Lee Hsien Loong. Im quite impressed with his speaking. The way he speaks in Malay is totally stupendous! Infact, better than my Malay! No doubt that, he has a tuition fer Malay lesson ye know. Andddd, Im quite awed by the topic he touched on regarding building more Masjids and how he looked up to the Melayu Islam society. He was smart not to say malay society cos not all malays are muslim (: Instead, he said, Melayu Islam. Smart *quirk eyebrows* <br>

I will pray for your dad, Fahmy. But you must promise me you'll be strong fer ur dad. Insya'allah, he'll get well sooon.

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2008-08-19T12:43:00.002+08:00

Nothing much happened these days except the fact that Ive been working. Ytd, was supposed to work at ntc initially but yrc needed staff so I ended up working in yrc. Thanks to that, I couldnt meet my Monday favourite kids. Nehhh is okayyyy, nevertheless, ytd was nice too, working with a new bunch of 'fresh' kids I rarely work with.

Ytd at work got me thinking, that I wont be surprised if one day I might end up being a teacher. Yeahhh you heard me. Because all along, Ive been more or less teaching my kids. Andddd it feels great to be doing that. Although I soooo want to be a counsellor, Im sure you guys know that, not everything that we want is the best for us.Nevertheless, I let Him plan for me as he knows what is best for me, Amin.

I found a few vids at youtube which is a MUST WATCH.

Andddddd I miss W14M and BEN 10 already :(

Proper.

2008-08-17T23:49:00.002+08:00

I guess Im all cool-ed down already. Im not as pissed off as I was 3hours ago. Indeed, time heals the wound. Haha. Ohhh anw, yeahhh about ytd.

Initially I was supposed to be working ytd but I had the EAF volunteer course going on at PSB Academy. Andddd it was goooood. It was about adopted kids and how to communicate with them especially kids coming from a violent family who has been severely abused physically and emotionally. The more the reason why I want to be a Counsellor (:

So yeahh after the course mom and dad fetched jie and I. Then we headed off to the NTUC building at Marina Boulevard for another course. It was a Parenting Congress workshop on how parents can communicate effectively with their teenagers. As always Pak Usop with his humour and since Ive already went fer his course and volunteered fer his company multiple times, I could predict what he would deliver to the audience. Bottomline is, the workshop was awesome (: Anddddd was also exhausting.

Since ytd was the nisfu sya'aban day, once we reached home, straight away got ready to go to mosque. Ytd is known to be the night where all our prayers will be answered, Insya'allah. Recite the Yaasin and I was delighted to find myself still able to recite smoothly after weeks of not reciting. Alhamdulillah. I shall do it consistently, Insya'allah.

Ytd night I was so exhausted that I slept infront of my lappie. People were msn-ing me and I didnt reply cos I was asleep. Haha. That was like the 3rd time that it happened. Haha.

Then today, went for religious class in the morning and I so dread going cos the exhaust-ion was still there. But well, I still did go. Then after class went for tutoring. Tutor-ed my boy and he really loves maths (:

Today wasnt as hectic as ytd (: Anddddd I'll be working tmr. Get to see my Monday favourite kids *Smiling from ear to ear* Although it'll be Monday Blues, on a much lighter and happier note, I get to see my kids (: Andddd Ive got another job that I need to complete it pronto!

Singapore falls in second (:

2008-08-17T21:43:00.004+08:00

Table tennis Women, China vs Singapore ended 15minutes ago and I bet everyone, or at least, Si9ngaporeans who supported Singapore, were pissed. Haaha!

Honestly oh my gawwwwwwd. Dad and I felt both JW and the first one who I forget the name, was playing based on their emotions. They let their emotions control them and tada, u got the results! But hey, Im not trying to act as a smarty pants here, but yeahh just so u know what I mean. Nevertheless, common, silver is still something compared to nothing. Besides, it's not easy to get into the Olympics, which is global on a national level. Great Job Singapore! I know exactly how it feels to fall second in a match.

I'll be back later to update about ytd. Later!

Blast Friday! (:

2008-08-15T23:20:00.008+08:00

Nathaniel Heng, my favourite American accent kid (:Georgia Lou, the American slang girl too!The facial expression was real, it just happened that I snapped it at the right time making it look like that (:
Hey hey hey! Today was awesome! I sooo love working on Fridays! Simply because, most of my favourite kids come on Fridays and the fact that, Friday is a more relaxed day at work, not many students (:

After work, 9 of us, headed off to Somerset for dinner, together with Cik Noor, former colleague. We dine-d at Sakura International Buffet. One word for it, Splendid. That includes the atmosphere and foooooood. I was the first to give up on eating cos I was full. Then after everything, decided to make a move. With our pregnant stomachs, we headed off home.

Will not be working tmr cos I'll be having a course/workshop, well whatever name you want it to be, at Tiong Bahru at the PSB Academy (: Right efter will then meet up with mom and dad at Raffles (:

Im kinda sleepy now, I guess I'll hit the bed pronto!

478th post

2008-08-14T22:45:00.002+08:00

Off to work at ntc and I was happy that I get to meet my colleagues more often, well at least fer this month. Anddddd, tmr's the outing babbbby! The usual frequent people will be dinner-ing at Sakura International Buffet. Wooohooo. My second time. The first was with my dear BEN 10.

After work went off for class then on a short notice, I had too go back to work, but htis time the another outlet, at yrc cos they were short of staff. Ohh anddd, fyi, ntc- Novena Thomson Learning Centre andddddd yrc - Yishun Ring Learning Centre. Both are franchised. Andddddd I miss yrc colleagues truckloads. Buttttt, didnt had time to joke with them just now cos students and students keep coming in, giving us no break.

Anwww, Im chatting with Mervyn now and he has this wicked sense of humour, which is gooood, if you guys havent figured that out. Anddd, he said he was really touched by my RJ. Haaaha. Andddd so was I. I was darn happy when he said,"I was always captivated whenever you spoke." (:

I'll update tmr again, or maybe tmr night or the next day morning or evening. Haaha. Later!

(:

2008-08-14T10:11:00.002+08:00

Will be sakura-ing tmr after work with my colleagues! Yay!

I'll update soon, perhaps tmr, or the next day. Gotta get ready fer work now! (:

Later!

Because I love you (:

2008-08-13T22:01:00.006+08:00

Outing with Fazli babby today was awesome despite the fact that I had a sickening bothering ulcer located in between my gums and the walls, which makes it unbearable.

Met Fazli at his area bus stop and made our way to the MRT. Reached Plaza Sing and we went to get our tickets in exchange for the complimentary pass. We watched The Love Guru. It was okayyy though, but I had still prefer You dont mess with the Zohan. Thanks babby fer the free tix!

Oh bt anw, before watching the movie, we lunch-ed at BK. After movie, we roamed around Plaza Sing, from Carrefour to Daiso to Creative and etc lahhhh. Then we headed off. I had an awesome time with you babby! Like after so long since we have been doing this. I love you!

Ohhhh anddddd will be working tmr. Simply means, my pay will be higher *quirk eyebrows* Ooooohhh yeahhhhh.

Anw, I know Ive been way behind, some may have watched PS I Love You already fer like some time back, but I just watched it recently, like today! Haaha! Andddd oh my gaaaawwwwwwwd, it was darn sweet lah! I wonder if such guy exist, seems to good to be true. The show is darn sweet that I cried at the first 7minutes of the show. Nasiha babbbby is so gonna hafta watch this man. Andddddd, I miss her truckloads!

"It is not length of life, but depth of life" -Ralph Waldo Emerson

W14M! Imy :(

2008-08-13T07:46:00.002+08:00

Michelle's birthday muffin. Haaha.
Today marks the first day of.. not Syawal not ramadhan but, my sch vacation! Wooohooo!

Oh anw, ytd after class met ben 10, or incomplete ben 10 fer our last moments together. We chilled at starbucks and played truth or dare and talked and talked. It was awesome. Then we decided to get Michelle a muffin and a stalk of rose cos we havent got her a real present yet. Cute huh the birthday 'cake'. Haha! The stirrers are the 'candles'. Then when it was time fer us to go off, we were very reluctant to. We exchanged hugs and only after 10mins we proceed home.

Those last moments were very tense and sad where we didnt wanna let each other go. I will definitely miss everyone. Yes, everyone.

Andddddd, I didnt know there are some people who like my lips. They said cos it's full and thick. Gawwwwd, I rather have thin lips. Nevertheless, Im grateful, Alhamdulillah. Will be meeting Fazli later. He's kinda sick, so if he's still not feeling well then the outing will be cancelled. Love u babby!

Andddddd, working tmr! (:

W14M endless love!

2008-08-12T12:51:00.005+08:00

Anddddd I was very happy over what Mervyn said about me. Now I know that my voice is captivating and it attracts peoples' attention whenever I start speaking. Alhamdulillah. Now that I know my strength, I'll improvise and put it to good use.

Thank you to ALL the facilitators for guiding us through out semester 1.

The memories we shared will stay vividly in mind W14M. I pray for your future endeavour W14M-ers. Endless love W14M!

Precious.

2008-08-12T08:38:00.002+08:00

Anddddd so, Im back in school -.- After absent-ing myself fer three consecutive days, Im here to spend the last moments with W14M. Initially, I decided not to attend school right til today, in other words, have my holidays 4days earlier. Butttttttt, due to the fact that, W14M wont be in the next class next sem, so yeah Im here fer the last moments :( Sad, but hey, people need to adapt to changes plus life has to go on. Nevertheless, I will always and always miss and love W14M!

Okayyy moving on, ytd, mugging with Nasiha was way opposite! Haha! Honestly. Since we click very well, we ended up not studying. Haaha! Andddddd my notebook was the killer! It was the most sinful distraction to us. We watched Koizora, and yes my Nasiha cried badly. Haaha. See, I told you the story is darn sweet. We then decided not to study and headed off. So we roamed around Bugis village and that place and its stuff is getting lamer each day. So we had our late lunch at KFC then decided to head to town. Anddddd, I saw my Favourite Miftah friend, Aziza! Been so long since we met!

Okayy then roamed around Wisma to find the Ripcurl shop to get myself a ripcurl wallet, but then it was renovated, damn -.- I bought a sandal/shoe (I cant decide which is the right term), but yeah I bought it, at Charles and Keith. Also bought a professional nail kit, with all the buffer and stuff fer myself initially but I decided to give mom as her birthday gift. Like way advance birthday gift cos mom's birthday is in November and now is only August. Haaha! But nvm, then I bought dad's birthday gift at Esprit, a simple tee. Exhaustingly, Nas and I headed off home. I swear we were dead beat.

After so long not having a headache, I suddenly had ytd. Andddddd it was unbearable. For the first time I couldnt stand the pain. I felt like my head was spinning like a top.

Today marks the last day of school. Sch vacation starts officially tmr and hip hip hooray to that! Anddddd, will be spending time with my Fazli tmr *quirk eyebrows*. Well, been sometime since we spend time together. It's about time we do so (:

Change.

2008-08-10T21:49:00.002+08:00

Andddddd people have been saying! Haha! Okay Ive got two more months, around there, wait around one month and three quarter I think before the big day. All it takes for me to succeed it, I must be determined and have the willpower and discipline. Anddddd makes sure it last long. Haaha!

For now, Im seriously going to miss BEN 10 andddddd W14M and the Five facilitators. Okay no, by right four only. Haha! Gawwwwwwwwd, now I know why RP students are not happy with the idea of changing class every sem. But hey, common, they're preparing us fer the workforce. In the workforce, you cant choose who to work with and for how long you wanna work with them. Well, not if ure the boss lah (:

I wonder what and who, what will my identity be, in time to come. Oh, God knows.

Singapore's 43rd and Michelle's Birthday was ytd! (:

2008-08-10T18:52:00.004+08:00

Didnt blog fer only two days and I felt so uncomfortable cos Im immuned to blogging everyday. Well, anw, just let me narrow up what happened ytd and today.

We start on today first yah (: So yeahhh, Family outing today was blissful (: We went to Marina Square and catched a movie using Dad's vouchers. It was mummy btw. The show was nice and predictable *roll eyes* as always. I was so sleepy during the 1st quarter of the show that I could practically fall asleep although the sound effect was, yeahhh, able to wake me up. Right after movie we headed down to Seoul Garden and it was darn disappointing. The fact that there were not much variety of food and also how the staff did not take initiative to top up food which are finished. Well, not until my momma told them to. Gaaaawwwd. That outlet must be the worse one we've ever been. Guess amk's outlet's the best but toooo bad it's demolished. Oh and then, bloated-ly headed off home (: so here I am. Haha.

So yeahhhh! Ytd! 090808! Singapore's 43rd and also Michelle's 17th! Happy BirthDATE! Ytd, my relatives from JB came. It was a last minute idea to go catch the fireworks. But, Haha! In the end we didnt manage to catch it, not even a glimpse of it lor! So we just walked around Esplanade and chilled them headed off home. Okay no, headed off to aunt's home.

Moving on, well oh well. I wont be going school tmr, again. Haha! Im so gonna mug again. Yeahhh, perhaps I will be going school the next day. Initially I didnt want to but then well, thinking back, since we're gonna be in a different class next sem, why not spend the last moments together? Yeahhh, so I'll be coming on Tuesday. Smile and be happy okayy Mervyn and Cerella. Haha

I hope my Fazli will be able to get his off this Wednesday cos if he gets it, we're gonna go out, like after so long mannnnn! Damn, I so miss you babbby!

Andddd to my Nasiha, I cant wait for what we have planned babbby! We sure gotta go meet up and have fun together! Oh I love u the most bestestfriend! Mwahhhh!

"The great use of life is to spend it for something that will outlast it" -William James

Foooooockertyler!

2008-08-08T19:41:00.002+08:00

Oh my Gaaaawdddd! Blame myself on my carelessness! Isk! So yeah. I deposit-ed 3/4 of my pay into my account and due to my forgetfulness, carelessness, dumbness and whatever it is related to that, I fergot to take back my card right after depositing. Oh my Gawwwwwd, how careless can I be man!

Okay so before that, fetch my Nasiha at TTSH then we roamed around Novena square and had lunch at KFC then we went back to Yishun accompany her shape her eyebrow then went to deposit and that was where the incident happened! Urghhhh!

Then cabbed to Boyf's wrkplc. Met him and chilled. Then I cabbed back home and when I checked my wallet I realise my ATM card was nowhere to be found! Gawwwwwwd, how stupendous is that man! So I called bro to come down with 10bucks. Phew. Not to worry much though cos Ive called the hotline to terminate the account. Guess I'll hafta go down to the branch and make another card, again.

Thanks son, Mark, fer the online papers fer my revision! -Love, Mom (:

Sleeeeeeeeepy.

2008-08-08T13:51:00.002+08:00

I almost forgot tmr will be Singapore's 43rd! A day more! Infact 10hours more to go. Woooohoooo!

Im kinda dead beat now. I think I need more sleeeeeeep. Yeahhh beautyyyyyy sleeeeeep is so important.

Dont say you dont stereotype cos, stereotyping is inevitable. It happens to everyone and everyone does that.

As human beings, we are social creatures who need to interact with others in our daily lives. We long to be accepted by others and to feel like we’re part of a bigger group. In order to "fit in" or conform, we often follow what others do. It is infact a norm.

I think you hafta attend my G104 class then you'll have a better understanding of conflicts, stereotyping, prejudice, discrimination and etc. Before you talk to me about this kind of things, make sure u equip yourself with sufficient knowledge to bombard me with your arguments. Gawwwwwd. *roll eyes*

080808 - Beijing Olympics! (:

2008-08-08T12:05:00.003+08:00

Happy Beijing Olmpics Day! Or Happy Olympics Beijing Day! Okay either it's the same lah huh. Today's date is so darn cool - 080808 (:

Anw, yeahhh I abesnt myself from school again to study. So yeahh now Im at the NLB, mugging. So Im here for a moment only. Will be meeting my Nasiha at TTSH later at 3, spend time with her then after that singgah-ing my Fazli's workplace. His school started at 9am today and ended at 9.30am. Yeah, I know what you're thinking man. Haha!

Withrdaw-ed my pay already and I gotta spend the money wisely. Which means, Ive gotta cut down on cab-ing. I so hafta.

Anw people, you guys know about my health condition right? About the iridology check up. Well, after eating the prescribed supplements which are fibre and all those organic stuff, I feel alot healthier and more energetic. The plus point is, I no longer have headaches! Alhamdulillah.

Okayy people, Im off alr. Gotta continue mugging -.- Well, suffer now enjoy later! And I really really cant wait fer summer break next year! Woooohoooooo!

Talented people!

2008-08-07T23:32:00.003+08:00

Heyyy people! Ive been youtube-ing quite frequent these days and Ive been looking up mostly on acoustic vids with strumming guitars. I found quite a number who are darn talented apart from Marie Digby.

Enjoy!

2008-08-07T21:06:00.002+08:00

So guessed what? Perhaps some of you might get it right. Haha. Yeah yeah, I absent myself from school today.

Today's Dad's birthday. Wished him and told him how responsible he is as a father and how I am grateful to have him as a father and also a friend whom I can talk and joke around about anything under the sun.

His reply to my me really touched my heart. He said he knew I was going to say that he's a responsible dad and yada yada yada. And he also said,"Trust me, you are a good daughter" Oh my gawwwwddd, this is like the second time he said to me. Thanks Dad, I love you, and you're the only man that my love will never perish (:

It's raining heavily now and, everytime it rains it'll remind me of events and people. Anw, will be meeting my Nasiha tmr and my Fazli after that (: I hafta make it a point to be equal. Andddd I will try my best though there will be a tendency fer me to be on Nasiha more, but I hafta try hard to be equal, all just for my Fazli, to make him feel appreciated, or at least to repay his efforts and sacrifices. Infact, I love the both of them endlessly, not fergetting Fahmy too (:

Ok so guessed what again? I collected my pay already and it was not what I expected lor. Nevertheless Im grateful (: I wont be going to sch tmr again, to self study, again. Anddd also again and again cos Im like nearing my O's every single day lor!

miss hockey badly

2008-08-06T23:04:00.002+08:00

Oh my gawwwwwd. Im in a dilemma now. Not those love dilemma. But school dilemma. Im still thinking of not going to school tmr. Andddd the feeling of not going is darn strong lor. Haha. But yeahh the final decision will be made tmr morning, which Ive a feeling I'll stick to what I said minutes ago. Haha!

Okay anw, I just sent an email to Jan and Siew Leng informing them of my absence on their last lesson and thanking them fer the times they facilitated us. So I guess, I most probably wont be going school then. Haha!

Okayy moving on. Hockey match at NYP few hours ago was wickedly awesome, especially fer the Boys match! Girls match was a little bit slow and steady. Nevertheless, the usual people are always awe-ing the spectators with their wickedly fantabulous awesome stickworks and tactics. Haha. The evening sun before it sets was glaring straight into us making us feel so sticky. On a lighter note, the Boys match enlightened us all with their fast pace and awesome-ness causing the spectators to gawk. Haha!

Fer both Boys and Girls match, NYP manage to get the victory for themselves. Congrats! After both matches, went home with Joanne and her friend, Elly. Was darn exhausted when I reached home.

Anwwwwww, I have decided to really commit to my revision schedule. I must be disciplined! A few months left to the big day. Ohh andddd, I'll be collecting my pay pronto! (:

I will miss you guys.

2008-08-06T10:29:00.003+08:00

Perhaps today will mark my last day with W14M, im still considering if I should continue going to school for the remaining 4 days. I will definitely miss you guys. They say, the first class is always the best. Nevertheless, I hope my soon-to-be classes will be as awesome as W14M (:

Anw, moving on. Thinking back, time really really flies fast. Gawd, I know Ive been emphasising on this since forever and uncountable times, but I just cant help it and keep doing so. I still cant believe I'll be separated from my W14M, but hey RP is training us to adapt to changes, to work with people, and that is exactly what will happen in the workforce. Thus, we hafta prepare for that. Cos we cant choose who to work with in the future, and cant keep working with the same people, moreover if you're working under ur boss.

I keep listening to this new song my Fazli sent me. Very very meaningful, I was awed by it. Babbbby, I love you. I wonder what will happen if us comes to an end, I cant imagine cos we have been together fer 2years plus. Gawdddddd, I love u babbby!

Im gonna miss W14M baaaaadddlyyyyy!

463th post

2008-08-06T01:57:00.002+08:00

It's already 1:56am and Im still awake. But I'll be off to bed pronto. I neeeeeed sleeeep.

Addicted to cameroid.com!

2008-08-05T22:24:00.004+08:00

Haha! Oh my gaaaawwwwwwd, I swear Im so addicted to cameroid.com that I was so busy webcam-ing that I havent done my RJ, and to think I have an hour more to complete it. Haha! Oh and Mervyn say, the first photo doesnt look like me in class. Haha! Duh! Oh Mervyn! Of course, in class, Im all headscarf-ed, at home Im all headscarf-less. Haha! Besides, that is the wonder of technology *quirk eyebrows*

Alright, I gtg alr. Starting on my RJ prolly in 5. So yeahhhh. At the same time, msn-ing with Mervyn. A fun faci indeed (:

Pay day!

2008-08-05T20:36:00.003+08:00

I almost fergot that today is PAY DAY! *Smiling from ear to ear* Oh I so cant wait to go collect (:

On the other hand, I am totally excited fer tmr's match! Although it sounds like no big deal, just some match, not like as if it's world cup or olympics, it means alot to me cos I miss hockey sooooo much! Cos I miss the pitch smell, and the keeper pad smell and everything that has gotta do with Hockey :(

Anddddd I have second thoughts about school. Remember I said I'll be starting my school hols this thursday? Yeahh, Im having second thoughts, cos thinking back what Mark had said, that we'll be separated sooon, so why not spend the last moments together. Make sense lor what he said, but Im still thinking, cos I need more time to concentrate on my O's, badly. Ohhhh yeahhhh, badly. I'll think abt it ya (:

FS, you gotta believe and have faith in urself, please. If I, a person of no relation to you, have so much faith in u, that I believe in u, so much, why u, urself, the owner of ur mind, heart and soul, dont have the faith? Please FS, for once, you hafta put yourself first. Whatever happens, you know Im a phone call and msn away from u. You know I'll always try my best to help u. Have faith and wait, for "Good things come to those who wait"

Class ended early (:

2008-08-05T16:10:00.002+08:00

Class ended early. Duh-urh! Only two teams mah. Ramadhan is a few weeks from now. Berkat Month (: Insya'allah we'll be able to make it through the month of Sya'aban to Ramadhan. Alhamdulillah, we have already completed the month of Rejab and is now in Sya'aban. I wonder if we'll ever see month of Rejab, Sya'aban and Ramadhan next year or even in time to come.

All of us, or rather myself, live so happy today, procrastinating the important must-do stuff cos we're so confident that there will be a tomorrow cos it has been like that for like since forever. Okay no, for so long already. But in reality, we do not know and we cannot confidently say that there will be tomorrow cos we never know. Yes, we'll never know! Which is why people say, always do good deeds no matter what, cos one will face death anytime. Thus we hafta always be prepared and live the fullest and the best and be prepared for today cos there might be no tomorrow. Scary isnt it?

We humans are very aware of this, and yet nothing is done. Either nothing or little is done.

"An intelligent person is one who is constantly thinking about and preparing for death" - Rasulullah S.A.W

Fuglayyyyy!

2008-08-05T08:44:00.005+08:00

Yeahhhh. Very FUGLY ahhhh! You soo hafta agree with me. Haha! Today decided to go school. Guess what? 9/21 students came! Which means, 12students are absent. Haha! Punkrawk! Never before until this bad. Mervyn was dissapointed initially cos some of his faithful ones absent themselves. Haha. But then I guessed he got over it.

So, went breakfast with classmates and Mervyn. Today, totally slack. Especially the chap who usually is hardworking is slacking. Haha. But whatever, everyone has their slacking and hardworking days. And Ive alr decided, my holiday will start this Thursday, although it is supposed to be next Tuesday but screw it. Haha! I need more time for my revision on maths.

Oh and how surprising Mervyn lives in the same hometown as me! (: Today suck! Oh and on a little bit much lighter and happier note, down to only two teams to present.

TODAY SUCKED! I SHUDNT HAVE COME.

Done.

2008-08-04T19:45:00.002+08:00

Okay Ive completed watching One Litre of Tears. I cried so badly in the library. Really really touching. What makes it more concrete, it's a true story. Im soo gonna hunt fer the diary she wrote and read it. It has touched many peoples' lives.

Im off already. Wont be updating later cos I believe I have updated much. Perhaps tmr (:

Everyone, if you come across One litre of Tears show, please do watch. It'll change your thinking about life, regardless of anything.

One liter of Tears

2008-08-04T18:44:00.003+08:00

Yeahh Im still in the library, have been fer 7hours already. Ive been multi tasking since just now. From studying to watching One liter of Tears to studying again to blogging to surfing the net and etc.

Gawdddd, I cant believe I actually cried in the library, no matter how hard I try to stop the tears. Okay I cried because of the show I watch and is still watching. Damn touching and sad. Okay I gtg already, juts come here for a while to blog. Im off to continue watching. Haha!

absent from school Haha!

2008-08-04T12:18:00.002+08:00

Mondayy blues again -.-

And oh Im not at home and not in sch either. Am in the National Library. Okay yeah I abesnt myself from school. Perhaps because I already had the intention ytd and also I woke up so tired just now in the morning. I was mumbling to momma about how many days I am able to skip school then bla3 and the next thing I knew was I awake at 8.30 and class will be starting in half an hour's time. So screw it, since I was not ready I decided to just skip school. Haha!

Oh and dont think just because I skipped school, Im lazing around. Mind you. Im in the library, studying, doing revision fer my O level paper I'll be retaking real soon, like 2months from now? Gawwwddddd, mati aku! Because I know that Im sooo unprepared for it!

Fazli sent me a song ytd night thru msn, and the lyrics, very sweet! I almost cried listening to the song, with the meaningful lyrics. Thanks Babbbby! I love you!

I'll update sooooooon yeahhhh. Fer now, I hafta continue my revision. Boohoo!

Best moments of my life! (:

2008-08-03T23:59:00.004+08:00

The picture above is a total classic. Damn classic I tell u! Anw, got this pic when I was reading Limin's blog.

I remembered, that pic was taken when I was in Primary 4. Gawwwwd, primary 4. And yeahhh, we were the champs. I couldnt remember which school we were against in the finals but I know it was a draw. So we were down to penalty shots and it was all down to me by then. Down to me to decide if we were champs or not.

Thank God, I saved the shots and we were announced as champions! Gaaawwwwd, I miss those days very much. Very very much that I think I can go on joining back hockey any moment. Haha.

Spot me in the picture man! I looked damn wth! Haha! Most of them are still hockey players too. Some are even in national team. Gawwddd, how I wish I shud have stayed. Well moving on, the teachers in there are Ms Haryani, Coach Gomez and Kevin. I miss you all, I miss the team, I miss hockey, badly :(

Sundayyyyyy

2008-08-03T22:35:00.002+08:00

Today, went fer tutoring and really drilled the kids to study since their CA2 is in a few days time. Then went off to gramps house at Sengkang. Stayed there fer quite long cos waited for Uncle Haron's arrival. Then off to yishun.

Family went off home where as I, went off to Cik dah's house to accompany her go for dinner. So we dine at Swensens, together with Apit and Zu. Was so full right after that. Then after dinner went off back to Cik dah's house and slacked while watching tv then off home.

Gaaaaawwwwwwd, tmr will be Monday. How fast can time fly man? I dont even feel like there's weekends. Haha. But oh well, Pay day is 2days from now but seems I'll only collect it like, ok I dunoe when.

Anw, Im sure gonna hafta attend the second workshop cos jiejie told me the first one was damn good it's a pity I couldnt make it and that there will be a Psychologist coming down during the second workshop. Woooohoooo *quirk eyebrows*

Somehow I have this feeling of not wanting to go sch tmr but I dunoe mannnnnnn. So far, for tmr's module, I havent even skipped a lesson, though I am given the chance to skip twice only. Maybe I wont be going tmr. See first lah hor. See how I'll be feeling tmr morning. Haha.

I dunoe why but suddenly I miss Fazli very much. Now I know how it feels when he missed me so much. But I hafta say that, my love for him can never win his love fer me. Okay in simple english, I can never love him as much as he loves me. Cos he and I know that, he loves me more and has sacrificed so much more things fer me. If I were to list down what he has done fer me, you'll definitely want him to be yours, I swear. Which is, the more the reason I shud appreciate and treasure him and take good care of him and not take him for granted. I love you babbby.

I miss my hockey days badly :(

2008-08-02T23:50:00.006+08:00

Im not sure if you are able to see the heart shape.

Ccab's hockey pitch (:

Work was exceptionally great today despite the fact Im having my Japan. After work, last minute plan to spend time with Joanne (: We wanted to dine at Pizza Hut but Mahes wanted us to go ccab and so being such loyal friends, we did. Haha.

Before that, we da bao food at pizza hut and cabbed down to ccab. Oh my gaaaawwwwwwd. Once I stepped into the ccab, I was so sad I wanted to cry. I was so sad cos I miss playing hockey very very much. I really miss those days, whenever there are short corners and especially penalty flicks.

Somehow I regretted giving up my national trainings just like that. Why did I let it go that easily? It's not that easy for people to be selected for national team, but I got it and I did not treasure it, now I just miss it very much :(

It was the guys match just now. Seeing them play remind me of my past. Of the times when I played, of the times when I was there playing at the pitch for the school's glory. Gaawwwwwwd. Oh anw yeahh, Mahes umpire-d first half of the game. Then almost to the end of the game we decided to head off home.

Then there it was, the jets, making heart shaped like in the sky, cant really see I think in the above picture, but yeahhh they did it.

When I think back, I wonder, how dumb was I to gave up something I love doing just because of something I fear of it to happen in a match and that why didnt I overcome that fear or make an effort to? Okay perhaps I did put in a little effort. But it's not enough. Ohhh gaaawwwwwd.

Anw, I'll be watching another hockey match next wednesday at Nyp. Girls match would be, Nyp's team vs Ite combine team. Guys match, not too sure though. Haha. Ive this feeling, of wanting to join back. Start again my hockey days. But I need to consider cos Ive got many commitments, way toooo many commitments. From Maths O levels which I havent start a proper revision to my volunteering tutoring to my part time job at Kumon which Im not keen on quitting yet to my full time sch in RP. But thank God, first year RP life is not as hectic as of other polys. Only next year I will be a little bit commitment-free. A little bit. Haha.

Gtg alr. Off to gramps house tmr (: And Fazli Babbbby, I love and miss you very much.

"Life itself is neither good nor evil, but only a place for good and evil." -Marcus Aelius Aurelius

452nd post.

2008-08-02T23:15:00.004+08:00

I so know it's damn fugly. But u hafta agree with me that it's so freaking coooool lah! Haha! Even you can make the hottest and prettiest and most handsome-st celebrity into the most fugly person! Haha! yeah, the power of technology *roll eyes*

Im starting to loveee cameroid.com Haha!

Stooopid Webcam-ed faces and pasta day!

2008-08-02T01:03:00.008+08:00

Ytd, I spent my fri-night well with my Nasiha and Zahidah (: Awesome! Cudnt make it for Ben 1o or incomplete Ben's outing cos I already promised Nasiha beforehand to meet her up, and we did! (: Met Nasiha and Zahidah at Northpoint's mac, chilled and talk and there was Joanne and Suzannah. Chat fer a while though. Then talked and talked with Nasiha and Zahidah then Zahidah suggested to go her house.

Then Chef Zahidah, or Chef-soon-to-be, cooked fer us pasta, Penne cream pasta (: Yummmmy oi! Then had some appetisers and webcam-ed stoooopid faces. Haha! Gerek oi! Had an awesome time with them. Then Zahidah and I watched Fantastic Four through my laptop while Nasiha dozed off to sleep. Then it was late, and as soon as Zahidah completed watching Nasiha and I cabbed home.

I love u both very much Nasiha and Zahidah! And of course I love my Fazli and Fahmy toooo!

Oh, next post I will upload stoopid faces photos of Dad, bro and I. Haha! Fer now I gtg fer a while, to complete my team report. So yeahhh, brb.

450th post

2008-08-01T14:56:00.007+08:00

I think Im starting to love cameroid.com Haha. Okay. Had pizza for lunch with W14M just now. Both Pizza hut and Canadian Pizza. Class or I think W14M wants to go catch movie, but I guess I wont tag along cos I'll be meeting Nasiha. And I hafta meet Nasiha. Besides, I already plan with her first. So, sorry people (:

Working tmr! Get to meet my darlings (:

2008-08-01T08:51:00.002+08:00

Morninggggg people! Rmbr I said I met boyf ytd? Well, I havent told you what happened when I was on my way home. Waited for 800, and there was this aunty who sat next to me. Then she started talking to me, telling about how sad she is about her son, who is only 14years old and has changed into a 'wild' boy. The story goes on, until we board the bus. Then she burst into tears. Im glad I was there to let her cried her lungs out. Perhaps, I got the looks of a counsellor? Haha! Insya'allah.

Okay bye, come back later (:

Cos I miss the past.

2008-07-31T22:50:00.002+08:00

5NA (2007)

Yes, Indeed, I miss you guys. I miss my 5NAs, 4NAs and the list goes on. I can never forget all the greatest people I have met and have made my life in my 5years of secondary school life awesome.

Oh anw, congrats to both Mae and Lizanne for third-ing the Singfest competition! See I told u girls will win. Woahh, a pair of tickets, FREE, for the first and second day, with backstage pass. They must be over the moon. Over the rainbow I think. Haha! Your hardwork and those who voted efforts paid off.

Met boyf after school just now. Not much happened, but at least I met him and get to see him (: I hope his happppy too (: Andddddd, I cant wait to meet my Nasiha tmr. Has been ages

-.- Okay no bluff. And I dont feel like going to school tmr. Im mentally drained over the past few weeks. Oh! And pay day is next weeeeeeek! Yahhhhoooooo!

Was been told that I will be having my summer break next year. Cheh summer break, like American system like that. The best part of the break is that, it is fer two months! Months of feb and march! How freaking cool is that?! Then I can work like crazy and earn like a millionaire. Okay no bluff. Haha. Wooohoo, and that will be like next yearrrr. Sounds like, still a long way to go, but, as always, time flies fast (:

2008-07-31T13:08:00.002+08:00

I still stick to what I want to be - Counselling Psychologist. Insya'allah.